Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters from Twilight, The 100, or Vampire Diaries. Those rights are reserved for Stephanie Myer, L.J. Smith and Jason Rothenberg. I do own the original characters made up for this storyline. Thank you.

Writer's Notes: Thank you delia for your review! Lincoln is hot, I do have to agree. I also love Bellamy so much. I think that in the show, Bellamy really was dealt some bad deals when it came to love, and I am leaning more towards Bellamy, but Lincoln is also right there. It's such a hard decision. I'm also trying to make it feel more organic too in terms of relationship and this version of Bella. As always, I appreciate all of you! Don't forget to favorite, follow, and leave a review letting me know what you think! Cheers!


Bella barely slept the three hours before Bellamy came to her at her bunk. She opened her eyes and looked up at him. "How is everyone?"

"Good. Ty is recovering. He's going to be okay." Bellamy said and then sat down on the bunk with her. "You doing, okay?" He asked, reaching over and brushing hair out of her face.

"Yeah. My shoulder hurts like a bitch, but I'll heal." Bella said.

Bellamy nodded. "Can I just lay here with you for a while?" He suddenly asked.

Bella raised a brow. "You really are getting to be a big softy, aren't you?"

Bellamy snorted. "Believe it or not, I haven't slept in like 26 hours."

"Why not?"

"Waiting on you to get back." Bellamy said.

Bella shook her head. "You can't do stuff like that. It's important to get some rest."

"Okay pot," he pointed at her and then pointed at himself. "Kettle."

Bella laughed a little, and then shifted in her bunk to give Bellamy room to lay down. He laid down, and he helped shit her a little more where he was holding her half on top of him. "You have a bunk too."

"Yeah, but it's a top one." Bellamy said, closing his eyes.

"You're the one who fought Jazz for a top bunk."

"Yes, and I instantly regretted it." Bellamy said with a smile, he opened his eyes, looking down at her. "Do you not want to use me as a human pillow?"

Bella rolled her eyes, leaning up a little, her hair falling forward. "You're a nice pillow, it's just…"

"What?"

"You kissed me in front of everyone…yesterday."

Bellamy looked up at her, reaching up with a hand and brushing her hair back, tucking it behind her ear. "Yeah, sometimes I don't think before I do things. You don't want me to kiss you?"

"I…" Bella stopped. "That's not it." She studied him. "Bellamy we're trying to survive the ground. You might be transposing some sort of feelings on to me and- "

"Bella, I really like you. You're strong, beautiful, and braver than most people here. I'd follow you anywhere. You're our leader. I do give a damn about what happens to you, but you don't... see me in the same capacity." He realized.

Bella shook her head. "No. That is definitely not what I said." Seeing the confusion register on his face. "Bell, I really like you. You've helped me keep things moving, and keeping who we do have alive." She said, looking down at him. "We had sex, and I'm just worried that- "

"I'm getting attached?" Bellamy asked. "Bella, we were trapped in the skybox for how long? Like any other man, I do have urges and needs. We weren't allowed to fraternize with anyone while locked up hardly."

Bella nodded. "I know, women get those same urges Bell, I just- "

"Do you regret it?"

"No."

"Then why are you questioning it now?" Bellamy asked.

Bella looked at him. "I'm not. I just want to know where we sit right now. What are we?"

"Friends." Bellamy said. "Really friendly friends. Unless you don't want that, then I'm your friend, and I'll just be here to help you lead our people to safety. I told you I would follow you anywhere because I believe in you."

"So, sex…is it a big deal for you?" Bella asked.

"It's not a big deal for me Bella. Are you wanting to have sex right now? I'm pretty tired, but if-"

Bella smacked his chest playfully, smiling at him. "You always seem to make me smile or laugh."

"That's the point." Bellamy said with a smile. "Are you wanting to go have sex with someone else?"

Bella raised a brow. "Would it bother you if I do?"

"Ouch, my pride." Bellamy feigned hurt.

Bella smacked his chest again. "Seriously. Would it bother you?"

Bellamy looked up at her. He would be lying if he didn't feel some sort of jealousy inside. "I'm inadequate, I get it."

"We had sex once." Bella pointed out.

"Which I thought was pretty great." Bellamy retorted.

"Well, yes, it was."

Bellamy smiled. "Who is this guy? It's Jazz, isn't it?"

Bella had no idea where that came from. "Jazz is a good friend; we've only had sex like…twice." She had to count. Technically Jazz was her first time, while locked in the skybox. They decided that if they were going to be sacrificed, going to earth, that they might as well not die virgins.

"Wait, what?" Bellamy looked shocked.

"Oh Bell, you didn't think I was a virgin, did you?"

"I mean…no, but I was just joking about Jazz."

Bella snickered a little. "The look on your face is priceless right now."

"Oh, it is?" Bellamy said with a smile, and then poked her side gently and she squirmed a little. "Oh, you really are ticklish."

Bella shook her head. "No, anyone would squirm if they were poked like that. You said you needed to rest. You're not resting."

"Talking about sex has rejuvenated me." Bellamy said, grinning.

"I can tell." Bella said, moving her hand down his chest to his pants, rubbing the outside across his erection.

Bellamy made a 'mmm' sound. "You are awful."

"Why?"

"Because if I took you to the supply room right now, I would feel bad about your shoulder." Bellamy said.

Bella smiled. "Such a gentlemen."

"Are you usually this flirty when you wake up?" Bellamy asked.

"Not always, but I am hornier when I wake up."

Bellamy blew out a breath. "Woman, you are going to drive me crazy."

Bella sat up fully. "Maybe I am. Supply closet." She said with a nod, and stood, glancing over her shoulder once before opening the door and going inside.

Bellamy got up off her bunk, following her inside the supply closet, and shut the door. "You are a very confusing woman." He murmured and leaned in and kissed her, his tongue dancing over hers while their hands pulled at each other's pants getting them off, before he hoisted her carefully against the supply room door, and slid inside her slowly, watching her face as it rolled with pleasure before thrusting up into her repeatedly. Bella clung around him, her mouth seeking his again, kissing him and moaning against his mouth as he drove her towards a climax. His pace increased as he felt her tightened around, her orgasm hugging him and then he was finishing, releasing himself inside. He groaned, resting his forehead against hers as he caught his breath, before kissing her a few times. He let her down to her feet gently, and then pulled his pants up, fastening them.

Bella smiled, fastening her own pants. "Feel better?"

"I do, but oddly exhausted." Bellamy said and leaned in, his hand going to her hip, drawing her in close again, kissing her. "I'm going to lay back down. Are you joining me?"

"Maybe later. Go get some real rest." She said and kissed him one last time before leaving the closet and walking out. She adjusted her belt again, watching Bellamy go and lay down on her bunk. She smiled and then went to the ramp and looked out on the camp. The sun was starting to go down, and people were starting to put out campfires and head inside to get some rest.

Damon came up the ramp to see her. "Get some sleep?"

"Sort of. Where's Lincoln?"

"With the infected. They're doing good. Recovering. He's taking care of them. He doesn't want to risk anyone else until he knows the vaccine kicks in fully. So, he's getting them water and food." Damon explained.

"That's good." Bella said and then she looked towards Monty and Jasper J's tent where they made moonshine. "Monty and Jasper in the tent?"

"Yeah, they are brewing up something. I quit asking questions a long time ago." Damon said. "I'm gonna get some sleep before my watch. Stef and Raven are on watch with Lincoln, and Dax." He said and then ruffled her hair like usual and walked up into the drop ship.

Bella smiled and then walked down the ramp glancing in the tent, spying Monty and Jasper. "Hey, do you have anything fun?"

Monty smiled wide. "Of course, we do. You can be our taster." He said and then poured something for her into a metal cup, the liquid was a bluish color. He handed it to her, and she took it.

She sniffed it once and then took a drink. It was a soothing burn as it slid down her throat. "Oh wow." She murmured, looking at it. "This is amazing."

Monty and Jasper smiled at each other. "That's awesome. We'll make more of this. Oh, warning. It will knock you out if you drink a lot. Like you'll be seriously drunk."

Bella just finished the rest of it and then handed them the cup. "Yeah, I can tell that's going to be potent. Thanks boys." She said and left their tent. She went to check in with Dax at the gate. "Hey, you good?"

Dax looked over at Bella. He was tall, lean, and had dark hark slick back cut short, his face was starting to show some of the scruff from not shaving, and his eyes were a steel blue color. "Yeah. Your shoulder good?"

Bella nodded. "I'll be alright. How much have you slept today?"

"A few hours. Jazz is replacing me at four." Dax said with a nod. "I'll be alright. Thanks Bella."

"Okay. Make sure you're staying hydrated too." She said and then left him to go check on Ty, but Lincoln stopped her from going into quarantine. "I need to- "

"They're okay. They're all sleeping. You need to wait to make sure the vaccine is in your system good." Lincoln said.

Bella sighed. "Okay. Thank you for doing this."

"I just have to go get some more gauze from the drop ship. Ty was the only one that had the outbreak or rash, I'm keeping the few outbreaks he does have covered until they heal." He explained, and he walked with Bella towards the drop ship.

"He's going to be okay though?" Bella asked quietly as they got closer to the drop ship.

"Yes, it's part of the illness. They also sliced him up a bit, so I'm dressing those wounds as well." Lincoln explained. He stopped on the ramp and turned to her. "This morning…"

"Lincoln, we don't have to talk about it."

"I just want you to know that I'm sorry."

"You don't have to feel sorry." Bella said.

Lincoln sighed. "I'm not…used to being gentle."

Bella smiled. "So. You still don't have to apologize. I'm not hurt. Lincoln, it was a moment. Let's just move past it, and stop apologizing for something that doesn't need apologies."

Lincoln looked at her. "Okay. I won't apologize anymore but do you want to talk about it?"

"Do you?" Bella asked, raising a brow.

"I'm not sure."

"Then we don't have to talk about it. It was sex Lincoln. We don't have to make it into something it's not." Bella said

Lincoln nodded and then turned and walked up into the drop ship.

Bella sighed and walked up after him. "Lincoln," she whispered.

"It's okay. I understand. I'm going to finish dressing Ty's wounds. You should get more rest." He murmured, and grabbed the gauze and headed back out of the drop ship.

Bella blew out a breath, running a hand through her hair. He was right, she really did need to rest. She turned and went towards her bunk, forgetting that Bellamy was lying in her bunk. She pulled her boots off and then just climbed into her bunk with him. Bellamy stirred, his arms coming around her. He was half asleep.

"Make your rounds?"

"Yeah." Bella murmured.

Bellamy kissed the top of her head, his eyes still closed. He had heard her and Lincoln. But he was sure most everyone was sleeping as soon as they hit their bunks, so maybe no one else heard. "Do you want to talk about it?"

Bella frowned, leaning up. "Did you hear?"

Bellamy opened his eyes to look at her. "I'm a very light sleeper." He said quietly.

"I- "

"If you're going to apologize, don't. Bella, it's okay." He said and pulled her back down to lay her head on his chest.

Bella frowned. Somehow, she felt like it wasn't okay. "Bell I- "

"Bella, you fucked Lincoln. That is fine. You are an adult. You can do what you want. If you want to talk about with someone not him, I thought I'd offer." Bellamy said quietly.

"But you- "

"I'm your friend." Bellamy said, cutting her off.

Bella was quiet. "I don't make it a habit going around sleeping with everyone."

"Didn't say you did."

"You sound defensive." Bella pointed out.

"You're the one defending your actions. Bella, there's no need." Bellamy said, opening his eyes again to look at her when she leaned up. "What?" He asked when she just stared down at him.

Bella swallowed. "Nothing."

Bellamy sighed. "What do you want me to say?"

"I don't know."

"Do you regret it?"

"What?"

"Do you regret him?"

Bella was quiet. "I don't think so."

"Okay, so what's the problem."

"I feel weird."

"Like weird as in, you're about to be sick, or weird as in emotions?"

Bella frowned. "I guess emotions."

"Describe."

"I don't know. Like I feel…guilty."

Bellamy raised a brow. "Why would you feel guilty?"

"Because…" Bella wasn't sure why she would feel guilt and no regret at the same time. She was very confused.

"Bella?" Bellamy said and reached up and cupped her cheek. "You're crying…." He murmured.

Bella blinked a few times, blinking away the tears. "Um. I'm not sure why…" She said, and then Bellamy wiped away the tears with his thumb. "I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry?"

"I've never cried in front of someone before." She admitted. She then lay her head back down, and Bellamy stroked her back with one hand. They lay there in silence for a while.

"I am pretty intimidated." Bellamy finally said.

"What?" Bella asked, a little sleepy now.

"He looks better with his shirt off."

Bella frowned and sat up, looking down at him. "What?"

"You didn't notice? Maybe I'm more observant than you."

Bella rolled her eyes. "That's not what I meant. You feel intimidated?"

"Well, some thoughts did enter my head. I want to be honest with you, I just laid here thinking that I owe it to you to be honest."

"Okay." Bella said, looking down at him.

"On a scale of 1-10, where do I place and- "

Bella smacked his chest lightly. "Are you serious?" She said with a smile.

Bellamy smiled. "Sort of."

Bella shook her head, but then she really did feel a little light, and sort of weird. She then remembered the drink from Monty and Jasper. "Oh…I know why I feel like this."

"What?"

"I drank one of Monty and Jasper's concoctions."

Bellamy chuckled a little. "Oh, you drank the blue one."

"I did."

"That's gonna make you feel sort of loopy for an hour or so." Bellamy said.

Bella frowned. "Loopy?"

"It's best to sleep it off."

Bella lay her head back down. "Yeah." She murmured. She listened to Bellamy's heartbeat steadily for a few moments. "You're a 10." She murmured.

Bellamy smiled, kissing the top of her head and then hugged her closer to him. "Go to sleep Bella." He murmured, closing his own eyes, drifting off, and so did Bella.