God damnit, I pressed"back" on my mouse and it deleted all my wonderfull notes.

anyway, TL;DR: I'm back, passed my driving exam but now don't have money for a car and need to find a minijob because nobody is buying my stupid art commissions damnit QQ

Guest: Aww, thank you! Yess, gf's are a bad thing... Poor Cloud... I wonder how it'd be if they broke up ;D erm, anyway, hope you'll like!

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The doorbell made me jerk my head upwards faster than anything else could have done.

Sephiroth, I knew it was him. So he was still coming, after all... At 1 am it indeed was a surprise, Tseng and Cissnei had already left to attend a meeting tomorrow.

I glanced to the door. Indeed, it was him - Zack was the first to give him a greeting hug. I held myself back, keeping the spot on the sofa next to me free.

And, just as planned, he took the free seat and greeted me with a smirk, doing the same with his colleagues and the others. I smiled happily, watching Zack pour him a drink. Just like me, he noticed the weird dice on the table after a while.

"What kind of game is that?" His gaze turned to Zack, who just grinned. "A fun one."

"Let's play it, then.", Genesis concluded and took the two dice in his hands. I gulped when the two examples "lick" and "nipple" came to my mind.

The brunette shook his hand and threw them back onto the dining table. One of them now read "Tickle" and the other one "Ears". Okay, this wasn't going to be too bad...

"And now?", he wondered, looking back at Zack.

"You have to do what the dice says to the person on your right. So... to me." The Generals voice spoke up calmly, earning everyone's stares.

Genesis shrugged and leaned in to tickle Sephiroth's ear. His answer was rolling eyes as he took the dice himself now.

I felt my heart beating faster as the two objects hit the table, eager to see what they would read. "Rub...", he started, but Zack finished for him. "Nipple!", my friend beamed.

My eyes widened in embarrassment. "Uhm, we don't have to...", I offered, not wanting to make the silver haired man feel uncomfortable.

"That's the rules.", Zack smirked, wiggling his eyebrows. I suddenly felt a hand on my waist. Uh-oh.

Slender fingers moved their way under my shirt, almost making me jump in surprise, until I turned my head to look at Sephiroth. His half lidded eyes were fixed on my chest while his fingers looked for a certain spot...

When he found what he was looking for, I tensed up immediately, letting out some almost girly sounding squeak. I cast a glance around, finding everyone looking quite amused, my raven-haired friend even giving me a thumbs up.

My face heated up quite quickly when he started moving his finger over my nipple and I forced my eyes closed before seeing the General do such things to me with THAT expression on his face would cause more problems than me blushing... 'Think of cute puppies... of brownies... kittens... a nice warm chocolate...'

The innocent thoughts barely managed to save me from more embarrassment and I was relieved when Gen mentioned that it was enough. Now it was my turn... I gulped, hoping not to have to do a too weird thing to Zack. He was a nice, good looking guy, that was for sure... so "Kiss" and "Hand" saved me there.

I breathed out a breath I didn't know I was holding, while my friend lifted his hand in a princess-like manner, taking his other hand to his face to pretend he was giggling. I rolled my eyes, grinning, before taking his hand like the gentlemen did in movies, leading it to my face to plant a small kiss on the back of it. The wink Zack gave me as response deflected off me while I passed him the dice.

Since him and Angeal, who was sitting on his right, seemed to be pretty close, I didn't think that anything the dice would offer could be too awkward for them. They had known each other for years, apparently, even years before I met my 1st Class friend. 'At least it's less weird to kiss your friend than it is to kiss a stranger...'

… and talking about kissing, the dice told him to lick Angeal's neck. Okay. I wasn't sure whether to stare the way I did at them when Zack moved his smirking head closer to the instructor's neck – probably because I expected him to add some kind of joke, like a vampire's bite – but when he pressed his lips to the other man's skin, tongue moving slowly and almost lovingly, I had to blink quite a few times. Angeal's reaction was some sort of low moan, one that made me feel like a pervert, watching the two.

Both stopped their movements and sounds at exactly the same time, eyes looking for our shocked/startled/confused expressions, before erupting into loud laughter. I had to shake my head, facepalming. That had just been too obvious. Sephiroth's expression had remained neutral, as always.

Somewhere between Angeal having to tickle Genesis' chest and Genesis having to rub Sephiroth's ear, I noticed that nobody really had to kiss anyone yet. I felt my heart beat faster when I wished for Sephiroth to roll the dice to "Kiss"...

"What's it with you and ears?", Zack chuckled and Gen gave him a shrug.

Now it was my turn... Well, half. The silver-haired man took the dice, deciding to roll one first. He cast me a sideways smirk while leaning forward, reading out the first word. "Massage"

A small frown creeped up, doubting that a massage could come near to anything like a kiss. Unless the dice had a side with "Privates"... I blushed, then looked up in surprise when the General's body was facing mine directly all of sudden.

"Uh?" I made, giving him a questioning look, before hearing Zack whisper: "Tongue..."

"What?", I gasped, watching Sephiroth raise one hand from the corner of my eye.

"Massage... a tongue? But how does one ma-" I was cut off abruptly by two warm lips on my own. I sucked in a breath through my nose, eyes widening. Apparently, my lips had parted in surprise as well, because something soft and slippery made its way into my mouth. Since my brain couldn't quite realize what was going on, my body started working on autopilot, beginning by closing my eyes. The next thing was reacting to his tongue, and offering him mine seemed to be the solution, since the grip on the hem of my shirt loosened. When I had read "massage", I would have thought of maybe using a finger, but... the warm tongue brushing over mine was more satisfying than anything else I could have imagined.

What I did notice was that the General knew exactly what he was doing. 'Okay, he is older than me... so he's obviously more experienced...', I tried to convince myself that I wasn't just sort of new to this. The hand I had mistakenly accused of being in charge of the tongue massage had found its way onto my cheek, making me melt into the kiss even more. Right now I didn't care about the cheering in the background or the obvious bulge in my pants, I was in a state of pure bliss, one that I never wanted to stop...-

and, like all good things, it did, but this time because of my alarm clock. One sentence came to my mind: "Fuck. Me.", I groaned, getting up from Zack's guestroom bed and right to the shower, before he or anyone would see me in my current state. The mirror confirmed even fuzzier hair than usual, red, puffy cheeks and... well, time for a cold shower.

The fact that it had only been a dream again made me sad, but even in that dream my feelings had been pretty intense. I really had to catch him in private some time, or at least with Zack... really didn't know how he would be like then.

After the shower, I woke up Zack and we prepared some quick breakfast together. Since Sephiroth was out, Zack had more papers to do than usual, so before going to work, I at least wanted to spend some more quality time with him. Before I went back to studying... 'I wonder what he is doing right now... Still on the bus, I guess...' The journey there would be quite some hours and I didn't really expect him to message me so early already... if he did at all. I was a hundred percent positive that I would not survive without him for a long time.

The next days passed painfully slowly, I voluntarily attended some of Angeal's and Genesis' classes to feel more secure about my examination as well as to pass some time. Zack was very busy, as expected, but Kunsel would have the same exam as me, so we studied together sometimes. Keeping my mind off my busy General was the only thing I could do for the moment, so that's what I did.

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