Chapter 13

We go to the courthouse two days after I am released from the hospital and Lizzie and his friend Will join us as we get married. He kisses me when the judge announces our union. We sign the paperwork and they give us our marriage license.

"When you are healthy again we will have a proper wedding." He declares as we get into his car and after he thanks his friend for being there. Lizzie smiles from the backseat of Sebastian's car as we leave the courthouse.

"I'm so happy for you my dear cousin. I have to say I was shocked you're gay but I am happy you found a good man like him." She says with a smile.

"Thank you." I say. I feel awful right now and I look so sick. I look at Sebastian and he smiles at me as if he is on cloud nine right now.

We drop Lizzie off at the hotel she is staying at and we go home. He quickly gets out and come to my side before I could open the door and he lifts me up in his arms and carries me up to our apartment. He takes me to the bed and kisses me. I laugh as he sets me down and he leans over me with a sly smile on his face as if he has his mind on inappropriate thoughts.

"I love you so much and I couldn't be any happier than I am right now that you are my husband now. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me." He says with a smile.

"I love you too." I say and lean up to kiss him.

He runs his hands up my torso pushing my shirt as he goes. He pulls from my lips to pull off my shirt. He leans to kiss my body and goes down to my abdomen as he kisses me. I pant as he does. He touches my growing erection from the outside of my pants and I moan loudly as he rubs it with his hand. He sits up and pulls my pants off and takes my erection in his skillful mouth. I buck my hips against his mouth as he nearly swallows me down his throat. "God Sebastian! I'm going to…" I nearly scream as he swallows me again. He bobs his head as he sucks me hard and licking the tip when he pulls out of his mouth before taking me back into his mouth again. I hit my release hard into his mouth and he drinks it up eagerly as if it was honey.

He pulls my spent member out of his mouth and smiles as he wipes his lips off with his hand. "As always you taste amazing." He says as he kiss me again. He sits up and grabs lube and a condom from the nightstand and puts it on. He coats his fingers with the lube and fingers my entrance. I moan loudly as he does and I feel myself grow hard again as he fingers me and plays with my entrance and balls and erection as well. He leans over me and pushes into me.

"So tight and hot." He says as he thrusts into me slowly and slowly working up a faster pace. I'm a panting mess as he is inside me. I grip his shoulders with my hands tightly as he thrust into me. I move my hips to meet him at each thrust. He pushes in deeper and lets out his release into the condom inside me. He slides out of me and rolls to lay next to me. He pulls off the condom and I turn to cuddle up next to him.

"That was great." I say tiredly and he wraps his arms around my shoulders and pulls me close to him.

"I know. I love you so much." He says. I nod and fall asleep against him.

I go to my citizenship interview and they ask me questions about Sebastian to make sure we didn't marry just to get my citizenship. They asked Sebastian questions about our relationship and they interviewed our friends and family as well to make sure we aren't lying.

"Are you going to take his name or hyphenate both of your sir names?" The interviewer asks me.

"I haven't thought about that? I guess hyphenate it if he wants to." I answer.

"How long have you two been in a relationship?" They ask.

"For three years. We met my first year at Harvard and we been dating since then. He's the first relationship I ever had." I answer with a smile at the thought I been with him for three years.

"Well that's it and welcome to our country. Congrats you are a citizen of the United States." He says in approvingly.

"Thank you." I say and he shakes my hand. I walk out of his office and see my new husband waiting for me and I smile at him. He smiles too.

"Your proof of citizenship will be sent by mail in a week." The guy says from behind me and I nod and we leave.

We go to dinner to celebrate and he is all smiles as we eat dinner. "I'm so happy they believed in our love for each other and didn't think we were just scamming them. I understand they got to be cautious since a lot of people do it but we truly love each other and want to be married. I don't care if it was here or in the United Kingdom. Just as long as we are together." He says as he takes my hand. I nod and try to share his enthusiasm. I'm starting to feel sick and I'm trying to pretend I am fine.

He pays the bill and we go home. I sluggishly go up to our apartment and he notices and sighs in sorrow. I had chemo yesterday and it kicked my ass. I just want to go to bed. He notices and gives me an apologetic look in his eye.

I've been pretending that I am fine but I'm barely hanging on most days. I still get bad migraines and sick to my stomach but I haven't thrown up yet. I have a feeling I will be soon and I don't want him to see me like this.

We go to bed early and I wake in the middle of the night running to the bathroom with my hand over my mouth. I throw up as soon as the door is shut. I missed the toilet as I did so. I go to the toilet when the second wave hits and I convulse and heave over the toilet for about three minutes. I wipe my face off and flush it down. I go and sit against the tub trying to gain my strength. "Ciel? Are you okay?" I hear Sebastian ask from outside the door. "Don't come in. You don't need to see me like this." I tell him as I grab a towel and clean up the puke off the floor. He opens the door anyways and I curse myself when I didn't lock the door.

He takes over and cleans up the mess and I turn from him in embarrassment. After he cleans up the floor he gets a rag and wets it. He goes to his knees in front of me and wipes my face gently with it. "You shouldn't have to see me like this. I hate this." I say with tears coming slowly down my face.

"Ciel, you are my husband now and I am supposed to take care of you as you are to take care of me. It's okay. It's not like I haven't seen vomit before. I am in school to be a doctor remember. I've seen it all before in the E.R. too when I worked as an orderly. I also am an intern at the hospital on the oncology department. So I seen what cancer does to people. I know you are sick and it happens. Don't be embarrassed to get sick in front of me." He says as he wipes my face off. I nod and let him take care of me. "Are you ready to go back to bed?" He asks.

"No my stomach is still upset. I'm afraid I'll puke all over the bed and floor. I'd rather be in here when that happens." I answer. He nods and crawls to sit next to me. I lean closer to him and lay my head in his lap. He strokes my hair off my face and pets the side of my face.