I've had a lot of stuff going on in life and a lot of shit hitting fan. This story is going to be discontinued but for sake of some peoples sanity i will summarize what i was basically planning.

as this fic was meant to be full gory and angsty it was never going to have a happy ending.

there was going to be a high point of shiro and Keith and lance all getting use to the odd dynamic and how it felt being together. Real fluffy gore before they all get back to real life and jobs. Everything seems to be ok for roughly a couple years mini time skip to set they've really grown close but then a small slip up would lead to Shiro first being found out for his murderous ways and a trapped laid for him at work where he is then taken to prison immediately not without a fight tho.

followed next by Keith upon finding out that Shiro was in prison going nuts trying to break shiro out of prison. Lance of course tries to stop him so they can figure out a real plan and Keith tries really hard to listen and go with the plan but it clearly doesn't go that way. They all fight hard haven stolen weapons but Keith is fatally shot just before they get to the escape car and dies in Shiros arms while lance is trying to drive them to safety.

Shiro and Lance would fight as Lance won't pull over cause they're still being chased. Lance had been harden to death after being alive so long but that doesn't mean he isn't hurt ya know he's crying trying not the crash he didn't wanna lose Shiro too. they fight back and forth for a while before Shiro's anger gets the better of him and he grabs the wheel with blood soaked hands and pulls them over. they crash into woods

Shiro runs to Keith's body still cradling him crying and Lance hobbles out angry with broken arm shouting more fighting happens. Shiro pulls takes the gun he took from the guard he's sobbing a wreck and he says something about a promise him and Keith made should this happen and pulls the trigger before lance even has a moment to process..

Lance would just be there fallen to the ground staring at their bodies. Be's broken both body and mentally. once again left with a familiar feeling he thought he lost a long long time ago. He gave up trying to die but never wished he was dead more then in that moment. he would take out his phone and call Allura. Sirens would be heard approaching. they'd talk she'd ask what going on and he'd just say "you win Allura. your curse finally broke me for good. I don't care anymore." he'd still be on the phone as police surround him and shoot when he didn't do as they say.

and it would end with the sentence "And then the worst possible thing in the world happened. Lance woke up." to continue the immortal cycle. but also leave it open if i wanted to do a sequel where he tries to find their reincarnations. and i would probably make that a happier story but i just have not been able to write and do not wanna finish this story in detail, but I couldn't just leave ppl not knowing how it would have gone.

I hope y'all can forgive me for not finishing this and I hope everyone has a good day or great year just positive vibe out there for y'all. I wish nothing more then good things for everyone.