Kneeling Training

Saturday evening after the usual take away and games, Sheldon suggested they have some personal time together in his room.

Penny lay down on the bed as he carefully closed and locked the door. "So, what you got on your mind honey? I can see the wheels turning, you've been plotting something all night. You hardly shouted at the TV once."

"I've been contemplating an experiment to determine your responses.

"oh, Ok. is this going to get kinky?"

"A little. But no more than I know you can take. Trust me? "

She nodded. "OF course I do. So you want to measure my kinkiness? Do you have a special meter for that?"

"Oh, I am a special meter for that. Though I suppose you could measure genital blood flow with a photoplethysmograph and check conductivity for a precise reading". He shrugs. "anyway , for this experiment i need you to do as I say and only as I say. Will you do that?"

"Ok, but this is already starting to weird me out"

"I know what I'm doing, theoretically. And a little apprehension is good, adrenaline can increase stimulation. First, we need a proper agreement. Say "I'll do as you say Sheldon".

"What, Really?"

He sighs slowly. "Yes. If you want to do the experiment, say it."

"Fine. I'll do as you say Sheldon." She mumbled the end and looked away. Part felt silly, part excited.

"Good. now Look at me." His tone was suddenly harder, more stern.

She looked up sharply and opened her mouth to speak but he interrupted.

"No, don't speak. Just relax and do as I say." He holds out a calming hand. "If you worry You'll feel self conscious and so get nervous and try and talk and joke about it. or if you feel threatened you'll get scared and then feel angry and want to fight. You need to put that aside. It's just you and me here. No need to worry. Trust me.

Wide eyed, she looked at him. Had Sheldon actually been noticing and reading her emotions that closely?

"Now, we start with simple obedience. get down on your knees."

She paused a moment then made a decision and got down on her knees, legs folded up under her.

"Well done, i see you have been keeping up with your yoga classes"

"Now, to make your pose more pleasing to my eye. "

"Move your knees further apart. " she hesitated, then obeyed, spreading her legs apart.

"Good."

"Now Rest your hands on your thighs. Palms up."

"Sit up straighter. Shoulders back. That's it, so your chest is pushed out." he's leaning forward and there's an edge to his voice she's not used to, the sound of eagerness and lust.

" Be proud to show off for me." She squirms at that, knowing she didn't wear a bra today just as a tease and that her nipples must be plain to see. Part embaressed, part proud.

"Very good. "

"Now. Keep your eyes down"

He stood up, right in front of her.

Nervously she smiled to herself. waiting for the zipper. Ah, here comes the cock sucking. This bit I know.

Instead He just stood in front of her and carefully placed one foot between her spread legs .

For some reason that made her quiver.

She looked up at him, puzzled.

Damn he was tall from down here.

"Eyes down! " He snapped, a sudden edge of cold command on his voice.

Before it even registered that this was just Sheldon her eyes were down again, a sudden flutter of fear and excitement

Reflexively her knees pulled together but his foot was in the way. He pushed them back apart roughly with his toe.

Ok, this is getting weird and scary she thought... and realised her face and chest were blushing... and kind of exciting.

"Now, hold that position. Focus on your breathing, slow it down ."

She could feel him watching her. Damn, being like this felt more exposed than actually being naked.

And that made her picture doing this naked, kneeling naked and open at Sheldon's feet.

The excitement made her quiver.

"Now, what did you promise?"

She doesn't look up, just whispers "I'll do as you say Sheldon."

"Good girl." He whispers and lays his hand in her bowed head, letting her cheek rest on his leg. She felt a jolt of something like pleasure shudder up her spine. he holds her there for a moment that feels like hours.

"Now, deep breath." He takes a step back and offers her both hands. "Get up. The experiment is over."

She takes his hands and gets unsteadily to her feet, looks at him nervously then throws her arms around his neck and kisses him. He returns the kiss harder than she'd expected, wrapping his long arms around her.

After a happy moment they break apart.

He keeps his arms around her and they both lay on the bed.

"That seems a definite positive result."

"And how!" She lies back and strokes her hand down her body. Her nipples are aching and hard, her fingers touch makes her skin tingle

"Now, after an experiment like that you must tell me how that felt."

"That was crazy! I never knew something so simple would make me so excited and bit scared and horny at the same time." She rubs his thigh then curls back into him. "It even makes hugs feel better."

"Aftercare is important. Submission can stir up a lot of emotions that can take a time to settle down."

"Submission. Is that what I'm feeling?

"Definitely. It must be hard for you, it seems in your previous relationships you've trusted too much too fast to people who've let you down, who've not been worthy of your trust."

She stares at him, eyes bright with sudden tears then rolls into him and starts to softly sob, pressing her face to his chest. Tears soak his purple t-shirt.

"Oh Sheldon some days I'm just a hot mess. You're strange and cold but you actually care, really care about me, don't you? " He just holds her and strokes her hair as answer.

"I do. Penny. As best I can, I do"

She sniffles and wipes her eyes

"Ok. What now? "

"That's up to you. Did you enjoy that? Do you want to try more? "

She laughs nervously, feeling more herself. "Yes, but this isn't going to get all 50 shades of grey is it? All collars and contracts and claiming my ass with butt plugs?" She strokes his thigh, feeling his erection. "I know you have a thing for contracts"

"You read that travesty of a book? "

"It's a book?" He frowned at her, but she winked one mascara blurred eye. "I'm teasing."

"It was twilight fan fiction that got cleaned up for publication and is highly overrated for both factual and erotic content"

"what, you going to spank me for watching it? "

she turns round and wiggles her ass against him, looking over her shoulder

"No, I'm going to correct everything that it gets wrong before they do your expectations and responses further harm. " but then he grins, a slower, more considered smile than his usual demented nerdy grin. "The spankings can come later, once that's all cleared up"

she pauses, the look in his eyes giving her a momentary chill that turned to a tingle of excitement - he meant that!

"You know you explained to me that the Kardasians are not really celebrities? Well 50 shades is the Kardasians of kink. It has the trappings and appearance but none of the substance"

He gets up and opens his closet door, under the hanging rail of clothes beside the emergency supplies there are several grey computer units quietly working away, each with a light flashing. His Private servers, for his schedule and crazy graphs and probably mining coins.

he uses a key to open one computer case to show it's a hollow shell over a shelf of books

"My personal research library. When I started feeling these feelings I put them down to a malfunction of my endocrine system caused by arousal and territorial instinct and so I decided to study it scientifically. Which was frankly a grave disappointment."

he gestures to the books in turn "The classic works of Domination and Sadism . Most had moments that proved remarkable arousing and a lot that was frankly distasteful." He flicks over the books "Five go mad in sex murder castle. A woman has lots of sex and hates it, dies. Her sister has lots of sex, loves it, lives happily ever after. oh, they talk a lot of now irrelevant French politics as well. a man likes being told what to do by a woman in a coat. a woman proves her love for a man by doing what she's told and having sex with other people."

he shrugs "after careful research I came to an uncomfortable conclusion. The vast amount of what is termed "kinky" has no unifying factor, it is simply agglomerated together from things that are not the socially accepted sexual norm. "

"So you're saying it's all different?"

"Vastly different. Every combination of people and desires creates a new set of values. It's not rational and scientific. It's all personal." He said the word with utter contempt.

"Well, that's good isn't it? We get to explore each other and see what works for us."

"Exploration and experimentation seems to be the way forward"