"Do you know what you are asking me to do, Dean?" Castiel's voice is low and hushed. I've been trying to listen for awhile now and figure out what they are talking about. I have had enough with waiting and walk into the bedroom where Dean and Castiel are talking in hushed tones.

"Just tell me what's going on?" I demand of them.

"There is a way we can forget what happened" Dean says to me.

My eyes light up "how?!"

"Castiel" Dean gestures to his angel friend. I glance to him confused. "Angels can pull memories, make people forget" he says to me.

"What? How?" I ask walking inside the room more.

"Well, I'm not an angel anymore Dean" Castiel said matter of factly, reminding him. Dean just gives him a look, we all remember the grace that Hannah gave him. "You wan't me to use the grace of another Angel?" he asks Dean quietly, shocked he'd do that.

"It's just sitting in a jar! He can't use it anymore! You can!" Dean argues back.

"The grace will only sustain me for so long, if I run out. I die" Castiel explains.

"We will find a way to get your grace back Cas" Dean returns to him "this could help! There was so much we couldn't do before, with your angel juice back, it can open a lot more doors."

"I can't Dean" Castiel says putting his head down "I wish I could help, I do. I just can't" he finishes walking out of the door.

Dean slams his hand against the wall punching a hole into it "Damn it!" he yells.

I walk over to him "It's okay Dean, we will still get past it, I know it!" I say to him touching his shoulder. He turns around abruptly and I shutter back just a little.

His eyes turn soft "you're right, we'll get through this" he breaths in through his nose and out through his mouth. I take this opportunitiy and lean in to kiss him. His lips are soft and wet. We kiss for a few seconds before he pulls away.

"I'm not patronizing you this time either. I'm moving forward. I'm taking steps" I tell him. He looks at me for a second longer, his green eyes show just a little bit of glimmer and he looks away and sits down on the couch.