Chapter 3: Ada's Dark Secret
Although it hadn't been but a day, travelling with Ada after being returned to normal had truly been the happiest he'd been in his life. However, as the two siblings decided to return to their old, decrepit estate, Carl began thinking about the horrible things his father had shown him. He was still in shock to find that his mother was nothing short of being a two timing harlot, but what bothered him even more is that there was no footage of Ada acting in such a manner. Normally this would be a good thing, but the way his father described her state of being upon coming home, it left Carl with a festering sick feeling in the pit of his stomach.
"Sis, father told me you used to go out and disappear for long periods of time and come back with your clothes and hair completely tarnished...what...were you doing that caused that?" Carl boldly asked, Ada's expression seemingly blank as the question hit her ears.
"It's...it's a secret I've had to keep for a long time...does it bother you?" Ada replied, Carl giving her an anxious look as they continued to walk hand in hand.
"Yes, very much so...father said it was one of the reasons he turned you into Nirvana, but he refused to tell me the actual reason. Now that you're human again and I'm a bit older...do you think you could tell me? I would never hate you for it, whatever it is," Carl reassured her with all of his heart, a small smile forming on Ada's face as she shifted her eyes to his.
"It's actually the reason why we're returning home...you deserve to know my secret, especially now," Ada sighed as the two boarded a rail car heading in the direction of their home, both of them huddling up next to one another on their small bench. Removing his hat and placing it in his lapt, he decided that it was a fine time to rest seeing that they had been walking for many miles. As soon as he shut his eyes, Ada decided to lean on him, resting her head on top of his as she wrapped an arm behind him to pull him closer.
"I hope you'll understand Carl, otherwise, it might kill me…" Ada whispered to herself, the both of them falling into light slumber as the rail car continued on, only stopping a few times on its incredibly long journey. Before they knew it their stop had finally arrived, both of them stepping off hand in hand as they proceeded on foot once again. It was a few miles to the estate but every second they walked together was more than joyous enough to conquer the distance. Exchanging glances a number of times, it was mostly a silent trip filled with fairly nice landscape and great weather for the day. It had been a long time since Carl had heard the sounds of traditional wildlife, a smile forming on his face from hearing the birds calling to one another and squirrels hopping through the trees. It was bliss in its truest form.
"It's just around the corner now," Ada finally broke the silence as the familiar sight of their home finally came into view. It was nostalgic, but also somewhat tragic as they walked into the side yard. Instead of leading him into the home, Ada made a turn to the right, which headed towards a forested area. Out of sight of the homes' probably disrepaired cameras, the two followed on a defined trail that had been slightly grown over, tripping a few times along the way. At the end of the path was a completely overgrown fence, the edge of their property.
Ivy vines had entangled themselves all through it, leaving no.metal bits to be seen. Carl watched as Ada moved a sizable rock that sat at the bottom of the fence revealing parts of the fence that had been clipped with precision shears. Getting down in the dirt, Ada began tearing out the ivy that blocked the entrance way, Carl confused as to why such an elaborate hiding place was necessary. After a few minutes, she had cleared out enough to crawl through, motioning to Carl to join her on the ground.
"Come Carl, we're almost there," Ada said with a blank smile, getting her clothes dirty as she crawled through on her hands and knees. It was much easier for Carl to get through, and once the two of them were through it, Ada offered her hand to Carl to help him out of the dirt. They found themselves in a forestry clearing with a small one bedroom building structured right in the middle of it.
"Where did this building come from?" Carl inquired, Ada smiling as she led him forward.
"I saved my own funds and had it constructed in secret, it wasn't a hard process since there's no electricity," Ada said, lifting up a heavily weathered floor mat that looked ready to fall apart and grabbed a key hidden beneath.
"I'm glad the building has held up so well, they did use very good materials to make sure it was long lasting," Ada explained, opening the door and leading Carl in. It wasn't anything extravagant, but it was dry walled with several sky lights lighting the entire room with the sun's gaze. There was a queen size bed that was flush with the corner, with multiple nightstands littered throughout the room that were lined with half used candles. Carl was bewildered as he took in the interior as he removed his shoes at the door. It was plain, but matched his sister very nicely. Sliding out a briefcase from beneath her bed, she began thumbing the combination as Carl gazed in confusion.
"What could possibly be so secretive that she had a building built out of sight AND still had it hidden and locked away?" Carl was puzzled as Ada placed the now open briefcase on the nightstand. Inside was what appeared to be a diary with a nice lock on it. Ada ran her fingers through the briefcase's edges before removing a small key, and with it, she opened the diary.
"Here...this is my secret I've been hiding from everyone," Ada replied, handing the diary to Carl to read for himself. Carl was bothered by Ada's expression upon handing it to him:; she wouldn't look him in the eyes with an estranged look of mild fear plastered on her face. Carl pulled up a chair to one of the night stands, laying down the journal to give it a read, his nerves wound tight as he turned to the first page.
"Entry 1: I have a new baby brother! I'm so excited! Mom picked out the name Carl, which I think is a little grown up for a child. I'm sure Carl will grow into his name and be a very handsome young man. As usual father hasn't been around so it's up to me and mother to make sure he's well taken care of. I can't wait to spoil him when he's older!" A warm smile curled on Carl's face as he read the lines aloud, but quietly, a picture of his mother holding him as a baby carefully pasted onto the page. Briefly browsing the pages, he quickly discovered the diary was completely about him, from his first steps to his first words.
"Why would sis keep this a secret? It seems very sweet to me," Carl puzzled as he carefully flipped pages until he landed on a later entry.
"Entry 61: Carl just turned 6 today! He's growing up into such a cute boy! Father was even home to celebrate this time, and for the first time in awhile, he actually looked happy, like he was genuinely proud to be father. When I pointed it out he got defensive so I know it's true. I also started teaching chess to Carl and he's really pick it up fast, it's a strong sign that he's incredibly smart, and will probably grow up sooner than most children. I'm very proud to be his sister and honestly, I've been feeling strangely in his presence. I hope I'm not getting sick because Im having so much fun with him!" Carl read aloud, remembering that birthday very fondly. His smile refused to leave as he looked down at two pictures pasted beneath it. One was of Relius and Carl playing chess with Relius explaing a move to Carl and the other was of Relius acting like a proud father, smiling and rustling his hair lovingly as he beat Ada at chess.
"Father...what...happened to you…" Carl said with a sad look in his eye, continuing to flip pages as noticed that Ada's hand writing, which had been so beautiful before, began to appear less uniform with jagged peaks. Turning to the first entry like that, he continued to read.
"Entry 106: Carl was just shipped off to military school. As proud of him as I am, I feel...empty. Like a major part of my life had just been stolen from me. I know he's going to leave home eventually, but...its hurting way more than I believed it would. I've been having...dreams about Carl. Not happy dreams like the ones I used to have when he was little, but...more adult dreams. I know its all in my head and not real, and maybe this is my own strange way of keeping him in my heart, and I don'te hate them exactly, but honestly...it scares me. Do...I really love him that much? I think it's just jitters from him not being around for once. I'm hoping these dreams will subside with time and I'll be able to see him again before I know it!" Carl continued, his heart beginning to ache as he began approaching each page with more focus.
"Entry 111: The building I paid to have built in my secret grove has finally been completed. I can no longer be in that home whenever that strange man comes over...he constantly stares at me with a disgusting gaze. Carl...I miss you so much...my unhealthy dreams about my little brother haven't subsided and have in fact worsened. So whenever I have impure thoughts about him, I come out to my secret home, where I don't have to worry about being seen or heard. I decided to start writing letters to send to the academy to check in with Carl, I miss him so much that even just a single letter back would mean the world to me. I'm hoping he writes back soon because I put my first letter in the mailbox today! Honestly, thinking of Carl has become the number 1 thing to get me through the day, so all I want is one letter...just one will do..." Carl began feeling a little ill to his stomach as he bravely read on, skipping around a little.
"I never recieved any letters from her, I wonder why…" Carl sighed, turning to the last page in the journal where he was met with a page that looked to be written by a lunatic. Carl's eyes widened with hortor as they carefully took in the message.
"Entry 199: Why won't Carl send letters back?! I've sent nearly fourth letters and not even one has been answered! Maybe he hates me because I hinted at my true feelings. Carl I need you now more than ever! My dreams have reached dark places, with them being the only place I can be with you. Last night I dreamt that we made love, then i locked you away in cage so you could never leave me again...I'm scared Carl...I'm afraid of what I'd do if I saw you. I lost control of my fantasies and touched myself for the first time thinking of you! I love you that much!
I-I must be really sick, there has to be something wrong with me. I've come to call my diary by your name, and I've began to talk to it when I'm lonely...you deserve a loving sister that will take care of you, not a disgusting woman that would take advantage of you...I think I'm going to tell mom that I'm sick and need help...last night's dream was different though...I dreamt we got married. It was so real that I got lost in it. When I awoke this morning, I cried uncontrollably for a long time. The pain is too much to bear...if you hated me, I would have to leave this world...please...answer my cries for help...please Carl...just reply…" as Carl read the final line, he felt Ada's arms wrap around him, trembling like a mental patient as trickling of tears began caressing his neck.
"I-I later found out mother had read a few of the letters and had been stashing them away for how shameful they were...I-I knew you'd never intentionally hurt me like that...now you know the truth Carl...the awful truth about your vile, disgusting sister…" Ada was a mess of tears as she tried to speak, squeezing Carl tightly as weaped uncontrollably. Carl merely sat there, staring at the page in horror and disbelief, knowing now that this had to be secret, destined to be locked away forever.
"Have...you felt this way ever since you were changed back…?" Carl quietly asked, Ada nodding vigorously against him a she sniffled, still shaking with fear as her grasp tightened.
"I-I'd die if you ever left me...to go away and marry a nice girl...you'd never see me again except in a casket…I should've never been changed back...at least you'd have fond memories of me instead of knowing the awful truth..." Ada sobbed, refusing to release Carl from her deathly grasp as his mind tried to process everything. Ada's tears had begun to drench the collar of his shirt as he moved hands, hesitantly moving up to grasp hers.
"I...didn't make a mistake," Carl replied, Ada's emotions beginning to overpower her sensibilities.
"Yes you did! You brought a horrible monster back into the world! Now I'll never leave you al…" Ada's eyes shot open, tears still crawling down her cheeks as she was interrupted by Carl, who had turned to kiss her. All of her pain and anguish had suddenly numbed as she took in the moment, Carl slowly retreating his lips from hers. Ada couldn't help but to try and kiss him again, desperate to not lose the moment but Carl interjected, putting a finger to her lips.
"Will you allow me to speak Ada?" Carl asked, calm as could be as Ada backed off, looking like an ashamed animal as she gave him a nod and moved to sit next to the chair on the floor.
"Consider this sis...when I heard what father did to you, I dropped out of the military academy and IMMEDIATELY focused on finding you. Once I obtained you as Nirvana, I have been fighting against all odds, just for a chance to have you back in my life as my sister and not just some weapon. In a way, we are very similar if you put it in perspective. Sure, your way may be a bit more carnal, but that means I would have to be pretty crazy myself to go through the things I did, you know?
All I ever wanted for the past few years was for us to be together again, for you to be back to your old self and live together as a family. If your old self is this…'horrible monster', then so be it. I don't honestly expect things to go back to the way they were, because neither of us are those people anymore. I'm sure with time you can return to a sense of normalcy, I know you Ada, you are strong when you put your mind to it. But...if being in a physical relationship will help ease your anguish, pain and your suffering...even just for tonight, I wouldn't have the heart to say no to you. Besides, it's not like I don't love you, you know?" Carl smiled Ada, who was in a perpetual state of disbelief as her feelings that she had kept hidden for so long were finally being accepted.
"So...you don't hate or despise me for being so...immoral?" Ada sniffled, trying to pull it together as Carl put on another kind smile.
"I could never hate you Ada, even if I wanted to. So...be careful with me OK? I've never done this kind of thing before as you know," Carl said with a light blush, putting his hat and gloves on the table and resting his cloak on the back of his chair. He then offered his hand to Ada, who graciously accepted it. Ada leaned down to gently kiss Carl, who placed a hand upon her cheek as she began unbuttoning his shirt, her tongue playfully his as she helped remove his shirt from his slender frame. Parting their lips, Ada moved to the chair, turning her back to him before swaying her long hair over her shoulder, revealing the zipper for the top. Gently, Carl unclipped the collar of her took before slowly dragging the zipper down her back until it was enough for her to slip out of. Carl then moved his hands up to her bra strap, carefully unhooking each one until it was finally released. As each article of clothing hit the floor, Ada the stood up, covering her chest with her arm for a moment before revealing her modest chest, the sight of them making Carl feel warm inside.
"You really are beautiful sis," Carl said with a smile, Ada moving up to him to lean in for another kiss, reaching down to carefully undo his bottoms, letting them drop to the floor to reveal Carl's erect manhood, his feelings being very apparent to her as she undid her skirt and let it hit the ground, leaving her in her panties as she gently began stroking Carl's member, a sharp moan escaping in Ada's mouth as she kept their lips locked.
"And you've grown into a handsome young man," Ada said lovingly as she pulled Carl into a warm embrace, his head resting between her breasts as she gently pet his head.
"Are you sure you want to do this with me? Don't feel like your forced…" Ada sighed, Carl wrapping his arms around her before nodding into her chest.
"I'm sure Ada, don't worry," Carl said with a smile as he turned his eyes up to hers, a remotely perverse smile on her face as she leaned down to kiss him once more, sliding her panties off one leg at a time. Parting their lips with a moan, Ada moved Carl to the edge of the bed, moving to her knees so that she could rest between his legs.
"I've been dreaming of the moment I could make you into a man for a long time...thank you for making my dreams come true," Ada quietly spoke, her eyes locking onto Carl's. With a loving smile, Carl ran a hand through her hair as she placed her hands on his thighs, planting gentle kisses from the base of his length to the head, shivering with anticipation as she took in his scent.
"I-I feel a little funny," Carl gasped as Ada slowly ran her tongue from the base to the head, giving it a loving kiss before slipping her lips around it. Shutting her eyes, she took in his taste and scent, moaning softly as she slowly moved her mouth up and down, lightly sucking with each pull up. Carl let out a sharp moan as the new feeling hit him, his hand trembling as he moved it to Ada's head as he bobbed up and down slowly. Shivering with pleasure, Carl's hand gently grabbed a handful of her hair as he let out another sharp gasp.
"A-A-Ada!" Carl whined, his member unable to handle anymore of Ada's loving. As his seed began filling Ada's mouth, she continued light bobbing her head, stroking the base of his member at the same pace until his shivering subsided. Slowly, Ada pulled her mouth off, raising up her head to slowly swallow his seed, making a slight face of struggle before finally ending with a loud gulp.
"Why did you swallow what came out?" Carl asked curiously, Ada grinning as she licked her lips.
"It's the polite thing to do, a gesture of love. Now its your turn, switch places with me," Ada said with a smile, Carl switching with her. He looked nervous as he waited on his knees, Ada positioning herself at the very edge of the bed. Blushing profusely, Ada slowly opened her legs, her crotch already moist with her juices. Red in the face Carl looked up into Ada's eyes, a small smile on his face.
"Um...can you show me what to do so I can make you feel good too?" Carl asked with confidence, trying to calm his nerves as Ada gave him a nod. She leaned down to slide Carl's glasses off of his nose, carefully placing them on another night stand before wiggling her rear to get comfortable.
"You can start with some kisses and licks right here," Ada's voice was clearly embarrassed as she guided Carl's mouth to her clitoris. Gulping nervously, Carl cleared his mouth out before gently kissing the spot. Planting one small kiss after another Ada found herself shivering and moaning, gently grasping Carl's hair as a sign for more. Carl awkwardly pressed the tip of his tongue up to the spot, Ada letting out a sharp gasp as she gripped the bed sheets tightly with her spare hand. Feeling a little more bold, he began running the whole length of his tongue against, Ada shyly whimpering his name as her hips began to shift a little.
"N-Now insert two fingers in my vagina facing up," Ada whined, Carl carefully feeling around a little before finding the right place, easily gliding two fingers inside her as he continued to lick on her spot a little more rapidly. Ada's hips began moving on their own, her hand yanking Carl's mouth onto her clit by his hair as she moved on his fingers.
"Ada's taste and smell down here are strange...they're making my head all fuzzy…" Carl thought to himself as found himself sucking at her clit, Ada's back arching onto the bed as she began to let out loud cries of passion. Carl wanted to tell her to slow down, but Ada kept his head in place, causing vibrations around it.
"CARL! CARL!" she screamed as she tugged on his hair, he body trembling vigorously as she came to climax. Breathing through his nose, Carl's heart skipped a beat each time she cried out his name, feeling very glad that he could make her feel so good. Slowly, Ada released Carl, letting him wipe his smiling mouth.
"I'm glad I could make you feel so good," Carl huffed as a caught his breath, Ada leaning forward to grab his cheeks and kissing him aggressively. She intruded his mouth with her tongue, Carl shutting his eyes as he tried to mimic her, finally being let go after a few minutes.
"Carl...I'm ready for you to make me a woman," Ada's words were shy as she struggled to maintain eye contact, Carl smiling as he planted a kiss on her cheek.
"O-Okay..." Carl whispered, Ada happily pulling him up on the bed. Rolling over, Ada pulled him on top of her, pulling him into a warm hug as she felt Carl's warm erection pressing up against her. Carl noticed tears crawling out of Ada's eyes as she smiled at him, running her hands through his hair.
"Is everything alright?" Carl's voice was full of concern, prompting Ada to nod vigorously as she moved Carl's hair from his face.
"I...I'm just so happy, it's hard to contain," Ada' voice wavered, shaky as she tried her hardest to hold back a crying fit. Carl leaned forward to give her small, loving kiss.
"I'm glad. I-I'm going to put it in now OK?" Carl replied, Ada giving him another hug and a nod before letting him move down her body a little until he was comfortably positioned. Nervous about doing it right, Carl reached down to try and guide his member in, groaning as her crotch moistened the head of his shaft. Finally finding the right spot, Carl did his best to push inside her, gasping loudly as he was blanketed in pure pleasure. Ada quivered violently, spreading her legs further to make it easier for him. Latching her eyes to him, she lovingly rubbed his back as he began to move out, immediately stuffing the whole thing back inside.
"A-Ada...your insides are so hot around my dick, i-it feels really good," Carl moaned out, still red in the face as he found his stride, using his thighs to give each of his thrusts more push, Ada letting out rapid high pitched whines as she tried to contain her feelings of ecstasy.
"It feels so good Carl! Please don't stop!" Ada cried out, panting heavily as her body began to overheat with passion, her hands running through Carl's hair as his moans began to catch up with hers. Carl began to tremble as he speeds up his pace, his body clearly at its limit.
"ADA! I'M CAN'T HOLD IT BACK ANYMORE!" Carl shouted as he trembled like crazy, Ada immediately wrapping her arms and legs around him to keep him from getting away as he desperately went at her, crying out her name before Ada pulled his head to her chest, his body twitching as load after load of his seed began filling Ada's insides. She lovingly brushed his hair with her fingers as Carl gasped for air, his chest heaving against her as he slowly came back to his senses.
"I-I...I shot my semen in you...I shouldn't have done that..." Carl's concern made Ada giggle softly, her hand wiping away his sweat as she pulled him up on her to kiss him lovingly before rolling them over so that Carl was beneath her.
"It's OK Carl...it's OK...it's what I wanted…" Ada comforted him with her words, his brain completely lost in the moment as Ada kissed him more deeply. Moaning and breathing heavily, Carl was suprised to find his member growing again, hitting up against Ada's rear as it reached full size.
"Let me put in the work this time," Ada moaned against Carl's lips, her body endlessly aching for more of his love as she reached down to position his prick up to her entrance.
"I love you so much Carl, I want stay in these moments forever," Ada groaned, slowly dropping her weight down so that Carl's manhood hit deep inside her. Carl, too far gone for words, held up his hands towards Ada. Ada smiled wide as she laced the fingers of her hands with him, squeezing his hands as she began riding his member, doing short bounces to make sure he stayed inside. Carl's grip on her hands tightened as he felt her insides constrict around his member, each bounce on it causing him to cry out involuntarily.
"So good Carl! I can feel you stirring up my insides!" Ada groaned, Carl completely at her mercy as she continued to ride him. Having just came, Carl was already feeling like he was ready to lose it, Ada finally feeling the same as she sped up her hips.
"A-Ad…!" Carl tried to call to her but she hunched forward, silencing her with her lips as she kissed him hard. Gripping her hands as tightly as he could, Carl began screaming into her mouth, which Ada joined him in as they came to an intense climax, Ada resting her body on Carl as his warm seed poured deep inside her once more. Carl found himself panting as Ada retreated her lips, his eyes hazy as he overheated body took it all in. Ada let out another small giggle as she pinned his hands to the bed, leaning in with an eerie, yet loving smile as they gazed into each other's eyes. Carl had a feeling that Ada wouldn't let him go, but in truth, he found himself happy by the turn of events. Just as the diary remained a secret in the home, hidden from the eyes of the world, their relationship would do the same. Perhaps one day Ada would try to fix her obsessive ways, but for now, it was a reality that they both must bear.
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