I do not own Fifty Shades Trilogy
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Tell me to stop
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As Ana heard the sound of her alarm, she smiled with eyes closed.
Today was the day! Finally, she could relax and be happy, because all her pieces for the art exhibition were finished, and everything was set for tonight.
With a wide smile on her face, she got up and opened her window. While inhaling the fresh air, her mind drifted off to her roommate and the other tiny, cute one.
Daisy was her name.
Christian was the one who had given her the name.
"Daisy it is then" Ana said, while her face lit up.
Why? Because that was the very first time, she had seen Christian excited and thrilled about something.
"She's mine?" he had asked her.
Ana nodded." Yes, she is yours."
His next action really surprised Ana. With Daisy in one hand, Christian smiled from ear to ear and gave her a hug.
Not that fast, impersonal hug. But a real, warm, tight hug.
Well, that made her night. That happened a week ago...
Her phone buzzed, taking her out of her thoughts. After she texted the person back, Ana took a shower and got ready for the day.
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Twenty five minutes later, she walked into the living room and saw Christian curled up on the couch with Daisy squeezing herself to fit on the couch also.
Ana chuckled at the sight, making her two roommates wake up.
"Uhmm... Good morning" he said, and sat up.
'Even with his hair in a mess he looked so hot' were the words that bounced inside her head.
WHAT?
Ana cleared her throat and smiled at him." Good morning, Christian."
Daisy was wagging her tail and ran towards Ana." How is my baby doing this morning?" she said, and petted the precious dog.
There was a twinkle in Christian's gray eyes, as he watched Ana with Daisy." I'm gonna get her breakfast."
"OK..." She replied, and went on talking to Daisy." Who's the best girl? Huh? You are the best girlie girl, aren't you? Yes, you are..."
Christian walked towards the kitchen, and couldn't help this feeling... this was absolute happiness.
As he made breakfast for Daisy, Ana and for himself, he all of a sudden felt tears prickling in his eyes.
"Ana... and Daisy" he whispered.
They were the ones responsible for making him feel this way. This was a new normal for him, and God, he didn't want this to end...
Will it end though? Will that day come, when Ana decides that she doesn't need him anymore and will ask him to leave?
Well, thinking about that, hurt him more than anything he had ever felt.
"Christian, are you alright?" he heard Ana say, taking him out of his thoughts.
He knew that he was busted, but decided to pretend like everything was fine.
Ana was looking at him, and noticed that in one moment the expression on his face changed completely.
In one split second, it went from absolute devastation to no expression at all.
"Yes, of course, Miss Steele. I'm OK..." he replied, and grabbed Daisy from Ana.
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After he had taken a shower, Christian went into the kitchen to have breakfast with Ana. It bothered her so much how he acted, so that's why she asked again. She was that persistent." Are you sure you're OK?" Ana asked, while giving him a concerned look.
"Yes."
She sighed in response, and finished her toast." So... I'm off to the gallery... will you be joining me later?"
He nodded." Yes, I will."
"I'm so excited for tonight" Ana said with a smile on her face, attempting to lighten his mood.
Christian nodded." You deserve it..." he told her, while tidying up the counter." You've worked non-stop these last few weeks."
Ana got up, and walked over to him." I'm curious... which one of my pieces is your favorite?"
He dried off his hands on a small towel and locked eyes with Ana for a few moments. He huffed and asked." Do you really want to know?"
"YES, I want to know... why would I ask then?"
"The one you made of me, when we were in Oregon."
As those words reached her ears, Ana felt her heart melt." Really?" she whispered." But... but you tore that one into pieces..."
He nodded." Yes, I did... but that one is my absolute favorite."
"Why?" she asked, while her throat closed up, her blue eyes still connected with his." Why is that one your fave"
"Because when I saw that drawing of me, it made me realize that I wasn't a m-monster" he replied, while tears pooled in his eyes.
Ana's lips trembled, her eyes filing with tears also." Why would you think you're a monster, Christian? You're anything but... wanna talk about it?"
He shook his head." I'm not ready, Ana..."
As a tear rolled down his cheek, she cupped his face, and said." Whatever you have experienced... you are not alone, Christian. Your mom's still waiting for you
to call her... your brother, and Mia"
His eyes fell shut, because he couldn't take it anymore. This feisty, gorgeous young woman was standing too close. She has used her super power to make him feel again...
And that was something he swore off two and a half years ago, when he left his luxurious life to live alone in Oregon.
But out of nowhere this feisty woman ended up in that ditch and made him change his mind... and heart.
"Christian?" he heard her say, her voice so soft.
When he opened his eyes, he asked." Will you... uhmm, replicate that drawing for me?"
She smiled widely." I'd be honored to..."
"You look stunning BTW..." he complimented her.
She giggled like a school girl in response." Thank you..." Ana replied." This is the dress you bought for me, remember?"
"The one Deidre chose for you, because I didn't have a clue what to buy for you?" he asked, while allowing her to squeeze his hand.
"Yes, I call it my lucky dress." She said, and couldn't help what she did next. Her eyes landed on his lips... it was only one split second, but he had seen it.
"Why am I feeling this way?" Christian asked softly." Tell me to stop, Ana..."
She nodded, and shook her head in response." Why?" Ana replied." Why would I do such a thing..."
He then slowly cupped her face, and kept his eyes locked onto hers." Tell me to stop... please"
But instead of doing what he had asked of her, Ana shook her head, while consuming this sudden, wonderful tension between the two of them... She placed a hand on his, the one that was on her cheek, and gave him a pleading look.
'Kiss me'
At the moment, he felt the tension too, so thick and satisfying that the whole world around them seem to evaporate into thin air...
Ana...
She didn't know who closed the last inches, but the second their lips connected, Ana didn't care who had done it.
She felt like she was on cloud 9, as he touched her face so gently and softly. The moment she parted her lips for him, he held her closer and kissed her senselessly...
OH. MY... God...
This feeling.
Christian couldn't help it... he realized right then that he's been wanting to do this for a while now...
She moaned, and tugged at his hair, and felt how tingly she began to feel all over.
"Christian..." Ana whimpered, when he grabbed her by her waist.
"Ana" he said, and then let his tongue glide inside her oh so warm mouth.
So, this is what it felt like to kiss and devour her...
She was moaning aloud, and at that moment wanted nothing more than to have her way with him.
However, Ana's brain was still functional... Even though she wanted him so badly, she knew that they shouldn't go any further.
Ana broke off the kiss, and locked her eyes onto his." Christian... we uhmm... we need..."
"Want me to stop?" he asked, while giving her that smoldering look.
Ana's chest heaved dangerously, her heart still pounding against her rib-cage. "I don't want you to stop... but I do not want to take advantage of you"
He was disappointed and yet nodded in response." You're right" he replied, his chest still heaving also." I'm not ready for this..."
She gave him a pleading look, and kissed him lightly on the lips." Tonight... after the art exhibition. Then we will have dinner together and celebrate"
Christian nodded." OK, tonight then..." he said, and grabbed her hand gently." You should go... they're waiting for you at the gallery."
"I'm so excited!" Ana said, and kissed his hand once again. "See you later, OK?"
"See you later, Ana" he whispered, and decided to do something he thought he wasn't ready to do.
And yet, Christian grabbed his phone and dialed the number he knew by heart.
"Hello?" he heard a voice say from the other side of the line.
The second he heard that oh so familiar voice, a huge lump formed in Christian's throat." Hi mom, I'm ready to come home..."
Note: Thank you so much for reading and your feedback. :)
Till the next one,
J
