Hi! This is a one shot story I've been wanting to write for soooo long. So I figured with a busted ankle I'd give it a go. Be nice. First story I've written in a looong time and I wrote it kind of quick.
I do not own anything supernatural.
Rated M for content and language. Enjoy!
Dean's knuckles turned white as he gripped the steering wheel tighter.
"Come on Sam, pick up the phone."- He said in frustration, as the other end rang for a 4th time.
"It's Sam, leave me a message."
Dean threw the phone on the dash board before slamming his hand on the steering wheel.
"Damn it!"
What was Sammi thinking? What was he thinking bringing her to raid that nest, let alone let her volunteer as bait? He didn't know what happen after they split up. There was no sign of them in the empty abandoned barn. Just a bunch of beheaded vamps and a lot of blood. They had made a plan that if anything happened to either of them, or if they got split up, that they would meet at the road house. So that's what he was doing.
Dean pushed the pedal of the impala a little further as he picked up the phone and dialed Sam's number again.
"Hey, sorry"- Sam said breathlessly before Dean cut him off.
"Where is she?" - Dean demanded.
"She's fine Dean, were fine. We just got back. Ellen is cleaning her up but she's ok Dean, I promise."
"I'll be there in 15 minutes." – Dean said before hanging up and flooring it.
He was angry. Angry at Sam for letting her tag along, and angry at her for her stubbornness, and persistence of being a hunter. But he was mostly angry at himself for not sending her home. She deserved better. She deserved the house and the white picket fence, with 2.5 kids running around. She didn't deserved this life full of loneliness and loss. He was angry for being too emotionally involved and caring too much.
It was close to midnight by the time Dean pulled up to the roadhouse. He slammed the door of the impala, before bursting through the door, making Ellen and Jo jump. And there she was, in all her beautiful glory. He stared at her with piercing eyes that made her shiver.
"Dean, listen." - Sam said as he approached his brother.
"Don't talk to me"- Dean said without taking his eyes of Jo.
"Come on dude, you're acting like a child."- Sam said annoyed.
Dean turned his gaze onto Sam.
"You should know better"- Dean growled.
"Jo, let's give these boys a minute."- Ellen said as her and Jo stood and made their way to the back of the bar.
"Don't break anything"- She added, pointing to the both of them before leaving.
Dean waited until he was sure they were alone before speaking.
"You have no idea how bad I want to punch you in the face right now"- Dean said, grabbing the beer that Sam was holding out for him.
Sam scoffed and rolled his eyes.
"Would that make you feel better? Would that make you forget how you really feel about her?"- Sam asked as he crossed his arms across his chest.
"You shut up. You have no idea what you're really talking about." – Dean said as he polished off the rest of the beer.
Sam chuckled
"Oh really? Then why are you so pissed at me?"- Sam asked throwing his hands in the air.
"You put her in danger. You let her waltz into that barn like a damn walking buffet."- Dean said, standing up and walking around the bar for a second beer.
"She's not a child Dean and whether you like it or not, she's a damn good hunter." - Sam said, sitting on a bar stool in front of him.
"She's not a hunter, and she never will be."
"Come on Dean. Ellen has accepted it, why can't you?"- Sam said, growing more and more annoyed by his brother's thick headedness.
"Because she'll just slow us down, she'll get in the way. She's a liability and that's all she'll ever be. She will always be that annoying girl that wants to tag along."
Dean knew what he was saying was total bullshit. He knew she was a hunter at heart, maybe even better than him and Sammi, but he wasn't going to admit that to him. He wasn't willing to risk losing her.
"You're completely full of shit, you know that."- Sam said shaking his head "I know you better than you know yourself." He said before standing up and turning to leave. Neither one of them noticed that Jo was standing in the door way and had heard everything
"Jo" - Sam said apologetically as he looked from her to Dean.
"It's fine Sam. Thanks for looking out for me"- She said not taking her eyes off Dean as he came around from behind the bar, looking as if he saw a ghost for the first time.
"Jo…look, I'm sor"- Dean started before Jo shoved passed him to the exit.
"Save it Dean".
Dean looked back at Sam for help.
"Don't look at me. This is your mess. You clean it up" - Sam said, motioning him to go after her.
Dean's jaw tensed as he turned to run after her. He found her walking to the set of doors that led to where she and Ellen lived.
"Jo stop"- Dean called after her. Jo continued to walk away with no answer. Dean picked up his speed and reached for her, but she yanked her arm away.
"Leave me alone Dean. I wouldn't want to be in the way" - She mocked as she reached for the door.
"Damn it Jo, listen to me!"- He said yanking her back and caging her against the wall, forcing her to look at him. Dean slowed his breathing down before continuing.
"I'm sorry Jo okay?"- Dean whispered. Jo scoffed.
"Wow Dean, you have such a way with words. I feel so much better now."- She said rolling her eyes and trying to push passed him.
"I didn't mean it. Okay? I didn't mean any of it."- He said keeping her in place. He took a deep breath and looked down, unable to look her in the eyes.
"The truth is I'm selfish. I don't want to see anything happen to you. I don't want to ever see you hurt or worst of all dead. I wouldn't be able to live with myself"- He said, forcing himself to look at her before continuing.
"You are a hunter, and a damn good one. You're smarter and braver than I ever could be, and it scares the hell out of me." - He finished.
"Wow, the almighty Dean Winchester, afraid of something"- Jo said quietly with a smirk on her face.
Dean smiled and let out a chuckle, before returning to his normal stoic expression. He glanced at the floor again, closing his eyes.
"My biggest fear is losing you"-
Dean didn't know why he admitted that to her. He could hardly admit it to himself, let alone admit to himself that he was in love with her. That loving her was the reason why he pushed her away all the time. People he loved died. That's how it always was, and how it always will be.
"Dean, look at me"- Jo said placing both her hands on his face, forcing him to look at her. His hands fell from the side of the house that was caging her in and went straight to her wrist.
"You're not going to lose me. I'm not going anywhere." - She said, tears filling up her eyes.
"And if I do, it'll be doing something I love with…people that I love. If you ask me, that's a pretty sweet way to die. You cannot keep blaming yourself for things you cannot control. Promise me you'll stop taking the blame for everything bad that happens."- She said staring into his eyes.
"I can't promise that, and I won't."- He said removing her hands from his face and taking a step back.
Before he could react, Jo had shoved him hard.
"Hey! What the hell was that for? Oww, stop shoving me!" – Dean said rubbing the stop where Jo had pushed him.
"You are so infuriatingly stupid Dean Winchester"- Jo said, now swinging at him with closed fists. Dean dodged her flying arms, before grabbing her wrist and shoving her against the house again, holding her there with his whole weight.
"Stop it Jo"- He said realizing how close he was to her face, and how incredibly sexy she was when she was angry. Jo's chest heaved as she stared up at him.
"Let go of me!"- She spat as she tried to break free of his grasp.
"And wipe that stupid smirk off your face you cocky son of a.."- Jo's words were cut off by Dean's lips crashing onto hers.
Her eyes widened in shock before relaxing into his mouth with a moan. His lips were soft and warm and it made heat pool between her thighs. Dean took advantage of her moan and slipped his tongue past her lips, sinking deeper into her mouth. Jo became greedier with every passing second and threaded her hands through his hair. Is this really happening? Did she die on that raid and this was her heaven? She softly tugged his bottom lip between her lips, sucking and biting. Dean growled as he pushed her harder against the house, wrapping his callused hands around her thighs and bringing her legs around his waist. He moved his hands to her jean covered ass and gave her a rough squeeze as he thrust his erection towards her heat. She gasped and then moaned as they broke apart gasping for air.
"What are you doing to me Jo?"- Dean asked, eyes clouded over with pure desire and lust.
"I think you should continue to find out, Winchester."- Jo answers with a smirk
Dean moaned before attacking her lips again. His lips made their way to her shoulder, where he bit down. Jo groaned loudly at the shock of pain and pleasure. Dean fumbled with the doorknob till it opened his mouth still at her throat. He carried her up the stairs of the house he's come to know well, to her bedroom. He kicked the door closed and threw her down on the bed, crawling between her legs till he was hovering over her.
"If you want me to stop Jo, you better tell me now."- Dean said as he trailed his lips further down her neck, nipping at her collar bone and bringing her hips to meet his. The movement made his erection rub against her. She moaned again and lifted her pelvis up to meet him, desperate for the friction.
"If you stop I will have no problem shooting you"- She said grabbing his face and making him look at her. Dean threw his head back and laughed. A genuine laugh. A laugh that Jo has only heard a handful of times. It made her heart sore.
"Well, I definitely don't want to be shot" – Dean responded as he continued his attack on her neck.
Jo didn't care who could hear her as she moaned loudly. It's like Dean was a caged animal and he'd been released. His hands palmed and messaged her breast before pulling off her tank top. Jo helped him and then pushed herself up to help him out of his flannel and tshirt. His mouth was all over her again, sucking and licking at her nipples over the thin fabric of her black lacey bra. Jo yelled out as the shocks of pleasure continue to course through her. She ground herself against him and it made Dean growl.
Jo's hands reached for the buckle of his belt, fumbling to get it undone. Without breaking the kiss, Dean pushed her hands away and undid the buckle himself before moving to the button of her own jeans. He broke the kiss to stand up and began to peel the fabric off her legs. He pushes off his own jeans, not taking his eyes off of her impatiently waiting body.
"You're so beautiful"- Dean says and he ran his hard hands up her legs to her thighs. He brushed his thumb over the thin fabric covering her. Jo shivered at his touch. Dean's lips went back over her mouth, plunging his tongue deeper. He was already completely addicted to this woman and he didn't know if he'd ever get his fix. His fingers made quick work of her bra before it joined the growing pile on the floor.
"God, you're amazing"- Dean said twisting her nipples between his fingers, making Jo's head roll back. Deans hand slid down her belly to the small piece of lace fabric that is now drenched. He pushed the fabric aside, slipped a finger between her folds, making Jo yell out.
"You're so wet Jo, so responsive."- He said teasing her neck. Jo squirmed in his arms, unable to control her movements.
"I need to taste you"- Dean said and he made his way down her body. Jo felt the fabric between her legs tear away and she gasped in shock.
"I'll replace those"- He says with a smirk as he moved down to his knees, kissing his way down her stomach.
"You better, they weren't cheap…Ohh my…"- Jo trailed off, unable to finish her thought as he slung a leg over his shoulder and begand to kiss the inside of her thigh. He dragged his tongue along her slit, making Jo wild.
"Mm I knew you'd taste good."- Dean continued his assault on her, flicking his tongue on the small bundle of nerves. Jo moaned loudly as she can already feel herself spiraling toward release. Dean drove his tongue deeper inside of her. Jo shook against his mouth as she grabbed onto his shoulders for support. He slid one finger inside of her and could feel her tighten around him. She arched her hips, eager to have him deeper.
"So bossy"- Dean said, smiling up at her as he added a second finger. Jo yelled as she threw her head back, Dean sucking harder on her clit.
"Oh..my..God…Dean! Please, I can't…"- Jo begged as she held onto his hair. Dean thrust his fingers quicker inside of her and it sent her over the edge. She screamed as she quivered against his mouth.
Jo laid there. Her chest heaving rapidly as she tried to catch her breath. She felt the bed shift as Dean crawled back up her body.
"I am no where finished with you yet baby."- Dean said before kissing her eagerly. Jo could feel her body already begin to respond to him again and ground herself against him. Jo broke the kiss, shoving Dean off her.
"Lay down"- She demands
"So, so bossy"- Dean said again as he rolled over onto his back. His smirk instantly fell and was replaced with a loud moan as he watched Jo lick the tip of his cock. He reached for her, gently grabbing the back of her head as she pulled his entire length into her mouth. His breathing increased and Jo could feel his muscles tighten as she quickened her pace. Dean grabbed a fistful of her hair and gently pulled her away before pushing her back on the bed and grabbed the back of her knees, pulling her closer toward him.
"I'm not finishing in your mouth tonight Jo"- Dean said as he slid a finger into her pussy making her moan
"So responsive"- Dean said with a smirk as he leaned over her and began kissing her neck.
"Dean please, I want you"- Jo begged, clawing at his back. Dean removed he hand and brought it her head and kissed her deeply. She felt him at her entrance and arched her back in an effort to feel more of him.
"I love how eager you are"- Dean said, teasing her with his cock. Dean kissed her lightly before entering her slowly. Jo gasped loudly and then moaned as she clung to him for dear life.
"Christ Jo, You feel so amazing, so perfect"- Dean said as he filled her completely and began forming a rhythm. Her moans were uncontrollable as she felt him against her. Dean straightened up and lifted her leg over his shoulder as he continued to pummel her deeper and faster.
"Holy…"- Jo moaned loudly as she began to tighten around him. Dean's movements become more erratic as he began to circle her clit with his thumb. The sudden pressure sent her over the edge again.
"Ohmygod!"- Jo screamed as she tightened and exploded around him. He lifted her other leg over his shoulder driving himself even deeper, and continued the assault on her clit. She could feel her orgasm already begin to build again as she screamed out.
"That's it baby. Cum for me again."- Dean said as he fucked her faster.
"DEAN!"- She yelled out loudly. The sound of his name on her lips was his undoing as he finished right after her, roaring and yelling her name and digging his fingers into her flesh. Dean collapsed on top of her. She wrapped her arms around him tightly, afraid he'd realize what they just did and run away.
"Wow"- Is all Jo said as she continued to cling to his back. Dean laughed, rolling to the side bringing her with him so that her head was lying on his chest.
"I couldn't have said it better myself"- Dean said kissing the top of her head and running his hand up and down her bare back.
They stayed like that for what felt like forever. Both of them emotionally and physically tired and unable to move. Dean was the first one to fall asleep. Jo placed her head on her hand in order to get a better look at him. She stared at him, taking in every detail of his face. She wanted to remember every freckle and scar as this would probably be the last time she would ever see him like this. He would wake up in the morning and put that wall up again. He would do everything in his power to push her away. She lightly brushed a strand of hair away from his forehead. Dean stirred, pulling her closer to him. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes as she relaxed into his side. She was seconds away from falling asleep when she could have sworn she heard him tell her that he loved her. She must've be dreaming.
The sound of walking woke Jo up. It couldn't have been 6 in the morning. She sat up, clutching the sheet to her chest.
"Where are you going?"- Jo asked cautiously.
"Sorry, I was trying not to wake you"- Dean said sheepishly
"So you were trying to escape?"- Jo asked, feeling her heart begin to break. Dean laughed.
"No. Sam called. He found another nest in the area. We're going to go check it out."- Dean said as he pulled his t-shirt over his head.
"I'll call you."- He finished as he began lacing up his boots.
"No you won't"- Jo said bringing her legs to her chest.
Dean took a deep breath before standing up and crawling up onto the bed until he was hovering over her again.
"I'll call you later baby. I'll call you when we're on our way back. When I come back, I want a hot shower running with you in it. Clear?"
"You only call the Impala baby" – Jo said quietly. Dean smiled before kissing her softly on the lips.
"And now I call you baby. I guess I call things I love baby. Well, except for Sammi, that would be weird."- Dean said with a smirk. Jo inhaled sharply, not believing that what she had heard the night before wasn't a dream. He really told her that he loved her.
"Now. Back to the shower thing. Did I make myself clear?"- He asked again
"Crystal"- She answered still in shock. Dean kissed her harder this time, making Jo moan. He broke the kiss and smiled at her. Jo shook her head to clear the daze.
"Be careful. And hurry back"- She said with a smirk.
"Even early in the morning you're still so bossy"- Dean said as he climbed off the bed and reached for his flannel.
"I love you Jo"- He said as he pulled the door open.
"I love you too Dean."