Colorful Dreams

Purple (Part One)

A couple weeks had passed since Shea and Gail had come to the rescue and began to babysit Christina. Tam was finally able to go back to work. She was finally settling into the grove and meeting clients. She had to admit to herself she was a lot happier. The little bit of herself that she thought she was losing had returned. She was in the filing room locking some of her paper files she was finished with away when Teddy joined her. He smirked at her as he plopped his box down. She returned the expression. Even with the extra sleep and baby assistance that came from their baby sitters they still hadn't connected on that level.

"Great minds think alike," he muttered playfully as he reached over her head and unlocked the cabinet he used.

"Yeah, I had some time before my meeting with Ms. Stiller so I figured I'd make myself useful," Tam said making small talk. She was about to leave because she was finished.

"Hey Tam?"

"Yeah?" She turned back to Teddy. Teddy took in her deep red dress. It had been a long time since he'd seen her in anything besides leggings in a long tee shirt, not to say that look was appealing, but this dress was on a whole other level. Tammy needed to be fucked in this dress.

"I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me tonight." He felt silly asking. It was like they were transported by to high school and he was asking her on a date. She gave him a weird look and then a little smirk.

"Yeah, I'd like that. I will check to see if Shea can stay a little longer," she went to pull out her phone.

"I already did she said it was cool. I just think we need a little time," Teddy muttered and moved closer and Tam felt her pulse quicken and the air became thick. As soon as she was about to say something Phoebe came in and started to spill about the meeting that she'd just had and like that their moment was over.

Ted was in his office when he saw Tam come out of the conference room with Ms. Stiller. He watched as the ladies said their goodbyes. He strolled into Tam's office after her.

"How did it go?" He said sitting in the chair in front of her.

"It went well. She was ready to sign anyway. The meeting was just a formality," she muttered as she looked up at her husband. He was staring and she was waiting for him to say something. He clearly had something on his mind. She was secretly hoping this was one of those times he was perverted. She missed her kinky Teddy. She missed the Teddy that bent her over on the conference table and the Teddy that happily got on his knees and kissed and adored her most intimate parts.

"I was going to say the meeting was really quick," he muttered. "I also meant to tell you earlier I you looked really good today. I really like that dress. The color really suits you."

"Thanks," Tam said as she chewed on her bottom lip. She felt the heat rise in her cheek.

"Reddened caramel … so, so pretty," Teddy murmured darkly but then cleared his throat. "I have something planned for us before dinner I hope that's okay?" Tam simply nodded. She was hoping and praying for sex. Please just a little something to remind her that he wanted her. Teddy snorted and he rose to go back to his office. "Be ready in twenty minutes, kay?"

At 6:45 PM arrived at a therapist office. This was most definitely not what Tamera was expecting. She frowned at her husband and felt a little hurt.

"What is this? Couples therapy?" Were they that distance that he thought they needed help? She felt she could cry and Teddy watched her expression and was a tad alarmed by the tears in her eyes.

"Tammy this is a good thing. I promise you'll enjoy it."

"We don't need a therapist Teddy! We just need to talk more and to … to you could have just talked to me," she said as she attempted to keep the sobs out of her voice. She stormed towards the door and the doctor came out.

"Tamera and Theodore?" She stopped in her tracks she was about to tell this lady that they had changed their minds.

"I'm Dr. Laura Wilkins I'm a hypnosis therapist and your husband said there were some things in your subconscious you'd like to release and bring to the forefront of your mind?" Tam was completely confused.

"I know this is selfish Tam, but you dream about me and I want to know … I need to know what goes on in the beautiful mind," Teddy confessed and he seemed almost ashamed but not too ashamed since he did set the whole thing up.

"Not only that, but these methods are a good way to relax and release stress. You're a first time mother with a newborn. I'm sure you'd like to relax a little?" The woman asked and she nodded. Tam was desperate for a deeper sleep.

They made their way woman's office and she instructed Tam to lay down. The room was candlelit and she could smell lavender and vanilla all around her. She would've been completely at peace if she knew that someone wasn't going to try to pry into her more personal thoughts.

"Now Tamera, I want you to close your eyes and just focus on my voice. At first I'm just going to lead you into a very, very relaxed state. You'll fall into a trance like subconscious you'll be able to hear me and you'll be able to wake yourself if you really don't want to answer the questions asked. Are you ready to begin?"

"Yes," Tam breathed and Teddy took a seat on the couch and listened and as the lady guided Tam through a forest. She asked her weird questions like what was the color of her tension and if she could release it.

"Alright Tamera, there are three doors each of them represent a dream each on more personal than the next. What color are your doors?" The woman asked and Teddy was in disbelief that this had worked. He was starting to think it was a waste of money and Tam was just falling asleep.

"Purple, Dark Blue, and then Black … all with crystal door knobs," she whispered as if drugged.

"Okay, reach out to one and open the door. Which one did you pick?" Dr. Wilkins asked.

"Purple … I like to go in order," Tammy answered and Teddy snorted. Yeah it was most definitely Tam. The doctor gave Teddy a warning. She didn't want anything to disrupt Tamera's progress.

"Okay Tamera where are you?"

"I'm at Teddy's house it's my sixteenth birthday party. I left my house because he did something … I needed to escape but he came after me," she explained and then completely connected with the dream.

"How could you do that Teddy?" She spoke out loud as she relived the dream and Teddy remembered this day all too well. To date he felt it was one of the biggest mistakes he'd ever made.

"I thought. After Luke, I thought maybe we would be more," she whispered. "You obviously don't want to its okay?"

"We'll only be able to hear from her side as she relives it," the doctor explained to Teddy and he nodded. "But she will remember this after it's over."

"You'd thought we'd be more? Tammy I don't do relationships. You know that," Teddy advised his friend and she looked up at him with sorrow in her eyes. They were in his bedroom resting on his bed. She had forgiven him but the memory of him with the party planner was blaring in her head.

"I just was curious what it would feel like," she shrugged as she turned away from him. "I was wondering what it would feel like to be wanted by you." She confessed. She felt as Teddy hesitantly smoothed his hand along her upper arm. She turned back to him and looked into his deep blue eyes.

"Tam, you're not like the rest," Teddy started and Tam cut him off.

"I know I don't appeal to you that way," she blurted out.

"No, you're special … better, but yeah I want you," the young dream Teddy confessed. "I just don't want to hurt you."

"I just want to feel you Teddy, please," Tamera begged as she smoothed hand along the side his face and he lowered his lips down to hers. He cradled her face with both his hands as he positioned himself on top of her. Tam allowed herself to savor his flavor as he eased his tongue into her mouth. She noted he was much better at this than Luke. As their passion escalated Teddy's hands began to wander her body. He smoothed one of his hands along the side of her pale pink dress until her reached the hem at the bottom. Tamera focused on his face his lips he pulled away from her a little bit.

"Are you sure Tammy? Tell me now while I can stop." He warned as he inched his hand up her dress.

"Yeah, I'm sure I want you Teddy please," she wanted to kiss him again but he moved his lips to her neck and she released a groan of satisfaction. Her heart was beating so fast never had she felt so excited, anxious, and sexy. Teddy removed her lavender panties and then undid his belt and zipper. He went to adjust himself with her but she stopped him.

"Can you take this off?" She whispered and pulled at his top. He smirked at her and did as she requested. Tam took the opportunity to draw trails on his chest and abdomen. Teddy lowered himself to her.

"I need you Tammy. Now," he groaned as he worked to enter her womanhood. They both gasped at their connection. Teddy looked up at Tammy and watched the pain and pleasure dance in her eyes.

"Are you okay?" She nodded as she clung to him.

"I'm okay," she breathed and he started to move. She allowed her hands to wander and he made easy work of lowering the top half of her dress. He placed gentle kisses at her breasts as he made love to her slowly.

"Oh Teddy," she sighed.

"I know Tammy, I feel it too," Teddy groaned as he picked up his pace. Tam cried out for him and he kissed her passionately swallow her moans.

"It's sooo good! Oh Teddy you're so good!" Tam moaned as she broke away from his kiss and reached her climax.

"Tammy! Fuck!" Teddy collapsed on top of her and buried his face in her shoulder. "God, Tammy I love you," he murmured against her.

"I love you too," she whispered.

"I love you too," Tam whispered with her hand at her breast. The doctor fanned herself. She couldn't get the full visual but it was enough to know the dream was hot. Teddy was on the edge of his seat. He kind of wanted to wake her up now and move on to the next part of the evening.

"Alright Tam, now you've drifted back to the white hall way and the doors are now before you again. The purple door is now unlocked and you may revisit whenever you wish. You still have two more doors which do you choose?" Dr. Laura asked.

"Blue," Tamera breathed. "Dark Blue."

"Okay, open the door let's begin."