It was the next morning. Kurt had only gotten a few hours sleep. His mind was racing about what had happened earlier that morning. He was already making his way to Blaine's room. He didn't feel guilty about what had happened the vampirism made sure of that but he wanted Blaine to know. He didn't want to lie to him. As soon as he got to the door it swung open and Blaine was standing there smiling at him. He opened the door wider for Kurt so he could walk through. There was enough room for Kurt to walk passed without touching Blaine but he couldn't help himself, he pressed his body against him as he went passed and he could see Blaine lick his lips and he grinned. He looked over and seen that Blaine had already had sage burning, ready for the conversation that was going to happen.
"How was your night beautiful?" Blaine asked as he pulled Kurt in closer and kissing him gently on the lips. Kurt melted at the touch. He didn't think he would ever get use to the feeling of Blaine's lips pressed on his.
"It was great babe." Kurt answered, pulling back so he could look at him in the face. Kurt grabbed his hand and let him to the bed and he sat Blaine down and then climbed on top of him, wrapping his arms round his neck. Blaine smiled at the contact and wrapped his arms round his waist.
"Did you know Wes could cook?" Kurt questioned
"So you've finally tasted his cooking?" Blaine moaned at the thought of it. Wes was an amazing cook but it had been years since he had tasted it. "What did he make you?"
"Fuck knows! He wouldn't tell me! I started questioning him and he just told me to stop eating with my eyes and then after we ate I just forgot to ask him." Kurt said will a roll of his eyes and Blaine laughed.
"I'm glad you got to spend some time with him. He's a great guy." Blaine said kissing Kurt again.
"He really is. I kinda feel bad now for how we was before I transitioned. We never really gave eachother a chance." Kurt said looking at his lover.
"What's on your mind?" Blaine said softly before running a hand up his back. He loved the fact Blaine always knew something was wrong.
"We kissed."
Blaine nodded and smiled. Not one bit of jealously rang through his body. He actually felt happy for them.
"I don't want to lie to you Blaine. I know this is something you're okay with but I don't feel comfortable just doing it behind your back." Kurt said confidently. He really didn't want history to repeat itself. Blaine leaned in and tapped a finger on his lips. Kurt rolled his eyes before leaning in and kissing him again, moaning and tightening his hold round his neck. Blaine pulled back, groaning at the loss of Kurt's lips.
"Tell me about your night love." Blaine smiled before moving them so they was laying down on the bed. They both rolled to the side so they could look at each other in the eyes.
"He made us a lovely meal, we ate, we talked, we drank wine." Kurt moved closer so they was inches apart. "It was such a lovely night." Kurt kissed him again briefly and pulled back. "Then we kissed and it got heated."
Blaine nodded and he pulled his hand up and moved a strand of hair out Kurt's eyes. Blaine didn't care. At all. He should but he physically couldn't worry. Kurt was in love with him and no matter what, he will always be with him.
"I thought I would feel guilty Blaine. Kissing him but." Kurt bit his lip. "I didn't."
"You're not meant to feel guilty. He's your bonding partner Kurt." Blaine said kissing one of Kurt's hands.
"I know Blaine but I'm with you. It's weird right?" Kurt said conflicted. He enjoyed every moment with Wes but Blaine was his lover.
"When you spent time with him. Does it feel good?" Blaine questioned.
Kurt nodded
"When he looked after you, cared for you and helped you feed. Did it feel good?"
Kurt nodded
"When he kissed you. Did it feel good?"
Kurt nodded.
"Then don't think to far into it babe. I'm guessing the nature of it is also a sexual one? Seen as when you said heated you blushed a beautiful shade of pink." Blaine laughed at the horror it Kurt's face.
"Fuck sake Blaine." Kurt breathed out sitting up quickly.
"Baby, what's all this all about?" Blaine asked concerned. He sat up quickly and lifted his leg over Kurt, straddling him and pushing him gently back down on the bed. "I know you're fine with the bonding, so what is it?"
"I don't want you to hate me. I don't want you to start resenting me for enjoying pleasure of another man." Kurt bit his lip and sighed. "I only want to be with you, only you but the way I was with Wesley. I was like a teenager girl Blaine. I was hanging off every one of his words. It was like how I am with you. I don't want you to think that I would ever leave you."
"God baby. Is this about Sebastian?" Blaine guessed as he placed his hand over Kurt's heart. Kurt felt the tears in his eyes.
"It's not the same Kurt."
Kurt shook his head as the silent tears fall. He couldn't look at Blaine. He didn't feel guilty about Wes. This had nothing for do with it.
"Please talk to me." Blaine mumbled into his lips as he hand came up to wipe the tears away.
"I remember your face. When you caught us. The look of disgust and hurt and." Kurt swallowed. "I broke you Blaine and I can't see that look on your face again, it'll kill me."
"Jesus Kurt. Come here."
Kurt wrapped his arms around him and Blaine was planting kissing in his hair. He didn't want Blaine to see them and have that same look. It all made sense now to Blaine. Kurt wasn't worried about being with Wes, he was worried of Blaine seeing them together and going back to when he caught him and Sebastian.
"I would never look like that ever again Kurt. This is completely different. You read Nick's book right?"
Kurt nodded and opened his eyes to meet him.
"So you know how I feel about it?"
Kurt nodded.
"Even if I wanted to be angry about it Kurt I physically can't. Seeing you with Wes will do the total opposite. You know that, I know that and everybody fucking else knows that." Blaine said firmly.
"I just don't want to hurt you again." Kurt fretted.
"That was not your fault. None of this is your fault. Do you understand?"
Kurt nodded.
"I want you to be happy. You being with me, you being with Wes is making you happy right?"
"Of course it is Blaine." Kurt breathed out.
"Then enjoy it Kurt."
Kurt let out a watery laugh and nodded.
"The whole sexual thing?" Kurt questioned
"It's not a problem baby. It's how you connect." Blaine answered truthfully before placing a kiss on his nose making Kurt giggle at the contact. "Plus, I think Wes needs someone as strong as you to help him through his shit."
Kurt smiled at him. How did I get you?
"How did I get you, you mean?"
Kurt rolled his eyes. "I need to master that shit or everyone's gonna know what I'm thinking."
"It'll come in time baby." Blaine laughed out before standing up and pulling Kurt with him.
"You're so perfect." Kurt said softly. "I wish I could be with you openly. I wish we could be ourselves."
Blaine nodded and swallowed. God he really loved him. Every part of him. He wished that too, more than anything.
"We will be soon. I promise you Kurt."
Kurt felt better after speaking to Blaine. He didn't have that nag in the back of his mind over Sebastian. A weight had definitely been lifted from his shoulders. Blaine was on his way out. He had arrangements with his father. Kurt mentally rolled his eyes. Mr Anderson hated his guts since the moment they first met. It was nothing personal it was just the fact Kurt was human. Wait till he finds out I'm a natural vampire who is bonded to one of his closest friends? He'll shit bricks. Kurt was just outside of Wes's knocked on the door and waited but there was no answer. Kurt sighed. He went to knock again but he restrained himself and placed his hand to his side. God, I really wanted to see him.
"I really want to see you too."
Kurt laughed before rolling his eyes, feeling embarrassed for being heard. Wes was standing holding out a coffee. He bit his lip. It was the first time they had seen eachother since early hours that morning.
"Is that for me?" Kurt asked pointing at the coffee.
"Well I am holding it out for you aren't I?" Wes smirked. "I'm not doing it for the exercise."
Kurt grabbed it and thanked him and Wes nodded. Kurt looked at him, really looked at him. He looked happy.
"So you wanna tell me why you was lurking round my door?" Wes said before pulling out his keys out his pocket, finding the right one and opening his door.
"I was looking for my contact lenses." Kurt smirked and Wes rolled his eyes before opening the door and gently pushing Kurt in the room. Kurt took at sip of his coffee. Non-fat mocha
Wes could see Kurt smiling around the coffee cup as he inhaled the scent. Kurt pulled it away from his face.
"You remembered my coffee order?"
"Of course I do." Wes shrugged.
Kurt placed his cup on the table that was next in front of the TV.
"Do you want to talk about last night?" Kurt asked folding his hands round body. Wes looked round the room. No sage lit?
I can light the sage, or not. It's totally up to you
Wes laughed. "You sure?"
"I really don't care."
Wes grinned before walking over and unfolding Kurt's arms from around his body and placing his hands on Kurt's hips and Kurt wrapped his arms around his neck.
"Last night was top tier." Wes said bluntly and Kurt laughed and nodded.
"It was amazing. Thank you Wes."
They stood there smiling at eachother.
I spoke to Blaine this morning, about us.
"How did he react?"
Perfect gentleman as always. He really doesn't give a shit Wes.
"I know Kurt. He's a great guy."
They had spent the morning together. Sat on watching crappy TV and eating junk food. It was completely platonic apart from the few touches exchanged from them. They had decided to light the sage. Things was getting personal.
"Where's Blaine anyway?" Wes asked
"Arrangements with daddy Anderson."
Wes rolled his eyes. Mr Anderson was a ballache. Kurt seen his eye roll and laughed and laid himself back closing his eyes.
"Can't even imagine what he's going to be like when he finds out that not only are you back but you're Vampire, a natural and bonded. He's gonna make you his son in law so fucking quick." Wes laughed out. Mr Anderson wanted nothing more than for Kurt to transition. It was either that or he would pretty much disown their relationship.
"I know right? I was literally thinking the same thing as I was on my way up here. Shit breaks I tell ye." Kurt laughed out throwing a Hershey's kiss up in the air and catching it in his mouth.
"So last night. It was okay for you?" Wes asked nervously.
"The food was great." Kurt grinned before turning to face him.
"Kurt."
Kurt threw another one in the air, catching it in his mouth. He could literally feel how nervous Wes was. It was adorable.
"The kiss was perfect. Everything about it was perfect from beginning to the end." Kurt said happily before sitting up and turning to face him. Kurt's put a hand on his thigh and Wes mirrored him. Kurt smiled shyly before leaning over and kissing him gently moaning as they did. They broke apart and kurt leaned a head on his shoulder. Wes wrapped his arms round him and kissed him on the head.
"Do you want to keep this a secret Kurt?"
"Everyone knows. Why would we need to keep it a secret? Unless you don't want-
"No I don't mean it like that. I don't care who knows."
Sebastian.
Kurt groaned when he realised. "Fuck sake Wes."
Wes chuckled before he started to run a hand down his back, comforting him.
"I want to be true to this Wes. Trying to hide it is going to make it worse for us and for him. I just wish I could say the same for Blaine." Kurt said tiredly. He was so sick of the bullshit.
"I wish you didn't have to go through all of this. I just want you and Blaine to be openly happy and not have to worry about him." Wes said truthfully.
"Me too."
There was a knock on the bathroom door.
"It's me man. You up?"
"Yeah come in." Wes shouted
David burst through the door
"You need to tell me what happened las-
"Oh. Hello Kurtie." David winked and Kurt rolled his eyes. David looked between them both. They was sitting so close they might as well be sitting on each others laps. Wes had a hand placed on Kurt's thigh and Kurt had his hand on Wes's arm.
"Oh my god did you both do the dirty last night?" He wiggled his eyebrows at them both.
"That's my queue to leave before I die of embarrassment." Kurt said quickly before jumping off the bed and gabbing his phone off the nightstand. He walked over to David and hugged him quickly and kissed him on the cheek.
"So? Did you?" David asked again.
"No we did not David. Kurt only came over a few hours ago." Wes said laughing. David noted the blush that was forming on his face. Kurt said bye quickly before going to leave.
"You've forgot something Kurt."
Kurt looked confused. "I only brought my phone Wes."
Wes nodded and Kurt left. David went to open his mouth to talk but Kurt opened the door and quickly made him way into the room and approached Wes before leaning down and kissing him chastely on the lips before turning back round and shutting the door tightly behind him.
Wes was smiling. He looked up to David and seen the shocked expression on his face.
"So I'm guessing you're both good then?" David said still looking at the door Kurt left. Wes nodded. He was worried it was to much for his friend. He didn't want david to feel like he was involved in the dirty mistress club.
"I'm not shocked that you both swapped spit, I'm shocked that it was so natural."
Wes looked up to see David smiling. David walked over and threw himself on the bed laying on his stomach, resting his chin on palms.
"So. Tell me everything start to finish! I want the full goss and don't you dare leaving the juicy details out." David said in girly voice, fluttering his eyelashes.
Wes reached over behind him and hit David in the face with a pillow which made David have a fit of giggles "Fuck you david."
Kurt was on his way to Sebastian's room. Why does my life have to be a complete sham? Kurt rolled his eyes before turned the corner and he spotted Sebastian leaving his room.
"Seb!" Kurt shouted
Sebastian turned round and and smiled. "Hey gorgeous. I've missed you." He held out his arms out and Kurt walked right into them giving him a quick hug.
"I'm sorry was you going somewhere?" Kurt looked up. Please say you're busy so I don't have to have this conversation with you
"I was on my way for a meeting with the family." Sebastian voice was full of hate when he said the word family. "Why what's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong at all. Do you think we can speak when you get back?"
"No we can speak now. Walk with me?" Sebastian was curious. Kurt nodded before grabbing Sebastian's hand and walking him to the reception.
"Are you sure you want to do this now? You might be upset." Kurt said quickly avoiding his ways.
"Tell me quickly. Rip the bandage off type of quickly." Seb said. He hoped Kurt didn't regret saying yes.
"You sure?"
"Yes."
They carried on walking hand in hand. They was a few minutes away from reception.
"I'm bonded."
Sebastian looked stopped and looked at him. Bonded? Sebastian knew the answer who it was with anyway. Obviously Blaine. It's not like he can do anything about it.
"You haven't asked me who it is yet."
"I don't need to ask. I know who it is." Sebastian said quickly. He was fuming inside but he knew being bonded was something you couldn't help so he held no grudges towards Kurt.
"It's not Blaine Seb."
Sebastian stopped Kurt by the arm and looked at him. "Wait. So you're telling me it's not Anderson?" Sebastian was practically gleaming. "Who is it?"
"Wesley."
Well, he wasn't expecting that. "Montgomery?"
"Yes."
Sebastian was in shock. Bonded with Wesley Montgomery. He felt better already knowing it wasn't Blaine.
"What type of bonding is it?"
"Does it matter? You have to be okay with it either way Seb." Kurt said tiredly looking up to his 'boyfriend'
"No of course it doesn't matter. I would like to know though." Sebastian wanted to feel rage but it was something he had no control over, neither did Kurt or Wes.
"All of it." Kurt quickly added. "We've only kissed I swear but I just don't want you to be shocked or hate me for it. I'm really sorry, if I could stop it I really would but I have so much I'm dealing with right now and Wes is really helping."
Sebastian smiled at his boyfriend. He really did mean it. "It's not your fault gorgeous okay? I can share as long as you're still mine."
Kurt nodded. "I promised I would try Seb but I'm not lying to you."
They got to the reception and Sebastian could see the family car pulled up in the driveway. Sebastian leaned over and kissed Kurt, moaning at the taste of his lips. Kurt deepened it, tracing his tongue against his lips. Sebastian pulled back, groaning in frustration.
"Hummel you fucking kill me." Sebastian leaned in closer. "If I could stay with you I would but if I miss this meeting there will be chaos. I'll call you when I'm back?"
Kurt nodded. "Make sure you do okay?"
"Always gorgeous."
He kissed Kurt quickly before making his way outside. He's really trying.
Kurt's was on his way back to his room when his phone buzzed.
Me, Nicky, Davey and Wesey are all sitting in your room waiting for you to come back! Don't worry sweetcheeks! I've already got the gossip ;) Hurry I miss you! 3
Kurt smiled at the text. He was so grateful his family was okay with this. David's most likely opened his mouth, Wes wouldn't. Kurt laughed and opened his door.
"Bout time! I missed you!" Jeff bounced up and hugged Kurt. Thank god for my new strength
"I missed you too bestie!" Kurt grabbed Jeff's cheeks and pinched them. "You're so adorable! Look at him!" Kurt addressed his friends as they all contained there laughter. "You're so fucking cute I could just."
Kurt grabbed jeff by his waist and took him down to the floor. Jeff let out a surprised yelp and laughed out as Kurt straddled him started tickling him.
Nick, David and Wes burst out laughing. He's so full of energy
"Please Kurt! Stop!" Jeff was howling, his sides hurting from laughing so much. Jeff tried to sit up but Kurt was strong and pinned him to the floor which made Jeff gasp in surprise at his strength.
They all noticed it too. Jeff was two hundred years older he should easily be able to get Kurt off him. Jeff wasn't messing around, he couldn't get up. They made a note of it.
"Say it." Kurt voice was playful and demanding.
When Kurt was human, they did this all the time. Jeff used to pin him on the floor and tickle him senseless.
"No I'm not saying it Kurt!" Jeff screamed out through the laughs with Kurt.
"Say it sterling."
"Okay okay I'll say it!" Jeff said through the laughs and Kurt stopped tickling him but leaned forward so they was inches apart.
"You're the most beautiful man I have ever laid my eyes on."
"And?"
"You're so fucking hot."
"And?"
"I love you."
Kurt laughed before kissing Jeff on the nose and pulling himself up, holding his hand out for his friend to take. Jeff grabbed his hands and Kurt pulled him up off the ground.
"Damn Kurt, you're fucking strong." Jeff said through the laughs.
"Come off it Jeff. You wasn't even trying." Kurt shot back.
"I was Kurt. Trust me I was." Jeff said seriously. Jeff didn't think his best friend knew how strong he actually was. Not only was he a vampire but he was a natural. He was stronger than the avenge vampire.
"He's not kidding Kurt. He couldn't get up." Nick said observing Kurt. We need to see how strong he actually is.
Kurt rolled his eyes before sitting down on the bed.
"You're like a ball of energy today!" Jeff said sitting down next to him.
"Blame wesley." Kurt smirked before leaning over and grabbing the drink david had passed to him. Kurt was okay on coffee normally but the non-fat mocha from the coffee shop around the corner from Dalton always went straight to his head. They all groaned.
"You gave him coffee?" Jeff asked inquisitively leaning forward to Wes. Wes smirked.
"Oh man. No. I can't cope with him all day. He's gonna be worse now that's he's a vampire. It be like he's on steroids." David slapped himself in the face and laying down.
"I'm not that bad!" Kurt said with a laugh. They all looked at him.
"We made you run around the whole of Dalton over twenty times because you was that bad to try and tire you out!" Nick said with a laugh.
"You and Jeff had a water gun fight that lasted six none stop fucking hours and the only reason you stopped was because your gun broke!" David groaned in memory.
"You was up for two days straight playing bejewelled because you wanted to beat Blaine's score." Wes said rolling his eyes.
"Okay okay I get it! It's only one it won't kill me." Kurt said as he opened his drink.
"Man, you only need one." David said squinting his eyes at Kurt. Kurt glared at him before taking a sip of his drink.
"Not to mention he had me up for nearly three days without sleep because he couldn't sleep with all the caffeine that was running through his veins."
Kurt looked up and Blaine was standing. Kurt stood up and quickly made his way over and wrapped his arms round him and kissed him quickly. "How'a daddy?"
Blaine pushed Kurt's arm playfully. "He's good. I've got to go back in a few hours to meet him again."
Kurt nodded before kissing him on the cheek excitedly
"Wes got him coffee this morning." Jeff shot out quickly
"Oh Jesus man, why?" Blaine groaned before face planting himself on the bed.
"Sorry Anderson. He looked tired." Wes said truthfully.
"Of course he was tired, he was sucking faces with you all night."
The room went silent. Wes felt like he had been slapped in the face. Jeff and Nick had pulled back from the bed and looked at Kurt. David was looking at Wes who was sitting there with a a blank expression on his face.
"Ah what can I say. Why have one boyfriend when you can have three." Kurt said bluntly. They all turned round to him in horror. Blaine started laughing but he came to a stop when he realised what he had said. He didn't mean it that way.
"Shit Wes I'm so sorry man. I didn't mean it like that."
"It's alright B it's cool." Wes said quickly. "You cool?"
"Yeah of course I'm cool I was just making a joke. Can't we make jokes now?" Blaine said smiling. Wes nodded before letting a throaty laugh out.
Jeff turned to Kurt who was still standing here. "You're fucking savage, you know that right?"
"Fuck me hummel. You really don't give a shit do you?" Nick said in shock.
Kurt shrugged.
"Baby I promise you I was just kidding." Blaine said quickly, he just wanted to make light of the situation.
"No it's okay really. Honestly." Kurt said to quickly.
They was all looking at him. Wes went to say something but then Kurt's phone rang. He quickly took it out his pocket and answered.
Hey bro! Sorry I'm ringing early. It's not even 8:30 yet. Moms had a phone call. Auntie isn't to good. We've gotta go.
"Is Carol okay?" Kurt said avoiding eye contact with them.
I hope so.
"I'll be there now."
Kurt put the phone down.
"Do you need one of us to let them out Kurt?" Wes asked quietly.
"No. I'm good. I can do it." Kurt smiled but it was forced. I think they all knew.
"I won't be long."
Kurt left quickly. He didn't want any more questions.
Why have one boyfriend when you can have three
They all sat there and was thinking about what he has said. Blaine felt like the biggest asshole in the world.
"Wes I really didn't mean no harm by it." Blaine said hurt looking at his friend.
"Man I know. It's just was shock that's all. I mean it's kinda weird right?" Wes laughed out and Blaine nodded
"That must be so hard." Jeff said silently. They all looked at him to elaborate.
"Think about it. He's pretending to be Sebastian's boyfriend, he's actually Blaine's boyfriend and now he's Wes's partner and on top of all that he's juggling with being a natural Vampire."
"Oh fuck I didn't even think of it that way." Nick said looking at his boyfriend. Kurt was trying to please three different people.
"That must be so difficult." David said to them all. "I mean he must be in overload right now. I don't think it's registered until he said it out loud."
"Do you think he'll be okay?" Wes said looking at his hands.
"I don't know Wes. I really don't know." Blaine said and he leaned over and squeezed Wes's hand.
"We should go with him. He hasn't fed today."
Kurt could see Carol and Finn waiting at the reception. Carol looked demented.
"God sweetie I'm so sorry. I was really looking forward spending the day with you but I have too-
"Mom it's okay. Be with your sister. Let me know how she is please? I would come but I can't be trusted."
Kurt was standing away from them. The smell was making weak. He felt the vampirism taking over.
"I'll call you when we get there dude." Finn said and high five the air. Kurt rolled his eyes but did it back.
"You need to let us out sweetie." Carol motioned to the empty reception.
"Oh right okay sure sorry mom." Kurt mumbled. He quickly made his way over holding his breath. Please don't let me hurt them
He shakily pressed the six digit code three times before he got it right and the door clicked for them to push it. He felt panicked. Oh god no
Carol had started to cry a little as Finn pushed the door open for her and he stepped out and made his way to the car. He wanted to comfort her but he couldn't. Please fucking god help me
"I love you son. Please take care." Carol's voice broke in the middle of her sentence. Kurt couldn't take it. He grabbed her and hugged her. He felt dizzy. His grip became tighter on her arms as the smell washed over him.
"Sweetie, you need to let go." Carol said calmly. She knew her son was trying and the hug made her feel so much more better. Kurt eyes started to water. He could feel his fangs extending and he gasped for air. You can't hurt her
Kurt let go and stepped back with his hands up. "Go."
Carol seen her son unraveling and it broke her heart. She left quickly and shut the door behind her. He couldn't even hug his family without wanting to murder them. He started getting angry, feeling the rage build up in his stomach and he turned round and hit something. The trophy cabinet came down with thud, broken glass flying everywhere. His arm went right through the cabinet and the wall. He pulled his arm out slowly but his arm was slicing more and more. So he forcefully pulled it out. He arm was torn to pieces from his fingers to his shoulder. He stumbled back and lifted his good arm to his head and placed it on the wall.
"FUCK!" He screamed once, angry raging him through him. He scared himself, he had never heard himself like that before. He took a few breaths before lifting his head, wiping his tears away and turning around and starting to walk back, he took a few steps towards before lifting his head.
They was all watching him. They had seen it all.