Kurt walked over to the sofa and sat himself down and Wes joined him. Kurt went to speak to Wes but the colours of the TV caught his eyes and he turned back in awe, staring with his mouth open. Wes laughed. Distractions. He leaned over and turned the TV off and Kurt snapped his head back.
"Oh my god thank you I felt like I was being hypnotised."
Wes chuckled before placing the remote down side him. "Do you want anything?"
Kurt shook his head. The only thing he wanted was on its way.
"I would offer you a blood bag but." Kurt shot him a icy glare. "Fussy diet."
"Hey! It's not my fault I have special requirements. Abnormal human, abnormal Vampire." Kurt shot back with a smirk.
"You're far from abnormal Kurt."
Kurt laughed. "Whatever let's you sleep at night wesley."
Wes rolled his eyes. He felt better already. Just having his friend here made his problems alleviate. He slowly moved his hand over so their fingertips was barely touching. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be Wes. I'm just as confused by this as you are but I'm sorry too. I acted like a bitch."Kurt said truthfully.
"Nothing knew."
Kurt hit him playfully on the arm and they laughed. Tension was already slipping away.
"You're lucky I like you Wesley." Wes make a noise of agreement before turning his body round so he was facing Kurt.
"You're not half bad either." Wes said quickly, their playful banter making the conversation flow easily. Kurt rolled his eyes before mirroring Wes's position.
"How're you dealing with all of this?"
"Which part?"
"All of it." Wes asked concerned as he pulled out the bag of Hershey's kisses and placed a few in Kurt's hand. Kurt thanked him before opening one up and placing it in his mouth. He moaned at the taste, he hadn't tasted chocolate since his transition.
"Oh my fucking god."
Wes threw his head back in laugher and turned to watch his friend enjoy it. His eyes was closed and his fingers was dancing on his leg.
"Have you fucking tasted these?" Kurt asked in delight. "Jesus. It's like little angles dancing on my tongue."
"Yes Kurt. I've tasted chocolate before." Wes laughed out as he watched his friend place another one in his mouth and relax into sofa. Kurt had rolled his eyes and licked his lips.
"Don't be a ass." Kurt giggled out before turning to his bonding partner again.
"Being a vampire is nothing I thought it would be like." Kurt mumbled out.
"What did you think it would be like?" Wes questioned.
"The constant battle with myself and the blood lust. The heightened senses. The ability to kill someone with the lack of empathy, liking the feeling of killing someone." Kurt swallowed and looked away. He felt Wes's fingers touched his and he bit back a moan.
"You don't have to hide it because of how I acted earlier. It's okay Kurt." Wes said, observing the restraint in Kurt's voice when he touched him. He had it too but he was older and it was easier for him to hold it in.
"I just don't want to push you Wes." Kurt admitted.
"I need it. I need to be pushed." Wes finally let his fingers move down his and he heard Kurt inhale at the touch and a low moan escapes his lips at the feeling of his hand in his. Kurt's head snapped the side in shock. He had never heard enjoyment in Wes's voice. He didn't think any of them had. Kurt grinned, feeling Wes body relish in the touch.
"Do you want to try again?" Kurt asked sweetly.
"Yes." Wes nodded.
Kurt went to move closer and Wes's phone rang. They both laughed and shook there head's before he answered.
Sorry if I was disturbing your bonding session man. Donor is here! Meet you in the common room!
The phone cut off and Wes looked up to him. "Come on, we better go. You need to feed."
Blaine, Nick, Jeff and David was all sitting in the common room. The donor was sitting quietly with his hands by his side. They compelled him just incase Kurt made a meal out of him and it wouldn't be painful experience. Wes and Kurt entered shortly after.
"Hey guys." Wes said happily, letting Kurt walk through first. Kurt thanked him before laying his eyes on the donor.
"Kurt?" Wes asked.
Kurt licked his lips. It was getting harder and harder each time he fed. The feelings was getting stronger. The ache was longing in his mouth. He grabbed Wes's arm, restraining himself from lunging forward. It hunger bubbled up inside him. He growled in excitement.
"You don't have to wait my love." Blaine said picking up on his eagerness. Kurt lifted his eyes to meet him and he smiled. He was right. He didn't have to wait. This was his time. Wes leaned over his shoulder. He needed to try for Kurt. He needed to try for himself.
"You can do this Kurt."
Kurt's grip loosened on his arm and he slowly let go. The words made him feel confident and strong. He turned to his friend and smiled. He was over to the donor in a blink of a eye and he wasted him time. His fangs extended and he penetrated the skin, moaning in absolute pleasure. Blaine gestured at Wes to come over to him and Wes did.
"Look at him Wes." Blaine said to his friend. "Look at him."
Wes turned around and looked at Kurt. The donors back was facing them but kurt's face was peering over his shoulder, shamelessly feeding from him. He had never seen a natural feed before. His hands was gripping the donors arms, leaving red marks on his skin. His eyes was rolling back into his head and he growled into the mans skin.
"I read about it. It said the enjoyment of feeding is double the pleasure for a natural. It's not just feeding for them, it's a whole ritual in itself." Nick said looking over to Wes. "It's amazing to watch."
Wes nodded before turning back to Kurt. He was taking his time and enjoying it, making the feeding last a lot longer. Kurt opened his eyes to meet his lovers and Blaine moaned l and looked away shaking his head. He's going to be the death of me. Blaine thought.
"It's probably the most erotic thing have ever put my eyes on. I could watch him all day. Better than any porn I've ever watched anyway." Jeff said casually making the others nod in agreement and laugh. He wasn't lying
Kurt grinned keeping his mouth latched on to the donor. He could hear everything they was saying. He felt the donor sway a little and he grabbed him to keep him upright. He opened his eyes and met Wes's and the excitement crept in. Why did he get pleasure from them watching him?
He knew he had to stop soon but he couldn't. He grip only got tighter. He moaned again, keeping his eyes on Wes.
Help me
Wes heard him loud and clear. They all did. Blaine spoke quickly.
"Help him Wes."
Wes looked over to Blaine and seen that he had a smile on his face. He nodded before slowly making his way over to Kurt. Kurt was near enough holding the whole weight of the man in his arms. His moans got louder and he had the urge to snap this mans neck. Wes walked behind him placing his chin on his shoulder an inch away from his ear and he wrapped his arms round his body.
"You can let go now Kurt." His voice was soft and sweet and soothing and Kurt felt his grip loosen on the man's arm. They all looked up in amazement. It was working. Wes noticed and smiled before leaning in again.
"You can stop feeding now Kurt."
Kurt was battling with himself. He didn't want to let go but his words didn't feel like a request, they was like commands. Wes knew that making eachother happy was a thing that bonding partners ached to do. He had an idea.
"You would make me really happy if you let go."
Just like that he let go slowly, gasping, tilting his head back in ecstasy as the blood dripped down his mouth. His head fell back onto Wes's shoulder and his arms went limp, dropping the donor out of his grip and he fell to the floor. He felt like he couldn't breath. He licked his lips and moaned before turning his head so his mouth was inches away from Wes's neck. His lungs felt like they was going to collapse as he blew continuous quick breathes into his neck, trying to calm himself.
Wes snaked his arm up and cupped Kurt's cheek so he could look at him.
"I'm so proud of you." Kurt closed his eyes and nodded. God he was tired
Blaine was grinning ear to ear. He's finally did it. Blaine looked over to the guys and seen they felt exactly the same way. Jeff was beaming clapping his hands excitedly as Nick was laughing trying to stop his boyfriends hands. David was smiling proudly at them both. Blaine turned towards Wes.
Thank you brother
Wes nodded. He felt emotional. He felt the connection between him and Kurt and it felt amazing. He had helped him. Blaine didn't want to disturb the moment. He could see they was both enjoying it but Wes gestured for him to come over so he did. Kurt still was breathing heavily, trying to stop himself from launching forward and finishing the job
"You was amazing." Blaine said proudly. Kurt turned his head and smiled and Blaine leaned down and gave him a kiss on his mouth, moaning at the taste of human blood. Kurt tried to deepen it but Blaine pulled back.
"No fun." Kurt said breathlessly and he heard them laugh. "Love you."
"Love you too."
Kurt turned his head back to the side and mumbled into Wes's neck. "Merci partenaire." His thick french accent sending shivers down Wes's spine.
"That's adorable." David laughed out before looking at his friends.
"What did he say?" Wes questioned. Kurt had never gave him a nickname before and especially in french. Kurt raised his finger up to his lips. David laughed before nodding. Kurt pulled off Wes and slipped his hand into his.
"I love you guys so much. Thank you." Kurt smiled. He was so proud of himself. He turned towards Wes. "Do you want to finish our conversation?" Wes nodded.
Kurt noticed the donor hadn't moved yet. He leaned forward until his instincts kicked up and he heard the thump of the man's heart beat.
"Thank fuck." His hand was on his chest and he was laughing. "No dead bodies, no broken wrists ay? Getting somewhere."
They all laughed before standing up to hug him. It had been a long day for him but a brilliant one. His first successful feed. Nick and Jeff had helped the donor up and was helping him to lay down on one of the sofas. Jeff came running back to Kurt.
"Baby I'm so proud of you!" Jeff swept Kurt up on a hug nearly knocking them both over. Kurt was laughing, placing kisses to his hair. "I feel amazing sweetie."
"And so you should!" Jeff pulled back before kissing him again and running over to Wes and nearly picking him up too.
"Thank you so much my beautiful Asian man."
Wes rolled his eyes but let himself be embraced in the hug. It felt really good. Jeff then ran to his boyfriends side. Nick hugged them both together kissing them both on the cheek. Blush started to creep on Wes's neck and Nick and Kurt started laughing. No words where needed from Nick. They already knew. David pulled Kurt in tightly. French words was between passed them. David didn't hug Wes, he just came give a pat on his back.
I'll see you later
Wes smiled. He was thankful David wanted alone time to talk. He's appreciated him more than anything. Kurt pulled back from Wes and ran over to Blaine. He crashed lips with him and placing his arms around his neck.
"You don't know how happy I am for you! God Kurt. You did it!" Blaine said cheerfully picking Kurt up and spinning him round. Kurt giggled. The first time he had felt like things was going to get better.
"All thanks to my little friend over there." Kurt gestured behind him with his thumb and Blaine laughed and Wes shook his head.
"It was all you Kurt." Wes said plainly.
"No man. If it wasn't for you I don't think Kurt would have been able to get himself off so thank you. Honestly, you're the best Wes."
Blaine kissed Kurt again before walking over to Wes. "Seriously Wes. Thank you." He brought him into a hug and Wes relaxed.
"Thanks for being okay with this Blaine." Wes whispered in his ear.
"You don't know how happy it's made me." Blaine whispered back before nodding.
"You guys have a good night okay?" Blaine grinned at them both before picking his phone off the table.
"Thanks gorgeous." Kurt winked. "I'll come round in the morning?"
"Please do." He blew a kiss to Kurt and he caught it. Wes laughed at the exchange before turning towards Blaine.
"Bye man." Wes waved his friend off and Blaine waved back.
"So, shall we try again?" Kurt rolled his annoyance. Wes chuckled before agreeing. They walked together in a comfortable silence.
"My room or yours?" Kurt said seductively making Wes howl out in laugher.
"You're insufferable Hummel." Wes laughed out.
"Oh you wound me Montgomery." Kurt said with a smirk before turning the corner. They was just by the kitchen, Wesley stopped walking and Kurt looked at him confused.
"You hungry?" Wes asked.
"I've just fed. I think I should be okay till tomorrow."
"No Kurt. Are you hungry?" Wes asked again.
"I didn't know you could cook Wesley." Kurt said playfully while he watched his friend stir something in the pot. He tried to look but Wes pushed him away. Kurt huffed in annoyance before lifting himself up onto the counter.
"There's a lot of things you don't know about me Hummel. You like spicy food right?" Wes questioned. Kurt nodded.
"Not my biggest friend though. Makes my ass hurt."
Wes rolled his eyes and laughed. Kurt had changed a lot since he came back. He cared less of what people thought of him and it was refreshing. Wes had finished stirring and placed the spoon in the side and placed the lid over it. It needed to simmer for a few minutes.
"Do you want a glass of wine?"
"I'm permanently underage Wesley and anyway." Kurt smirked before tilting his head to the side. "If you want me in bed just ask."
Wes looked at his friend. The statement was funny but it's the way he said it. I'm permanently underage. Kurt wasn't meeting his eyes. Wes walked over and stood in between his legs.
"Kurt."
Kurt laughed before looking at him. "It was a joke. Don't you know what a joke is Wesley? I know you're old but they have been around for very long-
Wes lifted his hand and placed it over forcefully over his mouth, silencing him. Kurt yelped in surprise.
"Are you going to shut up being sarcastic for a second? Or do I need to rip your tongue out that gobby mouth of yours?"
Kurt opened his eyes wide in shock. Damn Wesley. Kurt shook his head to tell him he wasn't and Wes smiled.
"Good."
Wes pulled away and moved towards the pot, taking off the lid and stirring it again. Kurt was looking at him in shock, his mouth wide open before he blew out a laugh.
"Yeah go on. I'll have a wine." Kurt answered quickly as he felt his face heat up. Wes nodded before turning round and grabbing the bottle of red from the wine wrack and two glasses from the top shelve. He rinsed them before pouring. He lifted it up and held it out for Kurt to take hold of. Kurt took it quickly and thanked him.
"Just because your beauty is stuck at eighteen, doesn't mean your mind has to be."
Kurt looked over to Wes who was concentrating on his preparation, he was currently cutting peppers and placing them in the pot. Kurt could feel his face heating up again. Kurt smiled shaking his head before taking a sip of the red wine. He had never seen this side of Wes before. He was always so uptight and formal and he looked so relaxed and free. He suited being in the kitchen, it seemed like a comfort for him. The words he had just said was incredible sweet and he felt a tug on his heartstrings. Being bonded was a strange feeling. He loved Blaine the world and back. He would die for him and do everything to be with him but when he was with Wes he didn't feel like he was cheating, it felt real just like Blaine. He could feel more than friendship but it didn't scare him, he welcomed it. Blaine was so accepting of it. When Kurt found out about being bonded to Wes he researched it on a book that Nicky had found.
Bonding with another individual is exceptionally pleasurable. It makes the two parties feel connected and grounded and it is a sacred relationship between two Vampires. You cannot bond with your lover as stabilised love is already apparent. Your lover is bound by law to abide the bonding process, as it is indefinitely set in stone. You cannot pick your bonding partner, your vampirism picks them. The bonding between two Vampires is always physical but that does not necessarily mean it has to be sexualised. It will come naturally if so.
"Kurt?"
Your lover will get great pleasure from seeing his chosen one happy with his bonded partner. It will give a sense of pride knowing they are being taken care of by another. It bring a new connection to all three or four parties. Your lover will never feel jealous or territorial towards your bonding partner especially when a connection is already in place between your lover and a bonding partner.
"Kurt?"
Kurt snapped his head the the side. Wes was looking at him concerned. Fuck how long was I out for?
"Shit sorry. I was just thinking." Kurt was flustered. He took another sip of the wine before smiling at Wes.
"I've said your name five times Kurt."
He was staring at the wall for five minutes with a dazed look in his eyes. He could feel the embarrassed radiating from his body.
"I was just thinking about the bonding. I read that book Nicky has." Kurt said finally looking at him. Wes swallowed and nodded he had read it too. He started to plate up the food while they carried on with the conversation.
"What point scares you?" Wes glanced up addressing him before turning his head back down to arrange the dish.
Kurt laughed. "The sexual bit."
Wes nodded again, carrying on with what he was doing. He thought that would be it. It scared him too because he felt it
"It's not the whole act of it with you Wes. I just don't want history to repeat itself."
"It says our bonding relationship doesn't have to be sexualised Kurt if that helps you." Wes finished plating up the food and Kurt jumped down before grabbing both of their glasses and making there way over to the dinning table. Wes followed carrying the two dishes. He placed the plates down and Kurt did the same with the glasses and they sat.
"Jesus that looks amazing. What is it?" Kurt's mouth was hanging open. The smell was making him moan.
"Just try it. You don't eat with your eyes." Wes said smiling and Kurt stuck his tongue out before picking the fork up. Kurt placed some of the food on his fork and lifted it to his mouth before placing it in and rolling is eyes. Fuck me Joseph
Wes belted a laugh out and watched Kurt. He could literally hear everything he was saying in his head. You would think it would be creepy but it wasn't it was easier for them to know what the other was thinking and feeling.
"Mary wouldn't be to pleasured." Wes said through his fit on laugher.
"Well Mary can go and fuck herself." Kurt shot back and that just made them laugh ever harder.
"Where did you learn to cook like this? Seriously? It's amazing Wes. You need to cook more often." Kurt smiled around his fork as they continued to eat.
"My mother wasn't really around after my transition. My Nainai stepped in." Wes said as he took a sip from his wine.
"Nainai?" Kurt questioned.
"My fathers mother." Wes said with a smile on his face.
"That's adorable. So she was like your motherly figure growing up?" Kurt picked up the wine and has a sip before placing it gently back down on the table.
Wes nodded. "She is kind of like my Carol."
Kurt beamed at that. Kurt let out a laugh before picking up his fork and twirling the strange delicious mixture on his fork.
"I'm glad you had her." Kurt said placing the food in his mouth and started chewing. Wes looked up smiling over his wine glass.
"I'm glad I had her too."
They had just finished eating. Kurt thanking him over and over again. Having dinner together felt incredibly intimate and it was what they needed. Kurt wouldn't let Wes wash up no matter how many times Wes had tried to help.
"You cooked, I'll clean." Kurt said pushing Wes backwards and turning the tap on. "Enjoy your wine."
Wes couldn't argue with him. He was stubborn just like him but he knew he wouldn't be able to win. Kurt started washing the dishes.
"What scares you?" Kurt asked keeping his eyes on the dishes making sure he was washing them properly.
"Huh?" Wes asked confused. "Oh right yeah sorry."
Kurt waited patiently for him to answer. Placing the dishes on the drainer when he was finished washing them.
"Having you know everything. Feeling vulnerable, being vulnerable round you." Wes said after thinking about it. Kurt nodded but he kept his eyes down. He didn't want to put him on the spot.
"I've never had someone like that before apart from David but even then it's totally different. Me and you are connected in a different away."
Kurt had finished the dishes and had started to dry them placing them gently on the side of the kitchen unit.
"I would never force anything. You know that right?"
Kurt spoke but he didn't look at him. He started putting the dishes away. He didn't want Wes to feel uncomfortable.
"I know you would never." Wes said softly before drinking the last of his wine.
"One more?" Kurt asked pointing to his empty glass. "Unless you have somewhere to be." Wes laughed before shaking his head.
"It's nearly four in the morning Kurt. I have nowhere to be."
"No fucking way." Kurt lifted his arm up so he could see his fathers watch. "Wow."
"Are you tired?"
"Nah. I'm good for one more and plus, I'm enjoying the company." Kurt lifted his eyes up and met his. Wes started to smile before grabbing the red wine and starting to pour them another.
"Can I ask you something?" Kurt said as he took the glass from his hand and thanked him.
"Of course."
They had just sat down back where they had just ate their food. They was sitting next to each other this time, Kurt had lifted his legs up to place across Wesley's and he had his hand there keeping them in place. Kurt took a sip of the wine before looking speaking
"The physical part of the bonding." Kurt placed the wine back on the table. "Are you okay with that?"
Wes knew what he meant. He wasn't asking if he was okay with the touching and hugging, he was asking about the sexual nature of it. Kurt blushed before laughing and looking away. Like a fucking thirteen year old school kid
Wes was straight. He had never let his eyes wander to a man. Wes wasn't stupid, he could tell if a man was attractive or not but he had never felt attracted towards another. He looked up at Kurt who was swirling the wine around the glass. A blush was spread violently up his neck towards his face. They both knew after tonight that it had formed into something else but they both wouldn't admit it. Kurt knew Wes was straight. He didn't want to make a big deal out of it but it was something important to him. He didn't want Wes to feel like he had too because of the bonding and he didn't want himself to feel like it too.
"Are you going to look at me or are you going to continue to spill your two hundred year old wine on the mahogany?"
Kurt laughed, his eyes wide. Where did that confidence come from?
"I like this new Wes. It's refreshing." He laughed out before placing his glass on the table.
Wes didn't know where the confidence had come from all night. What he said to Kurt earlier shutting him up was shocking for them both. He just felt so comfortable now. He felt like he could tell him everything.
"I've never felt that way towards you, ever Kurt. I'm not soft I know you're beautiful." Kurt slapped himself in the face, feeling the blush rise again. "It's just since I helped you feed it's changed my whole view on it."
"Did it turn you on?" Kurt winked playfully trying to lighten the conversation.
"Yeah Kurt. It did."
Wes looked away quickly and downed his half full glass of wine in one. Well that was unexpected. Wes let out a nervous laugh and blow out hot air. He didn't want to turn round. He felt the heat rush to his cheeks. It felt like Kurt had left the room but he knew he hadn't because he could hear him breathing.
"Tell me why." Kurt's voice low and raspy and he could see Kurt in the corner of his eyes staring at him. So he did. He told him.
"Seeing you that way was intoxicating. I couldn't keep my eyes off you. I've never seen something so alluring. The way you fed, it was beautiful. I've never seen anything like it in my whole life."
Wes felt his hands shake. The bonding connection was making him fizzle. He stood up quickly throwing Kurt's legs down. Breathing became difficult sitting down. He couldn't stop talking.
"The way you looked at me. The want in your eyes. I wanted to kiss you before that. When we was in David's room but I thought that was because of the comfort thing." Wes said quickly. He could feel himself breaking.
"But when I saw you, shamelessly feeding, wanting me to watch you it made me weak at my knees. It made me want it Kurt."
Wes kept his head down. He was worried he had ruined the night until he felt a finger lift his chin. His head was lifted but his eyes was meeting Kurt's. He felt vulnerable.
"Look at me."
Wes finally lifted his eyes to meet him. Kurt had his mouth open a little, his eyes was blown with lust. He could see Kurt lick his lips and it made him crazy.
"What do you want Wesley."
Kurt had repeated the words from earlier that day and it sent shivers down his spine. He looked up and met his eyes.
"You."
Kurt felt like he knees was going to give way. He had never felt this way before apart from Blaine. He licked his lips and before he knew what he was doing he leaned over and placed his lips on his. Wes moaned feeling the pressure of his lips against his own and Kurt gasped at the connection and he pressed harder, wanting to feel more. Wes lifted his hand to cup his face and he started to walk them over to the kitchen unit as soon as they was close enough he lifted Kurt, sitting him on the counter. Wes licked his tongue at the bottom of Kurt's lip and he opened, allowing him access. They both moaned feeling eachother's tongues together. He grabbed Wes's t shirt and fisted it, trying to bring them closer. Breathing became difficult and they had to pull apart, gasping for air. Kurt pressed his forehead against Wes's and they took a few minutes just feeling eachother. Kurt was running his fingers through Wes's hair and Wes had his hand on Kurt's hip, pressing it in arousal.
"If I knew kissing you would be like that I would or most definitely did it earlier." Wes mumbled into Kurt's lips. Kurt made a noise of agreement before leaning back in for another.
"Jesus Wesley." Kurt breathed out still fisting his t shirt while the other hand was through his hair. Wes moaned again as he tried to get closer to him. Kurt sensed it and wanted it too so he moved so he was the edge of the unit so they could be closer together.
"Are you okay?" Kurt pulled back so he could look at Wes properly.
"I'm more than okay. Are you?" Wes smiled, showing all his teeth and nodding.
"Fuck yes." Kurt breathed out and then giving a nervous laugh. Wes started laughing too. Their heads pressed together, enjoying each others company.
"Thank you for a beautiful night." Kurt said happily looking at his bonded partner.
"No Kurt. Thank you."