Devil Child
"Tell Me You Want to Live!" He shouts, they came all this way for me. To save me. To let me into their family. All my life I've been told to Die. But they... I tear up, all we've been through. I've been their enemy, and their friend. I didn't want to hurt them... I didn't want to hurt him. But he... but they...
"I WANT TO LIVE! Please take me out to sea with you!"
I finally found a family, but can I keep it?
"Robin! Wake up." A familiar voice rings in my head. I open my eyes, and gaze upward at my roommate. She looms over me, smiling. "Good morning." I groan, sitting up. "Good morning Nami..." She chuckles, "Quite the bed hair you got there~" she teases. I crawl out of bed. Stretching, Nami groans, I turn to her. She pouts looking away from me.
"What's wrong?" She turns to me, sighing, "You look really hot... I'm jealous" I chuckle. "I may be pretty, but I'm older than you guys" I turn back, walking over to my dresser, pulling out some panties and a skirt, I unhook my bra. Tossing it on my bed before putting on a white with black spots bra. "Oh! Breakfast will be ready soon. And I'll have your chair set up!" I nod, as she walks out I pull down my panties.
I feel like I can finally have some privacy. My new home. I inhale deeply, taking a moment to take it all in, exhaling. I slip on a pair of white panties with little black spots. I look over at the mirror. I walk over to it, gazing at myself in the mirror. I normally don't think about my looks but... now that I have somewhere to belong, I can, be more relaxed right?
I rest my hand on my hip, turning, I gaze at my curvaceous figure, admiring my slim wait, wide hips, and large breasts. I blush, to think a woman my age would be posing in front of a mirror. But... I turn the other way, lifting my hand from my waist putting both hands behind my head. "I really am hot~" I chuckle to myself.
As my confidence increases, I turn around, bending over. I look back at the mirror, I reach my hand to my ass, spreading my cheek. "Damn... " I release my hand, spanking my asscheek. I stand back up straight, feeling a weird confidence build up inside me. I finally get to act like a girl. After being chased all my life, I have a family. I turn back to the mirror, I see a little kid version of me.
"You will always be alone."
I back up from it looking away, I close my eyes. Panting, I hold my head, "It's not real, it's not real, it's not real..." I slowly turn back, my reflection in the mirror. I'm crying. I quickly wipe my tears, looking at the ground. "I have a family..." I rush over to my wardrobe, pulling out a sleeveless purple top, with strings. I slip it on hurriedly, as I tie the strings I notice my chest has gotten bigger, so I leave the first few strings undone. It reveals more of my chest, it actually kinda looks like they'll fall out.
I pull out a purple skirt, slipping it on. I want to know if I look good... but I'm too afraid to look in the mirror. "I have a family..." I repeat. Taking a deep breath, calming down. I walk over to the door, grabbing a book off the little shelf I have next to the door.
I open the door, to a dimly lit hallway, I suppose it is sunny out, but this hallway is kinda ominous. I walk down it, passing the bathroom and the storage, finally reaching the grassy deck of the Thousand Sunny. I quickly admire the fine wood, the soft green grass, and the overall feeling this ship give off. It's not like the Going Merry, but this gives off a wonderful relaxing vibe.
The ocean breeze cools my thoughts. It's warm out and the breeze is a nice coolant. I walk over to the railing, gazing upon the blue ocean. I've wanted this for a long time. I graze my hand across the railing, smooth, no chips or anything. I look up, watching as clouds slowly move across the sky. I smile, this feels like home.
"But is it "your" home?"
My breath hitches, I gulp. "Yes" I tell myself. They fought for me, they cared for me, they chased me, they went against the government for me. If that isn't love...
"You okay?" My thoughts stop, I turn around. "Luffy..." I smile, "Yes I'm fine... anything you need?" His curious expression gazes at me. He stares deep in my eyes, a bit flustered I step back. He hums, focusing more. "L-Luffy?" A few second of silence. "If you have problems, tell me." He says before walking to the kitchen.
I watch him leave. For the Captain, he sure is a strange one. I giggle, admiring him, if it... wasn't for him. I gaze down at my hand, my wrist, unshackled. No longer bound by government chains of sea stone. He has given me freedom, and I will use that freedom, to help him.
"Are you really free though?"
I gaze further at my wrists, cuffs slowly start forming before I tightly grab my wrist pushing it out of sight. I turn away from the railing, I gaze out at the deck. Nami in a lawn chair, Zoro sleeping against the railing, Usopp, Chopper, and Franky hanging out near the wheel. I smile softly, this is home.. I turn to Nami, waking over to the empty lawn chair sitting in it.
She glances over at me, lifting her glasses. "You okay? You kinda took a while." I nod, moving a strand of hair out of my face. "I'm fine, I suppose being free for the first time makes you more aware of the things around you." She gazes at my clothes, "You look very nice, though your top... it isn't fully..." I chuckle, "My chest, seems to have gotten bigger again." I say nervously, knowing Nami would be a little jealous by this.
And jealous she way, as she pouts, pulling her shades back down. I pick up the book, I quickly glance at the cover, "The Little Mermaid" the story of a Mermaid who falls in love with a prince. A cliche story no doubt but a tragic one. She gives up her voice to become human, but he falls in love with another, heart broken she kills herself. Thankfully, my story didn't end so tragically.
"How do you know they love you?"
A cold shiver runs down my spine. "Faith" I say to myself. I ease my conscience by gazing at the sky. Those clouds are free, free to move across the sky's above, limitless.
"Yet they cast a dark shadow."
Merely because the bright Sun. It shines down on us.
"Bright people show our true colors"
Frustrated and afraid I slam the book shut. Stopping my thought process. I rub my head. "This is my family..." right? "Are you okay?" I turn to Nami, looking worried, "You've been talking to yourself, and you slammed the book." I gaze back down at the book. Sighing, "I suppose I just need some water." I stand up, setting the book down I make my way to the kitchen.
As I walk in, I see Luffy laughing, Sanji looks disappointed or pissed. I smile at his cheerfulness, he notices and looks at me, his laughing halts. That gaze again, Sanji hits his head, "Stop freaking her out! What can I do for you Robin-Chan~" . I walk further in, looking anywhere but at them, "May I have a glass of water?" Sanji, twirls, pulling out a glass and filling it. "Here you go~ Breakfast will be ready soon~" I smile taking a seat, across from Luffy, I take a sip, the cool liquid seeping down my throat.
As we sit, I gaze around the kitchen. Quite large, a few cabinets, a large countertop. "You ready to talk?" I turn to Luffy, resting his head on his hand, gazing at me. "What do you mean Captain?" He groans, laying his head on the table. Something has been bugging me but... I don't want to bother him with it. Sanji hums, laying out the plates.
"You look very beautiful today~" he twirls around the table. I fake a smile, "Thank you". He puts a plate in front of me. Scrabbled eggs, sausage links and some hash browns. "I hope it is to your liking~" he says sweetly.
"I hope you stop perving on me blonde"
I mumble to myself, I can feel him taking glances at my chest as he twirls around the table. He's not a bad person, he's just kind of a perv. It can get a bit uncomfortable, but I've met pervs before. Normally I'd snap their neck but...
"Using family as an excuse not to kill people staring at your body?"
I start becoming tense. "It's too early for this..." I whisper. Sanji strolls out the kitchen, I take a deep breath. I glance over at Luffy, still laying his head on the table. He knows I can kill him... yet he lets his guard down. The man who changed my view, the man who gave me hope.
"The Sun..."
I hear him call for breakfast. I gulp down my water, suddenly feeling thirsty. As people walk in, Luffy sits up, gazing glamorously at the large spread. Nami, sitting next to him. As we eat I glance at them, she looks so happy talking with him. Do they like each other? Have they had sex already? Does she have something for him. As I think of them, I suddenly feel out of place.
"He falls in love with another."
I don't love Luffy. And if he does love someone, im not gonna kill myself over it. I glance around the table, happy expressions, conversations. I feel my world shrink around me. Everything becoming dark again... "You okay?" I glance up, my thoughts vanish. Luffy is looking at me, that gaze again.
"I'm fine." I stand up, excusing myself from the kitchen.
"Envy"
I do not envy him. I'm glad he such a wonderful crew. He's a nice person and deserves such things.
"What happened to being apart of his family?"
I am, "This is my family..." I whisper to myself, walking my way to the bathroom. This is my home, they accept me. For who I am, not who people make me out to be.
"But your a killer"
To survive.
"An assassin"
For money to live.
"You betray others"
Cause I was afraid.
"That you would be hurt?"
No! That I would hurt them.
"They were bad people"
Not all of them were.
I start undressing, opening the showers.
"But they sold you out for money."
Cause they were afraid.
"Of a child?"
I go under the shower head. I turn it on to cold water. I feel my skin, it feels dry, I hear shackles, I gaze at my wrists and ankles. Cuffs.
They needed the money.
"An excuse to get you out"
I pant under the cold water. It flows down my hair, down my shoulders and back. My body quivers.
Why would they want me gone?
"Cause your the Devil Child."
The sound of the shower running fills the room. I stare down.
"They never loved you."
"You were just useful."
"A tool"
"To fulfill the goals of others"
"You gaze at the free sky, but your bound, chained to earth."
"You think you can manipulate people? You have never been free. Running? What did it all lead too?"
I lean against the cold wall. Feeling numb.
"Family? Home? No one has accepted you for you so why would they start now?"
I feel cold. Hollow. Tears stream down my face. But their empty. I hear the door open and close behind me. I turn, glaring. "Robin". "Luffy..." he walks in, naked. He comes behind me, hugging me. I gasp, he holds me tightly, but not enough it hurts or feels uncomfortable. His warm embrace contrasts the cold water.
"What's wrong." He looks up at me. He's been on my case all day. "Would you accept a killer?" I start, pushing him away. Looking down at him. "Would you accept a Assassin? A tool..." he grab my arms pulling me down to his level. I stare face to face with an angry Luffy. His grip tight, forceful, full of anger and meaning.
"Do you think I wouldn't!" I shiver. His expression unrelenting. "Nami, she stole the Merry, stole our money. She was a Navigator for a fish man who killed her mom. She asked me for help. Now, She's my Navigator, my friend." He pulls me closer, "You fixed your mistake. You wanted to live. You chose to join us. Does a tool, think for itself? NO!"
I feel shaken, I start whimpering, but I can't look away. He sighs, "What's wrong?" He says softly, loosening his grip, letting go of me and backing away. I start sobbing softly. Covering my mouth with my hand. I sniffle, I glance over at him, standing there. "Am I... d-... is this... am I really... accepted here?" I whimper out.
He sighs, "Robin, your my friend. I trust you. I know you killed people, but are you doing it now? I know you betrayed people, but are you doing it now? Robin, you'll always and forever be apart of this crew. If the whole world hates you, you come to us." He smiles. He grabs a stool setting it up behind me, I sit on it. He grabs the soap and starts scrubbing my back.
"sorry..." He scoffs, "Next time, just tell me." My thoughts stopped. I feel like I can breath again. "Robin, we can be your family." I blush, to think he heard me, "Do you still wanna talk about it?" I shake my head, "I'm better now, thank you." He grins, going back to scrubbing.
His warm hands graze down my back, applying the soap. I take a deep breath. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to..." he chuckles behind me. "Your apart of this crew now. You can talk about your problems. Or if you need a hand. I can lend you one." My heart warms up. I feel wanted, cared for, they don't care who I was before. "I won't let you down Luffy..." he hugs me from behind, startling me.
"Then don't hide anything! We are in this together now!" He smiles, I look over my shoulder to him, he's so close. I quickly take in his handsome face, the scar under his eye, his big smile. "Yes Captain." As he pulls away I hold his arm gently, embarrassed, "Can you, hug me a little longer?" He smiles, hugging me again. His warm arms around me, holding me.
A minute of silence, I pat his arm, "Im better now, thank you" he rests his head on my shoulder. "You sure? We can keep hugging, your really warm and soft!" He smiles at me, I gulp, he's too cute... "If you want to keep hugging me you can..." he nods, but thinks for a moment. "Do you wanna hang out today?" I look at him, confused. "What do you mean?"
He gazes at me, his black eyes unreadable. "I just want to make sure your okay." To think he cares this much for me. I rub his arm wrapped around me, "I would appreciate some company." I smile at him, he grins back. "We'll time to finish this up." He puts soap on his hands and stretches his arm to my front.
I gasp as he starts rubbing soap over my stomach, slowly making his way up to my chest. "L-Luffy?!" He rubs underneath my breasts, lifting them upward as he mushes and molds the underside. My breath hitches, his big warm hands on my chest feel wonderful. "L-Luffy there's no need to!... I can do the front!..." I moan out.
"It's okay! I got it!" He chuckles, his hands go up my breasts, rubbing against my nipples. I wine, the way he plays with them... I cover my mouth, my moans are getting too loud. "Luffy..." I pant, he's even getting between them. He goes down my breasts, my waist and stomach to my thighs. I start squirming as he feels up my thighs, really forcing his way between my closed legs.
"Robin! I can't clean you there if you don't spread your legs!" He wraps each arm around my legs, pulling them apart, my dripping core in full view. He slowly rubs his way to my folds, his warm arms wrapped around my legs, and his back against mine making my mind go numb. As he gets closer to my core he presses himself against my back more, something big and soft his presses against my lower back, just above my ass.
"Robin I can't clean you if you don't hold still!" He stretches his neck around mine, coiling, not enough to choke me but enough to control my movements. It's harder to breath, his fingers are so close. My mouth agape, drooling as his fingers just graze my moist folds. "Luffy..." is all I whisper before I squirt and cum all his fingers as he gently applies soap to my folds.
He hum, finished with scrubbing my body. He unwraps his arm from my legs, and his neck from mine. To think he could use his body to force mine into submission like this. I quiver, my legs feel numb, I rest my hands against the stool, trying to keep myself up as I pant. "All Done!" He chuckles behind me standing up. "T-Thank you... C-Captain..." I look at myself in the mirror, I look used...
"Do you want me to dry you off too!" I quickly turn to him shaking my head nervously. "I-I'm fine Luffy.. I can do it myself! How bout we meet in the Aquarium for a drink once I finish?" He smiles, giving me a thumbs up. "Sure!" He exits, I pant softly. His fingers felt amazing, I try to stand up but I stumble to the wall.
I know he didn't mean too. He isn't that type of person. He just wants to make his friends happy. I chuckle, so young, yet so experienced~
"He used you"
My breath hitches, I look in the mirror. A little girl with black hair.
"Like how others wanted to use you"
He isn't that kind of person. He a good man, with a big dream. Without me he can't read the ponygliphs. I may be a tool for his dream... but I'm a person to him!
"And what happens when that dream is over"
I leave the shower. Closing the door behind me. He'll be happy... I pick up a towel, as I dry myself off I notice... the cuffs on my wrist, a chain leading out the bathroom down the hall. I close my eyes. Taking a deep breath, it's not real. "He said so, this is my family... we are in this together now..." I open my eyes, the cuff are gone.
I slip on a purple bikini with a short shirt and frills. As I make my way to the aquarium I see the chain on the floor. I look up, my family, my nakama, my home. I gaze back down to no chain. I reach the door of the aquarium, taking a deep breath before opening it. I find Luffy staring at the fish in the tank. I smile at him, so carefree.
I close the door behind me, making my way over to the bar area. "What would you like to drink Captain." He turns to me, thinking for a moment. "Eh! Whatever you'll have!" He looks back at the fish. I grab a fine wine and 2 glasses. I fill his halfway, and mine all the way. I take a sip, the taste is very fruity, but soft. "I hope you like my pick Captain~" he walks over sitting next to me, he takes a sip, smiling. "Very fruity!"
"I didn't know if you liked wine." He shakes his head, "I just don't normally drink. I can drink sake all day, but I don't really drink wine. Too soft you see." He smiles chuckling. "I understand, but wine is a soothing drink. Isn't it relaxing~" he nods taking another sip. "Do you drink wine often?" I shake my head, taking a quick sip.
"It's more of a mood thing." He looks at me confused, "What mood?" I blush slightly, I really only drink wine after I masturbate. It soothes the sensitivity. "Do you... pleasure yourself... Captain?" He thinks for a moment. "Uh, not really. Only if I'm really really bored. But I haven't been bored lately so I haven't." I chuckle, how cute.
"You should use him like he used you"
I glance down at my drink, my dark reflection on the wine looks back at me. I chug the rest of it down, filling it up again. I start becoming nervous and frustrated. "You okay?"
"So you'll just him play with you like that?"
He didn't mean to! He was being nice and cleaned me. "Robin?"
"Another excuse?"
He's a good person. He's young. How would he know! I chug my glass again filling it up. My anxiety skyrocketing.
"So you want to be played with? By the Captain?"
"Robin!" My train of thought halts as he takes the bottle. He's giving me that look again. He takes my glass, setting it on the counter. He stands up giving me a hug. His warm embrace calming me down. I feel safe. He rubs my back softly, I nervously reach my arms to return the hug. I hold him lightly, he hugs me tighter, holding me close. "It's okay."
I hold him tighter, sobbing silently into his shoulder. My mind is horrible, it's not his fault. I wouldn't force him like that.
"But he forced you."
He was trying to clean me! I sob harder. He could his hands around my waist. "Robin!?"
"If you like him so much...
Take him."
He's such a kind gentle person to those who need his help. He's strong, courageous, fearless, and a good guy. The best Pirate I've met. I sprout arms from my, I pull him away from me, stripping him of his vest. "R-Robin!?" He struggles, I giggle. As I slowly remove my clothes, I strip off his pants. "No underwear Captain~"
"Robin?! What's!?" I cover his mouth. Setting him in the ground as I sprout more arms to keep him down, I remove my bikini, I straddle his chest naked. "Your so sexy Captain~ Your strong, and handsome~" I sprout a hand between his legs, gently lifting his rod, stroking it softly. He groans and struggle under my grasp. My core leaks, puddling between his abs.
"Your hands felt really good down here~" I reach down, spreading my folds for him. "This is my family now right? So I can do what I want right?" I pump his shaft harder, it's slowly becoming erect. I lean over him, pressing my chest against his as I gaze face to face at him. I kiss his cheek, licking his ear.
"I'm your tool. Right? Captain~" I whisper in his ear. I remove the hand from his mouth for a response. He looks at me, in silence. "Robin. You aren't a tool. If... this will make you feel better..." I sit up, staring down at him. Frustration overwhelms me.
"You only saved me cause I can get you to Raftel!"
He shakes his head. "You wanted to live"
"What purpose do I serve if not for people like you."
"Your own dream."
"You forced me! You forced me to spread my legs in the shower! You forced me to hold still! YOU forced me to cum!"
He looks in my eyes, "I'm sorry, I didn't know."
Pain and frustration overwhelm my body. I grab his neck, trying to choke him.
"Why are you so nice to me! A killer! I betrayed you!"
He sighs, "Cause your a good person."
"Aren't you afraid I'll kill you!"
He shakes his head. "Robin, you are my nakama. I trust you with my very life. So please trust me."
I tear up. "Bright people show our true colors." I release my hands from his neck. I gaze at them, fear, guilt, anxiety cloud my mind. Why did I raise my hand to my Captain, to Luffy. I make the other limbs disappear. I quickly stand up putting on my things. "Robin!" He stands up.
I walk out of the aquarium. Down the hall to my room. I open the door, my name being called from down the hallway I close and lock the door behind me. I stumble over to my bed. Falling on it. I grab my pillow, holding it tightly against my face to muffle my sobs and cries.
I tired to force him. Tried to make him admit something. Something that wasn't true. "I tried to kill him..." I seal my eyes shut, tears run down my cheeks. Knocking on the door and my name heard on the other side. After a few seconds the knocking stops. The silence, drifts me off to sleep.
I slowly wake up, I feel something next to me. Their warm, a person. I open my eyes and try to sit up but their arms are around my waist. I look over my shoulder, I sigh, calming down. "Nami..." I whisper. But, how did she get in? I locked the door. I try shifting myself, I face her. She's sleeping, I hug her lightly, kissing her forehead. Her eyes look red, was she crying...
It's still dark, I assume it's nighttime. I don't want to wake her up. I hold her head against my chest, the chest she's so jealous of. I chuckle softly, she acts like such a kid sometimes. Like... Luffy... I need to apologize. I was immature, and that's no way to treat someone who gave you purpose.
I fall back asleep, holding Nami close. I promise I'll tell Luffy. "Im sorry".
"Will he accept that after what you did?"
I seal my eyes shut. Closing my thoughts off.
"Will he still want you after you left him Naked?"
...
"You took advantage of his kindness."
"You tried to use him."
"A tool doesn't use people unless told to."
He said im not a tool. I am not a tool. I gradually fall asleep.
I slowly wake up. My eyes flicker open, Nami is still sleeping. It's brighter, the sun shines through the window. I rub Nami's back, "Nami... it's morning...". She grumbles, hugging me tighter, I chuckle. "Nami..." I pat her back. He grumbles, her eyes flicker open as she gazes at my chest. "Are you okay?" She looks up at me. He hugs me tightly, stuffing her face in my chest.
"Are you okay?" I pet her head. She sniffles, "Are you okay?" She looks up at me sadly. I exhale, "I'm fine. I hold her closer. "Did... Luffy?" She nods, "Luffy said he did something wrong. But he didn't tell me why, or what. He told me to come to you."
He blames himself. "It's not his fault." I say quickly. "I'm just... getting adjusted and... still don't feel like I belong yet..." Nami shifts, bringing her hand up to my cheek. "If you want to talk. We're here." My eyes start to water, "Thank you, but I need to apologize to Luffy first. I... said and did somethings I shouldn't have..."
I crawl out of bed, making my way to the door. "He's in the crows nest." I look back at Nami, smiling. "Thank you" I close the door behind me. I gaze around the dimly lit hallway.
"A cage."
It's morning. It's not like we need light in the hallway. As I walk I hear chains shackle and clack against the hardwood floor.
"Your shackles."
I'd rather be bound to him than the world itself. I walk out onto the deck. It's empty.
"Alone"
Everyone's just asleep, it's quite early with the cool breeze. I gaze up at the crows nest. As I climb the latter, I blink...
Water, to my left and right a line of ice. A small dingy, I turn back, an island of fire. I hear a small laughter behind me. I turn back to see, a small back her girl laughing. Slowly her laughter turns to cries, she wails sailing. Running. I turn around, I find myself alone on a dingy. I let go of the rows. Standing up. I fall into water...
I open my eyes, opening the hatch I find Luffy. Sleeping in the corner, under a small sheet. I close the hatch behind me, crawling toward him. The closer I get the less chains I hear, the brighter everything gets. Sitting beside him, I lean my head on his shoulder. Closing my eyes, I see the smiling faces of my new family.
"Luffy..." he groans. Shifting slightly, I raise my hand to rub his arm. "Robin?" I breath softly. "I'm sorry, you were... helping me but..." he wraps his arm around my back, holding my waist he pushes me closer. "Robin... that's what families for... we'll have our share of problems but... we're there for each other."
He rests his head on mine. "It's okay. This is your home, relax, and be yourself." I smile, closing my eyes. "Thank you." Luffy hums, falling asleep, "Ill... talk with you... in a bit..." he yawns, "Promise..." he holds my hand, falling asleep. I chuckle softly, a light kiss on his neck. I slowly fall asleep, it's warm, I feel safe, I feel at home. For the first time... "I... love you... Luffy..."
Hiya! If you've read my previous story "Romance Dawn" you'll probably notice a similar type of story here. I kinda felt like most of my stories before were just SEX. And no substance. I wanted a story to lead up to a possible romance. While I love Enies Lobby, I kinda felt like the ending when they escaped with Robin, kinda had less Robin. Like we did all this to get her, and once she's back, everything goes back to normal. No talk, or anything, like it felt like her arc ended abruptly there. I just wanted more of Robins view during Enies Lobbies end. So I tried that here, her emotions about how she never felt like she belong, or how she only felt like she was useful to others. I'm sorry if you didn't like this or I didn't do a good job expressing her feeling properly. But if you like it, check out "Romance Dawn", it's my favorite of the bunch, and really touched me while I was typing it out.