Part 1 - Backstory of her Pain

Bella stood in Matthew's arms, as the two were going to tell his family of something that they both felt was necessary for the others in his family to know about, as they gotten married recently, but none of her own family came to it, and that was for they on her side of the family does not know about her and Matthew nor that they gotten married, for something that happened to Bella as teenager, had destroyed their family bond for good, and they had disowned her as they believed her abuser over her, their own daugther, even when it came to court, they still did not believe her or the clear evidence of what she been through by her only ex-boyfriend, Edward Cullen had done to her in their "relationship" if you even want to call it that way even to be one.

Soon after the trial and the disownment of her from the family Swan, she took off with her stuff that she was allowed to leave with, and took off to South Dakota, and the university there, and there one day she literally ran into Matthew's chest, and the rest is basically history between them, as they fell in love rather soon after that first, rather awkward and abit scary meeting in the library, when she ran into his chest.

After 3 years of seriously dating, they got engaged, but also during those years of dating, she finally told him about her history and life had been before they had met, and one day she came in on the subject of her parents, and she broke down in his arms, and he worry as hell and wondering what caused her reaction to be like that, was absolutely worried and very angry person when he learned that history, and what she been through as just 16-17 when Edward was finally arrested and tried as an adult, as he was the older one of the two and had been 18 when he raped her in her own bedroom and bed, and her parents heard it all going on, but did nothing to stop or help her when she cried out for their help, and that made her realised that they were on it too, that he was there on their request of raping her there and then, and she brought it up in court.

The judge had immenditally gotten the two arrested on the spot and got them tried aswell, and now the two shamed, most hated parents of the Washington state, were in jail for life out for causing such horrendous harm to their own daugther, their flesh and blood, and that disgusted most people, only people on their side, were the horrible Black's, father and son duo, and Jacob the son was interested in her, but she told him off infront of the whole room, she would never be with a young boy like himself was, and that she hated him with everything in herself, as he believed her former parents over her and the truthful statement she given in court and the evidence of said rape had taken place.

Jacob was hurt by her words, and Billy was pissed off at her, as she told him he had no right in first place to be pissed when she is telling the fucking truth, her words to him in court, and that he and his very young son can stay far from her any shape or form, as she wants nothing with either of them ever again as she was after the trial moving away from the state itself and never going to be back unless it was to see her true friends in town, that was not him or them at all.

Either way she won with a prize of losing her parents in the process, but frankly she was better off without them then with them on her neck at all time and trying to presiuve her from not testifying against themselves or against Edward Cullen. Edward's family did not believe anything was truth, until they saw not only the photographs of her injuries of the rape and the sample of his sperm that had been found inside of her vagina the day of her rape-kit was done, and the torn hymen also photographed and written down as "it had been torn apart by brutal force of a rape, that the said patient did NOT want to even happen, not to this monster that Edward Cullen truly is and will always be any women he came in contact with and forced himself on and forced his fucked up mindcontrol and ways of treating women like they are under his shoes to control and love in his own mental ways of seeing what love is truly when he sees nothing of sorts, as he never has known what Love is in first place, for the so-called love he got to see from Carlisle and Esme, his adoptive parents was to spoil him and his little pixie like sister with presents and gifts to praise them for being the way they both were with other people, humans. Nothing that any of the Cullens as whole knew of how to be like themselves. As they are acting like they are in a cult or something." And that had shocked them all in the court room, but also angered them, as the judge recognised the mental abuse the parents' of the Cullen children, and promptly removed them forever to be parents of any children, and the ones who was still underaged were to be placed in foster care and mental facility for help of their abuse.

Carlisle and Esme were also black-listed from any child adoption agencies across the world, from ever be able to adopt any new children in their lives, as they were not suited as parents whatsoever. Alice who was a year younger than Bella at the time of the trial and an underaged girl was taken away kicking and screaming her head off by mental hospital officers, while Edward was sentenced to jail without any chances of parole for life for what he had done to an underaged girl, just for he lusted after her and thought she was perfect for him, when he should have known much better than to go after such strong young woman and girl she truly is. Her parents were also sentenced with aiding in the rape of their own daugther, and removed permentally as her parents and aswell not able to see any of their friends in prison as they were to be refused to see any of them who believed in them over Bella herself. Jacob and his father was also served with a life-time restraining order of staying away from Isabella and ever contacting her in any shape or form as they would sent to jail if broken that one.

And so after Bella told Matthew about this all, he was absolutely devastated for her sake, and that she had gone through on her own that was heartbreaking for him, but he told her right there and then that he believed her and always would no matter what others would think of her or her story, as she was writing it in bookform at the time of their meeting, for she wanted to let others like herself know that they are not alone in this and that even a police chief's daugther was wronged in the way she was, and he was so proud of her courage of this too.

As she wrote it to her teacher in english literature, whom thought at first it was a fictional story at first, but when he read the last part of it, he realised that this was her own story, and he then encouraged her to write it to become a book, and so she did, and it was doing really well so far, as she took on a new name, as in Isabella Spears, as Matthew told her to do so, as that could keep her abit safer than using her true name despite she already removed it from herself and given herself the name of Spears, as she felt that much love for Matt, and she wanted to be married to him one day soon. And he was really happy to hear too.

So here 3 years later, almost 4 she was finally ready to tell them that the book they all had in their life, was her book of pain and her backstory. And Matthew was very proud and would stand by her side no matter what and help her whenever she needed him in this telling of her story.