sorry its been a long time, I recommend to go back and reread i have added a few things into the story.

Surviving

I sat in the corner of the room, my face covered by the darkness. I was nervous, Clarke, Octavia, and Monty tried to get me to calm down while waiting for Bellamy to come back but I don't think anything could calm me down right now.

The others had been calm and trusted me but they had also heard about me and also that I had died when I landed. The door opened up and Bellamy climbed up, he handed the food to the others and then he came over to me, the other watched intently and I stood up in front of Bellamy and he froze and backed up a few steps.

"Bellamy it's okay." Clarke said coming over to him, stopping him from backing up.

"Who are you?" He asked and I gave him a small smile.

"It's me Bellamy, it's Kassandra." I said and I stepped forward and Clarke prevented him from backing up and I walked up to him till I was about 2 feet away from him.

"That's impossible, you died." He looked as if he had seen a ghost, wouldn't put it past him. It was almost funny though, In the winter months we never got much sun so I was usually quite pale unless I was required to travel to any other territory for Queen Nia.

"No, my pod was damaged a bit, and I was a bit banged up a bit but I lived." His face changed to a stern look and he crossed his arms.

"Prove it then, Kassandra has black blood." He said and I rolled my eyes and I took off the bandage I had put on the cut I made on my hand to show Clarke earlier, proving it to her that it was me. He took my hand and looked at the wound he looked up at me, shock covering his face and he wrapped his arms tightly around me. I stood there with my arms at an awkward angle and blood dripping from my hand.

"So where have you lived the last several years." Bellamy asked as he let me go.

"I lived with my clan, Azgeda is like 50 miles from here. That's where my pod landed, they took me in. Did the Chancellor try and land you near where they landed me?" I asked them and both Clarke and Bellamy nodded.

"Well, in a way it would have been probably better if you landed in Azgeda land rather than Trikru." I told them.

"Why?" Octavia asked and I looked over to her.

"Azgeda and Trikru, well let's just say are not friendly with one another." I said and she nodded understanding or at least I think she did.

"So why'd you travel 50 miles to the dropship into enemy territory?" Monty asked.

"The clans have relatively been at peace for almost 3 years since the war. I rather not see that fall apart after all this time, after all I have lost. I also feel like it's my duty to protect you all. I may have grown up on this cruel world but I was born on the Ark. You guys are also my family." I said looking over to Bellamy and Clarke. "And to top it off both off, both Mom and Dad are still up there, right?" I hope they did not get floated. I'm not sure what I would do if I found out they had been dead for years and I had no idea. I have my moments of hate and love.

"Yeah Kane and Callie are still alive. They are trying to save us all. But Bellamy is being an idiot and making it seem like we are all dying. And he's going to stop... right?" I looked over to Bellamy and his eyes looked around to all of us and looked to the floor. If you knew why I did it, you may actually understand why I am doing it."

"You are going to stop Bellamy. I want to make sure no more innocent blood is shed and that another war doesn't break out." I marched up to him jabbing him in the chest with my finger and he backed up. "I spent the last 14 years here thinking that Queen Nia, Roan, Ontari would be the only family I would ever have again. I believed I would never have the chance again to see my Mother or Father or you guys again. So I swear, you screw this up for me. You will wish I did die when I landed on Earth all those years ago." I threatened and he glared at me and nodded.

"I'll stop." I stared at him for a few more seconds and I turned back to the rest of them. "There is an ally not far from here that I can ask if they have the medicine that they used on his wound." I motioned to the unconscious Jasper and Clarke nodded thanking me and she went over to Bellamy and gave him a hug.

I did not know why, but Bellamy seemed scared of something. Maybe it was me, but I had feeling that it wasn't. We all had our secrets, I would not push him to find out his secrets unless it was absolutely needed.

The door hatch opened and someone stepped up into the floor and when they turned to us they stopped and their eyes landed on me. They took out their handmade knife that had been made with parts of the ship. "Who the hell are you?" They asked and Bellamy stepped between me and the other man.

"Miller, gather everyone up for an announcement in 5 minutes." He ordered, Miller looked at me cautiously for a few more seconds before he proceeded down the stairs to the lowest level.

"Well now get to tell everyone that I am alive. Let's see how well this goes, I'm probably not that well known on the Ark am I?" I asked them and they shook their heads.

"Really did Chancellor Sidney make it so like everyone on the Ark know that I was a Natblida or something along those lines?" I asked them.

"Sidney is no longer Chancellor. Jaha is Chancellor." Clarke said and I looked at her shocked, but gratefully happy that the crazy bitch was no longer the leader of the Ark.

"Well, it's nice to know the crazy bitch is no longer in charge anymore on the Ark." I told them and they rolled their eyes.

"What is Jaha not a good Chancellor ether?" I asked and they all scoffed.

"Well, let's see, he arrested me and threw me in solitary and floated my Dad because he was going to go public on the fact that the Ark is running out of Oxygen." She pointed to Bellamy and Octavia, "Octavia was arrested for being born. Bellamy had to help his mother hide her for 16 years and take care of her. Several of us had been sentenced us to the Skybox for the littlest things. Keeping family safe, trying to make sure our people knew the truth about what was really going on, on the Ark.

"The Ark is running out of air!" I yelled and I looked over to Bellamy and marched up to him and I pushed him up against the wall, pinning him there. "Like I said before, My Mother and Father are up there! You would be willing to sacrifice hundreds of people!"

"Oh, like you haven't done that sorta thing yourself before?" He shot back and I turned away from him. I remembered the bloody war three years ago, the death of hundreds of people, and a few of them were the people I cared about like Mikal I turned back to Bellamy and I punched him in the face and he groaned and held his nose in pain and I walked over to Monty who was looking at me in shock.

"I'm going to go get the radio from the pod. I may be a few days. If I don't come back in 3 days I may not be coming back so be careful and stay close to the walls that you are building and if you happen to see anyone just go the other way. Stay out of there way and don't give Trikru a reason to attack you because you will not win if they come after you." I warned him and I headed to the ladder and was stopped by both Clarke and Octavia.

"Wait."

"Clarke, don't try and stop me right now." I warned her and she let go of my arm.

"I'm not trying to stop you, Kassie. I just wanted to tell you, be careful. Please." she said and I nodded and I turned to leave the camp. This time not caring if anyone stopped me, but they didn't and I walked right out of the camp to the cave and gather my weapons. The trip across the border I knew would be dangerous but Monty would need the parts from the radio to be able to get into contact with the Ark, to my mother and father. To tell him that the 100 were alive, me also.

I would meet them again, on how that would go, I had no idea. I'd cross the bridge when I came to it.