My eyes open now, heavy still but not forcefully being opened. I look around and light still emits out of the windows and creeks of the building. I lift my head off my left shoulder slowly, kinked from the way I was slumped on it. I look around in front of me, hoping to see Rowena with the brothers but he room is empty. "You think a witch can match me?" I say out loud into the air.
The worm spoke from me, asking myself the question. I don't know why, but it allows me to answer "does it matter what I think? You already know."
It laughs "sometimes it's nice to have a conversation."
I snort back "right"
"Really. Since Eve let us out of purgatory it's been one host after another." It says to me "there's no been no time to connect." I try and ignore it, but it knows what I'm thinking and uses it to egg me on "ahhh, you really do want to connect with that taller Winchester, don't you?" It says out loud again.
"Shut up" I mumble back to it.
"Too bad you weren't awake for the blow out you caused between those two." It says even though I try to ignore. I try and focus on something else, but he worm continues "Dean is extremely pissed off, had s few choice words to say about you."
"Shut up!" I grit through my teeth again towards it.
"He couldn't believe you were a witch. Even tried to convince Sam to let you die after what you did." He goes on.
"Liar!" I spit not believing Dean would do that to me.
"Talking to yourself dearest Jaclyn?" The Scottish accent echoes through the building.
"This must be Rowena! Aren't you beautiful." The work speaks through me.
"Stop the pleasantries." She waves her hand towards me "let her go now and I'll let you live, I need this one myself" she says to the worm.
I try to spit back to her, to tell her I want nothing to do with her but the worm doesn't allow it, keeping me locked up. "Oh! She's not happy with you!" He does let her know.
"I'm not here for games. Do we have a deal or not?" She asks annoyed.
"I'm not afraid of you, we've heard of you since our earthly return. You're a has been whose afraid of the power that roams free now." He argues with her.
"You know nothing of the power I have" she steps closer with a smirk.
He laughs low from the bottom of my stomach "that's right, you may be strong now but she will be stronger, I can feel it!"
"Stop!" She demands. She lowers a bag from her shoulder and starts to scramble through. She pulls out a large old book and begins to flip through pages.
The worm begins to hum, while forcing laughter to course into my brain at her actions. I don't understand what it said. I can't be more powerful then Rowena, I don't want to be. This whole thing about being a witch ruined whatever life I thought I was living. I didn't ask for any of this, I didn't want to hurt some random person or involve Rowena into our lives. I was fine with the idea that the witches who killed my parents were dead, it was closure for me. I moved on, hunted on my own and even started to open up to someone. Whatever kind of happiness I started feeling was torn away from me once she stepped into my life. I start to feel something inside of me, something that the worm notices as well. The humming stops and it is silent inside of me. The only sound I hear is Rowena, starting to chant out words from her book. My blood boils, not wanting her to recite something on me and as it does I can feel control of my body again. Only this isn't just control of my brain like earlier, it's more. I feel my finger tips tingle, and my toes curl. I allow the feeling to move upward through my arms and legs, filling with the rage I am feeling. The light inside the building starts to brighten, everything glowing. I can tell the worm is trying to fight me, but it's losing the battle. My strength is more powerful then it is and I force it out of my body, the worms lifeless body drops to the floor next to me. I keep my eyes trained in front of me, at the red headed women who ruined everything. Her mouth hangs up, but she recovers quickly. She closes her book with a hard bang, but I don't flinch. She adjusts her facial expression while putting the book back into her bag. She starts to walk towards me "don't" I grit through my teeth at her.
She freezes and tilts her head "I just saved you darling, the least you.." She tries to lie to me.
"I saved myself" I interrupt her "I was strong enough to beat it..and I'm strong enough to beat you." I snarl in her direction.
My blood still boils as she continues to look at me fathomed by what I'm saying "I don't know what you are talking about Jaclyn." She keeps trying.
"Just stop!" I yell at her. "I don't need you, and I am not some pet whose going to let you use me for whatever grotesque idea you have planned."
She eyes me cautiously but continues to walk towards me "I only want revenge on the people responsible for your parents murders" she says.
"Enough!" I yell louder, the sound of my voice booming through out the room "I feel the power inside of me now Rowena, and the first thing I'm going to do with it is end you."
She laughs coyly "end me? Please, you barely killed that thing." She extends her hand towards the worm on the ground. "You'll come crawling back to me in no time at all, and when you do. we can talk about the horrible things you have said to me." She adds on before turning to leave.
I don't respond, letting her get the last word this time because I know when I end her, I'll have the last word. She exits the building and a few minutes pass before Sam and Dean rush in. Sam is next to me first, working at the ropes I'm tied down with. My eyes stay trained at the door she just exited from, the memory of her evil smirk now stained into my brain.
