"How was that for a first feed?"
Kurt felt exhilarated. Pleasure shot through his body and he loved every minute of it. He knew now what they meant when they said it was the most satisfying feeling in the world. He felt a slave to it and he didn't want it to stop. Ever. They didn't know what to say. They didn't think Kurt had realised what he had done. Blaine slowly stood up and approached him, never leaving eye contact. Kurt was breathing heavily and was licking the remainder of the blood from his fangs. They didn't want to worry Kurt. He had did incredibly well for his first feed even though he had decapitated the poor man.
"You did great baby. I'm proud of you." Blaine smiled but Kurt could sense the forcefulness of it and he frowned.
"Why are you all looking at me like that?" Kurt voice was low and pained. "Why are you looking at me like that." He pointed to Blaine and withdraw his hand quickly.
"Baby." Blaine said as he finally stood in front of Kurt.
"Don't baby me. Why are you looking at me like I'm just killed your puppy?" Kurt demanded. They looked appalled. Kurt tried to think what he had did. He fed. He enjoyed it. He remembered pushing Blaine, Wes and David. His eyes show up to meet Blaine's.
"I didn't mean to hurt you I'm so sorry." His eyes shot to his two friends who was sitting on the couch and he crossed his arms around his chest feeling extremely insecure.
"It's okay Kurt. You did so well. We know how hard the first feed is." Wes said sweetly and David nodded. Kurt turned his eyes back to Blaine. He couldn't think. He started to struggle trying to remember.
"Baby look at me."
Kurt lifted his hand and seen the worried look in his eyes.
"It wasn't your fault. The hunger… it was stronger than we thought." Blaine stepped forward and tried to place a hand on his lover but he flinched back.
"What wasn't my fault?" Kurt felt the tears prick his eyes. What did he do?
"I need you to walk towards me okay? I'm so proud of you." Blaine said and grinned before holding his hand out for Kurt to grab hold of.
He doesn't know Nicky. He doesn't know what he's done. He blacked out. Jeff spoke in his mind to his boyfriend but they had all heard it. Minus Kurt.
Kurt didn't grab hold of his hand but instead he started to turn around, Blaine shot forward and kept his shoulders straight and turned towards him. Kurt was more than worried. He was petrified.
"Please don't look." Blaine said into his eyes. Kurt went to lift a hand towards his face and caught a glimpse of his hands. They was soaked in blood from his fingertips to past his wrists. He breathed in sharply remembering. He looked down to his pyjamas. He started to hyperventilate and the tears started to fall down his face and his hands started to shake violently.
"What did I do?" Kurt sobbed. He knew what he had done. He had killed someone. Not just killed someone he had ripped the head of the mans shoulders and he loved it. He enjoyed it. Blaine grabbed Kurt trying to calm him but he head started to shake for side to side.
Wes and Nick had ran over and tried to conceal the body but before they could Kurt turned around and laid his eyes on the man. Well, the body of the man. He followed the blood trail and his sobs became more rapid and he felt dizzy. He had no head. He had no fucking head. He turned to the left and seen the head. The attractive mans eyes were open and they was looking right through him. He stopped sobbing. He felt numb. The tears stopped flowing and he had stood there staring until he felt his leg's moving and reaching down to pick up the head. He felt a strong pair of arms wrapped round him pulling him back.
"I can fix it." Kurt said numbly.
"No baby, you can't." Blaine whispered into ear and silent tears ran down Blaine's face. Kurt was too strong and he pulled away and started to crawl on the floor with the head in his arms towards the body.
"Oh god no." Jeff sobbed as he ran over to his best friend. He's breaking. He wrapped his arms round him pulling him back but Kurt fought and he fought hard. Nick stepped in and they pinned Kurt on the floor but they was still struggling to keep him down so Blaine quickly straddled Kurt with his weight while Nick and Jeff had him by his shoulders. Fuck me he's strong Nick thought as he looked at his boyfriend. Wes and David started to drag the body away from Kurt. They needed to dispose of it. They didn't want him to see it again.
Kurt had started to laugh like a maniac. It started to more than worry them.
"I killed someone. I actually killed someone." Kurt laughed out. He had stopped fighting and was just laying there looking at Blaine.
"I think I'm in shock." Kurt laughed again turning towards his best friend. "Who would would of thought it? Me? Fucking killing someone. Wow."
Jeff didn't want to laugh but the way he said it was so casual. He didn't want to smile either. He bit his lip to stop laughter escaping his lips but he couldn't help it, it just came tumbling out.
"You're not funny Kurt." Jeff said looking away. Why did he have to be so funny?
"Look at me and say that Sterling."
Jeff rolled his eyes and turned towards his friend. His eyes was piecing through his and he felt sick. Kurt turned his head to face Blaine. He swallowed, feeling the stinging in his eyes.
"Will it always be like this?" Kurt said weakly. Blaine signed before leaving down and kissing him gently on the lips.
"No beautiful but it's going to take some time." Blaine pulled back and Kurt nodded and closed his eyes.
"Do you think you can stand up now Kurt?" Nick said softly, looking around to make sure the body was gone and it was.
"Yes."
They helped him up and Kurt stumbled a little, feeling light headed from getting up to quick. He swayed but was supported by the three of them. Blaine wrapped his arms round him.
"I'm here for you. We all are." Kurt pulled back and smiled weakly.
"Let's go and get you cleaned up okay?" Jeff said and Kurt nodded before linking arms with Kurt and making their way back to his room. Blaine was standing there with Nick. He looked up tiredly at his best friend.
"This is going to be harder than I thought."
Kurt had started to wash his hands in his bathroom. He watched the blood swirl down the drain and he looked up in the mirror to keep his eyes from wandering to the blood. His eyes was still a bright red. Jeff explained that they would stay like that for a few weeks until he adjusted. Jeff was perched on the side of bath and he watched Kurt staring at himself in the mirror.
"You're so beautiful, you know that?" Jeff smiled and watched kurts eyes look at him through the mirror. Kurt laughed before looking down and seeing that the blood was clear from his hands. He shook his head and looked back up.
"You have to say that. You're my best friend."
Jeff stood and approached his best friend and wrapped his arms round him and they looked at each other in the mirror.
"I don't know what I would do without you Jeff."
Jeff placed a kiss in his hair and grinned wildly. "I'm sure you would cope just fine."
Kurt turned towards his best friend and wrapped his arms round his neck. "I'm being serious jeff. I really don't know what I would do without you. You've stuck by me through everything and I would be lost if I didn't have you. You're my hero. You know that right?"
Jeff blew out a laugh and looked down to the floor. That had really touched him. He looked everywhere but Kurt's eyes. They was both so emotional. They always have been. Hearing his best friend say that to him was the best thing in the world. Kurt raised his finger and placed it on Jeff's chin and he lifted his head up so he could look at him.
"I love you."
Jeff let out a sob. "Fuck… Kurt. Why do you have to say stupid things like that?"
Kurt smiled showing all his teeth and let out a laugh. "Fine, Don't say it ba-
"I love you too. More than anything."
Nick and Blaine had heard the sweet exchange from outside the bathroom. They was currently sitting on Kurt's bed. It made their hearts swell. The love them two had for eachother was heartwarming. Nick turned towards Blaine with a smirk on his face, he took both of his hands and raised them towards his chest. Blaine rolled his eyes but let him. Fucking idiot
"You mean the world to me Blainers! What would I do if I didn't have you in my life? Obviously stake my self! Or take off my daylight ring and let the sun gods take me and make me their bitch!" Nick dramatically said placing the back of his hand against is forehead and pretending to swoon.
"Fuck you Duval." Blaine said playfully before punching his best friend on the shoulder. "Ow that fucking hurt you bastard!"
They laughed before turning to each other. A smile graced Blaine's lips.
"I love you."
Nick laughed before placing a kiss to temple. "I love you too. More than anything."
They repeated Kurt and Jeff. Exactly how it was said and they meant every word of it. The door bathroom door opened and tear stained face Jeff walked out sniffling.
"Damn. Your boy gives me the feels blaine." Jeff said wiping his eyes with the back hand before laughing and sitting on his boyfriends lap.
"He has a way with words doesn't he?" Nick muttered into jeff's neck.
"He sure does."
Blaine looked up and was watching Kurt. He was washing his hands again. Blaine sighed before turning to them.
"How many times has he washed his hands Jeff?"
Jeff looked down and started to play with his fingers. He tried to get Kurt to stop but he kept on washing them. He hands sore from scrubbing them to hard.
"That'll be the seventh time since we got back." Jeff said sadly looking at the bathroom. Blaine nodded and stood up and started walking towards the bathroom before thanking his friends and shutting the door behind him.
"Is he going to be okay?"
"I really don't know Nicky."
They shortly left wanting to give Blaine and Kurt some privacy. Nick had lit a piece of sage and knocked on the door lightly and passed it to Blaine.
"Kurt?"
Kurt looked up from washes his hands and blinked a few times. He had been staring at himself in the mirror. Damn, how long was I doing that for?
"Hey you." Kurt smiled before continuing to wash his hands. Blaine walked over and turned the tap of quickly and grabbed a hand towel that was nearly folded beside him. He reached over and touched kurt's hands, bringing them up to the towel and he started to dry them.
"Do you want to talk about it my love?"
Kurt shook his head. "I don't want to talk about it just yet Blaine, I just want to forget about it. Can you just distract me?"
"Always." Blaine said before kissing him quickly on the cheek. Kurt was watching him dry his hands and he smiled.
"You're so sweet. I would kill to have a boyfriend like you." Kurt said shyly before looking at him through his eyelashes. Blaine laughed before finishing up and folding the towel neatly and placing it back where it was.
"I would kill to be that boyfriend for you."
Blaine moved quickly pulling Kurt in for a passionate kiss moaning into his mouth as Kurt darted his tongue in. Kurt thought the kissing on the cheek was pleasurable, this was something else. He was getting hard already and as soon as Blaine felt his hard on brush against his thigh he moaned out like a whore and started to attack kurt's neck. Calm down Blaine. You don't want it this way for him. Blaine pulled back and Kurt groaned trying to pull him back by his shirt.
"Fuck Blaine just please…give me something. Anything. Please just touch me."
Blaine had his hand up against the wall. He eyes was closed and small quick breaths was escaping his lips. Kurt was begging him. Begging him to give him something. He looked up to him and he caved. He lifted Kurt up and he gasped in surprise, he wrapped his legs round Blaine's waist and they continued to kiss. He was placed on top on the unit next to the sink and Kurt pulled back from his mouth and started to place wet kisses along his collarbone, he felt Kurt fangs graze the skin of his neck and he shuddered and moaned in pleasure. Fuck. He hooked his thumb on Kurt's pyjamas bottoms and looked at him. Kurt licked his lips and nodded before lifting slightly to allow Blaine to lower them. Blaine pulled them down slowly placing kisses down his stomach and then just past his hips. Kurt was in absolute heaven. He hissed as the cold unit hit his ass but he didn't care all he could think about was Blaine's mouth on him. Blaine slid them off his ankles and looked back up to him and Kurt was a wreck. He was a wreck. Blaine snaked his hand up his thigh, Every moan was going right to his cock. For such a slender man, Kurt was massive. He smiled mischievously and without any warning he had took Kurt in his mouth. Kurt growled out throwing his head back, his hand shot out and tangled his fingers threw his hair.
"Oh my god Blaine."
Blaine nearly came just from hearing Kurt say his name in that way. Blaine started to unbuckle his belt pulling his zipper down before wrapping his hand round himself and started to pump in rhythm with his mouth. Kurt had never tasted so good. Kurt's other hand was placed on the edge of the unit, his knuckles turning white from gripping it too hard. Blaine swirled his tongue round the tip and Kurt lost his shit.
"Do that again. Please fucking do that again." Kurt moaned out. He was writhing, he tried to thrust his hips forward but Blaine held him down firmly. He could feel that Kurt was close. He could tell. Kurt had his mouth open and a bead of sweat was falling down his forehead. So fucking hot. Blaine moaned at the sight of him and that's all it took. Kurt clenched his eyes shut as the orgasm washed over him. His moans was loud and sinful and his body was shaking in pure pleasure. He had never had a orgasm like it in his life. It shot through him and he bit his lip, drawing blood. Blaine didn't stop. He sucked slowly right through it until the end. Kurt was panting and his legs started to shake. Kurt laughed seductively before his eyes landed on Blaine. He could of got hard again there and then. Blaine still had his mouth wrapped him, swallowing every last drop of him. Blaine was savouring every last minute of it and he refused to cum and was slowly pumping himself. Blaine pulled off with a pop, a trail of cum seeping out his mouth and Kurt smirked and ran a finger lazily to his mouth and swept it up before lifting it towards his own mouth. He teased it around his mouth, gliding it across his lips. Blaine growled in frustration before standing up and grabbing Kurt's wrist and stopping it so it was just outside his mouth.
"Fucking do it." Blaine moaned out. He was so close. He couldn't hold it any longer. Kurt grinned, fangs showing and he popped it in his mouth and swirled it round his tongue. Kurt moaned at the taste of himself before moving his hand and wrapped his hand Blaine and pumping a few times. White, hot strips of cum shot out and fell onto Kurt's stomach. He leaned forward and placed his head on his shoulder for support while Kurt pleasured him through it.
"Fuck me." Blaine said breathlessly as he lifted his head to meet Kurt.
"I've been trying to get you to do that for the past week darling." Kurt shot back playfully. Blaine chuckled before kissing him on the lips. They smiled lovingly at each other.
"Thank you." Kurt said into his lips.
"Are you thanking me for the exquisite blow job I've just given you or thanking me for something else?" Blaine smirked as Kurt threw his head back in laughter. He rolled his eyes before answering him back.
"For everything sugar. Especially the mind blowing blow job."
Blaine shook his head and kissed him again. "Let's get cleaned up."
"So now it's for the juicy part. Finding out what your favourite type of the red stuff is." Nick smiled giddily before pulling out eight blood bags out the fridge and placing them in front of Kurt. They wanted to try and get Kurt as quick as they could drinking from a blood bag, they didn't want Kurt to go through what he went through last time. Kurt smiled up at Nick and nodded.
"Take your time Kurt. We have eternity." Jeff smirked before sitting next to his friend and grabbing a bag and stabbing it with a straw and passing it to him.
"A positive baby."
Kurt took it from Jeff's hands and wrapped his lips round the straw and sipped the red liquid up. His nose wrinkled up in disgust and pulled away quickly, struggling to swallow the liquid. He shook his head and Blaine stood up quickly and passed him a empty cup and Kurt spat it out.
"What the fuck is that? It taste like shit." Kurt face twisted and grabbed the glass of water that was next to him. Jeff looked confused before taking the bag and tasting himself. It tasted fine. Jeff looked up towards his friends and shrugged. He passed it around and they all said the same. Of course it didn't taste the same it was from a bag and not from the vein.
"Try a different one beautiful." Blaine grabbed the next one, stabbing it with a straw and passing it towards him. Kurt nodded and lifted it to his lips and took a big sip. His reaction was the same but this time he swallowed it. He started coughing and brought the blood straight back up, soaking himself. It was nothing he had ever tasted before.
"What's wrong with me?" Kurt spluttered out. It burned the back of his throat. It was revolting.
"Let's just keep trying okay?" Jeff placed a comforting hand on his friend and grabbed the next one. All eight bags Kurt was struggling to keep it down. They thought he was being dramatic at first with the first two bags but his reaction was far from faking it. He genuinely couldn't swallow it. Every time it hit the back of his throat he gagged and spat it out. They knew it wasn't the same but he shouldn't be acting this way. It was making him sick. Kurt was felt exhausted. He had tried every single one of them and he was getting nowhere. He looked up at Blaine who was looking at him with concern.
"Blaine I can't keep it down. I just can't. It's burning my throat. It's revolting. It's like nothing I have ever tasted before. Is this normal?" Kurt questioned. He felt nauseous.
"No baby, it's not normal." Blaine looked up at Nick who was watching Kurt struggle.
"I'll keep trying." Kurt said tiredly before placing a hand on his hand. His head was pounding. I thought vampires didn't get sick?
Nick quickly walked over to Blaine and grabbed him up and pulled him outside of the room.
"He's not faking it Blaine. You can't fake shit like that. Every time he takes a sip it's like acid running down his throat." Nick said while peering into Kurt has he started to cough again, blood going everywhere.
"What's wrong with him Nicky?" Blaine said looking through at his lover. David was cleaning up the blood around the table while Wes had his head in a book. Most likely trying to find out the reason why Kurt couldn't keep it down. Wes shut the book before making his way over to Nick and Blaine.
"I'm going to call finn and Carol. I'm going to see if they know anything about kurt's family history."
"Thank you Wes." Blaine said putting a hand on his shoulder. Nick smiled and thanked him before Wes pulled out his phone and went to make the private phone call.
Kurt looked sick. His face was ghostly pale and his eyes exhausted. It looked like his body was declining the transition. Blaine and Nick walked back over. Jeff looked up and approached them quickly.
"What's going on? Do you know anything? Have you found anything out? He shouldn't be like this Nicky he should be accepting it!" Jeff said frantically running his hands down his face. Nick pulled him in.
"We don't know anything. I've never heard anything like this before babe. I promise you we will fix it okay?"
Jeff nodded before pulling away hugging Blaine. "Let's just be with him for the time being."
Wes was talking to Finn on the phone they had been for the last twenty minutes.
He's not accepting the blood? That's weird right?
"It's more than weird Finn. I've never seen it before. He can't keep any of it down."
Fuck man. I mean I don't even know. Maybe it's time to tell my mom
"You sure that's a good idea?"
Wes was sitting down, flicking through some old books that was pasted down his family. It had everything, from becoming a vampire to killing one.
I don't know dude but this is Kurt. Our Kurt. We need to do something
"Would you like me to come to your home and explain it with you? It might help with the process of telling Mrs Hummel."
Would you man? That would really help. I wouldn't know where to start. How quick can you get here?
"Give me ten. I'm just going to let them know I'm coming to see you."
Wait? What do you mean ten minutes? It's a four hour drive
Wes laughed down the phone as Finn. He could practically hear the clogs turning in his head. After a few seconds Finn laughed and replied
Oh shit yeah. Vampy abilities. See you soon man!
The phone cut dead and Wes stood and and started to make his way back to them.
Wes entered the room and they all looked up. Hoping for some sort of answer. He shook his head and they sighed.
"I'm going to go and see Finn. I think Mrs Hummel can help."
Blaine had taken Kurt to his room so he could clean himself up. The blood was everywhere and Kurt had started to vomit violently.
"You think telling Mrs Hummel is going to help?" Nick said standing up and started to pick up all the used blood bags and putting them in the bin.
"I think it's the only option we have. Think about it. What do we know about Kurt before he came to Dalton?" Wes said before pulling out his phone and texting Finn letting him know he was leaving.
"You're right. I mean we know Kurt lost his mom at a young age and he didn't grow up with a motherly figure until Mrs Hummel came into his life. What do we know about his biological's mother's side?" Jeff said with a sadness in his voice. Things could never just be easy for Kurt.
"Do we even know what Kurt's mothers second name was?" David said addressing his friends. They all shook his head.
"I don't want to ask Kurt incase it's upsetting for him so I'm just going to go there and get some answers."
"Thanks Wes, you're the best." Jeff grinned before starting to help the guys clean up.
"Good luck man." David laughed out before nodding.
Wes had arrived at The Hummel household and knocked on the door. Spot on ten minutes. Not only was he extremely formal he was very punctual. He could hear a heartbeat coming to the door and he recognised it as Finn's. The door opened and Finn smiled dopily.
"Hey dude." He gestured for Wes to walk in and Wes stepped forward but he couldn't move no further. Shit. Burt Hummel isn't the lead tennant anymore.
"What's the matter dude?"
"I have to be invited in by the home owner."
"I thought you had already been invited in dude?" Finn asked confused. Wes was in their home pretty often before Kurt left Dalton.
"With Mr Hummel passing it has to be the next owner and because Kurt is Different-
"Oh shit yeah. Let me get my mom."
Wes stood there patiently waiting for Finn to return.
"Oh Wesley! How lovely to see you! It's been so long my dear!" Carol said sweetly.
"It's always a pleasure to see you Mrs Hummel." Wes smiled. He did love Carol. She was incredibly sweet.
"What are you standing out there for? Come in before you get a cold!" Wes smiled and Finn laughed before Wes stepped foot in the home. He was swept up by Carol in a motherly hug. She pulled back quickly panic in her eyes.
"Is my boy okay?"
"Of course he is Mrs Hummel. I can assure you he's doing well." Wes lied. He didn't want Carol to worry just yet. She put a hand on her heart and laughed.
"Thank god. Please come and sit down I'll make up some hot chocolate."
Mrs Hummel's hot chocolate is to die for. The boys would come round for the hot chocolate alone. They was sat down in the kitchen, Wes was sitting in front of Finn and Mrs Hummel while they enjoyed the hot drink of delight. Finn was looking at Wes and tilted his head to the side, gesturing him to start.
"Mrs Hummel. First of all I want to say how sorry I am for the loss of your husband. Mr Hummel was an remarkable man. I wish we would of known sooner so we could of helped in anyway we could." Wes smiled sadly. They really would of helped. Wes could see right through her. Through all that sweet and loving personality there was someone who was heartbroken at the loss of the love of her life.
"Thank you sweetheart. That means everything to us." Carol reached over and grabbed his hand. Where did this young man come from? He's perfect.
"I'm actually here because me and Finn have something to tell you. We don't want you to worry or panic but it will be a very big shock to you. I just want you to prepare yourself for what we are about to tell you Mrs Hummel."
Carol looked up at her son and back to the young man who was sitting at the table. She was a very understanding woman and whatever they had to tell her she would always be there for them. She reached over and grabbed her son's hand and she smiled at him.
"Are you ready mom?"