It was the next day. Nick was feeling anxious. He hated this day with a passion. It was the day his life changed forever. He walked over to his boyfriend who was napping in their bed and smiled. He was always there for him no matter what. He leaned down and kissed his gently before stepping back to leave the room. Jeff had grabbed his wrist and was pulling him slightly
"Where are you going?" Jeff said sleepily as he opened his eyes to meet his boyfriends.
"I'm just going for a walk. I won't be long okay?"
Jeff knew what day it was. He knew that sometimes his boyfriend just wanted to be left alone. He hummed and kissed his hand sweetly.
"You know where I am if you need me sweetie."
Nick didn't know what he would do with Jeff. He was so thankful for having him in his life. "Go back to sleep babe."
Nick shut the door quietly and left his room. He was about to make his way through the gardens when he had a message.
1 knew message: Kurt
I haven't forgot what day it is. I love you.
Nick read it over and over again. He remembered. Nick has been violently attacked seventy two years ago today. He was tortured, raped and left to die in his own blood. The vampires who had attacked him was a lot older which made Nick at lot weaker. He had no chance against them. The suffering lasted three months and four days and it was excruciating. When he came to Dalton he was a wreck and that's where Jeff stepped in. Their romance blossomed pretty quickly and they had been inseparable since. He spent years hiding, just incase they came back to finish the job. He didn't even know there names, just their faces that burned the back of his head. He went to walk through the gardens when he had an urge to turn round. He made his was back through the double doors and back up toward their rooms. He past his room quickly and knocked on another. Kurt answered the door.
"Nick?" Kurt said shocked but Nick didn't answer he just pushed past him and Kurt shut the door. There was a lot of things Kurt was good at and that was listening. He had a lot on his mind and he just needed someone to listen.
"I feel like shit." Nick told Kurt truthfully as he sat down on kurt's bed. Kurt knew how hard today was and it must of took a lot for him to come here.
"You look like it too." Kurt said playfully. Nick let out a breath he had been holding and laughed. Kurt didn't know if he should sit next to him or not. The last thing he wanted was for him to feel uncomfortable.
"How's your neck?" Nick said regretfully. He regret what he did to Kurt. He felt awful about it.
"Nothing I can't handle. It kinda makes me look like a badass don't you think?" Nick looked up and seen Kurt smiling at him. He shook his head before gesturing Kurt to sit down. Kurt took a seat next to him.
"I'm still so sorry about that Kurt."
"Don't be you was angry. I don't blame you, I'm a asshole." Kurt laughed out and Nick joined in.
"I don't want to talk about it. I'm sick of talking about it. I just want the pain to go away." Nick answered truthfully as he looked at his old friend. Kurt was hesitant at first but he moved his hand ran his fingers through his hair. Nick leaned into it and put his head and kurt's shoulder and Kurt wrapped his arms round him.
"I wish I could take the pain from you."
Nick knew he meant every word. He really did want to take the pain away from him. They sat there for a while and Nick felt better already. He thought it would be awkward going for Kurt for comfort but it was the opposite. Kurt was threading his fingers through his hair and he sighed and tried to get closer.
"If you get any closer you'll be sitting on my knee."
Nick rolled his eyes but tried anyway. He just needed to feel close. Kurt placed a arm around the front of his torso and pulled him gently. Nick looked up at him. Kurt knew what he needed. Nick lifted his leg and gently straddled Kurt. It wasn't sexual he just needed to be close. His arms wrapped round his shoulders and Kurt slid his arms round his body. Nick rested his head in the crook of Kurt's neck and inhaled. Kurt squeezed a little letting know he was still there.
"I know we have had our differences but in this moment Kurt.. I couldn't thank you enough. I have physically hurt you, mentally tortured you and you're here comforting me after everything I've did to you."
"I hurt you too snickers."
Nick pulled back and looked at Kurt in the face and laughed. It had been the first time Kurt had called him his nickname. He gently pulled back and climbed off Kurt before leaning down and giving him a chaste kiss to his neck.
"Thank you porcelain."
Nick had just left his room. He felt relieved that he was feeling better. He had thirty minutes before he had to meet up with Sebastian. Sebastian had texted and said he wasn't attending his last lessons and that he wanted him. All of him. All of a sudden he felt uneasy. He wants sex. Not oral, full blown sex. They hadn't slept with each other since the night Blaine caught them and he was dreading it. It wasn't that Sebastian was going to force him but he'll expect it. He expect Kurt to want him. The the panic starting to rise and the palpitations started. His hands flew up to his hair and pulled slightly as he crouched down and sat himself on the floor. He wished he had taken his medication today. He was so stressed. He couldn't take it. He needed help. He had been like that for thirteen minutes. He had never gone on for longer than five before. He felt like he was going to die. He decided to do what he should of done a long time ago. He stumbled up and send a group text.
BLACKBIRD.
It was their word for when they needed each other but they couldn't talk. He found the strength to stand up and he started to pace back and forth. He could feel himself breaking. The thought of having sex with him was making his skin crawl. He wanted to give up. He couldn't fight it anymore.
As soon as they read the text they left what they was doing and started to walk toward's Blaine's room. They didn't want to go through Kurt's incase Sebastian seen them. They found Kurt pacing back and forth. He looked more than stressed he looked demented. There was droplet of sweat that was running down his forehead and his hands was shaking as he placed a hand to his chest to try and calm himself down. He was having a panic attack. Blaine stepped forward and embraced Kurt and it was a accepted quickly. The guys was confused at the sudden comfort between them both. They only had seen the kiss between them on movie night. Kurt reached up and pointed to one of his ears. Signalling he needed the sage burned. Jeff had joined him beside Blaine and comforted him while Wes went back into Blaine's room and grabbed the bowl. He quickly made his way through the bathroom and David grabbed it out of his hands and lit it quickly. Kurt pulled away and started to pace again and he felt sick to his stomach. The guys didn't want to pressure Kurt so they sat down and waited for him to speak. He didn't know what to say. It just came of his mouth.
"He wants to sleep with me." He choked out.
They all looked at him in shock. The repulsed look on his face was enough to tell them who he was talking about.
"Baby, he's your boyfriend why is that-
"He's not my fucking boyfriend okay!" Kurt screamed out. It slipped out of his mouth and it wouldn't stop.
"He's a monster Jeff! He's twisted to fuck!" He raised his finger to his head and pressed hard. "He's fucked in the head!"
He lost it. He finally broke.
"I need you to compel me so I can-
"No Kurt! We are not doing that!"
"Please! Fucking help me." Kurt sobbed. He couldn't handle it anymore. The stress was killing him.
"Talk to us please Kurt!" Nick plead quietly. Kurt started to shake his head violently.
"What do you mean he's not your boyfriend pétale. I thought.. I thought you was happy?" David asked and Kurt started laughing uncontrollably.
"Tell them what you told me Kurt. Please." Blaine nodded his head and begged Kurt to just admit it. He stopped laughing and his laughs became hysterical cries and he looked over to Blaine. He looked so tired.
"It's bullshit. The lot of it. The relationship, the year spent together. It's all bullshit." Kurt breathed out. The tears welled up in his eyes and he let them fall. He couldn't do it anymore.
"I'm so sorry Nick. I tried. I really tried."
Nick stood up before approaching Kurt. He was freaking out. What the fuck did he mean? Kurt started to freak. Nick jumped up and grabbed him forcefully by the face with two hands.
"Look at me."
Kurt's eye's was looking everywhere but Nick's. "Please
Sweetheart, look at me."
Kurt moved his eyes and met Nick's. Kurt went to open his mouth but then there was a loud knock on the door.
"C'mon gorgeous. I haven't got all day." Sebastian was ten minutes early. He couldn't wait.
They all moved quickly to the bathroom and Kurt wiped his face before taking a deep breath and walked towards the door and opened it. He plastered a toothy smile on his face and he said hello
No matter what you happens, don't come out.
"Hey you." Sebastian said as he pressed himself against Kurt. Kurt couldn't even reply and his hands was all over him and his mouth was on his. It was disgusting and rough and Kurt's shirt was already getting unbuttoned and throw off his shoulders. He felt his belt being unbuckled and it snapped him back to reality
"Stop Sebastian." Kurt couldn't breath. Sebastian ignored him and carried on. "Stop."
Sebastian pulled back and looked at his 'boyfriend' and sighed frustratedly.
"We can talk freely." He pointed over to the sage burning on the side.
"Why the fuck is there sage burning Hummel?" Sebastian turned quickly. What the fuck is he up too?
"What can I say. I like to sing in my spare time. I don't like prying ears."
Sebastian rolled his eyes. "Yeah right and the sky is pink and the sun is green." Sebastian moved closer and grabbed Kurt by the wrists pulling him closer.
"What's wrong with you Hummel? I'm not fucking playing. Take of your clothes." Sebastian said sternly.
Kurt shook is head. "I'm not fucking you. We are not fucking do you understand?"
Sebastian smirked and moved closer pinning Kurt against the wall. His free hand came up grabbed him by the chin forcing him to look at him.
"You do remember our deal don't you Hummel?"
Kurt squirmed beneath his touch. He knew his friends was in the bathroom, he knew the door was ajar so they could hear everything.
"Why can't you just let me be? Why are you ruining my life? Why are you trying to ruin Nick's life? Please Sebastian can we just stop this? It's killing them." Kurt begged. He felt pathetic begging but he needed to try.
"That's the whole point of it Hummel. It's meant too. If this is the only way you're mine then so be it." Sebastian smirked and stepped back with his hands in the air. Sebastian walked over to the the sage and stumped it out. He then changed and smiled sweetly. He walked over and kissed Kurt on the lips.
"I'll see you later babe." With that Sebastian left. Kurt let out air he had been holding in and he tried to button his shirt back up but he hands fumbled over them making it impossible to button up his shirt. The bathroom door opened to reveal his friends. Jeff quickly ran over to help Kurt with his shirt before kissing him on the cheek and letting his boyfriend take over. Jeff lit the sage again.
"Kurt?" Nick said brokenly. They couldn't believe what they had just heard. It was all a rouse. Everything.
Kurt looked towards Nick. He closed his eyes for second.
"He knows Nick. He knows everything." Kurt said brokenly.
"I don't.. I don't understand Kurt." Nick said confused as he looked back and forth between Kurt and his friends. Kurt lifted his necklace from underneath his shirt and opened the clasp. The guys watched closely and realised there's was a small key on the chain with his dad ashes, he pulled his desk chair out from his computer desk and asked Wes to hold it. He went to stand on it but nearly stumbled, Blaine caught him by his hand and steadied him. He reached up and starting knocking on the ceiling until he heard the hollow sound. He lifted up and one of the tiles from the ceiling came loose. He fished around without looking until his hand fell a box. He dragged it down. It was around the size of a standard shoebox and it was really heavy. Blaine helped him down from the chair and Wes pushed it back until the desk. He kneeled down and ran his hands down his face. His friends followed suit, sitting close to him. Blaine intertwined their fingers together and lifted their joined hands so he could kiss them. He smiled at Blaine before turning to Nick.
"I did everything to protect you Nick. I just can't keep this a secret anymore. It's killing me." Nick nodded still confused. He opened the box with his key and pulled out an envelope. It contained eight photographs and other things. He carefully placed them in front of Nick and watched the horror wash over his face. It was photographs. Nick leaned over and with one of his hands he shakily picked one up. Sebastian was in the picture, shaking hands with another man. His gaze lifted up and he saw the mans face.
It was one of the men from his attack
He threw the picture down and he looked back up to Kurt in horror.
"Who is it Nicky?" Jeff placed a comforting hand on his back. "Nicky?"
Nick felt numb. Sebastian knew these men and then it clicked. That's what Kurt was hiding. It was for him. Everything he did was for him.
"It's is the monsters who hurt Nick." Kurt spoke gently and gazed at Nick.
"That fucking bastard." Wes chimed in. He grabbed one of the photos and looked through them.
"He said If I did what I did he would give me their names Nicky."
"Baby, is this why you have been with him? Is this why you cheated?" Jeff looked up to his best friend. He risk everything to save his boyfriend.
"Kurt. Is it true?" Blaine said looking at his Ex boyfriend. He knew something was up but he never thought in a million years it would be because he was protecting his best friend.
"Yes."
Nick lunged forward and brought Kurt into a hug. He started to shake in Kurt's arms and the realisation kicked in. He slept with Sebastian to keep his secret. To keep him safe. He ruined his life just to make him have his. He pulled back and Kurt swept his tears away.
"I fucking love you Kurt Hummel."
"Don't say that. Your boyfriend might get jealous." They laughed. It went quite and Kurt carried on.
"He told me he would tell them where you was if I didn't agree to be with him. He showed me the photos as proof. He had photos of their current ID's with there names scribbled out, address. He knows them Nick and not just businesses wise. He knows them personally."
Nick felt sickened. Kurt had to be in bed with that scumbag. "I'm so sorry he did thi-
"Don't you dare apologise, this isn't you fault. I made the choice, it was my decision." Kurt told him sternly. Nick nodded and sat back down. Kurt looked over to Blaine.
"I never did it because I wasn't happy Blaine, I was always happy. You're perfect. I just couldn't let someone I care about be destroyed in that way." Blaine smiled and leaned over giving him a brief kiss on the cheek. "Thank you."
"He's dead pétale. He's fucking dead." David spoke angrily as he stood up.
"No we need to carry on-
"No we fucking don't Kurt! You've told us now okay? We can go from here and we can work things out! I'm not having you near him again. Do you understand?" Nick said frantically as he tried to make Kurt agree. Kurt just shook his head.
"They will come for you Nick! How do you think I'm going to feel when I tell Jeff that you're dead! That it was my fault!" Kurt belted back.
"I've spent the last year of my life keeping this from you. I'm doing this okay? I'm doing this for you and I'm doing this to keep our family safe! So please Nick. Compel me. Compel me to enjoy it. Help me keep this secret because I can't do it on my own anymore." Kurt pleaded with Nick but he kept saying no. He wasn't letting Kurt do this anymore. The room paused soaking in what kurt has said.
"I'll do it." Wes spoke gently. "Kurt right. As horrible as it is he needs to carry on doing this. They will come Nick. They will come for you. If it's going to make Kurt's life easier by compelling him then fuck it. I'm all for it." He nodded at Kurt with a smile. "I'll compel you Kurt."
kurt smiled thankfully at Wes and nodded his head.
Kurt walked over to Blaine and placed a hand on his face."Please Blaine. Please support me."
Instead of answering his leaned forward and kissed Kurt sweetly before pulling back and kissing him again on the nose. " I knew you there was a reason." He couldn't wait to have the chance to rip Sebastian's vocal chords out. He kept the anger subsided for Nicks sake.
"You're coming back to me."
Kurt smiled and nodded.
"Always Blaine."
Kurt turned towards Wes. "So, can you do it?"
"Well there might be a little bit of a problem with that."
Kurt raised an eyebrow at Wes. "What do you mean a problem."
"Well we might or might not have been spiking your drinks with vervain everyday." Wes said with a smirk.
"Are you fucking kidding me? Why?" Kurt said shocked. They was spiking him.
"Well we kinda was confused over the whole seb thing so we made a plan to start spiking you, just incase it was compulsion?" Jeff said and Kurt rolled his eyes heavily before nodding. He felt free. Now that they knew he could be himself. Now that they knew it would be easier for them to understand and accept.
"Shit. The sage is nearly out." David said in a panic hoping that it was still working.
"Nick. Take the box. Look through it. There's more than just photo's you need to know what you're dealing with before hand. Okay?" Kurt said with a hand on Nick's shoulder.
"Of course Kurt. Fuck.. thank you."
Kurt turned towards Wes.
"Tomorrow Wesley?"
"Tomorrow Kurtis."
He told his friends to leave and get some rest and to look over everything he had given them. He needed someone to Blaine offered to stay next door. He sent a quick text to him apologising.
I'm sorry Smythe alright? I don't feel well and I took it out on you. Promise me you won't say anything still?
The text come back pretty quickly.
Don't disappoint me again Hummel. I don't like when I don't get what I want.
I won't I promise. I just need to rest and I'll meet you tomorrow?
Okay hot stuff. I'll see you then
Kurt wanted to thank the God's for Sebastian not questioning him. He knew Kurt hardly ever got confrontation anymore due to wanting to keep Nick's secret. Kurt had rang Finn and cancelled their plans. Texting him blackbird so he knew it was important. Finn was in on everything. He leaned forward on his desk scribbled out a quick note. He made his way through the bathroom and knocked on the door gently. He heard a 'come in' and Blaine was laying on his bed reading his book.
"Do you have a spare geography book I can borrow? I might have misplaced mine on purpose and now I can't find it." Kurt laughed out. Blaine looked confused for a moment before he seen Kurt smiling.
"Oh yeah right of course. They are on my desk." Blaine said politely.
Kurt walked over and handed Blaine the note.
"I'll pass it back first thing in the morning. Thank you Blaine. Do you need to use the bathroom before I get a shower?" Kurt grinned before making his way out the room.
"No, knock yourself out."
Blaine opened the note carefully with his fingers.
You're more than welcome to join me x
He looked up and seen that Kurt hadn't locked the door but he left it ajar. He heard the shower turning on and Kurt stepping in. Fuck Sebastian. He's mine. He made his way over to his bedroom door and locked it and then made his way to the bathroom. He opened the door slightly and seen the outline of Kurt in the shower. It made him shiver. He could see his lifting his arms up to wet his hair. His body flexed as he started to wash his hair with his shampoo. He moaned before taking of his clothes quickly and walking over to the shower. He opened the shower door and stepped in. Kurt as his back to him. He eyes traveled up his legs to his ass and he bit his lips. His body was insane. He stepped closer and lifted his hand up, trailing a finger down his spine. He felt Kurt shiver under his touch. He grabbed him by his hips and turned him around quickly making Kurt gasp, Kurt raised a hand to his mouth to try and mask the sound. The stood there looking at each other, moving there hands up and down each other's bodies. Kurt forgot what it was like to be touched this way. It was incredible. Kurt wanted more, he wanted Blaine. They showered together, washing eachother but it was nothing more. The sage wasn't burning and it was risky to do anything else. Kurt bit his lip when he felt Blaine's fingers trail patterns on his hip. He couldn't take it. He turned the shower off with his free hand and gently started to walk them out the shower. They ended up in Blaine's room. He nodded at Blaine. Blaine pulled out another stick of sage and lit it before placing it in the bowl. He looked back up to Kurt and smiled.
"Are you sure Blaine?"
"I'm more than sure."
Kurt walked towards Blaine and leaned forward, kissing him gently. Blaine's hands ended up round his waist pulling there bodies together. They both moaned as there cocks rubbed together at the contact. They made it over to the bed and Blaine laid Kurt down before laying down on top of them. They kissed slowly, savouring the moment. They was already both hard and wanting each other. Kurt moved his hand over and pulled the draw open, fumbling around until his had fell on a familiar bottle. He pulled it out and shut the draw and handed it to Blaine. Lube.
"I want you Blaine. I want all of you."
Blaine closed his eyes in pleasure and opened the bottle while Kurt got himself into position. It had been so long but it came so natural to them. He coated one of his fingers and leaned down so he could kiss Kurt. He started to rub his finger slowly along his hole before gently pushing in. Kurt gasped into Blaine's mouth and his arms flew out and fisted the bed sheets. He started to push his finger in and out slowly prepping him. It was the hottest thing Blaine had ever seen. There kisses got quicker and Kurt slide his tongue into kurts mouth and he moaned. God he had missed this.
"More Blaine." Kurt moaned out. It wasn't enough he needed more.
He added a second finger and waited for Kurt to relax into it before pushing in and out again. Kurt was a wreck. He had forgotten how good Blaine made him feel.
"God. You're so beautiful." Blaine spoke gently before kissing Kurt again hard.
He added a third and a fourth and Kurt was shameless rocking against his fingers. The site of Kurt made pre cum pool out of his cock.
"Blaine please. I'm ready. Just let me feel you." Kurt had is eyes closed and his mouth was open slightly. Blaine groaned before flipping Kurt over so that he was on all fours. He coated himself and the contact made him bite his lip. He wasn't going to last long.
"Are you sure you're ready?" Blaine asked sweetly before bending over and placing kisses down his spine.
"Yes. Please baby."
Blaine positioned himself at Kurt's entranced and slowly pushed the tip in. His head snapped back in pleasure and he grabbed into Kurt's hips for support. He felt Kurt tense so he starting kissing him again until he felt him relax. Kurt placed his hands on the headboard and quickly pushed back, pushing's Blaine's cock fully inside of him. Kurt choked out a moan before kneeling up. He placed his right hand on one of Kurt's hips and he looped his arm round so he could pull kurt's face towards him, cupping him. They kissed hungrily until Kurt gave the ok to move. Blaine pushed himself out of Kurt before snapping his hips forward and pounding straight into that sweet spot.
"Fuck Blaine!" Kurt's screamed out in pleasure as Blaine started to rock back and forth. Slowly increasing the speed. Blaine thought his lungs had collapsed, he couldn't breathe. They continued to make love, their moans and gasps filling up the whole room.
"I want to see your beautiful face." Blaine groaned into kurt's shoulder. He gently pulled out and laid kurt down on his back before lifting on of his legs in top of his shoulder and pushing in again.
Feed from me Blaine
He thought he was imagining it. Did he just hear Kurt ask him to feed on him? He looked down and seen Kurt had titled his head slightly, revealing his long lean neck. He could see his blood pumping through his veins and it made him crazy. He slowly leaned down and kissed Kurt before starting to lick and kiss down Kurt's neck. He found the spot he loved, between his neck and collarbone and his fangs extended and he bit down gently, moaning into his skin. He could fell the coiling sensation in the pit of his stomach and he knew he wasn't going to last now after tasting Kurt. He sucked on kurt's neck while he started to fuck him faster. He could tell be Kurt's body language he was close too. He pulled back from his neck and licked the remaining blood away. Kurt grabbed blaine's hand and placed it on his neck. Jesus, when was Kurt into choking? Blaine moaned out loud before squeezing lightly on his neck and pounding faster into Kurt.
"Fuck Blaine I'm-
Blaine continued to fuck his lover and wrapped a hand round kurt's cock, pumping in rhythm with his hips. He gasped as had flew up to his hair and his other one was in the bed sheets. He thought he had seen it all. Kurt's orgasms was something he would never get old of. He whole body shook and he started to mumble 'fucks'. His eyes rolled back into his head in absolute ecstasy. Blaine followed quicker after, planting his seed in Kurt's ass. He grabbed onto Kurt for support as he rocked himself through it. He was breathing hard and had a smile plastered on his face. He looked down and seen Kurt did too. Satisfaction. He leaned down and kissed Kurt lazily while stroking his hair.
"Jesus Christ." Blaine said happily as he came down from his high. He opened his eyes to see Kurt staring right at him just an inch away. They started to kiss lazily, enjoying each others company.
"Was that worth the wait Anderson?" Kurt asked stupidly with his eyes shut. Blaine laughed and rolled his eyes.
"No it was awful. I hated every minute of it."
Kurt playfully slapped Blaine's arm and tried to sit up but Blaine threw him back down with his arm.
"I loved it. I love you, Kurt."
Kurt looked over at his Ex. He started to get emotional. Great Kurt, you held it in all the way through the sex part and now you wanna cry afterwards? Stupid emotions.
"I love you more Blaine." Kurt said while he voice broke and then learning in for another kiss.