My eyes open in a blur and I'm surrounded by concrete walls. The room is large and dim, light coming from old windows and cracks in the building. My hands and legs chained to a chair "what, what's going on?" I spit out confused and blinking a lot to regain my sight.
Panic runs through me but Sam is quickly squatting down in front of me "Jaclyn, you're fine, but the worm is in you" he gets out quickly, wanting me to calm down.
"WHAT?!" I screech, having the opposite reaction. I don't believe him and I shake my head "no, no it's not. I would know.. It's not in me." I argue. My mind races with the idea and my stomach turns ill.
"Think about the things you've been saying, been feeling the past day or two.. Is that really you?" He asks me softly, his eyes patiently waiting for me to do as he asked.
I think back to the motel room, saying something about wanting to kill him and Dean and know it's not true. I think to the women whose hand lingered over Sam's, something that never would have bothered me before "okay.." I sigh out slowly believing it "it's in me.." I acknowledge now "what now? You electrocute it out of me?" I ask him remembering what they said about Bobby and fearing the pain that it would bring.
He nods his head twice, not averting his eyes from mine "I'm sorry." His eyes truly mean what his lips said and I know he wishes he could tell me otherwise.
"It's fine.. I just want this thing out of me" I try to squirm like I'm feeling a thousand bugs crawling on me in that moment. He just stays in front of me, keeping a hand on my knee "Sam.. About what I said" I begin to try and apologize.
"Stop.. It's fine" he tells me. I shake my head but don't say anything more "you'll be back to running off and doing things your way soon enough." He rests his hand on my face with a small smirk, always trying to keep me calm.
Just then a door far off in the room opens and Dean hollers to us "got the juice." He drags in something behind him.
The sight of electric wires and a large box brings something to life inside of me and I feel my body losing control again "Sam" I grit through my teeth. My head pounding to stay in control "kill it" I say quickly, urging him with my eyes to do whatever it takes. "Shouldn't we have a little fun first boys?" My voice is lower when I say it and I know the worm is speaking for me.
"Don't make this harder then it has to be" Sam tries to argue, although we all know that's pointless.
My stomach emits a hard laugh at his words "you'll kill her before you can kill me" he says "she won't last" he adds.
"We'll see about that." Dean says coming over and putting wires on me. I brace myself while he connects me to the electricity for pain I've never experienced before. They both work around me, getting it ready all the while the worm chuckles through me "she's really worried about you boys" he says reading all my thoughts, all my feelings. I try to use whatever witch power I have control of to help get it out of me but it's useless, I have no outta control except for getting out words.
"Ready?" Dean asks his brother whose sitting back in front of me now, this time in a chair.
Sam sighs out and nods, removing his band from my knee. Dean switches something and a jolt of electricity goes through the wires into my body. It's like heat and cold at the same time. My body freezes over with pain, chills stain my skin but the heat burns my insides. My lungs, my heart, my brain burns as the machine pumps it into me. They continue to pump into into me as my body shakes through the convulsions.
It stops suddenly and I feel my breathing slow "I didn't feel a thing, sorry boys" I laugh to them. It may not have felt it but I felt it through my entire body, and the pain lingers even though it's off.
"More" Sam says, his voice annoyed with the worm in control.
Dean cranks something to my side and the machine goes to life again soon after. The sensation is the same, only more powerful and I will it to work, to burn the worm out of me. When the machine goes off again I see nothing but dots and blurriness from my eyes. Things move in the room and the machine goes on again, and again. My body starting to slump from what's being pumped through me, words from Sam and Dean barely getting through to me, the real me. I feel blood running down my face from my nose and my eyes are heavy with exhaustion. "Even with her being so powerful, she can only handle so much more" the worm says out of me.
"Shut up!" Sam grits back, standing now.
"Oh, come on! You'll have to tell Dean sometime!" It mocks "And there's no time like the present" he widens my mouth into a smile. It's then that I know what needs to be done. I know my body will only with take so many more shocks before giving in and dying. If they want this thing out of me without it willingly going they need more. "Sam! Call her!" I shout out, seizing control with what little strength I had left.
"Going again" Dean says quickly
"No! Wait!" Sam stops him. "Jaclyn, call who?" He asks me, knowing that was me who came through and not the worm.
"She's delusional, who knows what she meant!" The worm tries to differ them from my words.
"Lets kill this bastard already!" Dean yells to his brother.
I summon all my strength, knowing that one more shock will put me under and will myself to get out of its control just to say enough "tell Dean and call her!" I say.
Dean must be annoyed and turns the machine on. The heat running through me and the exhaustion taking over my eyes roll back and I feel myself slip away.
I tilt my head just a little, feeling the weight of something entirely clouded over me. I try to open my eyes, but they barely open when I use all my strength. I hear yelling. Dean is yelling at someone. "I don't care what she said Sammy! We're not calling that bitch!" He screams.
He told him. I tell myself to try and relax, that Sam will take care of this and I sink back into the darkness.
