Chapter 5

We move in together during the summer and he will be starting medical school while I start my third year of college. I get ready for school and I'm running a bit late since I overslept. I got myself a car too over the summer so I could drive to and from school. Sebastian already has his own car to get him to school. We got an apartment near Harvard and its only ten minutes away from the school.

I go and run to my first class and take a seat. I came two minutes before class started. I sigh with relief when I see the time.

After my second class I go home and find Sebastian waiting for me. "How was your day?" he asks when I walk in and kiss him. "Fine. I was late but I made it in time." I answer and sit next to him on the couch. He is already doing his homework and I lean back on the couch. I could start on homework too but I really don't want to.

Soon he closes his laptop and leans to kiss me and I kiss back. "I love you." He says and I smile in return.

"I love you too." I say and place my hand on his cheek. I laugh when my stomach growls and he laughs too. "What should we do for dinner?" He asks as he runs his hand over my stomach and massages it.

I love when he touches me so sweetly and gently. He's always so gentle with me. I can feel the love he has for me through his fingertips as he strokes my cheek or arm.

"Chinese food sounds really good right now." I answer. He nods in agreement and pulls his phone out and orders us food.

It's been a month now and life has been great living together with him. He started working at the hospital as an orderly to get a feel of the medical field. And he works nights and goes to school during the day. We see each other for about two hours in between then and then he leaves for the hospital. We get weekends together but that's it.

I go to answer the door and I freeze to the floor when I see it's Claude standing there. "My stepfather sent me to deliver a message to Sebastian. Is he here?" He says coldly and looks behind me.

"No he is at work right now. He has the day off tomorrow so you can deliver the message then." I say and try to shut the door. He smiles a smile that brought a shiver down my spine and he steps in. "You can't come in." I say and try to push him out but he just laughs. He smacks me and knocks me to the floor. What is he doing? And why? I ask myself as he stands over me. "This should break him enough to bring him back to me." He says as he lifts me up and pins me to the couch and I struggle against him.

"Get off me!" I shout as I push him. He gets mad and hits me in the stomach with his fist and then my face. He pulls off my t-shirt and pulls a knife at my throat. "You scream I will slit your pretty little throat." He threatens at my ear and licks the shell of my ear. I shiver even more. He pulls off my jeans and boxers and turns me over onto my stomach. I hold back a scream as he pushes into me roughly. I try not to scream as he thrusts into me nearly pounding into me. I feel myself bleeding as he does.

"Stop! It hurts! I'm sorry!" I say and cry as he pounds into me over and over again. He drops the knife and nicks mt throat as he loses himself in his pleasure. I feel that I am bleeding at each thrust. He pushes deep into me and shudders as he does and I know he had cum inside me. I tremble as he slides out of me. "You fucking bitch bled on me like a bleeding whore." He says in disgust as he sees the blood on his member and wipes it off.

He then lifts my face up by my hair and forces his member into my resenting mouth. I try to turn away and not let him in but he pinches my jaw and forces my mouth open and he shoves it in and out gagging me as he thrust in my mouth. I start sobbing as he does. "I thought you were a faggot too. Act like it and suck it like you would Sebastian." He says in anger. And smacks me. He tosses me to the floor and kicks me in the chest and stomach. He pins me down again and rapes me again. "I guess I couldn't hold back. He will be in agony when he sees his slut like this. Knowing I'm the one who did it." He says and fixes his clothes and leave.

I lay trembling as I lay naked on the floor. I pass out due to the pain but wake to a hand on my cheek and I flinch away from the gentle touch. "Ciel it's me." I hear that familiar voice and I look to see his dark eyes looking at me with so much sorrow and worry.

I reach out to him and he instantly pulls me in his arms and I sob uncontrollably against his chest. "Who did this to you?" He asks as he holds me.

"He…he said he had a message to deliver to you from your father and he attacked me." I say between sobs. He growls and then lifts me up and I cry at the pain. He takes me to the bedroom and sets me on the bed. He tried to pull from me but I wouldn't let him. "It's okay love I'm getting you clothes." He says and I let him go. He dresses me in basketball shorts and his t-shirt since he knew his scent calmed me down. He picks me up and carries me. "Where are you taking me?" I ask.

"The hospital." He simply says.

"What no!" I panic.

"Love you have no choice. You have many bruises on the chest. He could have broken a rib. Your wrist is swollen too. And you have cuts on you as well." He explains. I didn't realize I was that bad. I nod and tuck my head in the crook of his neck as he carried me to his car. He eased me down and I cry in pain. He buckles me in and gets in on the drivers side. He rushed to the hospital and since he works there and they instantly took us back.

He sat in the chair with me in his lap as I trembled and fought them to convince me to be examined by them. "Give us a minute." Sebastian says and the nurse and doctor leave us.

"Ciel, you have to do this. I will not let him get away with this. I don't care if he hurts me but hurting you is going too far. I will not let him get away with it." He says. I pull from him and see how serious he looks and I nod and let him call them back into the room.

They looked at Sebastian then at me. "We need you to change your clothes over this paper and then we well examine you." The nurse says as she rolls out paper for me to change over. I nod and stiffly climb out of Sebastian's lap and they tell him he can wait out in the hall but I panicked. "Please don't leave me." I grip his arm. He nods and sits back down.

"I'm not going anywhere." He states and the nurse nods in understanding. I stand on the paper barefoot since Sebastian didn't put shoes on my feet when he rushed me out of the apartment. I turn to look at him "Don't look." I say in shame. He turns his head and looks away. I pull off my shirt and then the shorts. The nurse takes them from me with gloved hands and puts them in bags for evidence. She hands me a hospital gown and tells me I can get off the paper. I climb back in the safety of Sebastian's arms and he holds me.

The nurse gathered the paper carefully and put it in bags too. "Now we need to examine you." She says. I look at her wide eyed. And nod. She takes out a q-tip and tells me to open my mouth and I do as she says. She swipes it along the inside both cheeks and then my tongue. She puts it in a test tube and then gives me an apologetic look. "We need to examine your genitals and anus." She says. I grip Sebastian when she explains.

"No!" I say as I tuck my head under Sebastian's chin. He sighs and stands with me in his arms and he slowly lowers me to the exam table and I fight him. "Sorry but it has to be done." He says and he wins by setting me down on the exam table. I lay on my back with my legs bent up and my arms wrapped around Sebastian's neck. I slowly pull from him and look at the nurse and doctor.

"We can take it slow. I will start with the penis and then give you a break and move to anus but only when you are ready." The doctor says. I nod. He sits on a stool at the end of the exam table and motions for me to scoot to the edge. I do as he says and slowly spread my legs apart. I grip Sebastian's arm as I feel the doctor swab the tip of my member and then around the base of it to collect DNA left behind.

"All done. Now take a breath and relax a bit for a minute. This will hurt and be uncomfortable. I do have to ask before hand, did you want it? Did they force you?" The doctor asked and I hear Sebastian growl slightly.

"No I didn't. Yes I was…forced." I say in a low voice. Sebastian growled again and I turn to look up at him. He looked so sad and angry.

"Okay are you ready?" The doctor asked. I turn and nod a bit. I spread my legs apart again and grip Sebastian's arm again but tighter then when they did my genitals. The doctor spread me apart and sighed before he swabbed the inside of me with a swab. He finished and pulled from me.

"I have to ask but did you have sex with your partner anytime today before the assault?" He asks.

"No!" I answer. He nods. And puts the swab in the test tube.

"Okay now lets tend to the injuries." He says and feels my ribs and I wince and cry a bit when he does. He checks the cuts and declares them not deep enough for stitching. He leaves us be and I turn to Sebastian.

"I'm sorry he did this to you." He says and brushes my hair off my face and kisses my forehead since he knows it's all right to kiss me now since they took all the DNA from me. He knew what they would do once at the hospital and tried to not touch me as much as possible.

We are interrupted by a knock on the door. Two police officers walk in. I guess the hospital called them in.

"Are you Ciel Phantomhive?" The police officer asked.

"Yes." I answer.

"Can you tell us what happened to you?" They ask.

"I was…was…raped." I answer and look away from them.

"Do you know who sexually assaulted you?" They ask.

"Yes." I answer. "Claude Fatus. He attacked me." I add.

"And do you know this man?" They ask.

"He is Sebastian's stepbrother." I answer.

"Are you Sebastian?" They ask.

"Yes. I am and I am Ciel's boyfriend." He answers anger and sadness laced in his voice.

"Can you tell us about the assault and what he did to you?" They ask.

I look up at Sebastian and he nods in encouragement for me to answer. I turn back at the police officers. "He came to our apartment looking for Sebastian and I told him he was at work and he came in. He hit me and carried me to the couch and pinned me down. He punched me in the chest and stomach a few times and pulled a knife out. He held it to my throat and threatened for me not to scream. He took off my clothes and raped me. He pounded into me and I bled from it. He got mad when there was blood on his dick from the attack and hit me for it. He forced me to give him oral sex too. He then kicked me and let me fall to the floor as he did so. He fixed his pants and left me." I explain in detail what he did to me.

"Did he cum inside you?" They ask. I look away from them all and nod "Yes." I answer in a low voice.

"In your mouth too?" They ask.

"Yes." I answer.

"Okay well we need photos of the bruises and go to the scene of the crime and collect evidence." The one officer says.

"What about Claude?" Sebastian asks.

"We will make an arrest and question him. I have to ask but did you two have sex at any point of the day?" The officer asks.

"No!" We answer together.

"When was the last time you had sex?" They ask.

"Three days ago why?" Sebastian asks confused.

"We want to make sure we don't get your DNA instead of his and did he wear a condom?" They answer and ask.

"No. He just did it. I don't think he thought I'd go to the police about it and turn him in." I answer. They nod.

"And another question, did he say anything to you during the assault?" They ask.

"He called me a faggot and that I was a bitch for bleeding on him and that I was a bleeding whore. He said I should like it since I'm a faggot and to suck his dick like I do Sebastian." I answer and I hear another growl from Sebastian.

They nod and write down everything. They leave shortly afterwards and then a technician with an x-ray machine comes in to x-ray my ribs and stomach to make sure no internal damage was done. After the doctor cleared me we go home.

Sebastian stays quiet the whole ride home and doesn't look at me the whole time. Is he mad at me? Does he blame me for what happened?