AN: Hi! I'm back with this story. My birthday was really good. Not what I'd want, with the virus and everything, we had to stay in. I ordered some Dunkin Donuts and enjoyed that. Now, I'm getting back to writing again. I've been writing here and there in the past few days. Here is chapter 14 of I Cheated On My Boyfriend With HIs Brother. Also: don't come at me saying the pictures of the baby shower or Jocelyn is wearing a different dress. I tried to find the same dress. I wasn't successful. Ugh. Anyway, enjoy please.
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The next morning, Monday, April 19, 2032, Jake's Apartment Complex
Jocelyn opened her eyes, blinking a few times before realizing that she's not in her bedroom. In fact she was in her cousin's boyfriend's bed! And, she was naked.
Fuck. Shit. Holy hell. Damn it, Jocelyn. You did it again. You shouldn't be doing this anymore. He's just your baby's father, who you're attracted to. Fuck, fuck, no. I can't.
Jocelyn heard the bathroom door being opened, and Jake walked out wearing a sweatshirt and jeans. "Hey. Good morning. Are you feeling okay, Joces?"
Jocelyn just nodded her head as she picked up her clothes off the floor from sitting on the bed. "Yeah, I'm okay. I better go. I have to get home with the twins. Are they up?"
Jake nodded his head. "Yeah. They've been up for 3 hours."
Jocelyn sighed. "I better get home then."
Jake sighed. "Jocelyn..."
Jocelyn stood up from the bed, grabbing her clothes and turned to him. "I think we should forget this ever happened."
You're an idiot. You love him. Why are you trying to forget your freaking feelings? Because he's just my children's father stupid brain. Now shut the fuck up so I can move on already.
Nope. You know it. You can't run away from him.
Jake just stared at her. "Joces...I-"
Jocelyn breathed deeply. "I better just shower and then get the kids home..."
Jake sighed. "Okay..."
A half an hour later, Jocelyn showered and changed and then got the kids ready to get into her car.
Jocelyn picked up Caliey. "Hi, baby girl. How was your time with Daddy?" She kissed her head.
Caliey smiled. "Really good, Momma. I had fun."
Jocelyn chuckled. "You're such a daddy's girl." She placed her daughter in her car. "Thanks for watching them."
Jake shook his head and smiled. "It's no problem at all, Joces."
Jocelyn blushed a bit. "Yeah, I know. They're your kids. They deserve seeing you. I-I just don't know how we will deal with the fact we confessed our feelings yesterday and yet, I'm pregnant. I won't be for long..."
Jake nodded his head in agreement. "Yeah, that's definitely true. I mean I know you won't be pregnant for long but in the end they're still our kids. You're an amazing mother Jocelyn and I'm glad our kids have you as their mother..."
Jocelyn sighed. "I know they are still our kids but do you really want to keep hurting Rae and yourself with seeing me behind her back?"
Jake looked at her and sighed. "Well not seeing you will definitely hurt me. Why would I hurt myself with seeing you behind Rae's back? Seeing you makes me happy I'll definitely go crazy without seeing you and our kids..."
Jocelyn felt the need to start crying right there and then but decided to look him in the eyes. "Jake..." She sniffed. "You love her, I know you do. You just can't keep seeing me like this when I'm just going to be fat after Charley's born. Trust me, I'm not going to be the same Jocelyn you know now. I'll be a mom of 3 at 17..." She sniffed loudly. "You will ruin your chances to be happy with Rayeleigh. I see you with her and you are so damn happy when she's around you..."
Jake just started to tear up. "Joces, please. I...I love you!"
Jocelyn's eyes went wide. She was so shocked. "W...Wait. W...What?"
Jake nodded his head. "Yes I love you. It kills me to be away from you." He sighed. "Your Dad doesnt like me but I can't deal with the fact that I have to be away from you while dating Rae..."
Jocelyn wiped her eyes. "Jake..."
Jake looked at her. "Yes, Joces?"
Jocelyn sniffed. "I...I love you too..."
Jake's eyes watered. "You do?"
Jocelyn nodded. "Yes. I do."
Jake wrapped his arms around her round pregnant belly. "Hmmm, I'm going to miss this. You, being pregnant."
Jocelyn laughed, wrapping her arms around his neck and gave a small smile. "Really?"
Jake nodded. "Yeah, baby." He kissed her head. "I'll let you go. Drive safe."
Jocelyn nodded as she got into her car. "I will."
Jake smiled. "Bye buddy. Be good to Mommy and your sister, okay?"
Carter giggled. "I will for Mommy. I don't know about sissy."
Caliey rolled her eyes. "Hey!"
Carter shook his head. "Deal with it."
Caliey glared at him. "Momma!"
Jocelyn laughed. "Carter, apologize to your sister."
Carter shook his head.
Jocelyn turned to her son. "Carter Michael! Now."
Carter crossed his arms. "Why should I? She's bossy. I'm the older one so I should be bossing her around unlike her bossing me around..."
Jocelyn glared at her son. "Does it look like I care who is the oldest? I know who is older, I birthed you. I said apologize now. You two need a nap anyway."
Carter sighed. "Fine." He turned to Caliey. "I'm sorry."
Caliey nodded. "It's okay."
Jocelyn looked at Jake. "I'll talk to you later. I gotta get these two home."
Jake nodded his head in agreement and smiled at her. "Okay."
Jocelyn looked back before backing out of her parking lot, driving onto the road to her parents house.
Caliey smiled at her mother. "How are you doing, Momma?"
Jocelyn smiled. "I'm doing good, sweetie."
Caliey smiled and nodded. "Okay."
She looked curious. "How's Charley doing?"
Jocelyn smiled. "She's doing great. Mommy has another appointment in a few days."
Carter looked curious. "When's she gonna be here?"
Jocelyn sighed. "Not long now. Although, it feels like it's forever."
Caliey looked curious. "Really? Why don't you tell her to come out then?"
Jocelyn chuckled. "I can't, baby."
Caliey nodded. "Oh..."
Carter smiled. "Are you and Daddy getting back together?"
Jocelyn's eyes went wide. "Uh..."
Caliey looked at her mother. "Are you guys happy with each other?"
Jocelyn nodded. "Yes, we are, honey. I-I just haven't-" She sighed as she drove onto the highway.
Caliey looked at her mother. "Haven't what, Momma?"
Jocelyn sighed. "I haven't figured out how it will effect you two. I...I had to let him go because he was with Auntie Rayeleigh..." She mumbled. "...is with her..."
Carter frowned. "That's so not fair, Momma..."
Caliey crossed her arms. "If Daddy loves you, why is he with her?"
Jocelyn sighed. "Because he loves her, baby. I came along after they were already together..." She turned off the highway and drove down the back roads.
Carter frowned. "Oh..."
Jocelyn saw the sad look on her son's face. "Baby, are you okay?"
Carter sighed. "I just wish you and daddy were together..."
Jocelyn's heart began breaking. "I know, baby."
Jocelyn's phone began ringing. She turned on the car phone. "Hey Dad. I'm on my way home. I'm driving."
Zack nodded. "Joces, you shouldn't be driving now. You could go into labor at any time."
Jocelyn groaned. "Dad, I'm fine. I have nine more weeks."
Zack nodded. "Oh okay then. Come home safely."
Jocelyn smiled. "Always. I'm pregnant and I have two young kids in my car."
Zack sighed. "I just worry about you."
Jocelyn sighed. "I'm a grown woman, Dad. I'm fine."
Zack sighed. "Still."
Jocelyn sighed. "Daddy. Look, I know you're trying to help me and I also know that you love me, but you need to realise that I'm growing up. As much as I love you, I don't need you to worry about me. I can't take it easy if you worry about me. I love you Daddy, I'm not your little girl anymore. I'm your daughter, who's ready to do what's right for her..."
Zack sighed. "Jocelyn-"
Jocelyn groaned. "Dad, you need to realize it now or just deal with it. I'm 17. I have 3 kids now. I can't always be your little girl. I can't figure out my feelings with everything if you're stressing me out for fuck's sake. I know what's best for me and my kids. I'm about to be 18 soon...by then I'll be moving out."
Zack sighed. "Alright." He shook his head knowing that he'll do everything to make her happy but this doesn't mean he had to like her growing up. He felt like he was losing his baby girl he did not want to admit it but it was quite true Jocelyn was growing up way too fast for him. Hell shes gonna have his granddaughter soon. He had to accept the fact that she's now grown up and won't need him anymore. "Fine. I won't stop you from doing what you want..."
Jocelyn smiled, she turned into their driveway. "I'm home. I'll be inside in 3 minutes. If my fat butt can do that. Haha."
Zack shook his head. "Alright."
Jocelyn turned off her car and headed inside after getting Carter and Caliey out of their car seats. She walked inside to see Rayeleigh pacing, she stopped when she saw her cousin.
"Jocelyn! Girl, you and I have to go shopping!"
Jocelyn was now terrified. "Uh...I forgot. You know, pregnancy brain..."
Rayeleigh nodded her head. "Yeah. Ready to go?"
Jocelyn nodded. "Yeah." She looked at her dad. "Can you put them down for a nap, please?"
Zack nodded his head. "Yeah, of course, Joces." He then took Carter and Caliey upstairs to put them down for their naps.
Rayeleigh grabbed her cousin's hand. "Come on! We only have a few days until your baby shower and photoshoot! You gotta try on dresses!"
Jocelyn groaned as she got into her cousins car. "Do I have to?"
Rayeleigh nodded. "Yes! You didn't have a baby shower or any photos from your pregnancy with Carter and Caliey. You're doing this!"
Jocelyn nodded. "Alright, then."
Rayeleigh looked at her cousin. "Are you okay, Joces? You don't look so good?"
Jocelyn nodded. "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm good. Just nervous."
Rayeleigh nodded. She looked at her cousin. "It'll be fine. You know that, right?"
Jocelyn nodded. "Yeah. I just feel like I'm not prepared enough."
Rayeleigh looked curious. "Really? How come?"
Jocelyn sighed. "I only have 9 more weeks. I barely have anything set up for her. I need a lot of shit. Crib, changing table, bassinet, clothes, bottles..." She turned to her cousin. "May I continue? Plus, this is my first baby I'm actually taking care of! I never went through the newborn stages with the twins because they were adopted..."
Rayeleigh's eyes went wide. She felt so terrible for her cousin. "I'm so sorry about that, Joces."
Jocelyn sighed. "Nothing I can do about it. I do feel guilty, but I can't change what I decided to do. But now it came to bite me in the ass because they're now with me..."
Rayeleigh sighed. "Oh..." She shook her head. "Why didn't you tell me about you having Jake's twins before?"
Jocelyn sighed. "I...I-I don't know! I got scared. I thought you'd hate me. I thought at that time it was best to hide the pregnancy and give them up to a couple who wanted to adopt or couldn't have any children. I wasn't fucking ready. I was fifteen for fucks sake. What 15 year old knows about pregnancy?"
Rayeleigh sighed. "Oh my God! You're like my sister Jocelyn. You could have told me I would have helped you out regardless of you having my boyfriend's kids."
Jocelyn sighed. "I know! I'm so sorry I kept them a secret from you. I should've told you!" She layed a hand on her belly. "I feel guilty not telling you that I was sleeping with him at that time. I just thought I'd lose my best friend\sister..."
Rayeleigh sighed, feeling bad for her cousin, who was also her best friend, and sister. "It's fine."
Jocelyn sighed. "I know this is hard on you, Rae."
Rayeleigh nodded. "Yeah, what can I say or do? Tell you to fuck off and not let my child know their brother and sisters? Hell, I'd feel like a shitty mom if I do that to my child."
Jocelyn nodded her head. "If I were you, me too."
Once at the mall, the girls headed to the dresses section.
Jocelyn sighed. "This is gonna make me feel soooo fat."
Rayeleigh sighed. "Just suck it up then. I'll also be in the same way too if I'm also further along during my pregnancy."
Jocelyn groaned. "Ugh. Fine."
Rayeleigh was looking through the dresses when she saw one that had all of the colors of the rainbow. She showed it to her cousin. "What do you think?"
Jocelyn looked at the dress and then at Rayeleigh smiling slightly. "I love it. It looks perfect."
Rayeleigh smiled. "Dress 1 down. 4 to go."
Jocelyn nodded. "Okay." She began to look through the dresses.
Rayeleigh smiled. "You obviously need a pink dress!" She went through every pink dress. "Ugh! What the flying fuck? I can't find it. I know what you'd look good in, but I can't find it. Have you found anything?"
Jocelyn nodded as she showed her cousin the pink dress. "This?"
Rayeleigh nodded. "YES! YES!" She smiled brightly.
After finding the dresses, Jocelyn tried them on.
Sharlene smiled at them.
"Wow. You two really are friendly with each other with everything Jocelyn has done to you, Rayeleigh. Come on. You really shouldn't be talking to her..."
Rayeleigh rolled her eyes. "I'm talking to her because she's my freaking cousin and best friend. Obviously, you haven't figured that shit out, have you? Do you know that I'm not that shallow and a bitch when I know my baby and hers are going to be half siblings. I'm not going to be a shitty mom and not let my kid see her or his sisters and brother!"
Sharlene laughed. "Well, you may be right about that, but how I see it is nothing to do with you. You should be really mad at her Rayeleigh, not me! I'm not the one who had kids with your boyfriend!"
Rayeleigh rolled her eyes. "How would you know if I wasn't mad at her or not? Of course I was mad at her! I was mad at Jake as well! Don't tell me I should stay mad at them when I should put my big girl pants on and be the bigger person when it comes to our kids. I'm not thinking about MY feelings, I'm thinking OUR kids feelings. They don't deserve to deal with our problems. They just need to know that we all love them no matter what the situation is!"
Sharlene shook her head. "Whatever!"
Jocelyn crossed her arms over her stomach. "Will you please leave? I'd love to continue shopping with my cousin without you ruining it."
Sharlene rolled her eyes. "Oh! She has a voice. Oh my goodness."
Jocelyn glared at her. "What the fuck is wrong with you and your need to know everyone's business?"
Sharlene smiled. "Because it's fun. I love it."
Rayeleigh shook her head. "Well, have fun with that I guess." She took Jocelyn into the changing booth again. "We have two more to try on."
Jocelyn sighed. "Are you sure they'll fit? The baby shower and shoot isn't until next weekend. I grow so fast."
Rayeleigh nodded. "That's why I got bigger sizes for you."
Jocelyn smiled at her cousin. "Thanks, Rae."
Rayeleigh smiled. "You're welcome."
Her phone beeps, she picked it up and opened her phone. "It's Jake. He's asking what kind of cupcakes you'd want."
Jocelyn paused. "Just tell him to do chocolate and vanilla."
Rayeleigh nodded. "Okay." She began typing her text.
Rayeleigh; "Chocolate and vanilla."
Jake; "Okay. Thanks, baby."
Rayeleigh; "You're welcome, baby. How did the weekend go with the twins?"
Jake; "Oh, it was good, baby. How are you doing?"
Rayeleigh; "I'm doing good. No more morning sickness. Just having insane back pain and heartburn. Other than that, I'm good."
Jake; "That's good, baby. I'm sorry about your pain."
Rayeleigh; "I'm dealing with it. If it means to deal with this for another 6 months I can do it. It sucks, but I'm okay."
Jake; "I'm about to checkout. I'll text you in a bit. Love you."
Rayeleigh; "Love you too."
After sending that text, he saw Zack walk up to him. "Oh. Hey, Zack..." He breathed deeply.
Zack looked at him and sighed feeling bad because of the way he acted. "Listen, Jake I'm sorry. I want to apologise for the way I treated you. You don't deserve that. It's just hard sometimes when you feel like your little girl is growing up way too fast for you, but now I realise that I've been too busy thinking that Jocelyn would still be my little girl forever, only to realise now, whenever I look at her. I don't see her. My little girl she's growing up, well now grown up. You and her are now having three children. They need you guys even though, you're also having a baby with my niece Rayeleigh but now I realise that you've been there for both them, I thank you for that."
Jake nodded. "Well, thank you for understanding and I think I'm not the only one you should be apologizing to. You just didn't seem to understand that our situation isn't anyone's business but our business. I don't just love Rae, I love your daughter too. I always will. They both mean a lot to me. I may not see eye to eye with you a whole lot, but I know I'll be around a lot for Carter, Caliey and Charley. They need me in their lives. Jocelyn isn't a little girl anymore, she's about to be a mom of three. She needs to do what's best for her and our kids."
Zack nodded. "I know."
Jake gave a small smile before heading to the check out.
A few days later, Saturday, April 24, 2032
A few days later, it's officially Jocelyn's baby shower. She's now 31 weeks pregnant with her daughter, Charley. Rayeleigh is now 14 weeks pregnant. Laura is 27 weeks pregnant, and Bailey is 20 weeks pregnant.
Jocelyn showered, changed into her dress and fixed her hair. She did her makeup and looked herself in the mirror. A few hours later, everyone began showing up. By 12PM, everyone was here at the venue. Everyone began getting some photos done with Jocelyn. Her dress is a long light pink dress with selves. Her other dresses she got with Rayeleigh are for her photoshoot tomorrow.
After a few pictures taken, everyone was waiting for lunch to be ready, laughing and enjoying the day together. Zack, Cody, and Jake's father were working on the hamburgers and hot dogs.
Jocelyn smiled at her father. "Thanks for making the food, Dad."
Zack nodded, smiling at his daughter. "You're welcome."
Zack smiled. "You're welcome, baby girl."
Jocelyn smiled at him. "How are you doing, Daddy?"
Zack smiled. "Well, I'm busy cooking, but I'm thinking how beautiful my girls are."
Jocelyn blushed and smiled. "Thank Rae. She and I spent 2 hours at the mall."
Zack smiled. "That's good."
Rayeleigh walked over to Carey, her grandmother. "Hi, Grandma! It's been forever!" She hugged her.
Carey smiled hugging her granddaughter back. "I know right! How are you doing, sweetie?"
Rayeleigh chuckled, smiling. "Well, I'm pregnant. Something I wasn't expecting. Literally." She laughed softly.
Carey nodded. "I hear that happened to Jocelyn too, huh?"
Rayeleigh nodded her head. "Yeah."
Carey looked around. "You did all of this?"
Rayeleigh nodded. "Yep! I think I did pretty good."
Rayeleigh nodded. "Yeah." She smiled. "How are you doing, Grandma?"
Carey laughed. "Apparently I'm going to be a great grandma to 4 babies. I'm overwhelmed about that. How are you feeling about Jocelyn being pregnant?"
Rayeleigh shrugged her shoulders. "I was overwhelmed and pissed for a few weeks, but I better get used to it..." She saw Jake smiling at her. "I mean someday I'll be Carter, Caliey and Charlotte's second mom so I can't just hate them for what happened. I'll love those babies no matter what."
Carey nodded. "A lot to take on at 17, huh?"
Rayeleigh nodded. "Yeah."
Jocelyn walked over to her cousin. "Rae! Thank you! This whole thing looks freaking amazing!"
Rayeleigh laughed. "Anything for my cousin and Charley. I mean look who is excited to meet her?"
Jocelyn laughed. "I think she's going to have more clothes than me."
Rayeleigh nodded her head. "Yeah of course."
Jocelyn turned to Carey and gave her a big hug. "Hi Grandma I'm so happy you came! How are you doing?"
Carey smiled. "I'm doing great, honey." She looked at her. "You look beautiful, sweetheart. How's it feel to be almost 8 months pregnant?"
Jocelyn groaned. "I'm miserable!"
Carey nodded feeling bad for her granddaughter. "I'm so sorry about that sweetheart..."
Jocelyn sighed. "I didn't go to full term with the twins so I'm freaking the hell out that I might with Charlotte. I had them 5 weeks early."
Carey was sighing. "That's pregnancy for you sweetie. You'll never know when it's time for the baby to arrive but what you could do is hope for the baby to be healthy and have a safe recovery."
Rayeleigh sighed. "Was it hard for you when you were pregnant with Dad and Uncle Zack?"
Carey nodded. "Oh, yes. I was miserable. They came 2 weeks early for me. I was happy about that, but I didn't love giving birth. It hurt like a bitch."
Jocelyn sighed. "I had lost a good amounts of blood, but I was okay. My mom was freaking the hell out. She's always on top of me nowadays. I can't plan what my body does. But, my doctor says if there's any problems, she'll rush me into the OR."
Carey nodded. "That's terrible. Hell, I would freak out too, if I was in her place. She's only doing the best for you."
Jocelyn shrugged her shoulders. "I know."
Jake walked over with Carter running behind him. "Mommy!"
Jocelyn smiled at Jake and then at Carter. "Hi baby!"
Carter lifted his arms. "Up?"
Jocelyn sighed. "I can't, baby. Mommy's back hurts. She can't hold you."
Carter frowned. "Mama!"
Jocelyn sighed. "I'm sorry, baby."
Maya spoke up. "Okay, let's eat and then we'll have cake and candy, and then we'll open gifts."
Jocelyn smiled at her mother. "Thanks, Momma."
Maya smiled. "You're welcome, sweetheart."
Rayeleigh smiled at Carter. "Come here, buddy." She picked him up. "Where do you want to go?"
Carter frowned. "Momma."
Jake frowned. "I'm sorry, bubs. Mommy can't carry you right now."
Jocelyn looked at Jake. "Are you ready for the opening of the gifts?"
Jake nodded. "More than ready. What about you?"
Jocelyn smiled. "I'm ready. This baby needs a lot of stuff."
Jake chuckled. "Yes, she does."
Jocelyn and Jake began opening the presents together. Jocelyn got a lot of clothes, diapers, wipes, a bassinet, and some newborn shoes.
After opening all of the gifts, everyone began playing games together, and had an amazing time. Rayeleigh went all out. Today was amazing. Jake and Jocelyn got everything they need for their daughter. It was a good day with everyone, celebrating Charlotte Elizabeth.
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I decided to put the shoot in the next chapter. I hope you all enjoyed this chapter.
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