Kurt tossed and turned all night. He tossed turned so much the very act of sleeping became so much more exhausting. Sleeping made him want to sleep more. He wanted to sleep but his brain wouldn't stop talking to him.

Blaine

He groaned out loud before throwing the duvet off himself and sitting up. There was no point even trying to get back to sleep because his mind was racing. Why did he have to stop? He picked up his phone from the bed side table 05:32am. He had another unknown message. He rolled his eyes, he couldn't deal with this shit today. He wanted to just delete it but he too curious.

Meet me outside Bambi at 14:00

He fucking hated him. He deleted the message and started getting out of bed. Bambi. He hated that. He wasn't vulnerable. He rolled his eyes, and made his way to his bathroom. He opened the bathroom door slowly, making sure this time he was definitely alone. Blaine's door was shut. He walked over to it and slide the top lock to the left. He really didn't want to have to deal with Blaine after last night. He got undressed quickly and his eye caught himself in the mirror. The bruising around his neck and collarbone was extremely apparent. It was starting to purple. He lifted his finger and pressed lightly to the side of his neck. He hissed with the pain. Who knew bruises could be so painful? He walked over to the shower and turned it on. He waited a minute before stepping in and as soon as the hot water hit him he instantly relaxed and moaned, feeling the hot water massaging his skin. He tilted his head back to wet his hair. It had been three days since he had dyed his hair and he loved it more and more with each day. He reached over to grab his shampoo and realised he hasn't even unpacked yet. The only thing there was Blaine's expensive bottles of luxury hair products. He sighed, he knew if he used it Blaine would be able to smell it all over him. He smirked to himself. Fuck it. He picked up the shampoo first and placed some in his hands before massaging it into his scalp. A bitch to wash his hair with one fucking hand. He closed his eyes tightly and soaked in the scent. He remembered when they use to shower. Their naked soapy bodies gliding together while they kissed.. It had become routine for them to do this. Blaine said it saved water. He giggled and he smiled at the memory. He finished his hair and started to wash his body while thinking back.

Shower sex.

He bit his lip. There was a lot of things that Kurt was into but shower sex was most definitely up there in the top three. It was just so sensual and passionate and the hot water made everything a hundred times better. He could feel himself growing by just the thought of it. You wanna play games Anderson? Then so be it.

He slid his hand slowly down his body and wrapped his hand round himself. He hadn't did anything remotely sexual since he had left Dalton it just didn't interest him now that he didn't have Blaine but right in this moment he wanted too. Last night. He moaned as he pumped himself for the first time in ages. He gripped harder and he lazily started to fuck himself. His free hand was placed in front of him on the shower stall for support while the other pleasured himself. He twisted slowly at the head of his cock and he threw his head in pleasure. He knew he wasn't going to last long. He was pretty sure he had drew blood from biting his lip so hard. He could feel the sensation growing inside him and his moans become closer together, his heart felt like it was beating out of his chest and all he could think about was Blaine. Feeling his weight on top of him last night nearly killed him. He started to pump faster as he could feel himself coming to the end. The sensation became too much and he let go. His eyes rolled back into his head and his orgasm washed over him.

"Fuck." He gasped out.

White streams of cum coated the bathroom stall as his body shook through the orgasm. Fuck me. He placed his hand next to his other one for support as he tried to gasp for air.

Try that one for being satisfied Anderson.

He smiled and laughed lightly before washing himself again. He turned the water off and carefully stepped out placing a towel around his waist. He walked over to the lock on Blaine's door and slid it to the right unlocking it. He stepped back and walked over to the sink, reaching out for the spare toothbrush. He placed the toothpaste on it and lifted it to his mouth. He heard the door unlocking and Blaine stepped through looking very unkept. He started brushing his teeth ignoring Blaine's stare.

Was he talking the actually piss? Blaine swallowed. Was trying trying to get me back from last night? Blaine didn't think he had heard anything so sinful in his life. The moans alone made him want to run into the bathroom, strip and and fuck him in the shower. He started washing his hands and Kurt paused and looked over to Blaine, smirking with the toothbrush still in his mouth. They both brushed their teeth in silence, the sexual tension thick in the room. A few water droplets was falling down his chest and Blaine stopped and groaned. Kurt finished and looked up, grinning with satisfaction. He had heard everything and by the looks of it, he's done something. He took one last look at Blaine, his eyes full of lust and want.

"See you around Anderson."

He backed out the room not leaving his eyes from Blaine. And shut the door but not before winking.

Blaine shook is head. That's what he gets for being a tease. He couldn't help but touch himself the the sound of Kurt. He felt wrong for doing it since their history but it couldn't stop himself. It was to erotic.

A few hours had passed since the shower incident. Kurt looked at his phone. 8:26am. He wanted to meet up with Jeff today so they could spend some time together. He felt bad for the way he had acted yesterday towards Jeff and ignoring him. He wanted to make it up to him. He texted him quickly and waited for a reply and after a few seconds he got one

Omg of course! Meet me in our spot! Love you! 3

He smiled lovingly before pocketing his phone and leaving his room. After a long walk through the halls of Dalton he came to the music room. He opened it gently and peered through. He found Jeff sitting on the floor with his eyes fixated on his phone. He heard music playing. Candy crush. He rolled his eyes before taking a seat next to his friend. He had one move left.

"How long have you been stuck on that level for?" Kurt questioned. His fiends obsession with the game was unhealthy.

"Three days! I think I'm loosing the will to live." Jeff laughed out as he turned the phone round to show Kurt his score. Kurt shook his head and smiled. Damn. That's a high-score. Jeff locked his screen and turned towards Kurt.

"I heard you and Blaine last night." He said with a smirk and poked his finger in Kurt's arm.

"Then you must of heard how much of a cock block he is."

Jeff threw his head back in hysterics and Kurt shook he head is disappointment. When Jeff finally calmed down he lifted himself slightly and sat in-front of Kurt, placing his arms over Kurt's knees.

"I also heard you this morning." Jeff said with a smug look on his face. Kurt shot his head down and laughed lightly. "Vampy ears, Kurtie."

"On a scale one to ten, how much did you want me sterling?"

"Oh, most definitely at least a twelve. Those moans where to die for." Jeff said seductively and he started to trail his hand down Kurt's thigh playfully. Kurt slapped it away, earning an eye roll from Jeff.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"Nope. Vampy ears remember?" Kurt knew that everyone was most likely listening in unintentionally.

"I need to tell you something." Kurt spoke quietly and turned to his best friend. Kurt took his phone out his jeans with an extreme struggle due to how tight they was. He quickly typed out message and slowly passed it over to Jeff. He looked confused at first until he laid his eyes on the text in-front of him.

Sebastian is back today. Two o'clock.

Jeff didn't responded. He read the message over and over again. Over his dead body. Kurt tried to prey the phone out of his hand but he gripped it harder.

"How do you know."

"Jeff plea-

"How the fuck do you know Kurt?"

Kurt could see the disappointment in his eyes. He knew what his friend was thinking. It's exactly what he needed him to think. It was the whole part of the plan.

"If you're going to say what I think you're going to say I swear to-

"I've been seeing him."

Jeff snapped his head up in disgust before throwing the phone against Kurt's lap and he stumbled up. Is he fucking kidding me?

Kurt quickly stood with him and tried to place his hand on Jeff's shoulder but he flinched so violently causing Kurt to snap his hand back.

"I wanted to tell you Jeff but.. but I just didn't know how to! Now that he's back you need to know!" Kurt tried again with his hand but it got slapped back, most definitely not playful this time.

"How long Kurt? How fucking long. How long have you been seeing him?" Jeff was sickened. He loved his best friend but this was all kinds of fucked up. He didn't believe what he was hearing. Kurt and Sebastian?

Kurt had spent the whole year rehearsing this conversation in his head. It was planned out to a tee. Every question he had an answer too. Every lie had to be a truth.

"Since I left."

Jeff opened his mouth but the words wouldn't come out. He tried again but his mouth felt dry. He couldn't even look at Kurt in the eyes anymore. He felt disgusted.

"Jeff please talk to me." Kurt took another breath. "I'm asking you as your best friend. I need you to be okay with this."

"Are you for real? Seriously Kurt? So for the past year while we have all be hurting and missing you, you've been fucking that meerkat? You've been with his this whole fucking time!" Jeff screamed out throwing his hands out in-front of him in frustration. "You want me to be okay with this? Never Kurt. I'll never be okay with this and for you to even ask me that is fucked up!"

"Please lower your voi-

"Why Kurt! They're all gonna know when he walks back through them doors today! Why not tell them now? Huh? Why not tell them you're fucking Sebastian Smythe for the past year!"

Jeff felt defeated. After everything that bastard had put them through, he won. He had Kurt.

A few seconds later the door swung open. They was all standing there. Blaine, Wes, Nick and David.

"You've been fucking him this whole god damn time? While I've laid awake crying myself to sleepyou was in bed with him!" Blaine said numbly. This whole time, the whole time they was together. He thought about last night and this morning and sickness started to rise in his stomach. Was he with his while he was with me?

"It just happened! I'm sor-

"Drop dead Kurt." Blaine said plainly before walking back out the door.

"You're a disgrace." Nick said to Kurt. Kurt felt his eyes welling up. Drop dead Kurt. Nick took one last disgusted look at him before turning round and going to find Blaine. Wesley didn't even say anything he just walked away.

"Je suis tellement déçu de toi."(I am so disappointed in you) David turned around and follow his friend.

"Jeff please." Kurt pleaded looking at his best friend.

"I can't even look at you." Jeff said bluntly. He couldn't even look at him in the face. He was so hurt.

"I hope you are Sebastian are happy together." He spat out before turning on his heels and walking out.

Kurt stood stood there in his own, reliving the words that went through his head. Drop dead Kurt. He was doing this for them, wether they knew it or not. He would do anything for them, even if being with Sebastian was the consequence.

It was 13:50pm. Ten minutes before he had to meet him outside. He had tried to speak to Jeff again but he wouldn't answer his door. He wish he could tell his friend the truth, he wish he could tell them all. He knew it would of killed them finding out about him and Sebastian but it was a lie that needs to be told, believed even and they sure did believe it you could see that in the disgust in their faces. Ten minutes and everything will change. He thought about Blaine and the feeling of being with him and he felt nauseous. He thought about Jeff and the look he gave him. His best friend hated him and the love of his life wanted him to drop dead. He couldn't handle it but he had to do it.

Kurt was standing outside. He lifted his hand up and stretched out his fingers. His hand was shaking uncontrollably. He blew out air he had been holding in. He heard a car pulling up and he knew it was him. He could fucking sense it. He felt the anxiety kicking in and he looked down at the floor. He heard the car door opening and shutting quickly. A few seconds had passed and he still hadn't raised his head from the floor. He felt someone standing in-front of him. Shivers went down his spine. It was him.

"Well aren't you a sight for sore eyes?"

Kurt knew he had to do this. For them. He lifted his head up confidently and smirked.

"Hello you."

The guys were furious. Especially Blaine. He was so heartbroken. He had been on edge since he found out Sebastian was coming back. He wanted to fucking kill him. Blaine made his way to the window when he heard the car pulling up. He needed to see it with his own eyes, even if it destroyed him. He peered out and could see Kurt. He didn't want to talk. He didn't want that meerkat to hear everything he was saying. That was the great thing about being a vampire, talking without talking.

Is it me or does he look extremely uncomfortable?

Nick looked up from comforting Jeff and sighed.

Does it really matter Blaine? Seriously? Just forget about him.

Blaine nodded his head and looked out the window again. David walked over, he was curious and wanted to see what Blaine was seeing. He seen Kurt with his head bowed down. He could see the tremble in his hands. He looked so nervous. Not even a good nervous, a uncomfortable nervous. David looked over to his friends and gestured them over. Wes came first and looked to where David was pointing.

For someone who has been sleeping with someone for the past year, he sure looks like he doesn't want to be there.

With that Jeff scurried over and pushed David gently to the side to have a better look. He was right. Kurt's body was stiff and uninviting. They saw Sebastian walk confidently over to Kurt and speak.

"Well aren't you a sight for sore eyes?"

His voice wanted to make the puke. It was so cocky and loud. He made them physically sick. The way he was looking at Kurt was like a dog on heat. They seen Kurt shiver and to them it looked like pure and uttered hatred. They seen his persona change in a matter on seconds after a deep breath. He lifted his head and smirk before speaking

"Hello you."

And with that they seen Kurt lean forward and kiss him roughly. It looked so rehearsed like a movie. Blaine snapped his head away in shock. There was something odd about it. The kiss was extremely sexual but there was nothing else to it. You don't just sleep with someone for a year and not have some sort of an connection with each other.

Sebastian had placed a hand on kurt's hip and pushed him toward the wall. Kurt lifted his hand and went to thread his fingers through Sebastians hair but he hesitated. Blaine ran through his mind. This is how they kissed the last night. He knew if he didn't do something soon Sebastian would know something was up. He quickly thread his fingers through his hair and he let out a low moan. He wished for it to stop but it carried on for a few minutes more before Sebastian pulled back and smirked.

"Damn. The blue hair is doing all kinds for me." Sebastian leaned forward again so there lips was almost touching. "You kill me hummel."

Kurt wanted to roll his eyes but he restrained. Yeah Smythe, I fucking wish. Kurt smiled sweetly and ran a finger down his chest.

"Are we going to stand here all day or are we going inside?"

"If by inside you mean my bedroom then yes, we can go inside.. or yours for that matter. Whatever is easier for you Bambi."

Bambi. There it is again. He fucking hated that nickname. Kurt grinned before leaning back in.

"Lead the way baby."

Ugh it made his stomach do flips. Calling him that made him want to smash his head though a window but Sebastian loved it and wanted him to call him it. Especially at Dalton. He held out a hand for Kurt to take and they slotted there fingers together and walked straight through the double doors.

The whole scene had the guys confused. Wes spoke in his head first. Hummel is not fooling anyone, he's just as disgusted as we are right? Or is that just me?

Blaine looked over to his friend. He was right. That was utter bullshit. Blaine knew him well enough to know how he kisses and that was nothing but hesitation and guilt.

Do you think it's an act? Jeff looked over to Nicky who hadn't said a word since seeing the exchange. Think about it. What if it's just a rouse to make us hurt?

Nicky knew what his boyfriend was getting at and even though he didn't want to admit it he was right. Kurt didn't enjoy that, he was traumatised by it. Nick looked up.

I heard him with Blaine last night and it was nothing like what I've just seen. You may be right my love

I feel so guilty so telling his to drop dead. That's not me. There's something to this and I'm going to find out even if it's the last thing I do

Blaine walked away from the window and sat down on one of the sofa's that was placed round the common room.

Are we all in an agreement?

The four of them agreed. They knew Kurt wouldn't just cheat and after seeing him and Sebastian together then it made them realise that. He was loyal, caring and he wasn't one bit malicious. He loved Blaine to death you could just see that by the way they was together. He was going to turn for him eventually. That's love. They all started to feel guilty for what they had said to Kurt.

Drop dead Kurt

You're a disgrace

I am so disappointed in you

I can't even look at you

If there if something vindictive going on, they all had a hell of apologising to do. The have all been hurting him as soon as he walked through them does, physically and mentally.

What if they are generally together? David questioned in his head.

"Then I guess we are all going to have to live with it." Blaine answered truthfully.

"Your room or mine?"

Definitely not his, he didn't want Sebastian to be anywhere near Blaine. This was going to be a long year.

"Yours Seb." Kurt asked sweetly while looking up at him.

"Why not yours? It's so much more closer." Sebastian said with a smirk on his face. He knew Kurt was boaring next to Blaine. One of his friends from Dalton had rang him on Kurt's return, told him everything.

"I don't think that's a very good idea."

"I think it's an amazing idea cupcake."

Kurt didn't know how anybody could be so cold. He purposely wanted them to go to his room just incase they seen Blaine and the other vampires. Slimy piece of shit

"We go to your room smythe or don't we don't go at all." Kurt laughed out playfully.

"Only if I get to rip them clothes off you." Sebastian could see that Kurt was tense and it irritated him. That was not part of the deal. Kurt could sense Sebastian's stare and it burnt a whole through him and he knew he had to start being someone he's not. They stopped at Sebastian's room and he pulled out his key and opened it quickly before blocking the entrance with his body.

"Tell me how much you've missed me."

He was just toying with him now. It was all for show so the guys could hear every word and he started to get angry but he pushed it down or he knew he wouldn't be any to answer back.

"Like I hole in my head baby." Kurt smirked and placed his hands on the door frame and leaning in slightly. "Are you going to invite me in or do I just have to stand here and look pretty?"

Sebastian licked his lips and reached forward and hooked his fingers into Kurt's belt before pulling him flush against his body and he started to walk them both in, as soon as the door shut Sebastian was kissing him again. It felt so wrong but his body was reacting a different way and Sebastian noticed. He cupped Sebastian through his trousers and let out a moan in enjoyment. They carried on kissing enthusiastically before Sebastian started placed his hands on the bottom of Kurt's sweater and lifted it over his head swiftly.

"What happened to that gorgeous skin of yours?" Sebastian started to trail his fingers down the side his neck and across his collarbone. The bruises was extremely nasty now and the feeling of his fingertips ghosting over them made his skin crawl. C'mon Kurt. Man up.

"I got into a fight. I obviously lost." Kurt rolled his eyes and placed a hand on Sebastian's shoulder for support.

"If I find out anyone's been hurting you Bambi I'll kill them." Sebastian said coldly. He had lifted his arms up and placed his hands on each side of his neck, his fingers wrapping round the back of his neck while his two thumbs was pressing slightly on his neck just under his chin. It made his head lean back and he let out a groan. Hurry up and undress me already so we can get this over with

"Just fucking take my clothes off right now or you're gonna kill me."

Sebastian stepped forward so he was closer and with his hands where they was he started to kiss Kurt again. It was forceful and full of want and even though he hated this man, Kurt couldn't stop the moans because it felt so good. Everything felt so good. They ended up on the bed both of them top half naked and Kurt was fumbled with Sebastian's belt. It brought him back to last night. He never fumbled with Blaine's, it had came off so easily.

"Fuck." Kurt sighed in frustration before Sebastian grabbed his hands and forced them over his head. "I've got it babe." Sebastian took of his belt pretty quickly keeping his eyes upon Kurt. He was absolutely stunning and you couldn't deny that. He started on Kurt's, nudging for him to lift his body up so he could pull his jeans off. Once they was off it started to trail kisses down his neck, making way down his chest and down his stomach. Kurt could feel himself growing with every touch. Stupid hormones. Kurt thread his fingers through his hair and pulled him up. He needed the control. They kissed again

"Let me blow you." Kurt said into his lips. Sebastian shut his eyes and moaned loudly before nodding his head. He laid down and Kurt climbed up his body slowly, teasing him. He got to the boxers and started to play with the hem with his fingers while he leaned forward and placed kisses over his clothed hard cock.

"That should be illegal, you should be illegal. Fuck… Hummel."

Kurt smiled into his cock before placing one last kiss and slowly pulling down his boxers to free his erection. He started to pump him firmly before lowering his head down and wrapping his mouth round the tip and started to lick and sucking gently. It made Sebastian fist the sheets. Hummel was more than good at this, he was a fucking expert. One of Sebastian's hands came off the sheet and was placed into his hair. Kurt looked while his cock was still in his mouth and he nodded and moaned round it sending a vibration and Sebastian nearly came there and then. He gave Sebastian the approval and his other hand met his other and he buckled his hips slightly pushing himself further and further into kurt's mouth. It felt incredible, his hot mouth around his cock. It was torture. He started to slowly fuck his mouth earning moans from Sebastian. Kurt was extremely hard, he reached down and freed his cock and started to feel himself. He fisted his cock and starting to fuck him himself with his hand. He moaned around Sebastian's cock as he started to go hard and faster. Sebastian was writhing underneath and with one more thrust he was cumming into kurt's mouth. Thank god for that Kurt thought. He swallowed the bitter taste down and a drop had made its way down the side of his lips. Sebastian groaned at the sight of it and he lifted his hand and swiped over it with his finger and pushing it back into him mouth. Sebastian always said Kurt gave the best blowjobs, he wasn't lying even remotely. They was heavenly. He smashed there lips together earning a surprised gasp from Kurt and he opened slightly letting his tongue in. Sebastian slapped kurt's hand away from his cock and had stared to take over. Fuck. Why does it feel so good when it's not your own hand?

It had been the first time someone had touched him for the past year and it felt incredible. He was close, Sebastian could tell too. His hand went up and down harder. The little swears that escaped his lips was making Sebastian hard again already. The whole site before him. So fucking hot

He arched his back and his fingers went in his own hair and he felt like he couldn't breathe. He came and it was exhilarating. His whole body was on fire. Sebastian was lazily pumping his through his orgasm with a satisfying smile in his face. "You're so fucking hot Hummel."

He couldn't even reply so he just nodded. Sebastian laughed before getting up and going into the bathroom. He felt the tiredness sweep over and his eyes became heavy. He was cleaned up and asked to lift up slightly so he could pull the covers back, he did and Sebastian crawled into bed and covered them both. They both stayed silent for a while trying to even their breathing.

"Well that was the best welcome gift I've ever received." Kurt rolled his eyes playfully and he rolled over his side.

"Damn right it is."