Chapter 15
I finally in remission and Sebastian couldn't be happier than he is right now. It's been three months since they said the cancer is gone and I did my last chemotherapy last month and I am starting to feel better now that I am recovering.
"Good morning love." Sabastian says as he pulls me to him as we lay in our bed. He just started working day shift at the hospital and is working in the emergency room for his residency. He is happy that I decided to finish school in the spring semester next year.
"Good morning." I say and turn my head to look up at him. He smiles at me and leans to kiss me.
"I love you and I am so happy you are healthy again. You will get your strength and weight back." He says as he holds me tighter.
"Yeah I know. Thankfully it was treatable and I was cured." I say. He nods in agreement. His alarm goes off and he sighs.
"I gotta go and I'll be on call tonight so I will be at the hospital until very late." He tells me. I nod and he sits up and gets out of bed. I don't want him to leave but he has to. I want him for myself all the time. Especially now since Claude is out on probation. He lost his job and credibility as senator and a decent man in society. His wife even divorced him when she learned he had a boyfriend on the side.
He hasn't contacted us at all but I worry every day he will come after us or even worse, go after Sebastian. But nothing has happened in almost a year.
"I love you and have a good day. You'll most likely be asleep when I get home from work." He says and leans down and kisses me.
"I love you too and have a good day." I answer.
I roll on my back once he leaves and sigh. I miss him so much. We still haven't had sex in a while and I miss his touch so much. I miss him being inside me and kissing every inch of me. I miss his hands and touch. It's been months.
I place my hand over my eyes and fall asleep again.
I wake to my phone going off. I see it's Aunt Frances and I answer it. "Hello!" I answer.
"Umm…so don't get upset but Anne called me and asked if I heard from you and knew where you are now. I just told her you live state side and that I rarely hear from you. But she got ahold of my personal assistant and she gave her your address and phone number. She thought I wouldn't mind since she told her she was your aunt too. I'm sorry. I don't know what she did to you back then to cause you to run to us but I know you want nothing to do with her again." She explains. My heart skips a beat. Shit! This isn't good.
What does she want with me? I ask myself in fear. "Ciel are you there?" Aunt Frances asks.
"Yeah I'm here. Sorry. So what do you think she wants with me?" I ask.
"I have no idea. I haven't heard from her since the year after you left and she asked where you were but I didn't tell her then where you were. You don't have to tell me what she did to you, but I thought I'd warn you." She says.
"Yeah thanks." I say and hung up.
I sigh and debate if I should call Sebastian or not? But I didn't want to worry him. I set my phone down and run to the bathroom and throw up whatever was left in my stomach. I go to the sink and turn on the water and splash my face and rinse out my mouth. "It'll be okay." I tell myself. I look in the mirror and I look so sick still. My hair is just starting to grow back and my face isn't so sunken in like it was when I got sick.
I flush the toilet and turn on the tub and fill it. Once filled I strip my clothes and climb into the hot water and try to calm down. I lean back and rest my head on the back of the tub and place the rag over my face.
After an hour I get out of the tub and wrap the towel around my waist and go get dressed. I debate on calling Sebastian or not. I should eat something but my stomach is still upset. I sit on the couch and stare at the floor for a while trying to not worry about my aunt coming for me.
No she won't come all the way across the Atlantic just to get me would she? I ask myself.
I sigh and turn on the tv to distract myself. I wake when I feel lips against mine and I see dark eyes look back at me. "Sorry love, didn't mean to wake up." He says and I realize I am in his arms and he is carrying me to our bed. I wrap my arms around his neck and hold him close to me. I lean and kiss his lips again. "What time is it?" I ask when I part from him. He lays me down and kisses my forehead.
"A little past midnight. I got off a little early and came home and found you asleep on the couch. I debated if I should wake you or not." He says with a smile. I release him and he goes to the bathroom to shower and get ready for bed.
I lay further and watch him from the bed and he in our bathroom. I marvel at his strong arms as he lifts his shirt up and pulls it over his head. I trace my eyes down his bare back. So beautiful and for my eyes only. He pulls off his pants and under shorts. He goes out of my view and I hear him turn the shower on and the shower curtain closing. I sigh and lay on my back. He'll be in there for a while. He loves long showers.
After almost an hour he gets out and comes in with a towel on his waist. "Come here." I say as I reach out for him. He gives me a sly smile as he comes over to me. He leans over to me and I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him to my lips and kiss him. I kiss my way to his ear. "I want you so bad right now." I whisper in his ear.
He looks down at me smiling. He nods and drops the towel. "Anything for my darling husband." He says with a crooked grin and pulls the blankets off me. I smile at him pleased.
He pulls off my clothes and kisses down my body and towards my erection. I gasp and moan as he takes me in his mouth swallowing me as he does. "God Sebastian!" I say as I grip his wet hair in my hands as he swallows me again. I lose my composure as he does. I feel like I'm out of my body as he sends me to that blissful high I haven't had in so long.
He pulls my spent member out of his mouth and wipes his lips off. He grabs lube and condom from the drawer of the bedside dresser. He puts it on and he grabs my hips and flips me over and I laugh as he does.
Soon I feel his hands spread me and his tongue is inside of me. "God that feels so fucking good!" I nearly shout as he licks my hole and dives his tongue inside me.
"Mhm…you taste heavenly my dear one." He says as he soon fingers me and licks me there. He goes to kiss each cheek as he fingers me with two fingers.
Soon he sits up and grabs my hips and pushes his erection inside me and I moan loudly as he does. "So fucking tight and hot." He says as he thrusts into me.
He picks up his pace and I'm a moaning mess as he does. He finally hits his release and pulls from me as I too it mine as well as I rub my erection in time of his thrusts.
He discards the condom and lays next to me. I scoot closer to my husband and cuddle up with him. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my forehead. "I got the day off tomorrow. So we can sleep in and then do anything you want to do." He says. I smile and look up at him.
"That's good. You need sleep. I love you so much and I've missed you." I answer. He nods and runs his hand lightly up and down my bare back. He soon falls asleep and I cuddle up to him and rest my cheek against his chest and fall asleep.
I wake to his arms holding me and him lightly snoring as he sleeps. I stretch my arms a bet and turn over to face him. I smile as I lean in and kiss his lips lightly. He smiles against my lips. "I love you." I say in a low voice. He hugs me tighter to him. He nuzzles his face against me and breathes in my scent.
He wakes up a few minutes later and smiles at me. "Good morning my love." He says as he kisses me. I deepen the kiss and we soon find ourselves in a passionate state as we did last night.
He now lays asleep across my body soon after we made love. I stroke his hair as he sleeps. He's still tired from working so late. After an hour he rolls off me and lays on his side of the bed. My stomach starts to growl and I get up to go get food. I pull on basketball shorts and a t-shirt and walk out of our room.
I go into the kitchen and put a pot of water to boil on the stove and put in some slices of bread in the toaster and push it down to toast the bread. I sit at the table while I wait for my food to be ready. After two minutes the toast pops up and I spread butter and grape jelly on it as well while I put in the noodles in the boiling water. I sit and eat the jelly toast and wait for my noodles. I turn off the stove and get a bowl to pour the noodles in it. I put in the seasoning packet in and stir it. I set it at the table.
As soon as I was about to sit and eat, there is a knock on the door. I go and answer it. I'm frozen to the floor when I see who it is once I open the door. "Hello my dear nephew." Aunt Anne says. She's not alone. There is a big man beside her. He smiles at me.
"What do you want?" I ask as I stand there frozen.
"I need your help once again." She says.
"No I won't help you ever again." I answer.
"But you if you don't I'll die." She pouts.
"How much do you need?" I sight in defeat.
"It's more than you can afford. You have something else they want and I'm sorry to do this but I have too." She explains.
"No!" I say and try to shut the door but the big man stops it and pushes his way inside the doorway. I try to defend myself but he grabs me and pins me to the floor. "LET ME GO!" I shout as he holds me down.
Aunt Anne leans down to my ear. "I'm sorry Ciel but you have to come with us. You are the only one that can clear my debt once again. Same as you did many years ago. You saved me and now you will save me again." She says as she runs a finger down my chin.
"I doubt he'll sell very well right away. He's so thin and sickly looking." The man says
"His hair will grow back. He has rare bluish hair like his father and he will gain more weight if whoever has him feeds him right." She says coldly.
"GET OFF OF HIM NOW!" I soon hear Sebastian shout as he walks in the living room welding a gun.
"Who are you?" Aunt Anne asks in shock as she sees my husband just in boxers and a gun pointed at the man she is with.
"I SAID LET HIM GO!" He says again. The man releases me and I run into our room and hide in the closet.
Soon Sebastian is in the bedroom and outside the closet door. "Ciel my love it's safe now. They can't hurt you." He says as he opens the door. I look up at him with frightened eyes. I stand up and thrust myself in his arms.
"Are they gone?" I ask shakily. He wraps his arms around my body.
"Yes they are." He answers. "Who were they?" he asks.
"That was my aunt I told you about. She was selling me again to clear her debt." I answer.
"All I knew was that you were in trouble by the sound of your voice. I quickly grabbed my shorts and the gun I keep in the safe to stop them. I was shocked to find a man on top of you and you struggling to free yourself. You looked so scared. I worried he would rape you like Claude did. In my eyes all I saw was a man holding you down and you frightened. I had to protect you. I'm sorry they scared you. I love you my Ciel." He says as he holds me closer. I nod against his chest.