"Why Are You My Clarity?"

Characters: Koro-sensei

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"If our love is tragedy..."

I asked to myself, as I looked at the crescent moon above me, my skin turned a little blue from sadness.

The crescent moon was glowing brightly tonight, like her.

"...why are you my remedy?"

I had remembered her clearly on my mind, her innocent smile, her bright smile, her weird shirts, and her kind personality.

I remember how she brushed off my convincing talks with a smile on her face, like she isn't afraid of a killer like me.

I remember her weird shirts, she wore them to cheer me up, ecen though sometimes I feel annoyed on the designs of the shirt before.

I remember her advices, how she made tests for her students, how she joked and how she cried when she told me she wanted to touch me even for one time.

I thought at first that I will capture her heart and trust to gain some help to escape from that prison they called a lab.

But instead, she captured mine.

And I was thankful for that.

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"If our love's insanity..."

I remember her sacrifice.

I was supposed to be hit by that tentacle mine. I was supposed to take that shot because I deserved it after what I have done.

But she got the fatal shot.

She did everything to keep me from being evil, even sacrificing her life...for a worthless man like me who had destroyed and took so many lives.

I remember her peaceful face as she lied down on a ravaged lab floor, debris lying around her. I was holding her delicate body, her blood was covering my tentacled hands. She just smiled as she looked at me, as she said her last words: to keep her kids from the dark, to teach them...to guide them for the rest of my days.

She said that before she took her last breath...tears were in her now lifeless eyes. And I was just sitting there, doing nothing! I should have used my tentacles to heal her! Not to destroy!

It was all my fault!

My fault she had died!

And I could never forgive myself for that.

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Now, I was now in a different form, keeping her promise, her legacy.

I was now a teacher, teaching her precious students. The Class 3-E was now the family I never had. I swear to myself that I will protect and guide them, before I will die this March.

I know I will not see them get their diplomas and graduate, but I am now happy because I had now fulfilled her legacy to them.

I clutched the huge necktie in my neck tightly as tears started to fall from my beady eyes. This was her only gift she had given to me, and this is my only memory of her presence.

But there is one question that was bothering me the entire time.

I looked again at the crescent moon, crying loudly in the night sky, as I swear I could see her smiling face in front of me.

Why?

"...why are you my clarity?"

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Prompt:

Clarity by Zedd featuring Foxes

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A/N: This is my very first songfic in this drabble series! This is a KoroGuri bittersweet drabble that I made, and I feel Koro-sensei's pain.

Koro-sensei was very regretful on what happened on Aguri, so he did her promise: to teach her students. I think he did it...because he cherished her and loved her. Remember, Aguri has implicitly confessed to Koro-sensei her feelings while the lab was on chaos.

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