As I leave the woman's bathroom I feel a weight come of my chest. Surely the spotting means I am not pregnant I don't know why I was worrying, I am deep in my thoughts when Jane comes up to me " I'm leaving for the day" he says I take a deep breath ever since the Walter case things have been slow but Jane cant leave 10 minutes after getting here just as I open my mouth to tell him I feel a wave of nausea I rush back into the bathroom and find myself over a toilet. Suddenly I feel my hair being held back, Jane. After I finish puking up my breakfast I move to start washing my hands watching him out the corner of my eye
"Don't" I say trying to avoid the convocation. I rember that I have to get rugspy and Cho to check out that body even though it is probably a suicide. I am walking back to the bull pen when I see Jane starting to open his mouth again "Don't" I get in the bullpen and tell Cho and Rigsby to take Jane to check out the body they are getting up and I call grace into my office
"Everything ok boss?"
"Hey can I ask you something as a friend not as a boss?"
"Yeah you ok" I see Grace is concerned
"Can you come with me to the shop?"
We get to the shop just having small talk as we get there "What are we here for?" She asked I take a deep breath
"A pregnancy test" I say looking down
"Ok" We go into the bathroom and I sit panicking wondering what would happen I look at the test Grace looking at me as I see the second line appear I hand it to Grace seeing my whole life flash before my eyes. Grace hugs me and we walk back in silence. I decide that I am not going to tell anyone
"Grace don't tell anyone" she nods and we walk back.
I am sitting at my desk as the phone rings
I walk into the bullpen and see that the boys are back
"We got one."
