AN: As much as I love EO, I love Rollisi too (but in a different way because they're two completely different pairings in my opinion), and with all the kissing these two lovebirds have been doing this summer I figured I could try writing them for a change.
Based on what we've seen in the promos, I'm guessing they're at the courthouse after the non-wedding when they find out about Liv's car crash, so they go to see her. And this is them coming home later that night.
Enjoy!
"You must be exhausted." He says when they're alone again, having just said goodbye to Sienna.
"I'm ok." Amanda smiles tiredly from the kitchen where she's sipping on a glass of water. "I'm worried about Liv, though. And Noah."
He walks towards her and places a gentle hand on her cheek, a hand that she leans into with a soft hum. "I know. But Lucy's with him and we'll go pick him up first thing in the morning, right?"
"I just… I feel like I should've stayed with her in the hospital. What if she wakes up and she's scared and all alone?"
"Tell you what. You get some rest first and then you can go back, if that's what you want. And I can take care of the girls and pick up Noah in the morning and bring him to the hospital."
"You would do that?"
"Of course."
Without her shoes, their difference in height is prominent, and she stands on her toes to reach him, carefully placing a soft kiss against his lips.
"What was that for?"
"Thank you." She kisses him a second time. "For being you."
He smiles as he leans against her and they share a moment of comfortable silence before he pulls back a little. "Would it be ok if I take a quick shower? Feels like I've been wearing this suit for days."
"Go." She says, giving his shoulder a gentle push. "I'll find your sweats."
After changing out of her dress and into something more comfortable, she fumbles around for his clothes in one of the drawers. And that's when it hits her; their little dance is finally over. Not that she hasn't appreciated his friendship, and the safety he has provided for her and the girls throughout the years. But underneath it all, there was always a sense of fear.
Because for so long, he had simply been too good for her. At least that's what the voices in her head kept telling her. Too good for someone like her. And one day, he would find someone else, someone better, and she would lose the only man that had ever truly cared about her.
But maybe, just maybe, he doesn't see it like that.
After placing Carisi's sweats on her bed, Amanda goes to check on her girls. She whispers a simple "love you" next to Jesse's ear while running a hand through her long hair, before she moves to Billie's crib where she does the same. Granting herself a short moment to just look at them, sleeping peacefully.
After closing the door carefully, Amanda moves down the hall again. The sound of the shower running has an oddly, soothing effect on her. But then again, having him in her home has always done that. Everyone seems just a little happier when he's around. Even Frannie, who is currently snoring on the couch.
She's just about to empty the dishwasher when she sees it. His jacket thrown over a chair, and a piece of paper that has fallen out. She bites down on a nail, contemplating just leaving it there, before she moves across the floor, picks it up and unfolds it. She recognizes the first words immediately.
"Dearly beloved…"
"A partnership is a lot like a marriage…"
"And a bond like that… That never goes away."
But then comes the part she didn't get to hear.
The part he had called "hokey".
"Falling in love with someone you've known for so long can be scary. You worry about what you might lose if things don't work out, or if they don't feel the same way. You worry that you'll hurt them or let them down, and that you won't be enough. But if you go for it, if you try, just imagine what you might find."
She leans against the back of the chair as the words settles in her chest, eyes filled with tears staring towards the hall and in the direction of her bathroom where the shower is still running.
Without thinking she lets Carisi's speech fall back down on the floor and then she moves. Slow but determined steps carrying her closer to the bathroom door, her hand surprisingly steady when she opens it.
"Amanda?" His head leans backwards, surprised eyes peering at her from behind the shower curtain.
Without a word, she lifts the T-shirt over her head, revealing her bare breasts to him, before tugging at the yoga pants, pulling them down along with her underwear. She smiles when she sees him gulp, happy to find that at least her naked body has some effect on him, even after two pregnancies.
"Hi." Amanda says after stepping into the shower.
"Hi." He whispers back.
At first it looks like he's channeling all his energy to focus solely on her face, but eventually he loses the battle and his eyes fall down, taking in the sight in front of him.
"I know…" She says shyly. "Two kids."
"What?" His eyes snap back up again. "Are you kidding me?" She's taken by surprise when he moves towards her and captures her lips in a fierce kiss. "You're so perfect."
It's her time to gulp. Both from the sincerity in his voice, and the feeling of his growing erection against her stomach.
"So…" She starts while resting her hands on his wet and naked chest. "I read the rest of your speech."
"Are you snooping through my stuff already?"
Amanda shrugs innocently. "In my defense, counselor, it fell out, and I got curious."
"And?"
She moves her hands a little, appreciating how his skin feels against her fingers, how it feels to be close to him like this. How strangely natural it is, in spite of the way her heart is hammering wildly when she lifts her head to look at him.
"I love you too, Dominick."
She can't be sure, but it looks like tears are welling up in his eyes and for a split moment she worries that she said too much. That it was too soon. But her worry is short lived because suddenly he's cupping her face, pulling her in for another kiss. A kiss that tells her everything she needs to know.
The shift is immediate and she lets out a sharp hiss when her back hits the cold tiles behind her. "Sorry." He mumbles against her lips.
"Don't be." She mumbles back with a smile.
Hands are roaming now and she arches into the touch when his large hand closes around her breast. As much as she can appreciate the foreplay, she really doesn't need it, and from the feel of his hard cock against her skin, neither does he.
So she grinds her hips against him, moaning when she gets some of the friction she desperately wants. "Please…"
"You sure?"
She nods vigorously. "Are you?"
Carisi lifts her leg then and she wraps it around him, gasping when he moves his cock between her folds, rubbing it against her clit in the process. The gasp becomes a whimper when he aligns himself with her entrance. "I love you." He says against her lips, slightly parted from the way she's breathing fast and heavy.
"I- Fuck!" Her response is interrupted when he slides into her, stretching her more than she was prepared for. Her arms comes around his neck, using his entire body as leverage to keep her balance. "Love you."
She didn't exactly know what to expect from the ADA as a lover, but it wasn't this. He's somehow perfectly gentle and surprisingly rough all at once; The way he thrusts into her in a steady pace, hitting all the right spots, before slowing down a little while mapping her body with his hands.
In this position his pelvis rubs against her in the best way possible and the sensation is bordering on too much. Simply because she doesn't want to come yet. But it's becoming harder and harder to hold back, especially when he leans down and sucks on her neck, causing her nipples to harden to the point where they hurt.
Amanda slams a flat hand against the wet tiles behind her and bites down on her lip. "Too much?" He asks, as if he just read her mind.
"Just… So… shit, close."
"Come." He groans next to her ear and as much as she wants to wait, the sound of his voice sends her flying.
Her whimpers are high pitched and it would've been embarrassing if this was someone else. But it's him. It's finally him. And she wants him to see and hear every part of her. Even the parts she's been hiding for so long.
She's panting when she moves and lowers her leg, making him pull out of her slowly. She wraps a hand around his neck and pulls him in for a kiss that quickly turns sloppy while her free hand moves down between them. He's pure granite in her palm and she loves how he shivers when she starts to move.
"Amanda…"
"What?" She teases, while tightening the grip around him.
"Fuck… It feels so good."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
As much as she wants to make him come like this, more than anything she wants him to come inside of her. So she pulls back slightly and gives him a brief smile before she turns around, bracing herself against the wall.
Looking over her shoulder, she licks her lips before letting him know exactly what she wants. "Fuck me like this."
He blinks a few times, like he needs a moment to convince himself that this is really happening. And then he moves towards her while she arches her back and spreads her legs wider, for him. "Like this?" He says followed by a deep grunt that rumbles up from his chest when he slams into her.
"Fuh- Yes!" She exclaims, eyes rolling back as her walls clench around him. She's so sensitive from her first orgasm, and the high pitched whimpers have now turned into choked sobs escaping her lips at random.
With her ass pushed backwards, he sets a steady rhythm for them that makes it almost impossible for her to keep standing. And when he moves his hands from her hips, one finding a hard nipple to play with and one moving to between her legs, her legs give out completely.
"I've got you." He says breathlessly when her knees buckle, and it hits her then that he always have. In every way possible.
It makes sense that it took them this long, but she still wants to punch herself in the face for waiting so many years to not only trust him, but to convince herself that she deserves this. That she deserves to be happy.
Her emotions mix with the sensation of him all over her body and it makes her cry out. "More." She begs, suddenly desperate to feel as much of him as possible. "Harder."
Suddenly she's pressed up against the wall. One hand massaging her breast, perfectly matching the fingers that's rubbing against her clit. With his knees slightly bent he keeps pushing up and into her, moving faster with every thrust.
"Amanda." He says, and it sounds a lot like a warning.
"It's ok." She whimpers. "Come inside me."
"You sure?"
"Fuck yes."
And a short moment later she's trembling all over, her second climax spurred on by the feeling of him spilling inside of her, jerking his hips and pushing into her harder and more frantically.
As soon as he recovers, he uses his fingers to sooth her body. Gently easing her back down with light touches against her skin, gentle kisses against her neck.
She fumbles for a moment before she grabs his hands, lacing their fingers together before placing them against the wall, on either side of where her forehead is resting.
"God…" Amanda eventually breathes out. "That was…"
He finishes the short sentence with a simple "insane."
"Yeah." She chuckles. "It was." A last moan, or more a sound of approval leave her lips when she pushes her hips back one last time.
"Let's clean up and get some sleep." Carisi mumbles before kissing her shoulder. "If you're gonna go back to the hospital, you need to rest. At least a little."
"Yeah. Rest." She responds, still out of breath. "That sounds good."
But she quickly realizes that any sort of rest won't come easy tonight, because he's naked under her covers and it's just too tempting to climb on top of him.
And so, with a mischievous look on her face, that's exactly what she does.
"If you're too tired…" Amanda says while subtly rocking her hips, her mouth falling open when she feels him hardening against her bare center.
He briefly looks down between them before their eyes meet again. "Sleep is for amateurs." He grins before pulling her down for a kiss.
The end.