Hi,
This is my very first fanfic so any reviews or feedback will be greatly appreciated. - *disclaimer* I do not own Detective Conan, The detective Conan master piece is by Aoyama Gosho all rights go to him. (Might be a bit cringe but please bear with me).
"Dai kun"
I still regret not telling her my real name.
I would do anything to hear it once more
Why do I remember such a small, worthless detail, yet sill can not remember Jodie's warning. Why can't I remember any of our memories? My only memory of love is her smile, her face, her tear glazed eyes. The way she turned to me with those eyes is forever engraved in my mind.
Eyes blinded by love, how silly. Staying with me just for love. I was using her not protecting her, I wasn't helping her, I was betraying her. She knew his yet she still stayed. She kept her promise, to love till death. Love killed her.
She moved closer towards me. Pretending not to notice, I let her kiss me. It was quick and short yet youthful and flavourful. She tasted amazing. She smelled like lilies, fresh bloomed lilies. She loved sunflowers. Her whole face lit up whenever she saw them.
Filling with tears I still remember her words of love. Her confession, her voice. I wish these emotions would disappear. Her soft innocent smile, her pure hands, her untouchable lips. She never let anyone expect her sister close to her. She risked her life only for her, why would she also risk her life for me. I wasn't her real boyfriend, I wasn't her friend, I wasn't her ally, but I wasn't her enemy. Maybe she understood me, maybe she felt sorry for me, maybe she just loved me. How stupid. Snap out of it Akai you are not her boyfriend anymore, you never were.
Slowly, I got used to her. Her kisses, her smile, her herself. Heavy blush on her face when we kissed, a slow and deep kiss was the world to her. Even if it was a kiss of betrayal, facade or heartbreak she took it. Her lips, they were fire. We were playing with fire only to get burned. So hot, so addictive, as long as I had her I would never need anything more addictive. Her smile was magical. If only she knew how I felt.
It was only a job yet I loved her, I wanting to protect her, knowing that I only hurt her more, even if I finally say I love her, she will believe I love my job. It was never supposed to end like this. I loved her for who she was. I loved the woman who stayed with me even though she knew I was using her. I loved the brave faced woman as much as the little girl. Impossible, I wanted to protect her, knowing that she loved me, forever. She was everything. I love my girlfriend, Miyano Akemi.
Thanks you for reading. Hope this makes your day.