Amanda, Nick, Olivia, Sonny and I spend the entire night trying to find Jordan. By the time Barba meets with the judge, there is no sign of him. Barba comes out of the courtroom seething with rage as Jordan is now the main witness for D'Angelo and Donna Marshall. "They can't do this!?" Sonny argues, pacing the room "what do I tell Tommy, what do I tell Bella?!" He yells, starting to make his lower lip bleed from biting it.

"Sonny, calm down!" I go over to him, trying to remain professional with Olivia around "Barba will get him in cross." I try to tell him, refraining from reaching out and grabbing a hold of him.

"Is this really aloud?" Sonny questions Barba.

He shrugs "he's not our witness anymore."

Once Jordan is called to the stand, Mr. D'Angelo doesn't waste anytime asking about what happened when Nick and I raided his place. Jordan answers "two SVU detectives burst into my home. They found oxy, and they also said that they had my DNA on oxy confiscated from Tommy Sullivan's home."

"And did they arrest you?" D'Angelo asks.

Jordan answers, lying "No. They made it clear that a deal could be made if I would agree to testify against my parole officer."

"Donna Marshall, the defendant?" The lawyer points to his client.

"Uh-huh. That's right. They had some trumped-up case against her that they wanted me to corroborate." Jordan replies off the script he was told.

I sit next to Olivia in the back. Her and I eye each other and I give her a curt nod, affirming that Nick and I did the right thing. She gives me a nod back. "And you're risking a drug charge to testify here today. Could you tell the jury why?" The lawyer asks for answers.

"Officer Marshall's been nothing but good to me. I couldn't let her go down for something that I did." He claims "I'm the one that sold Tommy Sullivan the oxy. She had nothing to do with it."

D'Angelo smiles as he turns to return to his seat "thank you, Mr. Dolphy. Your witness."

It takes Barba a minute to stand, but when he does asks an obvious questions "Mr. Dolphy, you've been Officer Marshall's parolee for three years now?"

"That's right" is his response.

Barba delivers back "and in all that time, you've never failed a drug test?"

"No, sir." Jordan keeps it short.

Barba pushes "why is that?"

"Because I'm clean." He claims right back.

"I see." Barba starts to walk towards the witness "you testified that detectives found oxycodone in your apartment."

"For sale." Jordan defers "I don't use."

"You don't use oxy. But you do shoot heroin, correct?" Barba quickly returns to him.

"Objection. Relevance?" D'Angelo asks, wanting to stop Barba.

Barba explains to the judge "goes to motive, Your Honor. The witness has denied using drugs. I'm entitled to cross."

"Witness will answer." Judge clears. "And remember you're under oath, Mr. Dolphy."

"Do you use heroin?" Barba asks.

"No." Jordan says.

"May I ask you to roll up your sleeves, Mr. Dolphy, for the jury?" Barba inquires.

"Objection." D'Angelo calls out again.

Jordan adds on "he can't make me do this."

"Actually, he can." The judge returns "witness will comply."

Jordan reluctently rolls up his sleeves, showing everyone the clear injection marks from his addiction "are those fresh needle marks, Mr. Dolphy?" Barba asks, trying to his his smirk.

"Yeah, okay?" Jordan spits back "yeah."

"So the question remains, how did you manage to pass three years worth of urine tests?" Barba asks.

D'Angelo calls out "I'd like to request a recess, Your Honor."

"Now?" Barba turns to look at him for a moment, his small smirk now on his face. He turns back to the judge "he's my witness."

"Agreed. Continue, Mr. Barba." The judge returns.

"Did you or did you not tell SVU detectives that Officer Marshall doctored your urine tests with vinegar?" Barba asks him, stepping closer to the jury now.

"I..I don't recall." Jordan stutters back.

Barba goes on, knowing Jordan won't give straight forward answers "and did you or did you not tell SVU detectives that you were coerced into sex with the defendant in exchange for clean drug tests?"

"Objection!" Donna's desperate lawyer yells.

"Overruled." The judge says before he can even explain why he objected.

Jordan shouts out, looking to or around Donna Marshall "you said you were going to fix this! That the drug charge would just go away!"

"Are you referring to Officer Marshall's boss, Ralph Kessel?' Barba asks him. "Did he convince you to testify for the defense?"

Jodan keeps Barba's stare for a moment before sighing back "you don't get it. These people, they own your ass. They run the table. You want to stay out of prison, you do what they say." Jordan backs up comments made previously by Tommy.

"I need a recess, Your Honor." D'Angelo tries again.

Barba quickly retorts to him "I'm sure you do" in a low tone. "No more questions."

The judge calls for a recess and we all meet in the lobby of the courtroom "what was that?" Bella asks looking to her brother with concern.

He holds onto her shoulders "that was good, he showed the jury that Jordan's a junky."

"And he basically said the same thing Tommy did, that P.O's are in complete control and you do what they say." I add on, feeling confident we got her.

Barba walks out of the courtroom and darts his eyes to Olivia, gesturing for her to go with him. She excuses herself from us and we continue to go over Jordan's testimony with Bella and Tommy. We learn within the hour that Donna is going to make a plea deal and Olivia has us go back to the precinct.

That night, after Sonny stops by his sisters place, he comes over to mine for dinner. As we sit down to eat the dinner I made "so, everything is okay with Bella?" I ask, referring to her and the baby.

He takes a bite into his food and chews for a moment before answering "yea, her and Tommy are going to be alright."

"Good." I return back, taking a bite of my own food, knowing what to say next "and I wanted to thank you Sonny, for calling Spencer the other night." I smirk sarcastically towards him.

He sort of chokes up the glass of wine he was drinking "wh-what?" He asks, wiping at his chin.

My smile is wide "my dad came by last night, told me that Spencer told him my apartment was broken into. It doesn't take a genius to figure out how he learned about that."

He puts his napkin onto the table and sighs "I'd like to say I'm sorry, but I'm not. The BAU is investigating into this Doyle's escape and they should know if something like this happened to someone he threatened, they should know about it."

I shake my head, annoyed "no, Sonny. They don't need to know about it because it was nothing!"

"You don't know that!" He spits back "I'm worried about you Maddison, I looked into this guy, he's dangerous."

My eyes open wider "you don't think I know that? I watched him murder my mother!" I yell loudly, the memories flashing back.

"I'm-I'm sorry." He utters back lowly.

I push my plate away from me, throwing my own napkin onto the table "forget it Dominick, just go." I use his first name to emphasize how angry I am at him.

I can't even lift my eyes to meet his when he respond "Maddison, please."

"No, just go!" I yell again, standing to move away.

Sonny then respects my wishes and goes to leave the apartment "I'm sorry, I just-" he hesitates before finishing his sentence "I care about you and I can't just sit back and watch something bad happen to you." The door closes behind him and I stay staring a head of me, fuming with rage as the memories of my mothers death flood me.