A/N : This is the chapter that that really needs the M rating. It's basically all smut after the halfway point, I apologize if people don't like it but hey I'm warning you; don't have to read! There's a clear marker for where it starts, so read up to that and just skip to the end or wait for the next chapter. It was kind of awkward to write but I wanted to try so enjoy hopefully.
Chapter 10
To say that she was nervous would be an understatement. Rachel puts a brave smile on her face as she pushes the kitchen doors open and leads James towards the empty tables at the far left of the diner, noting with a glad smile that there aren't any customers in the diner; another pointless Friday night graveyard shift were it wouldn't get busy until at least 3am in the morning. Her heart fluttered as she feels James squeeze her hand, looking over her shoulder at him to see him give her a wink that is completely reassuring and makes him look handsome at the same time.
"Sit" She commands as they reach the table, gesturing with her head to one side of the table. She can't help but smirk when he rolls his eyes at her before doing as she said anyway, slouching in the seat. He smiles at her and Rachel can't help herself, not when he's sat there looking so fucking handsome and she bends down to press a tender kiss against his lips, sighing in happiness as she feels his smile widen as they share the affectionate gesture. "I'll be right back to check on your hand"
"Alright" He replied, nodding his head.
Rachel winked at him before she turns away and starts to walk towards the staff bathroom where the first aid kit is located. Closing the door behind her Rachel stands in front of the mirror first of all, and stretches her neck to one side so she can see the mark that James had inevitably left on her neck, not that she was complaining at all; there was something erotic about him putting something there, despite how much of a feminist she was nothing could compare to the feeling of a man identifying you as theirs for other people to see.
Sure enough she giggled to herself as she saw the red mark on the skin just underneath her jaw, taking a breathe as she thought back to perhaps ten minutes ago when he had been doing fucking incredible things that felt so good as she sat straddling him on the floor in the kitchen. She couldn't help either of her reactions; not the blush that came to her cheeks at how she had lost control while kissing him and practically begged him to take her right there and then, or the wetness that she felt as she finally got to feel what it would feel like to have his lips and arms on her body as she had imagined over the past few weeks.
Taking a deep breath, to try and control the throbbing she felt; Rachel splashed some water and carefully dried her face before she found the first aid kit located in the glass cabinet to the right of the sink and then walked out back into the diner. She paused for a moment, seeing that Dani and Santana had joined James at the table before walking and joining them, catching what Dani was saying as she sat down next to James.
"You can't just go off on people like that; you need to talk to me so I know what's wrong. We're like brother and sister James" Dani was saying in a pleading voice, her eyes brimming with concern.
"I know alright" He replied, though it was more of a murmur. "I'm sorry and I promise I'll talk to you in future. I'm sorry for giving you shit when you were just trying to help"
"That's all I want" Dani said, giving him a smile.
"Hey gorgeous" James remarked with a small smile on his lips as she sat down next to him. Rachel couldn't help but lean forwards and kiss him, enjoying the tender way that he returned it. As she pulled back, she giggled as he spoke softly. "I could get used to that"
"You better" She teased, reaching for his hand. "Give me your hand so I can clean it up"
"So…you going to tell us what happened in there?" Santana asked with a sly smirk on her face.
"I don't know what you're talking about" Rachel replied smiling to herself as she started to wipe James hand with a cleaning wipe. He grimaced and let out a low hiss as she wiped away the blood and saw a small cut in between the two middle knuckles. "You're such a baby"
James merely smirked at her and rolled his eyes as Dani spoke up. "What the hell happened to your hand?"
"Rachel annoys the fuck out of me" He replied, hissing again as Rachel applied pressure to his hand as retribution for the comment. "Sorry babe"
"Not so wise to insult me when I'm helping you" She murmured a sly smirk on her face as he grinned back at her.
"Seriously what happened?"
"I'm a bastard so I shouted at her to leave me the fuck alone and when she wouldn't I punched the wall " James said slowly, perpetuated by a couple of hisses as Rachel finished cleaning the area so dirt couldn't get into the cut. "Don't look at me like that, I'm an idiot we all know that"
"You are " Dani nodded, frowning slightly as she then asked ""But you talked?"
"We did yeah"
"Talked about what exactly?" Dani pushed, smile on her face that made Rachel bit her lip. Just as James knew how to push Dani's buttons, the girl was perfectly good at pushing james' buttons as well so that he would open up to her.
"About what upset me and how fucking crazy I am about her " He replied quickly as if trying to get the issue out there so they could move on; but Rachel couldn't help but smile at the last part, feeling how it went straight to her heart making it beat faster as she heard him express that he cared about her. "Before you fucking say anything, yes you were right. She likes me, I like her so drop it will you Dani"
"That's all?" Dani asked smirking and Rachel knew that she was going to enjoy tormenting her best friend just as he had enjoyed doing about her and Santana "Because Tana seems to think that she walked in on you two about to kiss, or at least you were in a very intimate position"
"I ain't tell you shit about what me and Rachel did, if we kissed or not because it's not your fucking business to keep your nose out" James retorted and Rachel could hear irritation in his voice, so she squeezed his hand after finishing bandaging it up; trying to reassure him it was okay. "Shit I don't want to go off on you Dani, just don't push it right?"
"Is that too tight?" Rachel asked, moving her hand away as he flexed his fingers a few times.
"No its perfect Rach" He replied, looking up at her and smiling. "Just like you"
"Charmer" She murmured as she leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss against his lips; knowing he was still a little sensitive about sharing their new feelings in front of other people. She knew that he wouldn't be embarrassed to be in a relationship with her, but they hadn't talked and he needed to adapt.
"So…are you two together then?" Santana asked, tilting her head to the side and observing them.
"We care about each other" Rachel replied, glancing at James for a moment and seeing him nod his head at her. "We need to talk about things but for now, that's all that matters"
"Do you want to be?" James asked softly and she turned to face him again; smiling as she saw the faintest of blushes on his cheeks. "You know a thing"
"A thing?" Rachel asked teasingly, and saw James shrug his shoulders. "What's a thing?"
"You know…you and me; together" James replied.
"I think you'll need to try better at explaining what you mean" She suggested, giggling as he sighed exasperatedly and rolled his eyes at her.
"Do you want to be with me, together as like…my girlfriend?" He asked softly and she could see his cheeks rosy red now. Rachel couldn't help the beaming smile that erupted on her face at hearing him ask her to be his girlfriend; she'd been waiting for it to happen for weeks and now to finally hear him ask her was just like music to her ears.
"No" She said, biting her lip as she saw his smile face. She giggled and reached for his uninjured hand as he raised an eyebrow at her as she added in a teasing voice; "But I will be a thing with you"
"I hate you" He murmured shaking his head at her, leaning forward to press their lips together; sharing several small kisses that made her whole body reverberate with happiness.
"I'm really glad you two have finally realised what the rest of us saw about three fucking weeks ago" Santana said, laughing as she mimicked James words from several weeks ago when James had teased the two girls about their relationship. "Congratulations"
"Fuck you Santana, fuck you" Rachel shot back giggling as James simply put a hand around her shoulder and Rachel cuddled into his side; resting her head against his shoulder as she settled into the new feeling that somehow felt as if she was made to fit there.
…..
The last few hours of her shift at the diner were amazing; Rachel couldn't help sneaking into the kitchen every now and then to steal kiss from him as he worked and apparently he had similar feelings as he would come out into the diner and kiss her cheek or on the lips at least twice and hour. It had that young silly teenage affection about how they acted around each other and by the end of her shift, Rachel was grinning like an idiot as she stood waiting for James outside the diner talking to Dani and Santana.
A couple of minutes later he came walking out, bag on his back with one hand buried in his pocket as the other flipped the top of his lighter. Rachel rolled her eyes as she watched him, a small smile on her lips; he really did act like a punk trying so hard to prove to people that he was no good despite the good nature underneath.
"Ready to go?" He asked as he joined them, his hand snaking to hers and linking their fingers. Rachel smile grew at the gesture, happy to see he didn't seem to have any embarrassment about showing their feelings in public. She shouldn't really be surprised, he had been holding her hand and hugging her for weeks now regardless of if people got the wrong idea about them.
"We'll see you guys later. Be good" Santana remarked as the two girls walked away from them. Rachel frowned a little as she saw the amused smirk on James' face.
"Where are we going exactly?" She asked as James moved to stand facing her, his hand pulling hers up to his lips as he pressed a tender kiss against her skin that made her heart flutter.
"Back to mine" He replied and Rachel couldn't help the smile that grew on her face. She couldn't wait, heck she'd be thinking about it since that moment in the kitchen. "Not for that…we need to talk first at least about, you know, us"
Rachel nodded at him, chewing her lip as she pushed those thoughts to the back of her mind. He was right and they did need to talk despite the fact that her mind was full of images of the two of them together in his room on that bed that she knew was so soft and comfortable as he took her. Taking a deep breath, she gave his hand a squeeze and started to lead him off in the direction of his apartment. "Let's go then"
They talked about pointless things as they made their way to the subway and Rachel couldn't believe how normal it felt as they made their onto the train. There wasn't any awkwardness about walking down the street holding hands with her fr, her boyfriend laughing as if they had been dating for months and months; which was probably because they had been more than just friends for a long time already, exchanging small kisses every few minutes in a way that just made her feel ecstatic.
Evidently James felt the same way, as they sat on the subway together; he wrapped an arm around her shoulder and nudged her into his body, a smile gracing her lips as she happily turned her body to cuddle into his side and wrapped an arm across his chest to secure herself to him. When she felt his lips against her forehead, she couldn't help but sigh out happily.
It was a few minutes into the fifteen minute or so journey that she felt James shift and his voice quietly in her ear. "Hey Rach?"
"Mhmmm?" She said opening her eyes and lifting her head of his chest to look into his eyes; smiling as she saw a soft look there.
"Does this feel weird to you?" He murmured.
"No" She said shaking her head, moving a hand to touch his cheek. "Does it feel weird to you?"
"No" he replied, his face erupting into a huge smile. "It feels right"
Rachel grinned back at him, using her hand on his cheek to steer his face closer to hers so that their lips could meet. They kissed for a few seconds before the train jolted to a stop and they separated, keeping their hands linked together as she held them in her lap.
…
"Do you want a coffee?" James voice was nervous as they stood in the kitchen of his apartment. They'd been there for a quarter of an hour or so and neither of them had said a word, both stood there looking at each other. "Maybe a tea? I know you like that herbal tea and I made sure Dani got some for whenever you come over"
"That'd be nice" She replied, giving him a reassuring smile.
"I've got like, wine or whisky or something like that, god knows I could use it" He suggested with a smirk and she giggled at him as he stood there wringing his hands.
"A herbal tea sounds perfect" She said, walking over to him to press a kiss against his lips. When she pulled back, she loved seeing the fact that his eyes had closed at the contact, and how it took him a couple of seconds for them to open again.
She watched him fumble around his kitchen, boiling the kettle before pouring the water into the mugs he had set aside for them. She bit her lip watching him make sure it was perfect as he tasted his own, despite the fact he had insisted he was too much of a badass to drink herbal tea several weeks ago when she'd first made him one. Rachel couldn't help but giggle as she watched him, causing him to turn and look at her with an eyebrow raised.
"What you laughing at midget?"
"How cute you are" She replied, rolling her bottom lip between her teeth as she played with her hair. "You're cute anyway, but extra cute when you're nervous"
"Fuck you" He murmured, a red tinge on his cheeks as he handed her the mug of herbal tea.
"Hopefully you will" She said giggling at him as he raised his eyebrows in surprise before joining her laughing.
James took a sip of his tea, before settling it down and rubbing his face with his hand. "We really got to talk before things like that start to creep into conversation, Rach"
"I know" She nodded raising her own mug to take a sip.
They sat in silence for a few minutes, taking drinks of their tea in silence. Rachel was going to wait for him to talk, she knew he had things he had to get off his chest; reasons why he had exploded at the diner and he hadn't dealt with them yet.
"Shit, I'm not good at this Rach" He groaned running his hand through his hair. "This whole talking about how I'm feeling crap, I don't know what I'm doing"
"Just tell me what you feel" Rachel replied softly, extending her hand across the breakfast counter and offering him her hand. James looked down at her inviting hand and nodded, moving his hand to clasp hers. "Tell me why you reacted the way you did earlier"
She watched him take a deep breath to compose himself as he opened his eyes and looked at her, licking his lips before he spoke; his voice quiet and she could hear the vulnerability as he spoke. "I don't let people close to me, for four years; I've made sure that people can't get close, because when people are close to you they hurt you"
Rachel watched as he blinked, his eyes gazing at her raw with emotion. She felt as though she was connecting with him, a gateway into his heart and soul.
"After Natalie…after she hurt me; I put these barriers up, walls to stop people from wanting to get close to me so that I could make sure I wouldn't get hurt again. Dani was the only one I knew I could trust, who I could open up to and everyone else; well I didn't care"
"Even cobi?" She asked gently
"Even Cobi" James confirmed nodding at her. "He knows what she did to me, but we don't talk about it; I've never wanted to let him close so that we could talk about it. We're buddies and that's it, you know?"
Rachel nodded at him, understanding despite the fact her heart screamed out for him; understanding how lonely he truly was.
"That's why I….why I have these stupid fucking one night affairs" He continued, laughing dryly. "I can get the physical gratification of sex without having to worry about ever seeing the girl again after we've fucked"
"I know you don't like it very much, despite of what you try to say" She commented, feeling her own eyes welling as he nodded, a sad smile on his face.
"I was in love once and I ended up getting my heartbroken. It really fucked me up, crushed not just my heart but my whole fucking look at life; I had to rebuild who I thought I was. That good guy got destroyed by someone he should have been able to trust with his heart…and I haven't ever felt that way since about a girl; not that I would have let it happen but there hasn't been anyone I've thought I could care about like that" James replied and then sniffed, wiping his eyes on his hand. Rachel squeezed the one that she was gripping tightly in hers as he looked at her again, his eyes red as a tear ran down his cheek. A smile bloomed on his face as he spoke again; "Until you"
"I met you and it felt, good; good to have you close, I started to let you in" He said and Rachel couldn't help but return his wide smile. "And now it scares me, Rach. It scares me how close I've let you get"
"So you tried to push me away?" She asks, understanding why he snapped at her.
"Yeah" He replied nodding. "My walls, they don't exist for you; Rachel. Somehow, you've found your way in and I can't close my heart off to you. The last protection I had crumbled and all I can do is accept the fact that I'm…I'm crazy about you"
"I'm crazy about you too" She murmured and without a moments hesistation, leant across the small gap between them and pressed her lips against his; wanting to assure him that he didn't need to protect himself against her. That she truly, deeply cared about him and loved how he had opened himself up to her. "Don't push me away"
"I won't" He murmured against her lips, kissing her once more before pulling away and leaning his forehead against hers. "I'm trusting you with my heart, Rach. I know you will but I need to ask you; be careful with it"
"I will, I promise" She replied softly, kissing him again; much more deeply this time as she rose from her seat and stood in between his open legs, her crotch inches away from his as she wound her arms around his neck pulling him closer as his wrapped around her waist. Rachel moaned as they kissed deeply, their tongues gently caressing each other as they both expressed what they were feeling. James clinging onto her, welcoming her into his heart and Rachel; kissing him, assuring him how much she cared about him and promising that she wouldn't hurt him.
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Rachel couldn't remember ever being kissed like that, nor the sensation she felt; James was obviously experienced as she'd been delighted to discover meant he was an incredible kisser but there was something unique about how he was kissing her, something that caused the heat to grow quickly in her groin. He was kissing her with so much affection and tenderness that she couldn't believe he was capable of, as if his heart was expressing everything that she meant to him. She'd experienced that during her first time, but never from simple kissing.
A loud moan escaped her throat as his hands started to gently knead her ass, she couldn't remember when they had slipped underneath the short skirt of her uniform but she didn't care, his hands felt so fucking good on her skin that she couldn't help but put more pressure into the kiss. One of her own hands had moved to his jaw and she was gripping him tightly as their kisses became more desperate.
"Your hands feel so good on my body" She practically purred as he ran his fingertips tantalizingly over one of her cheeks before gripping her ass tightly in his hands. Rachel couldn't help but gasp out when his mouth attached to her pulse point, alternating between nibbling on her skin and sucking it gently.
After a couple of minutes she couldn't handle the combination of his hands on her ass and his lips at neck, threading her fingers into the back of his head and pulling his head up; forcing her tongue back into his mouth as she ruthlessly kissed him. The low growl that left his throat as she did had her clenching her legs together to try and stop the throbbing. Rachel let out a gasp as she felt him stand up and push her back against the breakfast counter, his hand coming to rest on her breast; gently squeezing it between his fingers that had her purring into his mouth as he kissed her as relentlessly as she was kissing him. When he bit down on her lip at the same time as he rolled her nipple between his finger and thumb; Rachel moved her lips his ear and tugged at his earlobe with her teeth, smirking at the way his other hand gripped her ass as she spoke breathlessly; "Bedroom now"
His reaction was emphatic and she giggled again as his hand left her breast, hooking under her thigh as he lifted her up off the floor and pulled him close to him, her legs instinctively wrapping around his waist to secure her as his hands rested just above her ass.
Their lips didn't part as he carried her to his bed, pushing her up against the wall several times that had her moaning into his mouth; the slight pain being overwhelmed by how much he was fucking turning her on with his raw, passionate actions.
They worked as team to get the door open, so that their lips didn't have to separate as she reached behind her and opened it while he closed it before pushing her firmly against it, dropping her to the floor; their mouths separating for a second before she was forced against it as he reattached his lips to hers. The way he murmured against her lips, his voice husky and drooling with passion made the throbbing in her groin even more prominent; "You are so fucking perfect; I can't wait to make you scream"
Rachel gripped the hair on his head, pulling his lips away from hers; grinning at the growl he emitted, forcing him to look at her. Both of their eyes were clouded with lust and she just wanted him, wanted him to stop with the foreplay and just take her. Taking a breath to calm herself, as much as she could with her chest heaving; she looked at him and murmured. "Fuck me James"
She felt his cock twitch as it was pressed against her thigh and before she knew it he had picked up and thrown her onto his bed; Rachel giggled as she pushed herself up on her elbows and watched him climb on, crawling towards her as she lowered herself back down beneath him. "I'm going to make you come so many fucking times, babe"
"What are you waiting for?" She challenged as he pushed their lips together and pinned her underneath her, pushing her into the bed as she smirked against his mouth, draping a leg around his waist and pulling him closer. His hands immediately came up to her chest as he kept kissing her, his tongue rolling around hers as his fingers fumbled with the buttons of her dress; slowly but surely revealing her to him.
He had undone about half of them when his lips left hers and she groaned at the loss of contact, opening her ears and seeing him staring at her bra covered breasts as if they were an amazing piece of art. Her heart beat even faster, pumping so loud she could swear he could hear it as he gazed down at them, licking his lips before he spoke; "You are so fucking beautiful"
Before she could even respond, her body was arching into him as he buried his head in her chest; kissing the centre between her breasts before he left wet kisses across the surface of her bra as he made his way to her nipple; a whine leaving her throat as he sucked on it through the silk material. "Oh god, James please, please"
"You are so hot; so fucking hot" He murmured as he released the nipple and moved his head to the other paying it equal attention as his spare hand wound its way behind her back, fingers undoing the clasp of her bra and in one swift movement her chest was exposed completely.
"How did you-oooooh" She moaned loudly, gripping on his back; fingers digging into his skin as he sucked her perk nipple into his mouth, biting gently on the sensitive skin while his other hand was stroking the one he wasn't sucking on; his fingers twirling her nipple between them as she writhed around, moaning constantly at the amazing things he was doing to her body. She could certainly see why he was so popular with the ladies, his mouth was amazing as he alternated between which breast he was paying attention to; no worshipping, Rachel felt as though as he kissed her chest that he was worshipping her as his last meal, like he would never get another opportunity.
"James please" She begged, tugging on the back of his head to pull him back to her lips; her chest heaving. He pressed a kiss against her lips, as she started to grind herself against him. "Touch me please, just fucking touch me"
"Tell me where" He said roughly, hand coming to settle on her waist and pulling her against him so that her core was pressed against his rock hard erection through their clothing.
"Please" She whined, pushing his shoulders to try and get him to take the journey.
"If you want me to touch you, you're going to have to fucking tell me where babe" He replied and she saw the smirk on his face; throwing her head back against the bed in frustration.
"My pussy" She moaned as his hand moved and palmed her through the crotch of her dress. "Touch me with your fingers, I need you to touch my pussy"
He groaned at her demand, pressing a forceful kiss against her mouth before he left and she felt heart stomach leap as she watched him start to kiss his way down her body, pausing to unbutton the rest of her dress as he made his way down to where she was throbbing, dripping wet; needing him to do something.
Rachel rose up on her elbows again, wanting to watch him; his reaction seeing her for the first time and watch him to see what he would do her. God she was dripping at the possibilities.
He made his way down there and pressed a kiss against her covered core, making her moan.
"God you're so wet for me" He murmured, looking up at her before he put his back down and buried his nose into the material and Rachel whined as she felt him so close but so far away from seeing her as she felt him sniff. "Fuck you smell so fucking good babe, so ready for me"
"Yes!" She moaned, arching her body into him; encouraging him to move faster.
His hand reached for the zip on her skirt and he pulled it down, her hips arching off the bed so he could pull the cloth of her body; pining the loss of his proximity as he took it off her, leaving her sitting in her purple panties beneath him. She was soaking and she knew he could see the patch on the front of her panties; he could see exactly what he had been doing to her. "Fuck you're dripping; I wonder if you taste as good as you smell"
"Please James, please" She whined again, biting her lip as he smirked up at her; before moving his hands to roll down her panties, agonisingly slow, releasing a groan when he saw her swollen pink lips, glistening with moisture; showing him aroused she was, how much she wanted him.
She could have sworn when instead of touching her where she needed, he starting kissing her inner thigh; the feel of his lips on her sensitive skin making her cry out for him to touch her again. She felt him grin against her skin as he started to kiss his way up her thigh, edging at agonisingly speed towards her arousal; biting the skin just inches away from her dripping cunt, it sent her hips bucking into his face.
"You are so much more perfect than I imagined" He murmured, blowing onto her that made her shiver. Fuck, she was dripping for him she needed him to fuck her with his fingers and he was teasing her. "I can't wait to fucking taste you"
"Mhmmmmmm oh god" She whined loudly in pleasure as he swiped his tongue up her slit before burying his face in her pussy. Her body writhed in pleasure as his tongue licked her, brushing over her lips and swiping over her hardened clit before he swiped halfway down and pushed it inside her; she hadn't received oral in months, Brody had done it once or twice and Finn had never tried but she couldn't believe how amazing felt as his tongue worked her perfectly, thrusting deeply inside her that made her hips buck against his hands trying to hold her down.
She couldn't help the constant moaning of words or his name that came from her mouth as he worked her with his tongue, teasing her before he used his tongue to circle her clit, sucking it into his mouth as her hands came up to grip his hair and pressed his face into her pussy, his tongue flicking her clit again before he nibbled on the sensitive skin making her cry out in ecstasy. "fuck, oh I'm so fucking close; please make me come"
She felt him grin against her dripping core, one of his hands releasing her leg and the next time she felt it, his fingers were stroking her pussy lips as he flicked her clit with his tongue.
"Please" She begged, as he applied short licks to her pussy as he spread it with his fingers. "Please"
She cried out against she felt his fingers thrust into her slowly, drawing out the experience, seeing stars as they paused and she could feel them completely inside her as he started sucking on her clit again, drawing his fingers back out slowly before repeating the action. She was so close to her orgasm, she could feel the coil inside of her waiting to snap; to give her release and she was moaning, writhing underneath him as he sped the movement of his fingers up so that they were pistoning into her quickly and after a few more times she couldn't take it anymore; screaming out his name as she felt his fingers curl inside her at the exact moment he bit down on her clit; causing her to come harder than she can ever remember.
Her chest was heaving as he moved his fingers away and attached his mouth back to her, licking her pussy; sucking up the juices she had released; milking her through her release, the sound of him slurping up her come greedily making her groan.
James pressed a final kiss against her sex before he moved away;Rachel led there spent as she felt him shift so that he was led next to her, arching his body over her. Rachel felt his hand coming up to brush the hair out of her face that had been displaced from the movement. Rachel stayed still, looking up at his warm smile as she tried to control her breathing.
"You okay babe?" He murmured softly, leaning down to kiss her softly and she tasted herself on his tongue and in his mouth as she poked her tongue out to explore his. The sweet, slightly salty taste made her moan slightly as he pulled away and resumed stroking her head. "You taste unbelievable babe"
She smiled at him and rolled over and hugged his body; resting her head against his chest enjoying the way one of his hands rested in the small of her back, slowly moving back and forth in an incredibly soothing action while the other was on her head, his fingers caressing her scalp slowly that she couldn't help but feel utterly relaxed.
"You're so beautiful" She heard him murmur, followed by a soft kiss pressed against her lips. Rachel groaned and opened her eyes, looking up at him and saw his eyes; full of lust but also full of affection as she couldn't help but feel relaxed as she sighed into his touch, enjoying the feel of his fingers in her hair and on her naked skin.
Rachel licked her lips as she opened her eyes and spoke again; "You're not so bad yourself"
James laughed and leaned down to press a tender kiss against her lips as his hand gripped her waist softly. "God I'm addicted to your lips"
She felt the desire build up in her again, smiling at him as she moved her hand to his neck and pulled him down to her; wasting no time in meeting their lips, determined to enjoy James more, she had thought about this so much over the past few weeks that now she finally had him Rachel didn't want to stop.
They kissed frantically as they led on his bed, her hands fisting his hair as he leant over her, a leg in between hers as he pinned her beneath him. Rachel moaned as she felt his erection against her leg at the same time he was so masterfully kissing her; his tongue rolling across hers and inside her mouth like no other man had done before, eliciting moans, whines and uncontrolled jerk of her hips into his. Rachel moved her lips to his neck, nipping at the pulse point that caused him to whine her name.
Grinning Rachel pushed him so that he was lying on his back, head against the pillows, sitting up so she could see him; her eyes roaming over his chest appreciatively for the first time. The well defined V and abs made her moan softly, her eyes going upwards as she saw him smirking at her; "Like what you see?"
Rachel nodded her head instinctively, her eyes going down his body again to the very noticeable bulge in his pants; licking her lips as she moved her hand and cupped him through his jeans, causing him to groan and she could feel his dick twitch.
"Fuck" He breathed out as she rotated her hands over his crotch slowly, his own hand coming and resting against her arm stilling her movement. "You don't have to"
"I want to" She replied quickly, scooting closer to him and leaning over to kiss him, their tongues entangling for a couple of minutes before she moved both of her hands and started to unbuckle his belt and undo his pants. She bit her lip as he raised his hips of the bed to help her pull his pants down and she chucked them onto the floor before turning back and licking her lips again at seeing how large he was; definitely larger than Brody had been but she couldn't tell if it was bigger than Finns and right now she didn't really care; just wanting to touch him. Moving her hands, she pulled his boxers down and off his legs; swallowing as she saw it spring free, already hard.
"Jesus…the way you're looking at me right now" She heard James say.
Leaning over, Rachel settled herself before moving a hand and wrapping her fingers around his dick; looking up at him to see his eyes closed as a groan escaped his lips. Rachel spoke softly as he watched her with heavily clouded eyes . "Watch me while I suck you"
Knowing he had her full attention, she darted her tongue out to lick around the head causing him to cry out "Christ".
Smirking; feeling emboldened by his first reaction, Rachel licked up the shaft of his dick teasingly, wanting try and make him feel as amazing as she'd felt earlier in the day. Pausing at the head, she watched his eyes begging her to take him in. Stroking him a couple of times first, Rachel swirled her tongue around the head, sucking him into her mouth; groaning at the taste of him as he shot a stream of pre come into her. She moved her mouth halfway down his shaft, taking him in before moving back up and letting him go with a pop of her lips. Looking back at him, she grinned as she saw his eyes half closed; though they opened again when she took him in her hand again. "You like that baby? You like it when I suck on your dick?"
"Fuck yes I do" He murmured, nodding his head and she took no time in taking him back into her mouth; pausing halfway down again as she looked up at him through her eyelashes as he bit his lip to hold back a groan, his hands fisting the quilt. She knew that he wanted to grab her hair but was holding back from doing so in case she didn't like that; humming around his dick in her mouth, she let him go and pressed a soft kiss against the head of his dick.
"You can hold my hair if you want" She murmured and he nodded his head at her as she took him back into her mouth; licking him with her tongue as she felt him thread his fingers into her hair gently and she took him deeper, to show him that she didn't have a gag reflex as she took him to the back of her throat; holding him there as he gripped her hair tighter as he cried out.
"Fuck, fuck fuck" He was moaning loudly as she hummed around his cock in her throat; feeling his body shake beneath her. "Oh my fucking god"
She back up his shaft and released him with a pop, loving the way he was falling apart beneath her as she took him back into her mouth, holding him deep in her throat for a few seconds before she started to bobbed up and down his shaft, her tongue working the bottom of his shaft as she sucked. Moving her spare hand to his balls and started stroking them tenderly as she increased the speed she bobbed up and down his dick causing him to grunt as she paused, him completely filling her as her nose brushed against his skin, looking up at him through her eyelashes as she held him there; watching as he groaned, his eyes trained on her as she held him there for a few more seconds before moving back up and released him, feeling the dribble and precome run down her chin as she kissed the head before repeating her bobbing action as she squeezed his balls tightly in her hand. She continued the action for about thirty seconds before she felt his balls tighen and she knew he was getting close to coming. Releasing him from her throat, she greedily sucked on the head while she released his balls and stroke his shaft as she waited for him to come.
"Fuck, I'm gonna; Fuck" He groaned before she felt the hot come spill into her mouth. She couldn't help but moan at the taste of him. She licked the few drops of come that had leaked out of her mouth and sat up again watching as his was back against the pillow as he stared up blankly at the ceiling, breathing quickly as he came down from the high she had given him.
Wiping her mouth on the back of her hand, she crawled up the bed and led next to him, resting her hand on his chest as she reached over and kissed him softly. His hand came up to rest against her neck and he turned his head to thrust his tongue into her mouth as she felt him shift so that he was leaning over her. Apparently he didn't care very much that he could taste himself on her and that turned her on even more as he pulled away and stroked her cheek. "You're something else babe"
She smirked at him and pulled him down to meet their lips and they resumed their battle; After a few seconds, he kissed his way to her neck before sucking on the skin at her pulse point. Rachel moaned as he ground his hips into hers, his hard again dick brushing against her core as she heard him murmur in her ear; "You're so beautiful"
"What are you waiting for" She taunted and she felt him grin against her neck. He bit her more firmly than he had done before and she whimpered as she felt his hand trace down her stomach towards her. Her breath hitched in her throat as felt his fingertips brush across the top of her panties, moving her hand and grabbing the back of his head and pulling him from her neck so she could crush her lips against his again.
Rachel whimpered into his mouth as his hand dipped beneath the line of her panties and touch her pussy lips, arching her core into his hand, encouraging him to go further.
"When was the last time you had sex?" He murmured and she opened her eyes again to see him looking at her with lust in his eyes as he ran his fingers in between her lips.
"When did you" She retorted and move one of her hands down to his and pushes his fingertips inside of her, moaning at the sensation.
"That's not what I mean" He replied, moving his hand away from hers and pushing his thumb against her clit. "I don't want to hurt you"
"February" She breathed out. He nodded at her, a warmness inside of her body not only at his actions but also at the same time not wanting to just rush an fuck her. he started to kiss her again, slowly and sensually and she moaned against his lips as he slid two fingers inside of her; separating them as he stretched her, knowing she would be tight and not wanting to hurt her when he was inside.
"Oh fuck fuck" She whined as he pulled his fingers out and then slowly moved them back in, tortuously slowly as he touched his tongue to hers teasingly as he patiently worked at her.
He continued doing it for several minutes by which point she couldn't take it anymore, she needed him inside of her; pummelling into her and hitting the spots she had been desperate for him to hit for weeks. She moved her hand and grabbed his before he put his fingers back inside and rested her forehead against hers; "Please, no more teasing I need you"
He nodded at her and pressed a tender kiss against her lips as he whispered; "You want to ride me?"
Rachel whined a yes and nodded her head as he shifted his body, pulling her so that she was straddling him as his hands came up behind her and undid her bra as she ground her core against his erection between their bodies. She vaguely heard herself try to remember to ask him how he was so good at freeing her of her bra when he felt the tip of his dick run up through her folds. "Oooh, you're such a tease"
"You like that Rach?" He murmured, kissing her as he repeated the action. She couldn't help but frantically nod her head as she gasped out.
"Let me put you in" Moving her hand and taking hold of his erection, lining him up against her core as she lifted her hips up, looking down as she slowly lowered herself onto him; gasping out as she felt him slowly fill her, grimacing slightly as he slid deeper inside her, muscles being stretched for the first time in several months. He was almost in when she whimpered and bit her lip and that's when his hands gripped her hips firmly and stilled her movements.
Rachel opened her eyes and saw him looking at her with a mixed look in his eye; cloudly with lust and ecstasy at being inside her warm cunt but also concern, wanting to make sure she wasn't in pain. She couldn't help but smile as he murmured quietly "You okay beautiful?"
"Yes" She whimpered "You feel so fucking good inside of me"
He nodded at her and used his hands to lower her onto his shaft, both of them moaning as he was completely sheaved within her. His hands came up to rest against her neck and he pulled in for a kiss, their tongues furiously duelling as Rachel lifted herself off him and started to fuck herself on his dick. She could tell he was being careful, his hips didn't rise to meet hers for the first few minutes and she pressed herself further into the kiss; moaning loudly as he filled her perfectly, his dick hitting points within her that she hadn't felt hit in months and some cases ever.
"Move please" She begged at the same time she dropped herself back onto his dick harder and she felt him thrust upwards causing her to shout out. "Fuck"
Raising herself up off him, she thrust back down at the same time he thrust upwards as he started to really fuck her; her hands gripping his shoulders, her nails burying into his skin as she used him for leverage increasing her speed, soon she was bouncing up and down quickly, hips rising just as quickly meeting each thrust of hers with an even stronger one of his own and she cried out as he hit deeper in her than she'd ever felt. "OH MY GOD"
"Fuck baby you're so fucking tight" He murmured, moving his head to suck on her neck as she felt him raise his hips of the bed and thrust into her strongly. She clasped her eyes shut, the pleasure of feeling him really fuck herharder than she'd ever felt before as well as him biting on her neck proving too much as she felt herself drawing closer, letting him do most of the work as her thrusts were becoming desperate. The way he was murmuring things in her ear was the hottest thing she'd ever heard; "Baby, you're so wet, so perfect around me so fucking tight. Oh baby"
He thrust up into and held still within her for a moment and she bit down on his shoulder causing him to groan as she whispered against his skin; "I'm so close; please"
He kissed her neck and she felt him grin as one of his hands came to rest against her waist as he resumed his thrusting, this time slowly as his other hand rested against her cheek and he nudged her face upwards at the same time he whispered in her ear; "Look at me, Rach; Look at me. I want to watch you come"
Nodding frantically, she lifted her head off his shoulder as he built up the speed of his thrusts again and she moaned at the look in his eye as she pressed their foreheads together. When she looked at him, his hand at her waist wrapped around her back and then suddenly he started thrusting into her quickly, the speed making her moan and whine words out faster than she could think.
"Fuck; oh my god; fuck fuck" She whined as she bounced up and down on him faster than she'd ever imagined possible, the sound of his balls slapping against her skin making her toes curl as he arched his hips and hit a new spot within her; "OOOOOOOOOOOOH FUCK"
"You like that baby" He murmured, his hand keeping her face close so that he could watch her come undone and she nodded frantically.
"You feel so good, FUCK" She screamed, nails scratching his shoulders as she clamped down on his cock, her pussy gushing over him as he continued to thrust into her and she collapsed against his body as he slowed his movements down, helping her ride through her orgasm as he released his."Oh my god"
"You're perfect" he murmured, kissing her neck as she recovered from the high, turning her head and watching his face; realising that he hadn't released that he still wanted to keep going. Breathing deeply, she moved a hand and cupped his cheek kissing him sloppily, it wasn't romantic or elegant; simply full of want to get him to his release. "God you are so beautiful"
He collapsed onto the bed and she followed him, resting her head against his chest and whimpering as she felt him slip out of her, followed by the sensation of their combined come dripping out of her. She closed her eyes and listened to the frantic beat of his heart as his chest rose up and down; the two of them just led there with smiles on their faces for a couple of minutes before she felt his arms secure around her and pull her into his body.
Rachel opened her eyes and looked up at him as she felt his hand run through her hair; smiling as she saw him watching her with drooping eyelids. He smiled back before leaning down and kissing her gently; softer and more affectionately than the ones they had shared in the last hour.
"You're amazing" He whispered against her lips as he rested their foreheads together and stroked her cheek with his thumb. "That was perfect"
"Pefect" She replied, nodding her head against his and smiling at him. "You're perfect"
She could see him grin at her, and she sighed as his lips pressed against her forehead. They led there for well over a quarter of an hour, both of them with their eyes closed as they listened to each other breathing; wrapped up each others arms.
"Rach" She heard him murmur softly, his hand still runing through her hair.
"Yeah?"
"Please tell me you're on the pill" He replied and Rachel froze. "I don't want to have fucked this up already"
"I'm on it" She said reassuringly, tilting her head to look at him. "You're clean though right?"
"Yeah yeah, of course" He replied instantly, nodding his head. "I wouldn't do anything with you if I knew I wasn't"
Rachel nodded, smiling at him as she spoke again with a teasing voice; "Except have sex without a condom?"
He groaned, shaking his head as he laughed. "I'm sorry; you just have this way of getting to me. I don't think straight when I'm around you; and I don't think I will ever again now I've been with you"
"It was…good for you?" She asked shyly and he nodded at her instantly.
"Yeah babe, it was amazing; best sex I've had" She rolled her eyes at him and he just looked at her pointedly. "You are amazing and that was perfect; nothing can compare to you"
"You mean that?"
"Baby, I mean it; I even said it without swearing" He said and grinned at her; Rachel couldn't help but giggle again and kiss him softly.
"Then I know you meant it" She teased, running her hand over his shoulders. The fact that he had given her such an amazing feeling during and after as he assured her she was the best he's had; filled her with desire and she just wanted him.
"I think we should get some practise in…afterall it takes a while for people to get used to each other" She said, biting her lip as he grinned at her.
"Absolutely" He murmured, leaning down to kiss her but pausing an inch away from her lips; "After all, I've got so much more to show you"
Rachel whimpered and pulled him to her, kissing him deeply as her hands gripped his shoulders and pulled him down to the bed on top of her; it really was going to be a long night.
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A/N :
Well that happened! They've talked and shared something
Next chapter will be out in a couple of days.