Chapter 13
Waking up a little later, Tig is still laying next to me. "Hey baby." I hear him whisper. "Hey." I whisper back. He tilts my chin up and kisses me softly. "I love you doll face." he says. "Love you." I whisper and he pulls me closer to him. I feel him start to place soft kisses to my neck and his fingers find the bottom hem of the sweater I have on. He starts to run his fingers along my side just barely, not pushing me. I can see the window and it's dark outside. "Let's get into something more comfortable." he tells me and I nod. I stand and grab a pair of leggings and a baggy shirt and head to the shower.
Getting in, I let the hot water wash over me and feel tears starting to fall again. I feel his arms go around me and I try to get out of the shower and away from him and he pulls me close. I close my eyes and the tears start falling harder. "I got you baby." he tells me as I sob. "I can't do this Alex." I tell him. He turns me around and pins me to the shower wall. "What can't you do baby?" he asks. "I can't get my head right. I keep hearing him telling me how fat and worthless I am. How can you even look at me?" I ask. "Because you're the sexiest thing I've laid eyes on." he tells me. He takes one of my hands and puts it on his hard member and says "You are the only one that can get me hard like this. You hear me?" he asks. I nod my head and wrap my hand around his member and start to stroke him slowly. He puts his forehead against mine and says "Fuck doll that feels real good." After a couple of minutes, he pulls my hand away and I think I did something wrong. He picks me up and my legs wrap around his waist and my arms around his neck. He brushes his nose against mine and says "I want to be inside my wife." I kiss him softly and whisper "I need you."
That's all I had to say before he was entering me. Thrusting in and out slow and easy, he makes love to me in the steam of the shower and I start losing myself to him. As he thrusts in and out of me, and whispers "I love you Penny. God I fucking love you." I feel his lips on my neck, marking me, and I whisper "I love you too Alex." When we both reach our release, him finding his inside me, we clean off and get dressed.
Walking out to the main room, we walk up to the bar and Gemma walks up to us. "How you doing baby?" she asks. "Getting there I think." I tell her and she sees that I'm in a slightly form fitting shirt and jeans. "You'll get there." she tells me before kissing my cheek. Clay stands from the table where he was sitting and yells "Church!" and everyone heads into the chapel. Alex stands and kisses me deeply and says "Stay with Gemma. I'll be out soon." I nod and he says "I love you." I look at him and say "I love you." before he heads inside.
Inside the chapel, Tig is sitting in his spot to Clay's side. "What do we know about this fucker?" Clay asks. Juice opens the file he has and says "Looks like when Penny was with him, he used to beat her up pretty bad. He's living about five miles outside of Charming and looks like he's not working at the moment." Clay looks at Tig and he's looking down at his wedding ring and he looks up at Clay and says "I want to rip his fucking throat out." and you can tell he's raging with anger. "We know where he is, let's leave in ten." Clay says before banging the gavel.
They come out of the chapel and Tig walks right by me and to the dorms. I watch him go before looking down at my hand and slipping my wedding rings off and handing them to Gemma. "Tell him I'm sorry." I say before heading towards the door and outside. Jax runs after me while Gemma runs to the dorm. She opens the dorm door and says "You need to get off your ass and go after your wife." He looks up at her and she hands him my wedding rings and says "She said to tell you she's sorry." Tig jumps up and heads towards the door.
As I leave the lot, Jax is right behind me. He grabs my arm and I pull away from him. He jumps in front of me and stops me. "Let me go Jax. Please." I plead and there are tears rolling down my face. "You ain't leaving darlin." he says and about that time, I feel someone pull me away from Jax and without opening my eyes I know it's Alex. "Don't leave me doll. Please." he says softly as he holds me closer to him. I start to sob harder and between sobs I say "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." and he starts to carry me back inside and to our dorm. He sits on the bed and moves against the headboard, pulling me between his legs. "Baby, it's okay. I got you. I won't let him hurt you again." he whispers into my ear. "I don't want to be here anymore Alex." I whisper. "Baby, please don't say that. I need you here." He says and I shake my head and try to get up and he pulls me closer. "I'm not letting you go. You're my wife. My Old Lady. I love you so fucking much." He tells me. "Alex…" I start. "Alex nothing. You're not leaving." he tells me. He takes my hand and puts my wedding rings back on and says "Don't let these leave your finger again." I nod and he says "I'm gonna make sure nothing ever happens to you again." he tells me and I nod. "I love you Penny." I look up at him and say "I love you Alex." He kisses me softly and just holds me close until Chibs knocks on the door, telling him it's time to go.
