They all looked up when they heard them three words slip from Sebastian's mouth. The silence was deafening. Carol and Finn had a confused look on their faces. Wes pulled out his phone with shaky hands and typed a message to Finn. Finn read it quickly, anger washing over him before passing it over to him mom. She read it too with a shocked expression in her face.

No fucking way did he just say that to him

They all looked up to Nick. Nick didn't know if he should laugh or cry. He slowly turned to Blaine who was sitting there silently with his hands in his face, waiting patiently for Kurt's answer. They all waited. They knew if Kurt said it back he would know he was lying. They just hoped Kurt realised that.

"Sebast-

"You don't have to say it back Kurt. Don't force it. I just can't wait much longer to tell you."

Kurt didn't know what to do. He didn't love him. He hated him. "Are you saying this because." He pointed to his ears to indicate that the others would be listening in.

"No."

Sebastian loved him. Really loved him. Is he fucking delusional? This was going to be easier than he thought.

"Maybe we should go back to my room? So we can talk in private?" Kurt said quickly.

"I don't give a fuck anymore Kurt. This isn't a game for me. I want you. All of you. For real." Sebastian grabbed Kurt's hands and raised them towards his chest. Has he been dropped on the head? Maybe when Nick snapped his neck it sent him fucking insane?

"Please Sebastian. Let's go to my room. Okay?" Kurt lifted a hand and placed it on his shoulder. Sebastian nodded before reaching out for Kurt to take it. They left the bathroom hand in hand and before they went to turn to walk towards his room he spoke

"My family are here. Do you mind just waiting a minute while I tell them where I'm going?" Kurt asked sweetly before taking his keys out his hoodie and placing them in his hand.

"Of course not. I'll meet you there."

He leaned over and kissed Kurt on the cheek before turning round and making his way down the corridor. Kurt stood there for a moment, collecting his thoughts. Jesus. He shook is head and quickly made his way to the kitchen opening the door nearly taking it off it's hinges. They all looked up when he came nearly tumbling through the door.

"Me and Seb are erm." Kurt couldn't finish getting the words out. He felt like he was going to be sick. He took a deep breath. "We are going back to my room to talk. Will you both be okay?"

"Of course sweetheart. You go ahead, don't keep him waiting." Her voice was sweet but her face was placid. He looked around the room and noticed they was all looking at him. His eyes fell onto Blaine's and he felt awful. He mouthed an 'I love you' before nodding to them all and leaving the room. As soon as he left Jeff jumped over to the other side of the room and quickly lit the sage.

"What the absolute shit show was that? Seriously? He's dropping the L bombs now?" Jeff said hysterically sitting down his frustration.

"Do you think he said that for you dudes to here?" Finn said looking round at the table.

"No man. He means it." David added looking up to Finn.

"I wish I would of put him out his misery the moment he had his dirty claws into kurt." Blaine said bluntly. That asshole is dead.

"So what now? What do we do now?" Nick had his hand on Blaine's leg trying to comfort him.

"Kurt's a big boy. He knows what he's doing. We just to just trust him." Carol said as she started to clean up the table. The guys jumped in to help and they started to clean their mess. After a few minutes or so wes spoke up.

"I have something to tell you all."

They had stopped what they was doing. Wes was avoiding their gaze at all costs, especially Blaine's.

"What is it man?"

David sat next to his friend and placed a hand on his shoulder. Something has been eating his friend up and now was his chance to find out. They all sat back down. Wes didn't think he had ever been this nervous. He didn't want to loose them. He didn't want to loose Blaine.

"You can tell us Wes. Take your time." Blaine said softly. Why wasn't he looking at me? Have I did something?

"Me and Kurt was going to tell you together but with him not being here and I just." Wes sighed. How the fuck was he going to word this?

"You and Kurt? Are you both slee-

"What no! Seriously? Is that what you think of me Nick?" Wes looked up at his friend. Wow, did they really think I would do that?

"What man no! I didn't mean it like that! It's just the way you worded it that's all! I'm sorry. I know you would never. Sorry Mrs Hummel, Finn." Nick felt foolish. Stupid mouth. Wes nodded.

"I'm sorry Nick it's just hard."

They had never seen Wes struggle so much. Admitting that was a big thing for Wes and especially in front of so many people.

"I don't want you to hate me Blaine but I have no control over it."

"I could never hate you Wes. Please man. Talk to me." Blaine pleaded. He stood up and walked over to his friend and sat on the other side of him and he placed a hand on his hand.

"Once Kurt transitioned. I felt different. My feelings toward him didn't feel twisted anymore, it felt straightened out." He looked up to Blaine and he nodded. He took a shaky breath before carrying on.

"Every time I looked at him. Every time I heard his voice. It made me want to be around him. I thought it was because of the connecting process but me and Kurt haven't did that. We wasn't even able to have a civilised conversation when he was human."

"You're bonded with him aren't you?" David spluttered out. That's why he's been acting strange.

"Is it true Wes? Are you bonded with Kurt?" Blaine asked stunned. Out of everyone, Wesley?

Wes nodded keeping his eyes down. "I tried to stop it. I tried ignoring him and walking away. I tried to keep away from him but all my mind and body was telling me was to be around him, be near him and always have him in sight. I'm so sorry Blaine."

Blaine looked up at his friend and smiled. He knew that Wes needed someone and for it to be Kurt? It couldn't have been a better match.

"I couldn't think of a better person." Wes's head shots up. "Really?"

"Yeah man, really. You have always needed someone. What better person could it be than Kurt?" Blaine grabbed his hand and squeezed it. "I trust you and I trust Kurt. I'll never question it. I'm just glad you've finally got someone you can connect too, physically and emotionally."

"Fuck, I was so worried you was going to think I was trying to steal your man." Wes laughed out before turning to the rest of the table.

"Nah man. Bonding is special. I'm just surprised that's all that it's you and Kurt." The table laughed. Excluding Finn and Carol who was confused.

"Bonding is where two vampires have a special connection. They feel each others feelings and have a really strong comfort level between them both. It can't be stopped or repelled it's as natural as it gets. It's a privilege to be bonded with someone." Jeff piped up. He was really happy for Wes. He's been struggling so much lately, Kurt was perfect bonding parter for him.

"Wow. That's crazy. So it's like a really strong friendship?" Carol questioned

"It really is. It's like having a twin who can read your mind. It can also be a sexual relationship but even then if it was there is nothing Blaine can do about it."

Blaine rolled his eyes but agreed. "It's true. It's like having another relationship."

"Shouldn't you be fuming dude? Your man getting of with another man?" Finn couldn't get his head round it. The table laughed and Blaine answered him back.

"It's physically impossible for me to be angry over it. Plus it's Wes, he's one of my closest friends. I would rather it be him than that other shit show."

"I think it will be really good for Kurt. Bonded partners have a great connection. Wes might be able to help with the feeding process. He might be able to get Kurt off the donor." David said hopefully.

"I didn't even think of that. Do you think I could help him? I was only there for his first feed. Was his second as bad as his first?" Wes asked the table.

"The short story? Less head rolling and the only way we could stop Kurt was to snap his neck. Which he asked us too by the way. We didn't just snap his neck like a chicken bone!" Jeff added.

"He broke my wrist by holding it too tight. He couldn't let go."

"Jesus. It's that bad?" Wes felt awful for his newly found bonding partner. He wished he could have been there for him.

"It's bad Wes. The second time was just as bad as the first." Blaine leaned over and joined hands with Wes, shocked when he didn't pull back but held on tighter.

"When is he due his next feed?"

"Soon. He'll be wanting one pretty soon after the restraint he's had to do today."

"I want to do it for him." Finn spoke up.

"Hell fucking no Finn!" Jeff shouted

"There's no way I'm letting you do that. Did you not just hear what we just said then?" Blaine said standing up.

"I don't care dudes. He's my brother. You seen him today with us. He kept his shit."

"Man he wanted to eat you! He was a minute or so away from making a meal out of you. There's no way he can control it with the added blood lust." Nick shot back. Does he want a suicide wish?

"They're right darling. You know Kurt would never hurt you but he's different now and he can't control it. You know it would kill him if he knew he had hurt you." Carol said placing a hand on his sons shoulder. "It sounds awful me saying but it's better someone we don't know that someone we do?"

"You're a hundred percent right Mrs Hummel."

Carol squinted her eyes at Wes.

"Sorry. Carol." Wes laughed out and they all joined in.

They heard a door shutting. Kurt's bedroom. They hoped to god Kurt didn't burn the sage. They wanted to hear what that bastard had to say.

Kurt shut the door behind him. He didn't want to turn round just yet. He placed a hand on the door for support.

"Kurt."

He felt a hand slowly on his arm, trailing it's way down until it came to his elbow and then it moved to his waist. The feather like touches was making him dizzy. The arm curled round him supportively, ready catch him if he fell. Why is he being this way? Kurt turned around, the arm was still around him and now had snaked around his back. Kurt raised his eyes to meet his. Sebastian looked hopeful? He looked different. Something Kurt had never seen before.

I'm sorry." Sebastian told Kurt. All his feelings coming to the surface. "I'm sorry for everything I have put you through."

Kurt wasn't expecting that. His gaze lowered. Wow, why did he feel kinda sorry for him?

"For everything and I mean everything. I'm sick of these games Kurt. I'm sick of us pulling back and forth. I wanna fresh start. I want a proper chance Kurt. I know that's a lot to ask but I do, I really do." Sebastian rushed out. He reached over and cupped Kurt's face, watching him close his eyes.

"Everything still stands Kurt if you say no but I really want a chance to prove to you I can be everything you've ever wanted."

Kurt opened his eyes. "Did you mean what you said?"

"I did, I do. I still do Kurt."

Kurt nodded. "I can't promise you anything. I can't stand here and tell you that I'm going to feel the same way but." Kurt lifted his head up again. "I'll try. Just once."

Sebastian smiled, really smiled. It's better than a no. "Can I kiss you again?"

"Yeah Seb, you can." Kurt smiled. Fucking Nut job

They leaned in together giving eachother a short and sweet kiss. Sebastian pulled back first and briefly kissed Kurt again. "Go and enjoy time with your family." Kurt nodded and leaned over for good measure and kissed him again.

"Bye Seb."

Kurt was over the moon. Ecstatic. He started to laugh, covering his mouth to stop it getting any louder. His eyes was gleaming and all he could think about was how Sebastian was fucking buckling at his knees for him. He's fucked.

Light that mother fucking sage up like a firework

He heard Wes laughing as he came to the kitchen. He opened the doors and peered his head through a smirk plastered over his face, he shut it quickly before leaning against the door.

"He's fucked. Well and truly fucked." Kurt laughed, a smile placed over his lips. "Did you fucking hear that?"

A laugh escaped Blaine's lips. Kurt didn't fall for it. He was still Blaine's and it made him feel so much more relaxed. "I don't think I've ever heard him speak like that."

"Who the fuck cares? Bastards going down real soon. Ain't that right Nicky?"

"Fuck yeah homeboy." They leaned over and gave eachother a high five. A grin on both their faces.

"I'm sorry for dramatics today. That's not was I was planning when you came to see me."

"It's ok dude really. We are just happy to see you. Ain't that right mom?"

"Oh dear of course! We love you more than anything." Carol said looking at her son. Kurt nodded before taking a seat in between Wes and Blaine.

"You should stay tonight. It's getting late and I'm not having you driving home." Kurt said looking at his family.

"Wes and David have already made them a room up." Blaine spoke. "No one is driving anywhere love." Kurt leaned over and placed a kiss to his cheek.

"Thanks guys."

Wes didn't know how to react around Kurt. He instinct was to comfort Kurt, have a hand on him but he didn't feel right doing it in front of Blaine. The restraint he had mastered was immaculate. Carol stood up and his hands gripped hold on Wes and Blaine's.

"I think I'm going to head up. Are you okay my little bundle?"

They all laughed at the nickname. Kurt nodded quickly. "Love you."

"Love you more."

Carol walked the other way and everyone was thankful for it. So thoughtful. Finn followed her. "I'll go with her."

Wes went to stand up but Kurt pulled him back down with a smirk on his face. You're not getting away

"I'll take them Kurtie, you stay right where you are Wesley." David winked before standing up, electing an eye roll from his best friend. David was so happy for him.

"Good night sweethearts."

"Night dudes."

A chorus of good nights filled the full as Finn, Carol and David all left. Kurt lifted his hands up, realising he was cutting circulation off his two partners. "Fuck sorry." Kurt laughed out before placing his hands on his knees.

"It's cute right?" Jeff said into Nick's ear.

"It's more than cute. It's super cute." Nick shot back electing a laugh from his boyfriend.

"It's like a weird threesome of love and I'm living for it."

Kurt turned to face his friends. What the fuck are they talking about? "What?"

"Oh we are just saying you three. It's cute. Unexpected but cute." Jeff smirked at Kurt's face. Kurt turned round quickly to face his bonded partner.

"You fucking told them?"

Wes groaned and Blaine laughed. "You can deal with this one buddy. I'm going to bed."

Kurt stood up and wrapped his arms round Blaine, kissing him sweetly "I love you."

Blaine smiled into it. It was the best feeling in the word. "I love you."

They pulled away and Nick and Jeff stood too. They all hugged and say goodbye and after five minutes it was just Kurt and Wes in the room.

"Thought we was going to do it together?" Kurt walked over, leaning against the table with his arm.

"Yeah. It just kinda slipped out. I had a urge Kurt."

"Mmm." Kurt said nodding.

"I hate that noise. You might as well just say you don't give a shit."

Kurt started laughing before sitting down on Wes's knee and Wes's instincts kicked in he wrapped his arms round him. "I'm proud of you." Kurt whispered, lifting his hand to meet his face.

Wes carefully nudged Kurt up and he stood, confused but he stood. Wes placed a hand on Kurt's thighs and guided him back down but this time to straddle him. "Sorry."

"Don't be. It's nice. Really nice." Kurt shot back. It felt more than nice actually. He felt safe.

Wes wrapped his arms round kurt's torso again and Kurt did the same round his neck. "So, how did Blaine take it? I'm guessing that you've still got your pretty little head so it went well?"

"It went more than well actually. That man is perfect Kurt. He's not real. You know that right?" Wes said with a laugh and Kurt smirked and nodded.

"He is. I always think I just made him up in my head you know? One day he'll just disappear and I'll realise this whole life was a fucked up, made up shit show to make me feel so much better about my real life."

Wes rolled his eyes. "He was great Kurt. They all was."

Wes was moving his hands up and down Kurt's back while the other supported him. It was very sweet. Kurt leaned in closer and laughed when Wes looked away. Kurt went to climb off but Wes dragged him back down and groaning with the loss of contact. "Don't look away from me."

"What can I say? I get embarrassed."

"Wesley Montgomery getting embarrassed? Never." Kurt placed a hand over his heart and signed dramatically.

"I want too Kurt. I just." He looked up him and pulled him a tiny bit closer. "I'm not use to being like this with someone. Especially in front of other people. My body is telling me to do one thing and my mind is telling me not too."

"What do you want Wesley?"

He felt Wes's body stiffen up. God he was so broken? Who did this to him?

Kurt wrapped his arms round his tighter. The contact making his head fuzzy. He lowered his head down and kissed his softly below the ear, Kurt carried on placing another two kisses before Wes stiffened up even more grabbing kurt's arm pulling him back quickly.

"Stop."

Kurt nodded. Is this what rejection feels like? Fuck me

"Fuck I'm not rejecting yo-

"It's okay Wes really it's fine." Kurt stood up quickly, straightening himself out. Damn why did he want to cry? "Don't worry I won't do that again. It was just in the moment you know?" Kurt tried to laugh but he felt it get stuck in the back of his throat.

Wes quickly stood up and made his way to Kurt but he stood back further. "Wes sweetheart it's fine, really."

"I'll see you in the morning okay?" Kurt smiled before going to leave the room.

"Kurt please. I'm sorry." Wes wants to stake himself. Why did he tell him to stop? He didn't want him to stop.

"It was to much to soon. I'm sorry Wes on my end."

Kurt left shutting the door. God he felt sick. Rejected sucked. He quickly made his way back to his room and texted Blaine.

I think I kinda fucked up babe

He got a texted back pretty quickly.

What did you do beautiful?

He got to his room and shut the door. Texting was better. No prying ears.

I think I pushed Wes to far

He's always been that way love. He's had a really hard past

I know but I feel guilty. My head is everywhere Blaine. I'm a natural, bonded and I'm getting love professed to me by someone who makes me physically sick. It's shitty

He waited for a text back but he never got it instead his bathroom door opened and Blaine walked through. He sat down facing Kurt and gave him a comforting squeeze to him hand before pulling back and picking his phone up.

I don't know how you're dealing with all of this

Kurt smiled before texting him back.

Me neither

I heard you with Nick. In the common room

Kurt looked up.

We all did. Why didn't you tell me you felt that way my love?

Kurt swallowed before moving closer to Blaine.

I didn't want to be a disappointment to you. I didn't want you to feel like it was your fault

You'll never be a disappointment to me Kurt.

Blaine smiled at his lover. He was doing so well. It had only been two days and he hoped Kurt's feelings would change once he got the hang of controlling his hunger. Kurt smiled back before turning to his phone.

I'm sorry.

Blaine leaned forward and Kurt did the same and they kissed. Kurt felt relieved they had heard him. He really didn't want to be the one to tell them how he felt. Blaine kissed his hand and stood up and picked up his phone from the bed.

I'm sorry too. Things will get better Kurt I promise you. Wes will come round

I hope so. I don't want to hurt you both. Are you sure you're okay with this? You know what bonding means right?

I do Kurt. More than you. I'm happy it's Wes. He needs you. You should go and speak to him

You think so?

Yeah I do. Let me know when you're back? I love you.

Kurt grinned at him. Relaxing at the three unspoken words.

I love you more

Blaine grinned back before making his way through the bathroom and back to his room. Kurt made his way through the bathroom. He had a quick shower, washing his hair quickly. He got dried and put his Dalton hoodie on with a pair of pyjama bottoms and he brushed his teeth. When he was done he pulled out his phone and texted Wes. Hoping he would want to talk.

I'm sorry. Can we talk?

Wes was stood in the kitchen on his own. Feeling defeated. Why the fuck did he do that? Asshole. He shook his head before blowing out the sage, picking it up and making his way back to his room. He texted David.

Can you talk?

Come to my room man

Wes passed his room and walked through David's door. His friend was sitting cross legged watching another crime show.

"Sorry if I'm disturbing you."

"Oh fuck off man." David leaning over and grabbed his remote and paused the TV show. "You're not disturbing me."

Wes sat down next to his friend, putting the small dish in the table and lighting the sage. David passed him over a bag of Hershey's kisses. He waved the bag in front of his friend before he laughed and took them off him. Taking one and unwrapping is and placing it in his mouth.

"What did you do this time?" David smirked before placing his hand on the bag and taking one out too.

"Kurt."

David nodded and smiled. "Did you fuck up?"

"Big time."

They sat together and Wes leaned over and pressed play on the remote that was sitting between them. David didn't push him. He would tell him in his own time.

"We was talking. It was really nice David and then it got serious." Wes turned his head. "I told him my body was telling me to do one thing and my mind was telling me not too."

David nodded, listening to his friend.

"He asked what I wanted David."

"What did you want?"

Wes let out a nervous laugh, placing his head on the back on the sofa. "I wanted to kiss him."

"Then why didn't you?"

Wes turned his head to meet David. "You say that so casually like it's the most normal thing in the world."

"That's because it is man. You wanted to kiss our little Kurtie and most likely our little Kurtie wanted to kiss you. So what's the big deal? It's what bonded people do. It's special Wes."

Wes shook his head. This is why David was his best friend. He always knew what to say and he always was the first one to stand up to Wes, putting him in his place.

"He kissed me by my ear and I freaked. I pulled his arm back and I told him to stop."

"Did you want him to stop?"

"No, of course not."

"Then why did you pull him back and tell him to stop?" David grinned. Wesley wasn't getting off that easily

"He's been through a lot. After everything that's happened I don't want to hurt Blaine, I don't want to hurt Kurt."

David shook his head disappointed with the answer. "That's not the reason man and you know it."

Wes heard his phone bleeping and he pulled it out. It was Kurt. and his heart race sped up.

I'm sorry. Can we talk?

Wes turned the phone slowly so David could look and David looked at his friend with a knowing look.

"Text him back saying yes, go and get a shower because you look like shit and come back when you've talked."

Wes laughed. "I don't kno-

David snatched the phone out of his hands and quickly sent the reply for him.

"You're meeting him in twenty. He's gonna come here and I will make myself unknown in your room. You've got a bigger TV anyway." David shrugged and started to pack his things away. Wes went to stand up and David dragged him bacon down.

"You're not going until you tell me the real reason."

Wes groaned before laughing. "Can't I just go?"

"No."

They sat there for a few minutes before David spoke up.

"Come on man. Times ticking." David tapped his watch with is finger electing a chuckle from Wes.

"I don't want to let him in."

David tilted his head and placed a hand on his hand.

"I don't want to let him in incase I let him down. I spent so many years David building a wall up to protect myself because the fear of being hurt again is there. I'm scared to death David. I'm scared I won't be good enough of a friend to help him through all of this."

David was proud of him. He stood up and grabbed his hands to let him up.

"Don't be scared of the fear man. It'll sharpen you, challenge you and it'll make you stronger and when you run from it, you're running from the opportunity to be your best possible self. He's there for you and I couldn't think of a better person to help you open up. We all love you Wes, okay?"

Wes nodded. He words passing through him, relieving him. Wes stepped forward and hugged him tightly.

"Thank you."

David pulled back keeping his hand on him. "Now go. Get ready. He'll be here in ten."

"Shit." Wes laughed out and he rushed into the bathroom. David knew he would be okay. Now more than ever because he had Kurt.

Eight minutes later he came out the bathroom, looking much better than he did before. There was a hesitant knock on the door and David jumped out and answered it.

"Bonjour ma petite pétale." David said excitedly before pulling Kurt in the room and giving him a hug. "Are you okay? You look hungry?"

Kurt was. He was starving. Today had really taken it out of him. Being that close to Finn and Carol had really knocked him back.

"Hungry isn't in it Chèrie. I feel like my mouth is getting split open." Kurt groaned out. David looked at him. He looked exhausted.

"Do you need me to phone a donor Kurt? You look like you're gonna pass out." David kept hold of Kurt. Kurt knew he needed one but he didn't want to say it.

"Call one David." Wes spoke up, raising his eyes to meet Kurt's and he step forward. David nodded and kissed Kurt on the cheek pulling and and walking towards Wes and putting a hand on his shoulder and squeezing.

"I'll call you and let you know when the donor is here."

David left quickly pulling his phone out and arranging a donor for Kurt. David could see the lust in his eyes. He was trembling in desire for it. The need for a natural was so much more needing than a normal vampire.

Kurt smiled weakly at Wes. "Hi."

Wes laughed at the nervous tone in his voice before greeting him back.

"Hi."

Being around Kurt made him relax. Kurt felt the same. It was a weird feeling but it was extremely comforting.

"Can we talk Kurt?"

"I would like that."