The next couple of Hydra bases went down as easily as the first one, no injuries for you to heal, nights were spent eating together and hanging out. After dinner each night, Bucky would come to your tent, and you would talk about random things. He would tell you stories about Steve, and you would tell him stories about your team. You always ended up making out like crazy, before Bucky pulled his gentleman card and told you good night.
Sometimes I wish he wouldn't be a gentleman and just take me dammit.
There was chaos all around you. Something had gone wrong. Bucky was somewhere sniping from above, and Steve was nowhere to be found. There were double the guards at this facility, and there shouldn't have been. You thought the team had been one step ahead of everything, but you weren't. You threw a glass shard at the chest of a guard, then heard a gunshot. You spun around to see a guard fall behind you. You looked up to see Bucky with his rifle, smirking down at you. Smug bastard.
"Guardian!" You heard Steve yell. You ran over and saw that Morita had been hit. His abdomen was bleeding and he was losing a lot of blood fast. "Shit. Shit. Shit." You cursed as you slid on the ground next to him. "Language." Steve said from behind you.
You rolled your eyes. Ah yes. The language police. You snorted thinking about the next time you would hear him say that. You held your hands over Morita's abdomen and closed your eyes, concentrating. The blue light emanated from your palms and Morita's breaths started to even out, and the blood stopped pouring out of him. You let out a shaky breath and sat back, Steve giving you a pat on the shoulder.
You had finally taken the base down, it took way longer than it should have, and you were drained. You had used your powers so much, and you ended up having to heal a gash on Dugan's head, as well as a laceration on Falsworth's arm.
You started to feel better once you ate and got some water in you, sitting around the fire.
"You all did a great job today." Steve told you. "I know it didn't go as planned, but we made it and we're almost out of the woods. We'll be taking down a train that supposedly has Zola on it in 3 days, after that, we hit the last Hydra base and we can go home." Cheers erupted in the camp, but you froze, your body ran cold. Well, colder than you normally were. The train. That's where Bucky was going to get taken. You thought you had more time. Who were you kidding? It had been over a year since you met Bucky.
Bucky walked you back to your tent like always, but you were acting different and he picked up on it. You kicked your shoes off and sat down, and he did the same, like he always did.
"Doll, are you okay? You've been different since Steve mentioned we only had one more base left." You sighed, putting your head in your hands. You had to tell him.
"I have to tell you something."
"You can tell me anything doll, what's wrong?" He sounded so sweet. You turned to face him and took his hands in yours.
"When you go to the train to get Zola, you fall from it, into the mountains." His eyes widen and you look down, taking another deep breath, tears forming in your eyes. You look back up at him and continue. "Hydra is going to take you again Bucky, and I can't believe I'm saying this, but you have to let them take you Buck. You have to." You were full on sobbing now. "I've gone over it so many times in my head. They are going to take you, and do awful things to you, but you have to let them Buck. I'm so sorry, I wish that I could stop it, but I can't. Steve's gonna need you in the future, and in order for that to happen, this has to happen." Bucky took you in his arms, and held you while you cried, running his fingers through your hair, saying comforting words to you when all you could say was that you were sorry.
You finally calmed down enough to form a sentence and looked up at him.
"Do I come out of this okay?" He asks you. "Not at first. But eventually you're able to be okay. You will never be the same person, but you learn to live with both sides of who you are."
"Will you find me? Will you bring me back from whatever or whoever has me?" He asks. You brush a strand of hair out of his face. "I'll always find you Bucky. Always."
"Then that's all I need. I love you Ally." He says softly. Your breath catches in your throat. "I love you too Bucky." Because you did. You loved this man more than you had ever loved anyone, and you were going to do everything in your power to bring him back to you and Steve.
You pulled him in for a kiss, leaning back on the cot, pulling Bucky with you. He settled in between your legs and you ran your fingers through his hair, tugging at the ends, causing him to moan in your mouth. Your hands went to his shirt, fumbling with the buttons, when he pulled back. "Doll-"
"Bucky, please. I need you. I need to feel you." Because you didn't know how long it would be until you could again. You didn't know how you'd be able to get 70 years in the future to help Steve, and even then, you needed to find Bucky and make him trust you. You got the buttons of his shirt undone, pushing it off him, running your hands over his beautiful skin. He shuddered under your touch and you took his hand and placed it on the zipper of your suit. "It's okay." You whispered.
His lips met yours as he slowly pulled the zipper down. You leaned up and pulled it off you, leaving you bare underneath. You tugged it down your legs and tossed it on the floor. Bucky just stared down at you. "What?" You asked him. "Nothin doll, you're just absolutely beautiful. What are these?" He asked, pointing to your tattoos. You blushed. "Well they are tattoos from the movies you are a part of actually. This one is for you." You told him, pointing to the Winter Soldier star on your upper arm. Bucky ran his thumb over it.
"Does it have something to do with what happens to me?" You nodded and smiled, pulling him back down to you, his hands roaming your body. He shot you a look when his hand grazed over Steve's shield that took up most of your upper leg. You rolled your eyes at him and your hands went down to his belt, getting it open and getting his pants open with it. He leaned back and pushed his pants and boxers down, and you saw his length spring free, already hard for you.
You pulled him down by his dog tags, wanting to feel his body against yours. He was radiating heat, and it actually made you warm compared to your cold skin. He kissed you softly and reached his hand down to line himself up with you. He pushed in, and you gasped at how big he was. It had been a while since you'd had sex, and he was bigger than average. He stilled, looking down at you. "Are you okay?" He asked. You smiled and nodded, kissing him, hooking one of your legs around his hip, pushing him deeper. He rolled his hips into you and you arched your back, exposing your neck to him, which he happily latched onto.
He set a steady pace, and with every thrust, you had to bite your lip from screaming. "Oh God Bucky." You panted, gripping his arms. "You feel so good doll, I love you." He said. "I love you, Bucky, I'm so close." You told him, he nodded and kissed you softly, picking up the pace a little. That's all you needed to push you over the edge. You clenched down on him and moaned into his mouth, and he kept thrusting, riding you through your orgasm, coming into his own. He stilled, dropping his head to your shoulder, placing sloppy kisses on your neck.
He rolled to the side, pulling your back against his chest, kissing your shoulder as you pulled the blankets up over you. "Will you sing something for me?" He asked. You smiled and thought for a second, wanting to pick something from your time. You thought about all great love songs you knew from movies and found the one you wanted. It was cheesy, but he didn't need to know that.
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Ooh, every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Bucky's grip on you tightened, pulling you closer to his chest.
Don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't want to miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating, And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing, Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together, And I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever
And I don't want to miss one smile, I don't want to miss one kiss
Well, I just want to be with you, right here with you, Just like this
I just want to hold you close, I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment, For all of the rest of time
Don't want to close my eyes, don't want to fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe, And I don't want to miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe, And I don't want to miss a thing
You were crying now, and you turned to face Bucky to see he was crying too. "Oh Bucky, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry." He shook his head and kissed you. "I'm okay. I love you. I'm just thinking about everything. You'll find me, right? You'll bring me back?" He asked, his hands were shaking on your back. "Yes Bucky, I will find you. I promise. I won't stop until I do. I love you so much." You told him resting your head on his. It wasn't long before Bucky was asleep, and you just laid there, watching him.
I'll do whatever it takes to find you again Bucky, I promise.