Heats are a known thing about Qunari everywhere, even in Tevinter, people talk about it everywhere, even after I had known that fact I had never thought about It, and its not like I would when I started going at it with the Iron Bull 'Oh heavens no" I did not think it would interfere with Our arrangement at all, A stupid though if you asked Me about it. Of course my thoughts betrayed me once again, because the Iron Bull was acting strange around me, more strange than that time when he first saw me do necromancy in the hinterlands for the first time, But of course I Didn't think much of it at the time, that is in tell Cremisius Aclassi or more known as Krem walked inside the library and approached me, more weirdly than usual might I add. He comes in every once in A while to have a drink and catch up, this time however no drink were to be found in his hands.
'So why do I have the pleasure of meeting you here Cremisius?' I ask as I turn from my chair towards him stiffly because I've been sitting here since this morning. He looks at me and then back towards the window, I point towards a chair as I begin to look back down at my book I was studying. Trying to let him know I was busy and if he really wanted something from me he should simply say it out load now. Of course he wouldn't because he was a charger and the chargers are stupid when it come to others peoples time managements. He sat down and started to look out the window in silence, I sighed and looked up from my book. "Krem what do you need?" I said as he finally looked into my eyes and said something I did not expect.
"Do you know what a heat is Dorian? Now if I had a drink in my hand I would do a spit take from just hearing someone ask me that. I sit there for awhile looking at Krem in shock, eventually I muster up the will to speak. "what kind of question is that Cremisius!? Of course I do, why?" Krem looks at me with disbelieve. " then why are you getting near bull right now? didn't he tell you when his heat is?!" I'm even more confused on why Krem would be speaking with me abo-. I Sit there silently for a while to keep myself from freaking out.
"Krem dear, is bull by any chance in heat right now, and you came here because bull thought I didn't know about his situation so he send you to tell me because he didn't want to bother me with it?" I ask calmly smiling up at him. Krem takes a deep breath and answers with a quick yes sir i ask him a final question that he's sure to know "Krem you do know that bull wouldn't tell me if he had a problem because he's to much of a self sacrificial bitch correct?" I say and Krem just looks down at the ground even further than he was before.
I stand up patting Krem on the head as I walk towards Bulls room near the tavern in a fury. The iron bull should know by now that I would die for him even if We were not in a relationship. Walking down towards the battlement I see Cullen training some of the new solders, as I get to the door of the tavern I start to see the not very many people where there today, which meant the inquisitor was planning something. "that stupid man" I think as I slam the door to the tavern open like I'm a spell cast wrong and head over towards the stairs. The rest of the chargers where on drinking and yelling at each other as I crossed paths with them.
Once I get to the door I stand by it waiting for bull to answer, "he knows I'm here" I think as five minutes pass. if bull actually didn't want me there all he had to do was tell me. eventually Bull gives a quite come in, witch worried me.
Bull looked like a mess, sweat littered his body in what looked like waves off the ocean surface. He was panting like a dog that just when for an hour long run in the park. Bulls eyes where shut tight and hands where grabbing his bed as if trying not to attack him. "Bull?" I ask in a steady voice, trying not to scare him off with something being wrong with me, bull spoke and scared me from my thoughts " Do-Dorian? Is that you?" If I was worried before I certainly am now. " yes Bull its me Dorian, I'm here to help you." I say In my most soft voice I usually only do for children.
" no...No Dorian I cant, ill lose control..." Bull says in a crackly voice. I hush him and sit on the bed and hum a song my mother would sing to me at night. I lay with him rubbing my head in tell he falls asleep, "I'll have to remind Bull to tell me he's in heat before it gets this bad again" I think as I slowly fall asleep next to him.