One day, in a building in New York
Rachel: Hey, are you okay?
Kurt: A little ...
Rachel: Yeah, that just doesn't look right
Kurt: I don't think I need to tell you why
Rachel: I know the liabilities you have with dominants
Kurt: People talk about bad liabilities. They don't know how traumatized I am
Rachel: Technically that's a bad liability
Kurt: Okay, if you have something to tell me, say it
Rachel: I just wanted to ask if you are aware that there is a new head of department, our department
Kurt: Yeah, I know about it. A dominant, 1.75m, all in muscle, nobody can miss it
Rachel: Considering what you just said, I think you feel something for him
Kurt: I ...
Rachel: Yeah, I'm right
Kurt: No, I ...
Rachel: Okay, I'll go get it. I think this is the best thing to do
Kurt: I ...
Rachel: Wait for me here, okay?
Kurt: Okay ...
Further away
Rachel: Excuse me, can I talk to you?
Blaine: Yeah, sure. Come in
Rachel: I'd like to talk to you about Kurt. I don't know if you've ever met him
Blaine: Yeah, I've met him before. He has character
Rachel: It's true he has a lot of character, but he didn't have the good life
Blaine: What do you mean?
Rachel: He comes from an abusive family, and every dominant he has ever known was just as violent as his family. And, he… I… how do I say that? He had his first dominant when he was five years old
Blaine: Five years !? Who leaves his child, so young, to an adult ?!
Rachel: His parents, and… the…
Blaine: Submissive markets?
Rachel: Yeah, that too
Blaine: Has he been there?
Rachel: Yeah, against his will
Blaine: This kind of place leaves its mark, physical as well as psychological or emotional.
Rachel: He's conditioned, traumatized. He reacts, very often, the way he was taught. He tries to get rid of it, but he can't. And, I don't think he trusts anyone
Blaine: He only learned to rely on one person, himself
Rachel: He needs help. He'll never admit it, but he needs help
Blaine: Of course I'll go help him
Rachel: Awesome! However, you have to take it slow. He jumps at the slightest noise or sudden gesture
Blaine: I'll take it easy, no problem
Rachel: Ok
In the office
Blaine: Hey, can I talk to you?
Kurt: I… uh… yes
Blaine: Rachel came to tell me about you and your story
Kurt: If you wanted to laugh, you knocked on the wrong door
Blaine: I want to help you. I want to show you that not all dominants are violent
Kurt: Honestly, I can't believe it
Blaine: Considering everything you've been through, it's normal that you have a hard time believing it
Kurt: Everything I've been through, I've earned it. I am a disobedient, rebellious, violent, aggressive submissive. In order for me to be calm, I have to be beaten every day. It's a punishment
Blaine: By no means is this a punishment. It is abuse, torture. You are not someone violent or aggressive. You've just been conditioned to a certain behavior because of all the abuse you've been through
Kurt: Have I been conditioned?
Blaine: You were very young when you first had a dominant. And, I imagine that is with him that you have your first time, which was a rape
Kurt: Five years old is a normal age, right?
Blaine: Not at all, you were too young to understand what was going on. Everything that has to do with our status appears in pre-adolescence and is defined in adolescence. Before this point, no relationship should be in place.
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Then I mentioned rape, and it's for the same reasons. You were way too young to have sex
Kurt: Isn't everything I thought normal?
Blaine: Exactly. You were taught the wrong things
Kurt: That's why everyone says I'm a bad submissive
Blaine: No it has nothing to do with it
Kurt: I don't know how to behave in the presence of dominants. Everything I do, I do it wrong. I have never been praised for anything
Blaine: You have to let your natural submission take over. Don't try to stick to the perfect submissive model, because he doesn't exist
Kurt: Natural submission?
Blaine: Let your instincts speak, he's the one who does things. You don't have to think
Kurt: But, to do what I'm asked?
Blaine: You have to do it naturally, without thinking. Don't forget that you have the right to say no
Kurt: Am I allowed to say no?
Blaine: Of course. It is forbidden to force a submissive to do something
Kurt: Forbidden?
Blaine: Yeah, forbidden
Blaine: There are a lot of things you need to learn. Have you always been forced to do what you are asked to do?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Anyone who forced you should end up in jail
Kurt: We're in Ohio, the police will never believe me
Blaine: We have proof. And, if the police want to do it right, they'll believe you
Kurt: I highly doubt it
Blaine: Yeah, you don't trust nobody
Kurt: You are the first person I trust
Blaine: Are you okay with me taking you home?
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: You're not very comfortable
Kurt: I ... I ... I do things that a lot of people consider normal, but I don't think it is.
Blaine: Because that's what you were taught
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I think it's best to talk about it in a more private setting
Kurt: Do you want me to take a bag?
Blaine: If you want to spend a few days with me, you can. But, if you wanna go home tonight, you ain't gotta take it
Kurt: I don't feel very comfortable at home. I sleep very badly. For once in my life, I would like to sleep in the arms of someone who is nice to me. If that's not too much to ask of you
Blaine: Of course, sweetheart. Anything you want you will get it
Kurt: I don't need much
Blaine: You just have to tell me what you need, and I'll get it for you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: And, I'm gonna have to check your injuries
Kurt: There are a lot ...
Blaine: I'll take my time to make sure I don't miss a thing
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: But, I think it's best that I take you to the hospital
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: I'm not telling you about submissive hospitals. These kind of hospitals are not good, they are run down, and there is poor hygiene. And, I bet the doctors who work there don't have degrees. They can't even tell the difference between a cut and a bruise, between a scar and an open wound
Kurt: A submissive hospital will never accept a submissive. And then I can't go, it's forbidden
Blaine: Forbidden?
Kurt: This is only allowed for wise and obedient submissives. And, I don't fit into this category
Blaine: This is the first time I've heard something like this
Kurt: That's what I've always been told
Blaine: Of course, you've always been told the wrong things. I'll have to teach you all over again
Kurt: It's a long and heavy job. You don't have to do this. I always react the way I have been taught. I don't think I would ever heal
Blaine: You've been through a lot of trauma, for at least 20 years. I know it will be a long way, but we will get there. It will take the time it needs
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Have you never received love or affection?
Kurt: No sir. No one has ever been kind to me. This is a first for me
Blaine: Well, you should get used to it. I will take care of you
Kurt: Take care of me? I…
Blaine: Has anyone ever done this for you?
Kurt: No sir
Blaine: If you're okay, I'll take you home. It's a more private setting, there is no one listening. It's better to talk about more private things
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Do you agree?
Kurt: I have to follow your every command, sir. It is forbidden for a submissive to challenge the order of a dominant
Blaine: It's not an order, it's a question. You always have the right to say no
Kurt: This is the first time that I have been given a choice
Blaine: Yeah, the choice is yours, I'm not forcing you to anything. Take all the time you need to make up your mind
Kurt: I feel comfortable with you. And, I don't wanna go home
Blaine: So you wanna come home with me?
Kurt: Yes sir. But, I ain't got no business ready
Blaine: No problem. We will come by your place, and take what you need
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I have to go tidy up my office. We meet in the hall
Kurt: Yes sir
Several minutes later
Blaine: You are almost twitching, and that worries me
Kurt: I'm used to that ...
Blaine: Are you cold? I have blankets in the trunk, do you want one?
Kurt: I'm shaking more with fear and pain…
Blaine: I have painkillers at home. They're lightweight, but that should help
Kurt: What is it?
Blaine: We never gave you any?
Kurt: No sir. I do not know what it is
Blaine: Well, these are pain relieving drugs.
Kurt: That's what someone takes when they have a headache, right?
Blaine: Yeah, for example
Kurt: I've always been told that it's forbidden for a submissive, that I deserve to hurt
Blaine: Were you banned from taking any medicine that may help you have less pain?
Kurt: Yes sir ...
Blaine: I don't understand
Kurt: We must not try to understand
Blaine: Yeah, you're right
Kurt: Does that kind of medicine hurt?
Blaine: No, not at all. All it's gonna do is make you sleepy
Kurt: Okay ...
Blaine: But, the ones I have at home are light. You shouldn't be as groggy as on morphine
Kurt: That's what we give to the hospital, right?
Blaine: Yeah, usually by infusion
Kurt: What's an IV?
Blaine: Well, it's a needle that you put in your hand or in your arm. It is used to inject painkillers or fluids to keep you nourished and hydrated. Glucose or saline solution. In general, it is enough to have a medical training to be qualified to pose one, training that I have
Kurt: Do you have to?
Blaine: Well, that will depend on your injuries. But, I think it's better
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Either way, I'll figure that out when we're home
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Try to get some sleep on the ride. You need some rest
Kurt: I sleep very badly
Blaine: Try it anyway. I'm right next to you, you don't fear anything
Kurt: I'm very prone to nightmares
Blaine: I will protect you my heart
Kurt: Yes sir
One hour later
Blaine: Hey, wake up
Kurt: What was… I was in the car… how did I end up here?
Blaine: I carried you this far. You looked so peaceful when you were sleeping
Kurt: Did you carry me? I… you didn't have to do that. I could have walked
Blaine: Earlier, you were barely standing. I don't think it was a good idea to let you walk
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: In the meantime, I've got everything ready to heal your wounds. Take off your clothes, please, except your boxers
Kurt: Yes sir. Am I going to have an infusion?
Blaine: I got the stuff ready anyway, just in case. And, considering the state of your injuries, I think it's best that I put one on you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Don't worry, it shouldn't be for long. Just long enough for you to recover
Kurt: I will carry out your every order
Blaine: You have to tell me if something doesn't please you
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: If I do something you don't like, you have to tell me. If I hurt you, you have to tell me. If you're not comfortable, you have to tell me. You understand ?
Blaine: Good, good boy
Kurt: This is ... I ... the first time I've been told this ...
Blaine: The first time?
Kurt: I've never been congratulated. Everything I did was wrong
Blaine: If you were never praised, I imagine you were being punished. Finally, if we can call these tortures punishments
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: And, like I said, it's not punishment. These are abuses, torture. You never punish a submissive with blows. Apart from traumatizing them, it's no use
Kurt: I'm a really good example of that. But, how do you punish a submissive then?
Blaine: Personally, I use seclusion or deprivation, but never the beatings
Kurt: I've never heard of this kind of punishment
Blaine: Because you've always lived in a violent environment. You never received love or affection
Kurt: There are things I've always wanted to do, but know I could never do. Because it's forbidden for a submissive
Blaine: What are you talking about?
Kurt: Sleeping in a bed, for example. Or wear clothes outside of work
Blaine: Aren't you sleeping in a bed?
Kurt: No sir. I always slept in a cage, without proper clothes, and in the cold. A cage is made of metal, and since I had no mattresses, blankets or cushions, it was very cold
Blaine: I guess. But, know that you have the right to sleep in a bed. You have the right to have as much comfort as you want
Kurt: Am I entitled to it? Truly ?
Blaine: Of course, my love. You have the right to have all the comfort you want. You just have to ask me, and I'll go get what you want
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I'll start looking at your injuries. For that, I need you to be as relaxed as possible, okay?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I must be able to move every part of your body without feeling resistance
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Good boy
Kurt: Thank you sir ...
Blaine: You have lots of bruises, and some of them look like they've affected the intramuscular tissue.
Kurt: Yeah ... it really hurts
Blaine: Unfortunately, that kind of bruise will never heal
Kurt: Will ... be in pain my whole life?
Blaine: Yeah, I'm afraid. My first studies were in medicine, so I know what to do to make it less painful
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: And, your right arm looks broken. I would say double fracture plus bill of the wrist. And, for your right leg, I would say double fracture plus ankle fracture
Kurt: As much?
Blaine: And, what worries me the most is that your arm bone doesn't look like it's in its original alignment. I'll have to put it back in place
Kurt: I know it's gonna hurt
Blaine: Yeah, but not for long. Once it's done I'll put a bandage on, and it should be better
Kurt: Yes sir. Are you going to do this now?
Blaine: Yeah, that's what I thought I was doing. The faster it will be done, the faster you will have less pain
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: So relax. Everything will be alright, I promise you
Kurt: I trust you, sir
Blaine: Stay relaxed like that, okay?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Good, three, two, one
Kurt: What ... it hurts!
Blaine: There it is, sweetheart. Everything is fine, it's over
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: "hug him" It's alright honey
Kurt: It's true that ... it hurts a little less
Blaine: I'll put you on the IV in the morning. But, I'm going to give you some pain reliever already. It should help you sleep
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: You really need a lot of rest
Kurt: I don't want to sleep alone or on the floor…
Blaine: Don't worry, sweetheart. You are not going to sleep alone or on the floor. You will sleep with me, in my bed where you will be warm
Kurt: I'm cold all the time ...
Blaine: I know, my angel, I know
Kurt: You are the first dominant not to lose patience with me. You are the first dominant to be kind to me
Blaine: You're really not used to it
Kurt: Not at all
Blaine: Usually the first intimate contact between a dominant and a submissive is skin-to-skin contact. Would you be okay with doing that?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I reassure you, I won't hurt you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: You will sleep in my arms, where you will be warm
Kurt: I read somewhere that skin-to-skin contact can help keep you warm
Blaine: Yeah, that might help. Body heat is effective
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Sleep, my love. I watch over you
During the night
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: What the ...
Kurt: No!
Blaine: Hey, wake up
Kurt: Leave me!
Blaine: Wake up!
Kurt: What the ...
Blaine: Calm down, it's alright
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: I'm here, you don't risk anything
Kurt: But, I ... it felt so real
Blaine: I know, sweetheart. You want to talk about it ?
Kurt: No… I don't want to think about it anymore
Blaine: Okay. Try to fall asleep again
Kurt: I… what's that noise!
Blaine: It's a thunderstorm. Don't worry, it will pass
Kurt: Why are there flashes !?
Blaine: It's lightning, it's nothing
Kurt: Help, there's too much noise!
Blaine: Calm down, it's alright
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: You don't risk anything. You are safe here
Kurt: Please, sir, protect me ...
Blaine: Here I am, my angel, everything is fine
Kurt: I hear more noise
Blaine: Yeah, it's over
Kurt: Is he coming back?
Blaine: I don't know, but I don't think so
Kurt: Okay ...
Blaine: Go back to sleep, my love. I watch over you, you don't fear anything
Kurt: Yes sir
The next morning
Blaine: Hey, wake up
Kurt: What the ...
Blaine: Easy, calm down
Kurt: What time is it?
Blaine: Ten o'clock
Kurt: Did you allow me to sleep until ten?
Blaine: Of course. You need a lot of rest
Kurt: And, I… I'm sorry…
Blaine: Why?
Kurt: For waking you up last night ...
Blaine: You had a nightmare, you can't help it
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: You looked so peaceful when you were sleeping
Kurt: Haven't you slept all night?
Blaine: Yeah, I wanted to keep an eye on you, in case you had another nightmare. But, I used to have sleepless nights
Kurt: I ... okay ...
Blaine: Are you hungry?
Kurt: I will eat whatever you give me no matter what or how much
Blaine: The quantity? Have you been undernourished?
Kurt: I… I don't know…
Blaine: Were you given little to eat?
Kurt: Yes sir. Very little to eat. But, I would be able to sneak a bite to eat during the night. But, my previous Dominants saw it, and they locked the cage I was sleeping in, so I wouldn't go out.
Blaine: That's why you're not so skinny
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I made something light to eat. I don't want you to be sick
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: After eating, I'll put you on an IV. The painkillers you will have are stronger than the ones I gave you yesterday. So it's okay if you want to sleep
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Do you need help walking?
Kurt: I'll try ...
Blaine: Don't force it. If it's not okay, tell me, and I'll carry you, okay?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Ok, come on
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Got it. Put your arms around my neck, I'll carry you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Here, eat
Kurt: It's ... I've never had so much to eat
Blaine: Take it easy. Don't eat too fast, okay?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Also, I wish we could go into a little more detail about our relationship.
Kurt: I'm listening to you, sir
Blaine: For starters, have you ever got on your knees for a Dominant?
Kurt: Yes, but never on purpose
Blaine: Were you forced to do it?
Kurt: Yes sir. I was hit on the back of the knees to make me fall. Then we strapped my ankles to my thighs, so I couldn't move. They also tied my hands behind my back, and they gagged me too. When I was like this they could do whatever they wanted to me
Blaine: Getting down on your knees is natural for a submissive. You should never force this kind of thing
Kurt: I feel like they don't know
Blaine: It's the first thing you learn in school, but the majority don't follow this rule. They think their way of educating submissives is the right one, as long as they get the results they expect
Kurt: That's right
Blaine: But, I'm not one of those dominants. Being violent is no use. On the other hand, being patient and gentle allows you to build a healthy relationship based on trust.
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Didn't we ever tell you that?
Kurt: No sir
Blaine: I imagine you went to a public school
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: It's true that public schools are notorious for not learning the right things, and violence is so abundant there.
Kurt: Violence, we see it all the time
Blaine: Especially in more conservative states like Ohio
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I imagine you were also taught to obey orders, without complaining
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: That's what I thought
Kurt: But, that's the basis of any relationship, right? If I am not able to obey orders, even the simplest, it is because I was poorly educated, right?
Blaine: No, not at all. Obeying orders is not automatic. It's something that you learn, and gently. The technique to educate a submissive is to be gentle and patient
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: So, you were taught to obey orders the wrong way. They always forced you to do what they wanted
Kurt: They were using the punches for that
Blaine: They never asked you for your opinion?
Kurt: Never sir. But, a submissive does not have the right to challenge a dominant's decision.
Blaine: Yes, you have the right to say something if you don't like it
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: A dominant never has full power. A relationship works for two. So if I do something you don't like, you have to tell me. You understand ?
Kurt: Yes sir, I understand
Blaine: Good boy
Kurt: Thank you sir
Blaine: Now, have you ever worn a necklace?
Kurt: Does a choke collar matter?
Blaine: What !? No of course that doesn't matter
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Now I understand better the mark you have around your neck
Kurt: The trace of the choke collar
Blaine: Yeah, she's light, but she's still there
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Would you be okay with wearing one?
Kurt: Yeah, sure. When I heard all the submissives around me talking about it, I was fascinated. To hear it all, I only wanted one thing, to wear one too
Blaine: Well, I know someone who can handle the making of the necklace. It will be in black leather with a silver plaque with our names in gold on it. But, I will ask that the interior be made in a softer leather, to prevent it from hurting you
Kurt: I ... it's gonna cost a lot of money
Blaine: Nothing is too expensive for you. You deserve it
Kurt: Do I deserve it?
Blaine: Yeah sure
Kurt: Other than the beatings, I was never told I deserved anything
Blaine: No one deserves to be beaten
Kurt: I… when am I going to get it?
Blaine: I'll contact the manufacturer today. He's a friend of my family, so it shouldn't cost me much. But know that I'm ready to empty all my bank accounts for you
Kurt: I… thank you
Blaine: Are you finished eating?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Alright, go lie down in the chair, I'll put you on the IV
Kurt: Yes sir But, I ...
Blaine: Wait, I'll help you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I need you to be completely relaxed
Kurt: Is it going to hurt.
Blaine: It's a needle so it will sting, but not for long
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: It won't be for long, don't worry. It's to help you feel better, not to hurt you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Okay, I put the needle on. Do not move
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: There you go, it's over. Now, I'm going to attach the tube to your wrist and your arm, so that it doesn't move. Then you just have to rest
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Now get some rest. It should help you sleep
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Sleep, my love. We'll keep talking later
Kurt: Yes sir
Several hours later
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Hey, did you sleep well?
Kurt: This is the first time that I sleep so long without nightmares
Blaine: You still seem pretty restless
Kurt: I'm always restless when I sleep
Blaine: Come into my arms, my heart
Kurt: Yes sir. And I'm sorry for shaking so much
Blaine: You're cold and hurt and scared, it's normal for you to tremble. This is something you can't do nothing about
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Are you feeling better?
Kurt: Yeah, a little better
Blaine: Well, I'm gonna leave that with you until tonight, maybe even night. I think tomorrow should be better
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Until then your necklace should arrive tomorrow
Kurt: Already? Yet from what you described to me, it should take, at least, a week
Blaine: Being a friend of my family, he put me first. I admit it's quite practical, but I don't like it. Just because he's a friend doesn't mean he has to stop what he was doing to put me first
Kurt: That's a pretty nice act on his part
Blaine: Yeah, I know
Kurt: I know… when a submissive gets their collar, they also get a list of rules to follow, and they're pretty strict.
Blaine: Well, yeah. Rules are the foundation of the relationship, they set the dynamic of the relationship. They are really very important. We can't afford to neglect them
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: As for being strict, each Dominant has their own view. Each dominant sets more or less strict rules
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Personally, I already know what I want from you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: But, I'd wait until you got your necklace to tell you
Kurt: It's a tradition, and it's important not to neglect it
Blaine: It's just a matter of habit, not a tradition
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Do you already have rules to follow?
Kurt: No sir. I was punished for just about anything and everything. I only had prohibitions, nothing was allowed to me
Blaine: I understand that you are very hesitant
Kurt: I always had to ask permission before doing anything, and the answer was always no. I know you always have to ask for permission. A submissive is not allowed to do something on her own initiative, or even she is unable to do so.
Blaine: Of course you have the right to take your own initiatives. You are not incapable of it. A dominant makes the majority of decisions for his submissive, but it's a matter of trust. The dominant guides his submissive on the right decision to make. A submissive who finds it easy to make a decision on his own is that he trusts his dominant. If he's having trouble, it's because he didn't trust her
Kurt: It's true that not all Dominants I've known are trustworthy men. They were violent, abusive
Blaine: Looking at all of your injuries it's true
Kurt: And, you're right. I find it hard to make a decision on my own, because I didn't trust them Blaine: At the same time, who could trust violent dominants?
Kurt: I don't know
Blaine: But, since they think they are all powerful, I imagine that they took you by force, without asking your opinion
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I should have doubted. I hate that kind of person
Kurt: But, I don't have a say in a dominant's decision. If I challenge a dominant's decision, I must be punished
Blaine: I already told you that you have to say when something doesn't please you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: At the same time, violent and abusive dominants are very rarely inclined to listen to what their submissives tell them.
Kurt: Not even at all
Blaine: Yeah, too. I'm someone who doesn't like to forbid his submissive for nothing
Kurt: Am I going to have some freedoms? Lots of freedoms?
Blaine: Of course. If I forbid you to do anything, it's for your safety, not to force you
Kurt: I was so forced that I am not used to having so many freedoms
Blaine: Over time you should get used to it
Kurt: I hope
Blaine: Do you want a blanket? You are completely frozen
Kurt: I'm used to being cold
Blaine: I'm gonna go get you a blanket anyway
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: There you should feel better
Kurt: It hurts when I move my hand
Blaine: It's okay, you have a needle in your hand
Kurt: But it's true that I feel better
Blaine: You should try to sleep again
Kurt: Can I stay in your arms?
Blaine: Sure, honey. You can stay in my arms as long as you want
Kurt: Thanks…
In the evening
Blaine: Hey, wake up
Kurt: What the ...
Blaine: Easy, calm down. It is only me
Kurt: Sorry sir. I panic really very quickly
Blaine: I know, sweetheart, I know
Kurt: I'm getting hungry
Blaine: That's why I woke you up. I know you are tired, but you need to eat
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I see that there is something working on you, so tell me
Kurt: Am I… gonna keep this again?
Blaine: I'd rather leave the IV with you tonight. I know it's not nice and it hurts, but it's for your good
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: You can stay in the chair
Kurt: I have almost no strength. Moving around tires me a lot ...
Blaine: I know that's why I leave you in the chair
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I'll be back soon
Kurt: Is this something light?
Blaine: Yeah. For a few days, light food should help keep you in shape. After a few days, we will switch to normal food
Kurt: Yes sir. But I…
Blaine: What is it?
Kurt: How am I going to sleep with this?
Blaine: You're going to sleep in my arms, like last night. And, as long as you don't move your hand, you should be fine
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Anyway, you seem to be gaining strength, and that's good
Kurt: I still feel weak
Blaine: It's okay, it's going to take a while for you to regain all your strength. The injuries you have are quite substantial. They look like they've bled too
Kurt: I have huge healing problems. These wounds will never go away
Blaine: Considering the state of your injuries, I noticed. And, it will require daily care, which we cannot neglect
Kurt: Could I be in trouble if we don't?
Blaine: Yeah, you could have some pretty severe complications if we neglect this care
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: But, we'll talk about it tomorrow. You must rest
Kurt: Yes sir
The next day
Kurt: I
Blaine: Hey, did you sleep well?
Kurt: Better than last night…
Blaine: Less nightmares?
Kurt: Anyway, not strong enough to wake me up
Blaine: You were pretty agitated though. I kept you as close to me as possible, to make you feel safe. I hope it worked
Kurt: Yeah, a little ...
Blaine: And, I hope the infusion didn't bother you too much
Kurt: No, not too much
Blaine: I'll take it away from you today. I didn't have enough painkillers for another day anyway. I'll have to go buy some
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: And, your necklace is coming today, don't forget
Kurt: So this is the day I'm really going to belong to you?
Blaine: Right
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: Don't worry, everything will be fine
Kurt: I'll have to get used to it
Blaine: I know, sweetheart. But, we'll go at your pace. Rushing is useless
Kurt: If we go at my pace, it's gonna take a long time
Blaine: You trust me, right?
Kurt: Yes sir. I trust you
Blaine: So it's gonna be alright. A relationship is based on trust, otherwise it won't work
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I made you some food
Kurt: Thank you sir
Blaine: Don't move your hand, I'll take the needle out
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Voila, it's done. Press it a little, I'll go get a bandage
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: I'm going to place an order for some new painkillers, in case I need to get you back on a drip.
Kurt: I don't really like needles
Blaine: I know
Kurt: But, I admit it made me feel good
Blaine: And, did sleeping make you feel good too?
Kurt: Yes sir. It also made me feel good
Blaine: Well that's the important thing
Kurt: And, it feels good not to feel that needle in my hand anymore
Blaine: It's true that's not a very pleasant thing
Kurt: On the other hand, I have to admit that the skin-to-skin contact is very pleasant. It's, I ... it makes me feel safe
Blaine: It's a very important kind of contact for submissives. This too, should not be neglected
Kurt: Physical contact is very important for submissives, as is physical protest.
Blaine: Right
Kurt: And, I know that's what's gonna happen
Blaine: Yeah, but not right away
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Okay, try to sleep again. I'll let you know when the necklace is there
Kurt: Can I watch a movie? It's been too long since I've been allowed to ...
Blaine: Sure, honey. What do you want to watch?
Kurt: I dunno ... I have no film culture
Blaine: Alright, I'm gonna pick one for you
Kurt: Thank you sir
Later
Kurt: What's that noise !?
Blaine: It's okay, my love. It's just someone knocking on the door
Kurt: Ok…
Blaine: The necklace is there
Kurt: I… how will it be?
Blaine: Well this is a serious talk so I ask you to kneel between my legs
Kurt: I ...
Blaine: I know you're not used to this, so I'll walk you through it step by step, okay?
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: For starters, you're going to get between my legs, but you're still standing for now
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Good boy
Kurt: Being between your legs makes me feel safe
Blaine: That's the effect it's supposed to have on you. And, it shows that you are starting to be comfortable with your nature
Kurt: I've always been comfortable with my nature. I just didn't have anyone to thrive with
Blaine: Yeah that's right
Kurt: And now I feel more at ease than I had ever been
Blaine: I'm glad you feel comfortable around me
Kurt: Me too, sir
Blaine: And, that necklace looks great on you. I knew dark colors would look great on you
Kurt: I have pretty pale skin, that's why
Blaine: That's right
Kurt: I'm listening to you, sir. Say what you expect from me
Blaine: Well, first you have to know that everything I'm going to tell you is for your safety, not to coerce you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: It's like wearing the collar. He is there so that all the Dominants you come across will know that you already have a Dominant
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: So, first of all, I'd like you to ask permission before you speak. You can do by touching my knee or grabbing my wrist
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Then I would like you to kneel between my legs as I sit. When I'm standing I would like you to stay next to me with your head down and your hands crossed in front of you
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: Well that's all I thought about so far
Kurt: I ... I don't want to contradict you in any way, but it sounds simple enough
Blaine: Considering all the trauma you have, I didn't want to start with something too complicated. It's best to start with something simple, so that you get used to it. Over time, I would add or discuss
Kurt: Yes sir. I just wonder how it will be in the office
Blaine: Well, we've got the week to ourselves, so that gives us time to think. And then it's going to be business as usual. We work in the same department, but in different offices, so we will meet during breaks
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: On the other hand, if there are people who have hurt you, you are going to have to tell me
Kurt: Well, it's just Rachel and you that haven't done anything to me. Otherwise, everyone else in the department hurt me. In some cases, they even invited people from neighboring departments
Blaine: They were inviting them? Did they think it was a party?
Kurt: From how many bottles of alcohol there were, I think so.
Blaine: More than drugs are missing
Kurt: No, they don't. They are the type to think of their bodies as temples
Blaine: Yeah, I know what you're talking about
Kurt: But, I don't know their names…
Blaine: Don't worry about that. I already know what I'm gonna do
Kurt: Yes sir
Blaine: You know, I always wanted to be a necklace or jewelry maker
Kurt: You have very good taste. You will do wonderful things
Blaine: I see this as the next project in my career. But, it's gonna take some time
Kurt: "yawn" I ...
Blaine: "kiss him" You're tired, my love. Go rest
Kurt: Yes sir
A week later
Rachel: Hey, hi! Are you doing well ?
Kurt: Better than the last time we spoke
Rachel: It's true that you seem to be doing a lot better
Kurt: And, in terms of pain ... it got a little less, but I'm still in a lot of pain
Rachel: Did you tell her about it, I hope?
Kurt: Of course I told him about it. But other than keeping me on a drip all the time, he's not afraid to do much else
Rachel: And take you to the hospital? He could have done it
Kurt: You know very well that I am not allowed to go to the hospital
Rachel: You need some care. Your injuries are very serious, not to mention your psychological and emotional state
Kurt: I am strictly forbidden to see a doctor, regardless of its specification
Rachel: It's ban is stupid. It should have been removed a long time ago
Kurt: Yeah, but it's not like that. Once it's on, it's made to stay
Rachel: I'm gonna go find them, and fix it
Kurt: It's been there since I was five. It's been here for over twenty years, and no one has ever done anything about it
Rachel: Yeah, I know. People have been watching you suffer for too long with their arms crossed
Kurt: I know, but I got used to it. I'm traumatized by everything I've been through, that's for sure. But, no one can do anything about it
Rachel: If you say so
Kurt: You look on your nerves though. Is there something wrong?
Rachel: Well, I got Finn on the phone a few days ago. He didn't seem to be well
Kurt: Why?
Rachel: I don't know
Kurt: How long have you seen each other?
Rachel: A few months ago. But, I do my best to have him on the phone every day. But sometimes because of work I don't have time
Kurt: Physical contact is very important for submissives, and I know what I'm talking about. He needs you
Rachel: I have a week off, I could go to Lima
Kurt: Yeah, that's what I recommend you do
Rachel: Okay, I'm gonna get a plane ticket
Kurt: And, I advise you to bring it back with you
Rachel: He has a job, and he loves Lima. I showed myself responsible by leaving him there
Kurt: The real responsibility is to make sure he feels good
Rachel: Ok, I'll tell her about it
Kurt: And me, I'm going to start my job
Rachel: Ok