Chapter 1: Chapter 1
My name is Emmy Lopez. And this is the story of my confusing life. I think one of the reasons why our lives feel like they suck so much is the expectations we put on our futures when we're little kids. We see what a cool adult is doing, whether it be our parents, an inspiring teacher, or someone interesting on TV, and we say, "I wanna do THAT when I grow up!" But then new ideas and dreams come in. In some cases, the new ideas and dreams don't cause much harm. We see a better option for how our futures could turn out, so we take a change of direction. But what happens when you encounter multiple options that all seem equally inviting at the same time? This is the crisis I faced during the summer that changed my life. It all started when my friend Olive invited be to spend a month at her family's cabin.
Olive and Emmy were walking down a sidewalk together as Olive said, "Come on Emmy. The cabin my parents rent out every summer has enough room for like twenty people. I've already got my cousins coming too. I just need another girl my age, so all my brothers and male cousins don't gang up on me." Then a reluctant looking Emmy said, "Well I don't know. I've never spent more than a month away from my mom. I don't want her to worry." Then Olive said, "What do you mean? Your mom wants you to spend some time away from her. That's why she offered to send you to summer camp. But unlike Sydney who had to have her family pay for her month away this August, you get to have your trip be free." Emmy then began to ponder as she said, "Well... a free vacation does sounds like fun. Okay. I'll let my mom know I'm in." An excited looking Olive said, "Yay! We are gonna have so much fun hiking, canoeing, and making TikTok videos every day! This is gonna be sweet!"
I'll admit I had never spent so much time away from home before. I was indeed a little nervous. But as soon as I saw the huge cabin I would be staying at for the month, I fell in love with it. It was this huge mansion like building out in the middle of nowhere, with so many rooms and hiding places one could use for some quiet private time (living in a small house with thin walls has always been annoying for me). I was just amazed at all of the amazing rooms this place had as Olive gave me the tour. There were big bathrooms, a sauna, a pool, and great walking trails around the place. As I walked around with Olive, all I could think about was all the fun us two gal pals were gonna have together. But then those plans changed when a new factor entered the equation.
Olive looked out a window in the large house and said, "Ooo. My cousins are here. I'll introduce you." Olive then led Emmy outside to a car where three boys stepped out. One was an older teenager, one was a young child, and the other was a young teen that looked to be the same age as Emmy. Olive then said, "Hey guys. Good to see you. Anyway, here's my amazing friend Emmy I told you all about. And Emmy, this is my older cousin Richard, my younger cousin Henry, and my twin cousin I like to call because he was actually born the same day as me: Quincy." Quincy then stepped towards Emmy. Emmy's face immediately blushed as she looked at his well combed hair, friendly facial expression, and stoic way he stood. Quincy then held out his hand and said, "Hi. Nice to meet you." Emmy then held out her own hand as she said, "Nice to meet you too." Then Quincy leaned in and kissed Emmy's hand as he said, "The pleasure is all mine." Emmy then blushed even brighter.
I never thought love at first sight could be a real thing. But I definitely had a "thing" for Quincy. I don't know if it was teenage hormones or something messing with my emotions, but once I saw Quincy's face, I just couldn't get it out of my mind. Well at first I thought Olive wanting to do just girl stuff with me would hinder my ability to see more of Quincy. But then it turns out Olive received a sneak attack from her parents in the form of being told she would have to do several hours of studying every day during this "vacation" in an attempt to keep her from failing the next year of middle school. So with nothing to do, I found Quincy just hanging out by himself near the pool. So I sat down and started talking to him... FOR SIX HOURS! I never knew two people could just talk together for so long, but somehow... we just clicked. Immediately we learned so much about each other and realized we had so much in common. This continued every day. Me and Olive would play around and make silly TikTok dance videos in the morning. Then when Olive had to study in the afternoon, I would just talk with Quincy. We talked by the pool, talked while hiking, and talked while just laying on the grass and looking up at the clouds. However on the fifth day of us just talking, he gave me my first kiss. It was while we were laying on the grass. We just suddenly stopped talking while looking into each other's eyes and... bam, we kissed. Just a peck... and then a long peck. But it was amazing. I could finally see my future clearer than ever. I was going to become the future Mrs. Quincy Rozalski once both me and my fiance to be graduated from college at 22, which would be followed up by our first child being born two years later. I would become a well respected nurse, wife, and mother to our three beautiful kids. Maybe four if I became a full fledged doctor by age 30. But then a change of plans happened two days later.
Olive's parents were getting ready to prepare dinner as Olive stood near them and said, "But I thought we were going into town for dinner tonight." Then Olive's mom said, "Sorry Olive but Henry didn't clean up his room or his bathroom this week, and he was told if he didn't, there'd be no trip into town tonight." Then Olive said, "But the rest of us have been tidy. Why punish all of us." Then Olive's dad said, "Sorry sweety but we can't leave Henry alone here." Then Quincy stepped into the kitchen and said, "Hey. I'll babysit if you want. Leave my brother with me and I'll make sure he's safe." Then Olive's mom said, "Are you sure Quincy? I don't want you to feel left out of the family dinner, or feel uncomfortable being alone here with Henry." Then over-hearing this, Emmy stepped into the kitchen and said, "He doesn't have to be alone. I'll stay here with him. I have experience babysitting my own cousins, and have taken CPR and first aid courses." Then Olive's mom said, "Well... if you two really want to. It's great to see the two of you being so willing to be responsible." Then Emmy and Quincy looked at each other and grinned.
Okay, we seriously didn't plan that. It just kind of happened. But yes, once Olive left with her parents and older cousin, me and Quincy quickly got Quincy's younger brother to bed. And then the two of us went into the basement for some very special "alone time".
Quincy was laying on a couch in the basement as Emmy was on top of him kissing his face. The two teenagers wrapped their arms around each other as their kissing intensified. Quincy then moved his lips to Emmy's neck, as Emmy closed her eyes and said, "Oh! Oh! Oh God yes!" Then Emmy opened her eyes and said with a hint of desperation in her voice, "Let me see that chest of yours." Quincy smiled as he let Emmy pull off his shirt. Emmy then moved her mouth down and began to kiss Quincy's chest while running her fingers across it. Quincy moaned a bit turning Emmy on more. Then Emmy sat up and pulled her shirt off, followed by her pants, leaving herself now in just her matching set of blue bra and panties. Quincy then pulled down his pants leaving himself in his tight white underwear. Quincy and Emmy then kissed again as they wrapped their arms around each other, and each began to rub their crotch areas covered by their underwear against one another.
The two then began to dry hump one another as Emmy said, "Ohh! Oh yes! Oh God!" As Quincy began to rub his hard member through his underwear against Emmy's body hard he said, "Ohhhh! Oh yeah Emmy! Ohhh!" Then Emmy put her hands behind her back and took off her bra. Emmy sat up so she could let Quincy get a good look at her breasts. Quincy raised one eyebrow as he pulled down his underwear revealing his penis to Emmy. Emmy gasped in amazement, and then grinned as she pulled down her panties exposing her vagina to Quincy. Emmy then lowered her body and moved Quincy's penis so it was touching the opening of her vagina.
Then Emmy dropped her body down and both she and Quincy moaned loudly. Quincy instantly grabbed Emmy's butt tight as Emmy began to bounce up and down on Quincy quickly. Then as Emmy and Quincy's bodies shook Emmy said, "Oh God! Oh God! Ohh! OOHHHHHHHHHHH!" Then Quincy yelled, "OHHHHHHH!" Then Emmy and Quincy both orgasmed together as they released their sexual fluids from out of their bodies onto the other. Then once the two stopped shaking, Emmy with a confused face said, "Wow. That was much faster than I thought it would..." Then suddenly the two heard from upstairs Olive's voice say, "We're back!" Quincy and Emmy then with freaked out faces looked at each other for a split second, and then both jumped up and began to quickly put their clothes back on.
So yeah. That was the night I lost my virginity. It certainty didn't go the way I planned. There was no long build up, no candles set up anywhere, and it started and finished in less than thirty seconds. Plus it happened nine years sooner than I thought it was supposed to. But then other thoughts went through my head. Like, what if me and Quincy had sex too soon? What if that was the reason the sex was so short? Or maybe this is how fast sex would've been even if we had waited till after we both graduated from college. Maybe this is a sign we shouldn't be together. This was just a real confusing moment for me. But the confusion was only going to get worse."
Emmy sat on a bed looking lost in thought. Olive then stepped out of the nearby bathroom wearing a towel around her body as she said, "What's the matter Emmy? You lost in thought." Emmy trying to hide from Olive that was she really thinking about how she just lost her virginity an hour ago said, "Nothing much. Just... wondering what my first kiss with be like." Olive then sat near Emmy as she said, "What do you mean? You're nervous it won't work out right?" Then Emmy trying to preserve her lie said, "Umm... yeah. Something like that." Then Olive said, "Well you want someone to practice on?" Emmy looking very caught off guard said, "What? You mean like... me kiss... you?" Then Olive casually said, "What? Just a little practice between friends. Me and Sydney did it once to help us both not feel nervous about doing it with boys. It helped us calm our nerves. Come on. You want to settle those nerves down right?" Emmy then took a deep breath and then nodded. Then Emmy and Olive moved their faces together and then... the two kissed. However this wasn't a quick peck. It became a very long moment as the two girls kept their lips locked for a full solid minute. Then eventually Olive moved her face away and smiled as she said, "See. Nothing to worry about now." Emmy had amazed look on her face as she said, "Wow." Then Olive stood up and said, "Well... I gotta get changed now." Then Olive turned her back to Emmy and began to walk back to the bathroom. However as Olive walked, Emmy looked down and saw Olive hadn't tied her towel around evenly in the back, which caused the lower areas of Olive's butt cheeks to appear in full view for Emmy to see. Emmy's heart beat immediately increased as she gasped while seeing Olive's smooth and firm buttocks. Then Olive stepped into the bathroom, but didn't close the door. So as Emmy moved her head a bit, she could see through a mirror in the bathroom half of Olive's body. And then Emmy gasped again as she saw Olive drop her towel, and saw part of the front of Olive's naked body, including one of her firm developing young breasts that already had quite some shape to it. Emmy then looked down and saw she had instinctively put one of her hands under her pants and underwear and already had two of her fingers in her vagina. Emmy then pulled her hand out looking very guilty.
I don't know why but when I kissed Olive, suddenly all these feelings came into me. Maybe it was the effects of hormones again. But I thought hormones made you crazy for guys. Could I also like girls? What if I actually liked Olive. But the thing is, I still had feelings for Quincy. Oh God, how could I have feelings for Olive right after losing my virginity to Quincy. I was suddenly one very, very confused thirteen year old girl. And it was only going to get more confusing as the month went on...
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Chapter 2: Chapter 2
My name is Emmy Lopez. And this is the story of my confusing life. I think when we're young, we're given the wrong expectations of how love works from bad Disney movies and simple cartoons. We're told: you'll meet the right person, kiss, get married, and have a family. But apparently it's way more complicated than one initially thinks. Take my insane summer for example. I meet this cute boy named Quincy who seems really nice. We kiss and I guess we're in love now. But then after we suddenly had sex with no planning involved, suddenly I'm having feelings for my best friend Olive after she practice kisses on me. It would only get more confusing as the next week went on.
Emmy stepped out of a bedroom early in the morning wearing just a tank top and sweat pants. Emmy was beginning to stretch, when Quincy snaked around the corner and grabbed Emmy's hand as he said, "Quick. Lets go." Quincy then led Emmy into his bedroom and then his private bathroom. Quincy then locked the door as Emmy said, "Quincy, aren't you worried we'll get caught?" Quincy then said, "My family never wakes up this early. We have time. Look, I never got a chance to say it last night but... I really enjoyed what we did." Emmy smiled and said, "Me too. I mean it was quick but I'm glad we both got to lose our virginity to each other." Quincy looking caught off guard said, "Oh. Emmy, I... I've already lost my virginity." Emmy suddenly looked stunned as she said, "Oh." Then Quincy said, "But hey, that was with someone from my school just one time who is far behind me now. But you're the kind of girl whose behind I want in front of me. So... we cool?" Emmy looked uncertain for a moment, but then smiled and nodded. Quincy grinned as he said, "Cool. So... wanna take a shower together?" Emmy smiled and nodded again as Quincy got the shower started.
It was really weird to hear Quincy say he had lost his virginity to somebody else before me. I mean the idea of some other girl doing with Quincy what I did with him just weirded me out. I began to wonder if this was a red flag for our relationship. If this other girl Quincy lost his virginity to was good enough to have sex with, then maybe she was the woman he was destined to marry. What if I was now "the other woman" that was getting in the way of a relationship that was meant to be. However I knew I had to give Quincy a second chance. And another shot at experiencing sex was definitely something I was willing to take a risk for.
Emmy had her hands pressed against the wall as she stood naked in the shower while a naked Quincy stood behind her. Quincy then whispered, "Don't worry. Just let it happen." Then Quincy pushed his penis between Emmy's butt cheeks while he put his hands over her small breasts. Emmy instantly moaned as she felt Quincy's penis push into her butt. Quincy then began to pump his penis into Emmy faster while grabbing her breasts tightly. As Emmy felt Quincy touch her she said, "Mmm. Oh yeah. Ohhh! OHHHH!" Then Emmy leaned back causing both her and Quincy to lose their balance and fall on the floor. The two teenagers hit the ground hard as Quincy said, "Ow." Then as Emmy got up she said, "Oh my God. Are you okay?" Quincy then got up and said, "Yeah. Experiencing a little pain for someone you love is worth it." Emmy with a smile said, "Aww. That's the first time you said you loved me." Quincy then smiled and said, "Well I'll fall down on the floor for you every day girl if it means being with you. But... I would prefer if you got off my legs." Emmy then jumped up and said, "Oh sorry."
Then as Quincy stood up he said, "But I do know what could help me feel better." While facing Emmy now, Quincy put his hands on Emmy's butt, causing her to smile. Then Quincy pushed his penis into Emmy's vagina and the two began to moan as they felt their bodies unite. As Emmy wrapped her arms around Quincy's back she said, "Mmm. Yes. Yes! Oh yes! Harder! Harder! Har... wait." Then Emmy looked down and saw only half of Quincy's hard penis was in her vagina. A confused Emmy then said, "Can't it go in further?" Then as Quincy shook his hips he said, "I'm trying. It's just... Oh my God. It's stuck! It's stuck!" Then as Quincy began to shake his hips and wiggle his penis, Emmy put her hands on Quincy's shoulders and said, "Calm down. I've read about this in my Health class. It's called Penis Captivus. It's rare, but if you remain calm it'll..." Then Quincy in a panic jerked his body back, causing him and Emmy to lose their footing again and fall on the floor.
Emmy then moved her body up and said, "See. It's out now and... Oh God, Quincy are you okay?" Quincy sat up as he smiled and said, "I'm mostly okay. I am hurting a bit down below..." Quincy then pointed to his penis as a worried looking Emmy said, "Oh God. Um, do I put ice on that or something?" Then Quincy said, "No, no. I'm sure it's feel better soon on it's own." Then Emmy said, "Oh Quincy, I am so, so sorry. I guess my vagina isn't big enough or wide enough or something like that." Then Quincy holding out a hand said, "No, no Emmy. It's not you. I just gotta get a little better at this. But hey, a little pain is worth it for the girl of your dreams." Emmy made a little smile as with amazement she said, "Me. The girl of your dreams? Wow."
Yes, it's true. Quincy's penis was actually momentarily stuck in me. Quincy assured me multiple times as we got dressed that it probably had nothing to do with my vagina, but I couldn't help but think his pain was all my fault. I'm just glad our big fall didn't result in any bruises that we couldn't hide under our summer clothes. I was now feeling so nervous and worried about what that shower scene meant. I know he said I was the girl of his dreams now, but what if that insane shower sex we had was a sign that me and Quincy are literally not a good fit for each other? Was the notion that we weren't a good sexual duo together in the shower, mean we couldn't be a good married duo together? What if I broke up with Quincy, and went to another guy. How could I tell him I lost my virginity to some other person? I would hurt his feelings the way Quincy hurt mine. The guy you lose your virginity to is supposed to be the guy you love forever. Or maybe I'm over-thinking it. Maybe Quincy was the right guy for me. Maybe the problem really was just my vagina. Maybe my vagina was just not big enough for a proper penis to fit inside of it. And maybe small vaginas cause sex to go faster. So in a moment of what I can now say was clear stupidity, I tried to come up with a method to expand the size of my vagina.
Emmy sat on her bed in the evening with just a shirt on, but had no pants or panties on. Emmy was pushing three fingers into her body and pumping them in and out as she said, "Rrr. Come on. Fit in in there. Rrr. Come on! Rrr. Yes. Now deeper you little fingers! Come on! Deeper! Expand what is around you!" Then Olive opened the door to Emmy's room and said, "Emmy, I'm gonna start a movie in my room if you wanna come join... Oh!" Emmy looking humiliated covered her body with a blanket as she said, "Olive! You ever knock!?" Then Olive looking embarrassed said, "Sorry. I guess I don't have any excuse. But... were you... were you practicing self-pleasure." Then Emmy looking humiliated covered her face as she said, "Oh God." Then Olive stepped into the room and closed the door behind her as she rushed over to Emmy's side and said, "It's okay. It's nothing to be ashamed of. All girls do it. It's just important to do it carefully." Emmy trying to hide the real reason she had her fingers in her vagina then said, "Umm... It's just weird. It's really new for me." Olive then with a sympathetic face said, "I know. I felt the same way when I started doing it. But it's more important to recognize you have feelings rather than hide it. You just have to remember to master your feelings, and not let them master you."
Emmy now wanting to open up a bit truthfully to Olive said, "Um... Olive... is it possible for a girl to make her vagina bigger by pleasuring it?" Then Olive said, "I don't think so. Is that what you're trying to do?" Trying to conceal her main intents Emmy said, "No. Just wondering. Um... I guess my real problem was I wasn't feeling a lot from my self-pleasure attempts." Then Olive said, "Well first off, you maybe should start easy with just one finger. Here. I'll show you how I do it." Then Olive took off her clothes causing Emmy to blush and gasp as within seconds she was starring Olive's completely naked underage body. Olive then got on the bed next to Emmy and leaned back as she said, "First. Just relax. Stop thinking of anything stressful. And pleasure other parts of your body first. Like maybe rub your inner thighs. And try squeezing your boobs like stress balls. It can feel so nice when you do it at the end of the day." Emmy then began to squeeze her small breasts as she said, "Wow. Oh God, that does feel nice."
Then Olive brought one finger down to her vagina as she said, "Now. Stick your finger inside your womanhood but don't make your finger completely straight. Curl the top of the finger a bit so you're feeling a little pressure on the sides. And then... push in and feel yourself." Then Olive pushed her finger into her vagina and began to move it around. Olive then closed her eyes as she said, "Mmm. Yes. Just like that. Oh yeah. Oh, now that is an amazing feeling. Come on, you try." Emmy then began to awkwardly push her finger into her vaginas she said, "Err. It feels weird. Am I doing it wrong?" Then Olive smiled as she said, "You know it's hard to show once the finger is in the body. Want me to demonstrate with my finger inside you?" Emmy suddenly blushed as she said, "Um... okay."
Olive smiled as she got on top of Emmy and sat on Emmy's legs. Then Olive used her right hand and two knees to balance herself while she moved one hand down and put her finger at the opening of Emmy's vagina. Then Olive looked into Emmy's eyes as she said, "Now relax, and just think about how this feels." Then Olive pushed her finger into Emmy's vagina causing Emmy to immediately moan. Emmy began to feel a wave of extreme pleasure overtake her body every time Olive pushed her finger in deeper. As Olive continued to pleasure Emmy she smiled and said, "You like that? Yeah, I know you do. Now show me you can do it now." Emmy wasn't sure if Olive was referring to her pleasing her own body, but Emmy immediately upon instinct pushed one of her own fingers into Olive's vagina. Olive instantly moaned, and then both girls started to finger each other very quickly and pushed their fingers in very deep.
As the two girls began to shake very quickly Emmy said, "Oh God! Oh God! Olive, I..." Then Olive said, "Me too!" Then Olive leaned down and kissed Emmy on the face just as she and Emmy both orgasmed at the same moment. After a long moment of shaking and releasing their sexual fluids, the two girls then laid by each other's side on their sides. Emmy with wide eyes said, "Wow. That was just..." Olive smiled and said, "Wow. I know." Then with a confused face Emmy said, "So... does what we just did count as sex?" Olive then said, "Not sure. I mean I think two girls just touching each other, is what it sounds like: touching each other. I mean me and Sydney did it once when we were eight, and I don't think a little curious touching and rubbing another girl should be called sex. Otherwise they should called self-pleasure: sex with yourself." Emmy then said, "Sorry. It's just... I've been feeling really confused lately about... well... things." Then Olive said, "Like your sexuality in general, or the fact that you've been having sex with Quincy?" Emmy suddenly froze in fear.
I couldn't believe it. Olive knew I was having sex with Quincy. How did she know? The fact that she knew but still had what maybe could be described as lesbian sex with me could mean she was some kind of slut. Or maybe the fact that she knew means she's a very forgiving type and is willing to start a future with me despite me choosing the wrong person to lose my virginity to. But is Olive really the kind of person I wanna be in a relationship with? Do I even like girls? Quincy is still a great guy. If I leave him for Olive, I could be missing out on a potential amazing future with him. But if I end up with Quincy, I could be missing out on a potential exciting relationship with Olive. Or Quincy might leave me like he did he first first girlfriend. Or if I'm with Olive, she might just get curious with some other girl and leave me. Why does life have to be so insane. Why does life have to be so confusing?
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Chapter 3: Chapter 3
My name is Emmy Lopez. And this is the story of my confusing life. I think one of the false truths we're taught at a young age is that once you find the right person that you're in love with, you'll like that person and only that person. But the real truth is us human beings are filled with conflicting thoughts, emotions, and hormones that cause us to continue feeling attracted to other people around us even after we've reached some sort of steady relationship. Now I guess some people are able to control those urges and stay loyal to their significant other. However I wasn't able to because shortly after I lost my virginity to a boy named Quincy, I would up losing my "lesbian virginity" shortly after to his cousin and my good friend Olive.
Emmy and Olive laid next to each other naked in bad as Emmy said, "Sorry. It's just... I've been feeling really confused lately about... well... things." Then Olive said, "Like your sexuality in general, or the fact that you've been having sex with Quincy?" Emmy suddenly froze in fear as she said, "What? I... how did..." Olive's eyes lit up as she said, "Wait. You have had sex with Quincy!?" Emmy looking more scared now said, "Wait. You didn't know? Then why did you..." Olive then with a smirk said, "I didn't know for sure. I just assumed... teenage boy and teenage girl, both starting to show the signs of puberty, all alone in a house the other night. I just figured." Then a confused and cautious looking Emmy said, "And yet you still wanted to... you know with me?" Olive then said, "Well of course. I mean we're young. It's good to experiment with other people our age just as long as we're being careful. I mean if you don't get a little dirty with a boy and a girl in bed, then how would you know for sure if you're a lesbian or straight?" Emmy looking still confused turned her head and said, "I guess that sort of makes sense. But what you just said... Olive... have you had sex with guys before?" Olive nodded and said, "Yeah. But not with any boys in our school. Starting last year I found this cool place in town nearby, where teens hookup for sex. You should come with me. I'm planning to sneak on over there tonight." Emmy looking a little scared said, "Well I don't know." Then Olive with a simple expression on her face said, "Emmy, you're never gonna fully understand sex unless you experience what it's like to have multiple sex partners. So what do you say?" Emmy looked a little uncertain as she said, "Well..."
I couldn't deny Olive didn't make some level of sense. My mind was bouncing back and forth between which sexual experience I preferred better. My two times with Quincy, or my lesbian experience with Olive. A part of me just wanted to try having sex with the two of them just one more time each, so I would have a better idea of if I was truly gay, straight, or maybe bi. But I realized from what Olive said, there could be a positive experience to having multiple sex partners. Quincy was my first, so I might have too much of an emotional connection to him. And Olive was my long time friend, so that also makes things messy. But trying out sex with multiple male and female partners could be enlightening to what I really want. Plus, the notion of learning new sexual positions, new quirks, new kinks, and new specifics to what makes sex pleasurable from many sexual partners could make me better understand what I am physically capable of. So after a long moment of thought, I took Olive up on her offer.
Olive and Emmy both walked through the woods wearing short sleeveless black and red shirts respectively, along with matching short shorts. Olive led Emmy through the forest as she said, "Come on. It's right up at the top of this hill." Then the two girls reached a clearing and saw a camp fire surrounded by six cars, and about twenty teenagers. Olive waved and smiled as she said, "Hey guys. I'm back. And I brought a newbie. My friend from back home Emmy." Emmy waved to the group of teen boys and girls and looked nervous as she did. Then one of the guys said, "Welcome Emmy. Only three rules here. First, no means no the first and only time. Two, no video or picture taking. And three... make sure you get laid!" Then many of the teens began to cheer while Emmy continued to look nervous.
I will nervous, but also a little intrigued at what was going. When I had sex with Quincy and Olive, it was preceded by unexpected sexual arousal. But here in this situation, we were all already aroused. So some of the tension was off. However there was still the nervousness of who I was going to have sex with. What would these strangers be like, and what would I learn from this experience?
Olive was now in front of a crowd of teenagers near the camp fire wearing just a piece of the American flag tied up around her chest. Olive began to dance a bit as one teenage girl said, "Woo! Look at those breasts bounce!" Then one the guys said, "Come on Olive. Lets see that flag fall!" Then Olive smirked and then untied the flag, and now exposed her breasts to everyone. Olive continued to dance as she let her small breasts bounce a bit as many teens began to hoot and holler. As Emmy sat on a log, a teenage guy sat next to Emmy as he said, "Olive sure is hot isn't she?" Emmy nodded and said, "She is." The guy then said, "I'm Jack by the way. You look a little nervous. Are... are you a virgin?" Emmy then said, "Oh no. My v card ship sailed quite awhile ago. It's just.. it's my first time I've tried to hook up with someone I don't know well." The guy then said, "Hey. It'll be fine. I was the guy Olive first lost her virginity to when she came here and she wound up loving it. I mean just look at how happy she is here." Then Emmy turned her head and saw Olive was now naked and twirling her shorts around and threw them in the face of a teenage guy. Jack then said, "Come on. As long as you want to, you can come to my older brothers' car, and I promise I'll keep it simple but amazing." Emmy took a deep breath and nodded.
Emmy and Jack walked over to the nearby car, and Jack opened the back door. Emmy then said, "Do... do I take all my clothes off, or just pull down my..." Jack smiled and said, "Whatever you're more comfortable doing." Emmy then pulled her small black shirt and short shorts off, followed by her underwear. Then Emmy laid naked in the backseat of the car as Jack took off his clothes. Jack then came down on Emmy and pushed his penis into her vagina. Emmy then wrapped her arms around Jack's back as she said, "Ohhh! Oh my God! Oh my God! OOOOHHHHH!" Then Emmy suddenly orgasmed, causing her sexual fluids to shoot of her and leak around Jack's penis. Emmy looking down said, "Wait. Did you orgasm, or did I... how did that happen so fast?" Jack chuckled a bit as he sat up and said, "I have that affect on young ladies sometimes. Do you wanna continue? I promise I'll make it a lot of fun." Emmy then sat up and looked outside the back window and saw Olive laying near the fire with a naked teenage boy sitting on her with his penis in her vagina, while at the same time Olive was also digging her fingers into two naked teenage girls laying near her. Emmy then looked at Jack and said, "You know what. Yes. Lets have some fun."
I'll be honest. When I orgasmed quickly with Jack, it felt weird. In a way it was empty. With Quincy and Olive, it felt like my first orgasm with them had been built up from hours and hours of friendship. But with Jack, it was more like a muscle spasm. It was like scratching an itch I had only felt for a short moment. But there was also a unique kind of adrenaline to it all. With Jack, we were skipping all of the traditional motions that people usually do before sex. With Jack, there was the urgency to reach this pinnacle of pleasure with him quickly. And move quickly we did.
Jack and Emmy both sat in the backseat facing each other as Jack had his legs stretched on the seat, while Emmy wrapped her arms around Jack's back. Jack was shoving his penis in and out of Emmy's vagina as he said, "Oh yeah girl. Ohh! OH YEAH!" As Emmy felt her body shake she said, "Mmm. Yes! OH YES! Ohh! Ah. Ah! Aw yeah! OHHHH! Harder Jack! Oh harder! Harder! HARDER! OOOOHHHH! Oh Jack, I'm about to..." Jack then said, "Me too. Ohh! OOOOHHHHHHH!" Then Emmy yelled, "OHHHHHH!" Then Jack and Emmy both orgasmed together. Then as Jack backed up he said, "Phew. Yeah. You were good. Well... unless you wanna do that again, I'm gonna try my luck with the tall blonde girl over there." Emmy looking confused said, "What? But..." Then Jack said, "But what? This is a party. Everyone tries to get laid with at least three people before they leave. I recommend you play around with the Asian girl in red over there. Or maybe join Olive's orgy over there. Have fun." Then as Jack stepped out of the car, Emmy looked over near the fire. There she saw a naked Olive laying on a naked teenage boy with his penis in her vagina, while another naked boy was on his knees behind Olive shoving his penis in her butt. Meanwhile there was a teenage girl sitting on the first boy with Olive as Olive had her fingers digging into the girl's vagina, while Olive kissed her nipples. Emmy then got out of the car, put her underwear and clothes back on, and then walked away.
I now understood why sex with Jack felt empty. With Quincy and Olive, the sex with them wasn't preceded by just hours of friendship, but also love. But then I began to ask myself: what is love really? Well it's not something teenagers understand, since nobody really ever marries someone they started dating in middle school. So I asked myself: what was it I just did with Jack? What was Olive doing with all these other teenagers she just met. And I realized what it was. Just pure physical pleasure. Sure it felt nice what I did with Jack. But it had no love, no passion behind it. And when it was all over and the physical pleasure subsided, I was left alone. And I knew I would feel this low again if I had sex with anybody else tonight. It made me feel sick inside. It felt like I had done drugs, giving myself a high, just to feel very low after. Well I decided, no more lows. From now on, I would now on I would no longer be having sex with anybody... or so I hoped.
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Chapter 4: Chapter 4
My name is Emmy Lopez. And this is the story of my confusing life. I think we all have this preconceived notion when we're young, that we'll just somehow make all the right choices when we're older. But I didn't. I had lost my virginity and had sex with three different people before I was ready. So I made a choice one night when I was at an emotional low to not have sex again. And for about a week, I stayed true to that. I hung out and talked with Quincy again, but kept myself a little distant. I also wore pants and long sleeve shirts that left no cleavage to be seen. I made sure to keep my hands to myself at all times, and use only refined polite language as well. My goal from now on was to be a good little girl who practiced abstinence and would never have sex again until she was successful business woman past the age of thirty with a home and private practice already in good condition. I promised myself I wasn't going to let my emotions or raging hormones get the better of me ever again. No more sex I promised myself. For the good of my body and soul, I could no longer have sex. That's right. No more sex for Emmy Lopez... but then...
Emmy was naked in the shower washing up alone one early morning. Then a naked Quincy stepped into the shower and said, "Hey there beautiful." Emmy turned to look at Quincy with wide eyes as she said, "Quincy! What are you doing here? We shouldn't..." Quincy grinned and said, "I can see you've been keeping our romance on the down low. It's cool. My parents and Olive's parents would freak if they found out what we've been doing. But since the grown ups are out taking a long early morning hike this morning, how about we have some hot early morning sex?" Emmy could feel her beat fast and loud as she said, "I... um...
I had promised myself no more sex. I had to abstain from it. I couldn't go down that path anymore. But as I looked at Quincy standing before me all naked, with his hard penis sticking out, his arm muscles getting so wet, and his chest looking so buff, I... well... suddenly it was like lightning hit me and well... in just three seconds of body movements I broke my vow.
Emmy had her back against the shower wall as Quincy was pushing his body against hers, with his penis in her vagina. Quincy's butt and torso shook as his hard penis pounded deep into Emmy's body. Emmy moved both of her hands down and grabbed Quincy's butt as she said "Oh! Ohhh! Oh yes! Oh Quincy. I... Ohhh! OOHHHH! OOOHHHHHH!" Then Quincy and Emmy both orgasmed together as they shot their inner liquids out of their bodies and onto/into the other. Emmy closed her eyes and smiled as she felt her sexual fluids flow out of her as she felt the feelings that came with the pinnacle of her orgasm take over every thought and feeling she was processing. But then once it was over, Emmy opened her eyes and with a look of shame said, "Oh no." Emmy then stepped away from Quincy as he said, "Everything okay?" As Emmy began to step out of the shower she said, "No. Yes. I mean... I have to go. See ya." Then Emmy jumped into her underwear and quickly stepped out of the bathroom while putting the rest of her clothes on. Quincy watched Emmy leave the room with a confused look on his face.
I was completely mortified with myself. I vowed to have no more sex. But then as soon as Quincy walked into the shower all naked, I cracked in a matter of seconds. I felt like a failure. I felt like I was dirty. I felt so ashamed. I felt like I had less worth now. But after a few hours of hating myself, I began to think of that as my last failure for good. Going "cold turkey" on anything is hard. So I decided to look at me and Quincy's shower sex as one last hiccup. But then...
Emmy was walking through the woods by herself, but saw some movement near a lake. Emmy moved towards the movement, and past a bush and a rock, Emmy's eyes widened at what she saw. Near the lake was a naked Olive laying on some sand while leaning on a large rock, and was self-pleasuring herself via sticking two fingers in her vagina and rubbing it. Before Emmy could say anything, Olive turned to see Emmy and smiled with only a slightly embarrassed look as she said, "Oops. Looks like you found my secret hideaway." Emmy who was at a loss for words said, "Olive, I... I..." Olive sighed and said, "Yeah. I know. Self-pleasuring out in a public forest isn't the smartest idea. But it just gets the adrenaline pumping more. Hey. Wanna try it with me?" Emmy's eyes widened even more as she said, "Well... I..."
I knew I couldn't join Olive. I had promised myself to stay away from sex, and messing around all naked with another girl had to count as well. I stepped towards Olive to tell her I couldn't. But as I looked at the beautiful setting around Olive, her smooth skin with no tan lines anywhere on her body, her small but very firm breasts, her bright pink and perky little nipples, her smooth perfectly shaped vagina... suddenly... I found myself removing my clothes and then...
A completely naked Emmy was on top of a naked Olive as they kissed with their arms moving up and down the others' body. The two' legs were at the edge of the water while Olive's upper back and butt were still on dry sand. Emmy then moved her head down and began to lick Olive's nipples causing Olive to moan. Then Olive moved her fingers down and began to finger Emmy's vagina causing Emmy to moan loudly. Then Emmy turned around and put her knees on both sides of Olive's head, putting her vagina right over Olive's face. Emmy then bent down and put her hands around Olive's butt and squeezed her butt while using her tongue to lick Olive's vagina. Olive meanwhile stuck her tongue in Emmy's vagina. The two girls both made moaning sounds as they used their tongues to pleasure the other. Then after about two minutes of pleasuring each other's womanhood, both girls orgasmed. Emmy and Olive then both sat up as they wiped the others' sexual fluids off their face. Olive smiled as she said, "Mmm. That was great. So, did you enjoy yourself Emmy?" Olive then saw Emmy was starting to cry as a concerned looking Olive said, "Emmy?"
I couldn't hold it back any longer. I began to cry in front of Olive, and I told her a lot of what had been going through my mind lately. How I enjoyed sex with Quincy, but also enjoyed sex with her. How a part of me wanted to experience sex with more people, but also wanted to abstain from it. I felt so confused and broken. So Olive tried to help me to the best of her ability.
As Emmy and Olive sat facing each other still naked near the water Olive said, "Well it sounds like you've been having a pretty rough summer vacation. Now I kinda feel bad about inviting you here." Emmy sighed and said, "It's not like people don't have sex back home. This would've happened eventually. But... yeah, I'm a real mess right now. Olive... how can you remain so calm living the life you do? I mean I've seen you have sex with tons of people, and it doesn't bother you. Doesn't sex with people that you don't actually have a defined romantic relationship with make you feel empty?" Olive then said, "Emmy... when you masturbate to your fingers, or a small flute, or some kind of sex toy, do you have a relationship with those objects?" Emmy turned her head and said, "Well, no." Then Olive said, "Well when I have sex, I typically am not looking for a relationship. We all have sexual desires Emmy, and it's moronic to act like they don't exist. Most people get their sexual desires from just self-pleasure. However I need something with a little more kick than that at times. So I do it with actual people. The people you saw me have sex with last week... we were all just simply using each other to get our sexual desires met, and nothing more. None of us were tying to fall in love, or figure out what our true sexual orientation is. But I think you might have been. That's why it felt so empty for you."
Emmy then looked down with an ashamed look on her face. Olive made a little smile as she looked into Emmy's eyes and said, "But eventually, we all do need to find love. Human beings are more than just sexual desire machines. We need loving companionship as well. And I'll admit... when we did what was just did here on the sand... it did feel really amazing. It was really nice to feel sexual pleasure with someone I also feel a genuine positive relationship with." Then Emmy said, "Wait. You mean that you wanna..." Olive then held a hand up and said, "But I don't want you to feel any pressure. You still seem a bit confused and have to figure some stuff out. And if you have to do that away from me, that's okay. But if you wanna figure it out with me, I'll help out. And if you're feeling horny and just have a sexual desire itch you gotta scratch, I'll be there to help you out. Or if it be too awkward with me, I know some people back home that'll help you out with that with no strings attached. But if that's still too overwhelming for you, I'll help you find a way to stay away from sex, as hard as it might seem. And I'll do it because I'm your friend." Tears appeared in Emmy's eyes as she said, "Oh Olive... thank you."
Olive gave me a lot to think about. Which on one hand was good. But on another hand... made things more confusing. Olive really helped make every choice I have before me seem enticing. But what to pick. If I choose to be a real couple with Quincy, I could gain an amazing life partner... or a potential bad heartbreak later down the line. If I chose to begin a romantic relationship with Olive, I could gain a very loving and wise girlfriend... or also experience a bad break-up, and have my once friend turn on me by divulging all of my most intimate secrets to the world. If I chose to abstain from sex, I could keep my mind focused on other things like getting a good education, good career, and a good husband one day... or become so totally disassociated with sex I become a strange asexual creature that loses a lust for any kind of romance, and wind up living to an old age all alone and sad. If I chose to get my sexual desire "itch" scratched by multiple partners like Olive has, I could find myself turning into a woman that has a very strong understanding of her sexuality and her body... or turn into a total slut that sleeps with five hundred guys a year and no what only sex feels like, but never truly understand love. The choices before me were all enticing and dangerous at the same time. I didn't know what do do. My life had never been at this level of confusing ever before. But I knew I couldn't put off this choice forever. Soon... I would have to choose.
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Chapter 5: Chapter 5
My name is Emmy Lopez. And this is the story of my confusing life. I think we all have a misconception growing up that making important choices in life are easy. Drugs are bad, drinking and driving should never be allowed, killing except in self-defense is illegal, and robbing a bank is stupid. But what do you do when every choice you could possibly make is seemingly good, but could potentially be bad as well? You're stuck in a stalemate sort of. But not really since circumstances demand you make a choice soon. For me, I had four choices. Choice 1: become an item with Quincy, Choice 2: become an item with Olive, Choice 3: play the field with multiple sexual partners, or Choice 4: stay abstinent altogether. I began to ponder what would happen if I made each choice, and the best and worst thing that could come out of each choice...
Choice 1: Timeline A:
An adult Emmy laid naked on her bed on her side, while a naked Quincy was behind Emmy. Emmy bent her body a bit so Quincy could push his penis into Emmy's vagina while still being behind her. Quincy began to pump his penis into Emmy faster and harder with each thrust, while using his hands to squeeze Emmy's breasts. Emmy closed her eyes as she said, "Oh! Ohhh! OOOHHHHH!" Then Emmy and Quincy orgasmed together as their bodies shook. Then Emmy and Quincy looked into each other's eyes as a smiling Quincy said, "You liked that?" Emmy smiled and said, "Oh yes. Just what I needed after a hard day of work." Then the two heard a young voice from outside the room say, "Mommy! Daddy! I wanna hear another bed time story!" Quincy looked at Emmy and said, "It's my turn isn't it?" Emmy smiled as she said, "Yes it is. But after you tuck in Quincy Junior into his bed, I want you back in our bed for your bedtime snack."
Choice 1: Timeline B:
Emmy slapped Quincy in the face while they stood at the door of Emmy's house. Emmy then yelled, "I can't believe you slept with Sophia! She was my friend!" Quincy then said, "Look Emmy, we were already having problems. And it was just one time with Sophia." With tears in her eyes Emmy said, "Commitment is supposed to mean something Quincy! I gave up everything for you! And in return you broke my heart, and now I just wanna die!" Then Emmy slammed the door in Quincy's face and ran away crying.
Choice 2: Timeline A:
A young adult Olive was naked in the shower, as Emmy stepped in naked as well. Emmy slowly crept up behind Olive, and then put her arms around her as she said, "Hey there. Miss me?" Olive grinned as she said, "Enough to make enjoying the feel of your skin against mine even more pleasing. Sorry I didn't wake you when I got home last night." Emmy smiled as she said, "It's okay. Because I promised myself that as soon as I saw you again, I would do something very special, and doing it in the shower makes it all the more romantic." A confused looking Olive said, "What do you mean?" Emmy then held out in her hand a diamond ring as she said, "Olive, making love to you and loving you is the greatest thing in the world, and I never want it to end. Will you marry me?" Olive smiled as she said, "Yes Emmy! Yes I will!" Emmy and Olive then kissed for a moment. Then Olive broke the kiss as she said, "Wait. I didn't see you hold the ring when you came in? Where did you hide it?" Emmy grinned and said, "Between my butt cheeks. You can hold a lot there if you clench your buttocks the right way." Olive smiled and kissed Emmy again.
Choice 2: Timeline B:
Emmy was dressed in all black with a black hoodie on as well as she walked through the mall. Then Emmy was about to pass by a group of girls, which included Olive. Olive then noticed Emmy as she said, "Wait. Isn't that Emmy? Oh my God everyone. Check it out. It's the girl who makes cat noises when you squeeze her butt hard." Emmy looked at Olive as with a sad face she said, "Olive, that is private information. Why did you have to tell everybody about that? What we did during sex... that was supposed to stay between us." Olive then with a careless attitude said, "Girls share sex stories with each other Emmy. What? You gonna cry again? Grow up and be a woman for once Emmy." Tears then appeared in Emmy's eyes as she ran away while Olive laughed at her.
Choice 3: Timeline A:
Emmy was naked in her room on top of an adult Max Reynolds as he laid on the bed naked and had his penis in her vagina. While Emmy rode Max, Sydney sat on Max as well facing Emmy, but had her vagina in Max's face, which allowed Max to lick Sydney's vagina. Meanwhile Sophia and Olive were sitting on Emmy's two sides, also naked, while Max dug his fingers from both of his hands into the two girl's vaginas pleasuring them. As all four girls were being pleasured via different means by Max, the girls all took turns kissing each other on the lips, and then kissing each other's breasts, while grabbing each other's butts. Eventually all five began to shake a lot as Max said, "Oh yeah. Here comes the horny train. Max Reynolds is about to deliver an orgasm special!" Then all four girls moaned very loudly and all orgasmed at the same time, letting their female sexual fluids flow out of their bodies and onto Max. Once the climax ended, Sydney said, "Wow Emmy. You make sex so much fun with your amazing ideas." Then Sophia said, "A five-some with Sydney's dad was definitely your best idea yet. I always feel so much happier when I partake in your group sex sessions." Emmy grinned as she said, "Aww. Thanks."
Choice 3: Timeline B:
Emmy sat in a doctor's office, as the female doctor sitting in front of Emmy said, "I'm afraid this sexually transmitted disease you got is fatal. You're... only going to have a few months to get your affairs in order." Emmy looking distraught said "But I'm a single mom with five kids." Then the doctor said, "Well you're going to have to make sure their father is ready to care for them. And also, it's very imperative that you tell any individual you've had sex with in the last year or two that you may have transmitted this disease to them as well." Emmy covered her face as she said, "I don't know the names of any of my kids' fathers. And there's no way I can contact everyone I've had sex with in the last year because... there's so many, I don't know where to start."
Choice 4: Timeline A:
An adult Emmy stood near a podium, as an adult woman stood in front of a crowd and said, "And today, we'll be hearing from our award-winning speaker Emmy Lopez about how a strong young woman doesn't need a man to make an identity for herself. As she said in her newest book: a woman needs to carve her identity out first and foremost, so that her potential future husband knows who he's even attracted to. But I'll let Ms. Lopez do her own quoting from here on out, after we give her a round of applause!" A large room of teenage girls cheered for Emmy as Emmy walked onto the stage waving back.
Choice 4: Timeline B:
An adult Emmy sat in a corporate office all alone looking at a video camera as she said, "I spent thirty years trying to make a big name for myself. And now I have a doctorate degree, a large company that I own, and have been deemed as the richest and most successful female business leader of all time. And the cost of it... was living a life with no love. I thought success would bring me happiness. But instead, it just leaves me alone in my large mansion every night without a companion to share it with. There's nothing in this world that can make me happy now. And that's why I can no longer live in this world any longer. Goodbye to anyone who cares... which is probably nobody..."
I awoke in the middle of the night sweating and panting. They say it's hard to remember most of your dreams. However I had eight. And they all showed me the best and worst possible outcomes to any choice I could make. I longed for the potential positive outcomes of each choice, but also dreaded the potential negative outcomes of each choice. But I had to make a choice. A risk had to be taken. But would that risk be worth it? The outcome, just like what choice I was still destined to make, was still... unknown.
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Chapter 6: Chapter 6
My name is Emmy Lopez. And this is the story of my confusing life. And... I think I have been over-thinking what I want in my life this whole time. After a good long sleep last night, I began to think about the four choices I could potentially make, but realized I had already made all four choices before. So I began to think back to each choice I made before and how I really felt when I made it.
Several days ago, Emmy was stepping out of the car she just had sex in, put her underwear and clothes back on, and then walked away. However she heard the voice of the boy she just had sex with: Jack, call out to her, "Yo Emmy. You aren't walking into the woods by yourself in the dark are you?" Emmy turned back to look at Jack and said, "No. I just need some space." Then Jack said, "Hey. All good. Hey, if you're feeling daring, you can join me and the girl I'm about to get laid with for a three-way." Emmy raised an eyebrow and said, "What's her name?" Jack then said, "Um... I forget. Does it matter?" Emmy sighed and said, "Maybe it does. Because if you don't know who you're even having sex with, then how are you gonna really know you and that person want the same things?"
As I looked back at that moment, I realized I couldn't just freely give my body to somebody I barely know. If I have sex with somebody, I need to know who they are. Their wants, flaws, desires. If I don't, then I don't really know what kind of person I really want. And if I don't know what kind of person I really want, then I don't really even know myself. So I continued to think back.
A short time ago in the past, Emmy and Olive sat naked near the lake as Olive said, "So... I guess we should be getting back. Regardless of what you choose Emmy, thanks for the sex we had this afternoon though. It was really good. Anyway, if you're looking for me tonight, I'll be at the same place I took you to the other night." Emmy then paused for a moment said, "Olive. Is sex just something you do to feel good? Don't you want something more?" Olive shrugged and said, "Well yeah I want something more. But until then, I don't mind getting laid." Emmy sighed and said, "Well... I don't know if that's something I want to do as I look for something more."
It was clear Olive was very open minded when it came to sex. And if I was going to have a relationship with her, it would mean having a relationship with someone who has different goals then me. But then I began to wonder who has similar goals as mine. And then I realized...
A short time ago in the past, Emmy laid on her bed with her clothes on as she heard a knock on the door. Emmy sat up and said, "Yes?" Quincy then stepped into the room and said, "Hey Emmy. You okay? You kinda left me real worried the way you ran out of the shower after we had sex." Emmy sighed and said, "I'm sorry. It's just... I've been feeling really confused lately. About what I want and stuff like that." Quincy sat near Emmy and said, "Yeah. I'm sorry I just kinda sneaked up on you in the shower like that. I kinda feel like I forced you to have sex now." Emmy sighed and said, "No Quincy. In the moment, I wanted it. It's just... I don't know if I wanna keep wanting it." Quincy then saw a book laying near Emmy then said: Keeping Your Purity. Quincy sighed and said, "I'm sorry if you regretted losing your virginity to me." Emmy then said, "No. No, no. It was good. I just don't know if that's the way I wanted to lose it. But it is the way I lost it, and now... I don't know what I want." Quincy then said, "Well... you're a young woman who deserves to choose what she wants. I won't pressure you anymore. But please know I already made my choice. I love you Emmy. You're the most amazing girl I know, and as long as I think there's a chance we'll be endgame, I don't plan to have sex with anybody but you in my future. Because that's what my girl deserves." Quincy then stood up and walked out of the room, leaving Emmy sitting silently.
It was clear I was a young woman who hungered for sex. The constant love making I had done this summer proved that. But I needed the right kind of person TO have sex with. Someone whose goals aligned with mine, and whose goals I fully understood. And so... I made my choice.
Quincy was taking a shower naked by himself. But then Emmy stepped into the bathroom with just a bath robe on. She knocked on the sliding shower door as she said, "Room for one more?" Quincy opened the door a bit and stuck his head out as he said, "Emmy?" Emmy smiled as she let her bath robe slip off exposing her full naked body to Quincy. Quincy smiled as Emmy stepped in. Quincy then looked into Emmy's eyes as he said, "I wasn't sure if we were ever again gonna..." Emmy made one nod and said, "I wasn't sure either. Quincy, I need to be honest with you. I experimented and tried out sex with other people behind your back. But it was empty, confusing, and just not what I wanted." Quincy looking a bit caught off guard said, "What?" Emmy then looked down a bit as she said, "I was overwhelmed by all the choices I had before me. I kept thinking about the potential benefits I could get from living other lifestyles or being with other people, and didn't want to miss out on those benefits. I wanted everything. But the thing is... I accept now I can't have everything. There is always going to be something I'll be missing out on. But I'd rather miss out on everything in the world, if it meant being with someone who values me, loves me, and values making love to me as something incredibly special. Because... I do." Quincy smiled as he put his hands on Emmy's shoulders and said, "Emmy. I love you. And I forgive you for any mistakes you made. This is brand new for us. We're gonna have to take it one day at a time for awhile. But please understand right now, I didn't lose my virginity to you just because I was super horny one night. I gave you my virginity because I promised myself I'd only give it to a girl I felt like I had a strong chance of loving for the rest of my life." Tears appeared in Emmy's eyes as she smiled and kissed Quincy on the lips.
Like I said, you can't really have everything. You're always going to be missing out on something in life. Sure, I'd never know what it would be like to be in a lesbian marriage, or experience a threesome. And yeah, I'll definitely never know what it feels like to be a "good high school girl" that never has sex. But I was okay with giving all of those things up, for something real with someone who wanted the same things as me.
A naked Emmy pushed a naked Quincy down on the bed face first and began to lick his butt. Emmy then licked every square inch of Quincy' firm behind as Quincy smiled knowing how happy Emmy was. Then once Emmy was done, Quincy got up and pushed Emmy on her stomach. Then Quincy brought his tongue to Emmy's butt cheeks and began to lick her behind. Emmy moaned as she she felt Quincy' large tongue move across her butt as she said, "Mmmmm. Yes. Oh Quincy, yes! Oh yes, you lick my sexy ass you hot naughty boy you! Oh, yesssssss!" Then Quincy made a big grin, and picked up the lower half of Emmy's body and then shoved his penis between her butt cheeks. Emmy's eyes and mouth open wide as she said, "OOOOOHHHHHHHHHH! OH GOD!" Quincy then began to jerk his penis back and forth between Emmy's smooth buttocks as Emmy raised the upper half of her body on her elbows as she said, "Ohhhhh! Oh God! Ohhhhh! Ohhh my God! OOOOOOHHHH! OOOOHHHHHH! YES! YES! YYYEEEESSSSSS!"
Then Quincy pulled his penis out of Emmy's butt and turned her over. Quincy looked down at Emmy's face and saw her smile with excitement. Quincy smiled back and then lowered his body down and had his penis enter Emmy's vagina. Both teenagers moaned loudly as they wrapped their arms around each other. Within three pushes, Quincy had his penis very deep into Emmy's much more flexible body now. Quincy and Emmy began to shake their bodies together as Quincy said, "Oh yeah! Ooooohhhhhhhhh yyyyyeeaaaaahhhhhh!" The two teens began to sweat tremendously now as they shook faster and harder than they ever had before. Then as Emmy shook hard she said, "Quincy! Don't be gentle. Don't hold back! I want you to give me EVERYTHING baby! Give it ALL to me BABY!" Then as Quincy pumped his penis into Emmy with more force and speed than ever before he said, "Oh God Emmy! YES! YES! YES! OOOOHHHH!" Then as Emmy laid on the bed and just Quincy push his hard member into her at full force she said, "OOOOOOOOOOOOHHH! OH YES! OOOOOOOOOOHHHHH! YES! YES! OH GOD, I'M LOVING THIS SO MUCH! OOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH!" Then Quincy and Emmy both orgasmed together as Quincy unleashed his full load into Emmy. The two both shook violently together, then it slowed down, and then the two were finally still.
Quincy then got off Emmy and laid next to her as he said, "Phew. That was intense, but amazing." Emmy grinned as she said, "Well I had to make our six month anniversary special." Quincy smiled as he said, "Oh God. Now we gotta come up with something to top that for our 12 month anniversary next summer." Emmy then held Quincy's hand as she said, "We'll figure it out together as we head towards that anniversary and so many more." Quincy then with a slight hesitant look in his eyees said, "Emmy... I really do wanna experience so many anniversaries with you. But you know, we're still young. There's still a chance that... you know..." Emmy nodded and said, "I know. Young love that lasts is the rarest kind. I know there's an element of risk involved with us staying together. I live everyday with the possibility that me and you may break up one day. I know I may indeed have my heart broken. But sometimes you have to take a risk, in order to achieve a great reward. And with you by my side right now... I'm already achieving an amazing award. And a pretty hot one too." Quincy smiled as he said, "Come here." Then Quincy and Emmy pressed their naked bodies against one another and kissed, remaining in each other's arms for a very long time.
THE END