Explanation

I am really sorry. I know it's been over half a year, at least, since I've updated this. Here's why.

One, physically, I've been ill. My innards no long like me and we have no idea why. Not only that, but that has been affecting things such as my physical strength, fatigue, and such things.

Two, recently I've come to the awareness that my mental health the past year or so hasn't really been what it should be. Really has been coming and going. Thankfully it is not to a point that I would say I should be medicated or see a psychiatrist, but that is a part.

Three, and the big one, I've lost my enjoyment of writing. When I started writing for real about 2 or 3 years ago (started writing Cruel Irony) I was excited and having the time of my life. Now I keep getting disappointed with myself and my writing (not at all helped by the above point) so that writing has been hard for me to do. Very demotivated

All that to say, if I write, I write. If I drop a story for a while to write something else, then that's what happens. If I go months without writing, then so be it. At this point I don't really care if what I write gets read, reviewed, or liked, such as when I started.

Hurts to say, but there it is. I'll do what I can, and not push myself for more.

As for this story, I did lose all of my written files for it. And while I know what happens (memorized it,) it is going to be on hold for some time.