Chapter 3

It's been two days since we been here and it's been amazing being with him and his family. I wake up and find I'm alone I find a note on the bedside table. I grab it and read it "Ciel, I went out with my father. I will be back soon. I love you with all my heart and don't wonder the house alone. P.S. stay away from Claude." He writes. I wonder why he is so against me being alone with that man? I mean he truly does not trust him at all and he seems to really hate the man. I wonder what he did to hate him so bad? I ask myself as I lay in the bed naked.

I sigh and get up from the bed and put on a brown sweater that was actually Sebastian's and a pair of my own jeans. I like wearing his scent when he's gone. It comforts me. He has a sweet scent of cinnamon and other spices. I love his after shave as well. I also like when he misses a day or two of shaving his face. He has stubble on his face he looks so manly and hot. I can't really grow facial hair. I can go a week without shaving my face. I'm short too and small. I'm barely even a hundred pounds. I'm not strong like him with his chiseled abs and strong arms. He is very strong. I don't know what he sees in me? Sure I have beautiful dark blue eyes and everyone has complimented me on them as well. My mother had the same shade of blue eyes. I look like her and a bit like my father. I have his dark bluish hair and shape of his lips and nose and chin but the rest is my mother.

I think that is why Aunt Anne hated me so much because I looked like her dead sister. I have always been small for my age even now. I have weak lungs and had asthma as a child. I still get flare ups and need to take an inhaler. Sebastian seen me have an asthma attack and rushed me to the emergency room when I caught a very bad cold. He didn't know colds could cause an attack and it scared him when I started gasping for air and passed out. I woke up in his arms with his eyes wide in shock. That's how he learned about the asthma. Now when we go anywhere he makes sure I have my inhaler in case I need it. He makes me or more like guilts me into seeing a doctor for it. I just told him it was worse when I was a child. I was just born with weak lungs.

I leave the bedroom and head to the kitchen to get breakfast. I bump into a mass and nearly fall backwards and I look to see I ran into Claude. "Sorry I didn't see you there." I quickly apologize and walk around him but he steps in my way. "What he sees in you I will not understand." He says and corners me to the wall.

"Please excuse me." I say as I try again to walk around him but he won't let me. He steps closer and pins me to the wall.

"You're so small and frail. But you do have beautiful eyes that I can see. So blue and gentle. What are you hiding behind them? What does he see in you that he don't see in me?" he says and that confused me.

"What are you talking about?" I ask. He just smirks and runs a finger down the side of my cheek and to my chin. I shiver as he does. "I could break him with you. I so love to see him suffer like that. To watch me take his favorite toys and break them." He says and I shiver again. He leans his lips down towards mine. Is he going to kiss me? I thought in disgust.

"Don't touch me." I say and shove him off me. He grabs my wrist and pulls me back to him and my back hits his chest hard. He holds my wrist tightly in his big hand and smirks as his other hand travels my body and to my groin. "Stop it!" I say in a shaky voice as he smirks again at my attempt to get out of his hold.

His hand pushes up under the large sweater and he touches my chest. I start to shiver as he touches me. His hand goes down my jeans to my butt and he squeezes painfully on one of the cheeks and laughs at my discomfort. "Let's go to my room to have a little fun shall we?" He says and licks my ear.

"No! I'm not going anywhere with you. Stop touching me!" I say in disgust. He smiles at my struggles to free myself from him. He soon picks me up off the floor and carries me to a bedroom as I struggle to get free from him. He was stronger than me. I was about to scream for help when his hand covered my mouth. Why was he doing this? What did I do to him? I thought as he finally made it to a room and he locked the door. He tossed me on the bed and I instantly scrambled off the bed and ran to the door. I fiddled with the lock and wrenched the door open. I managed to get away and I ran back to mine and Sebastian's room. I locked the door and burrowed under the cover trembling badly.

I couldn't believe what had just happened. Why me? What does he want with me? I know what he wants, but why me? I jump when I hear a knock on the door. Oh no he found me! He's going to break in and finish what he started. I shiver when the doorknob jiggled.

"Ciel? My love, open the door." The voice said and I instantly recognized it and instantly ran to open the door. I quickly pulled it open and thrust myself in his arms. "Ciel! What's wrong?" he asked startled by my actions. He wrapped his arms around me and I slowly stopped trembling. He led me to the bed and sat us down.

"Sebastian I'm sorry. I know you said don't be alone with him but I was hungry and left the room." I say as tears blurred my vision. He stares at me and it clicked in his head as soon as I said the words.

"What did that bastard do?" He asks through clenched jaw. I never seen him so mad.

"He cornered me and when I tried to get away he grabbed me and pulled me to his body. He carried me to his room but I got away." I say in a shaky voice. I flinch when he growls deep and loudly.

"Did he touch you?" He asks as he pulls me close to him.

"Y-yes!" I answer in a quiet voice.

"Where?" he asks in anger.

"My-my ass and my front. He didn't do anything but touch me." I answer.

"I'm so sorry Ciel. I will never leave you alone with him again. I didn't think he would try anything while his wife and mother are here but I underestimated him. It won't happen again." He says.

"It's okay and tell me why did he do that to me and why do you two hate each other so much?" I ask after I calm down.

"When I was ten he wanted to play a game with me and I thought it would be cool since because he was in high school then and he was consider a cool kid. So I went to his room and that's when I learn he wasn't a cool guy and he did things to me that I will never forgive. He later would try to take any guy I dated, especially if I really liked them. He slept with the first boy I ever date when I was fourteen. I found them in his bed fucking. My boyfriend at the time tried to apologize but I broke up with him. He didn't force him either. But I know you would never hurt me like that but I know he would." He explains.

"What type of things did he do to you? Did he rape you?" I ask.

"No just sucked me and touched me. At the time I didn't know what he did to me was wrong until I got older." He answers. I nod. "Are you okay?" He asks as he looks at me with concern.

"Yeah I'll be okay." I answer he nods and kisses me.