"Huh?"

I died of a heart attack.

I was an obese fat man who didn't care much about his body and I ended up paying.

I fell recluse in my room because of the bullying at school and I used food as a way to brighten up my miserable life.

I tried and tried to stop myself, even so, I couldn't and gave up. Life is not easy, life is shit, all die, I thought those things.

And my time finally came, I really didn't want to die. Despite having a shitty life, I wanted to continue living.

I couldn't finish the anime I was watching ... how sad.

I was an otaku when I was alive, anime was something of an anesthetic for me, a way of escaping from the world around me. One of the things I regret the most is dying a virgin ...

But now ... where am I?

Heaven, hell, purgatory.

I was not a believer when I was alive, why would God allow me to suffer so much? or some of those stupid things, although I did not deny its existence, I simply doubted. Now that I am dead, I realize that I cannot blame others for a problem of mine or well, a problem that was mine.

This place is dark, it is as if, no matter how much I move, the darkness that surrounds me will never end.

"Hahh"

I let out a sigh.

do I have a body?

Or maybe I don't have eyes.

I was thinking so much about my past life that I didn't give much thought to my situation.

Questions and questions.

No answers.

"God, are you there?"

I can talk? No, I didn't hear anything.

"SHIIIIIIIIIT!"

I screamed and nothing, there was no sign that something was going to happen ...

"Hmhh ... ????"

A strong light blinded me, the darkness was leaving, disappearing from all over the place. I tried to cover my eyes, but I couldn't. The light completely blinded me.

"What is this?!!!"

"Waaa, waaa!"

A crying baby ...?

"Waa, waaa!"

Wait ... is it me ??? !!!!!!

What the fuck is going on? !!!!

Wait...

What is this feeling ... ???

Afraid?

Why am I afraid?

I'm shaking.

I feel a ...

I don't know how to describe it, it's as if someone is about to ... kill me.

Noises of destruction, but he couldn't see anything, just an ugly dull green ceiling.

Where I am?

Heh?

Children, children and babies cry.

Where is that?????

Destruction and destruction.

As if a great battle was raging.

The ground began to shake ...

Damn it.

~ chiiiir ~

A door squeaked.

The footsteps of several people are heard, they walk as if they have no time for anything.

Oooouhhh

They grabbed me, what's up? what are you doing ma'am???

An old lady looked at me strangely, right, I stopped crying.

All the other children and babies keep crying, but I don't.

I'm still afraid, I'm still shaking, but curiosity wins me over.

"WHAT?!" For them my "what?" It was a baby growl.

J-Japanese ... ?????

Why does an old lady who speaks Japanese, but does not look like a Japanese, does she grab me in her hands ????