DREAMS OF YOU
The best dreams I have are the ones that I have of you. Being with you is all I need, I just need you close because I know in reality I can't have you. Even though I want you so bad, I need you in my arms but I can't, we can't but I love you...that was something I always knew but would never tell you.
Casey is finishing up her breakfast when Derek walks down with the keys, he swings the keys around his finger. He sees casey and stares at her smugly.
" ready for me to drive you to school?" Derek says
"no!" Casey shouts
The family stares at them, Nora and George roll their eyes thinking " here we go again."
" Derek! What dis you do this time." George whines
" I didn't do anything!" Derek retorts
" look, I just don't wanna you, is that such a crime." Casey says annoyed
"so, are you going with Sam?" Nora ask and Derek snaps his head towards her Waiting for a reply
" yes." Cash said all nonchalant
Derek was going to murder Sam with his bare fist, just wait until he saw him, Derek thought to himself. Casey just focused on her phone, waiting for Sam to text.
Finally Sam texted her
I'm sorry I can't pick you up, family emergency. Sam texted
" oh my god what happened." casey replied
" I really don't wanna talk about it right now." Sam texted sadly
" OK then later." Casey text
" I don't know if I will be ready then." Sam texted.
" whenever your ready." Casey texted
" I just need some space." Sam said
" wait, what?' I thought you wanted to be with me." Casey says
" I can't be with anyone right now." Sam text
" don't say that! If you need me.I'm there! Casey text
" I just don't wanna waste your time." Sam text
" you not!" Casey says
" hello! Earth to Casey, are you coming?!" Derek ask
" I have no other choice. "
" don't be such a drama queen, lets go!" Derek shouts
Casey storms after him and Derek smirks in triumph, once in the car Derek ask
" what happened to Sam?" Derek ask
" something's wrong maybe you should call him." Casey says concerned
" what dis he say?" Derek questioned
" he said family issues." Casey says concerned
" I think if my friend was dealing with family issues, he would call me." Derek says offended.
" really because your a stereotypical male." Casey retorts defensively
" I would be the first person that Sammy would call if he had family issues, maybe his just cheating on you and he feels bad." Derek says
Casey scoffs " Sam would never do that to me." Casey says
" I don't know why you put Sam on a pedestal, he still is a man after all." Derek states
" Sam isn't like guys like that." Casey says defensively
" I've know Sam a lot longer then you have and I know he is." Derek says
" well, maybe you don't know him as well as me." Casey says crossing her arms and turning away. " can , I like to get to school on time." She waves her hand motioning for Derek to drive.
" wait, first I want to talk about us." Derek says
" are you getting me right now, there is no us, there was never an us." Casey says
" there was us, there was never anyone else. We just finally stopped denying how we feel or what we want and I really want you casey".he moves in close, so that his just inches from her lips..."more then you could ever know...and now I know you want me too." Derek says seductively.
" I don't know what you felt but I don't feel anything! What happened was a mistake! Nothing more." Casey says defensively
" how long are you going to keep running from this, from us?" Derek ask
" ask long as it takes for you to get it through your head, I don't want you!" Casey shouts
" really? Because that kiss said different, you were right there with me begging for more. I know you felt the connection, the desire building up with each kiss and touch." Derek smirked as he ran the back of his finger against her arm, she shivered at his touch and he grinned wider at her reaction. " you can't deny the affect I have on you, or the one you have on me." Derek says seductively
" your delusional! Can you drive!" Casey shouts and Derek starts driving until they reach a store down the street from their school.
" what are you doing!" Casey shouts
" we have to finish our conversation. " Derek says
" were done! Now lets go! " casey shouts
" no. Were going to talk about us, the thing we've been denying every since we met." Derek says
" I haven't been denying anything, whatever you feel is completely one-sided! " casey states
" that kiss the other day would suggest otherwise." Derek states
" like I said, your delusional! Casey says
" you still kissed me and you were going to stay the night, explain that away." Derek defends
" I was just doing what you said, it was a one time thing on your birthday. " casey says
Derek burst out laughing " I never listen to Derek!" Derek says mocking casey. " nice try but that's not gonna cut it, try again." Derek says
" I don't know what else to say! I don't want you, yet your pride can't handle that. I don't feel what you feel for me." Casey says angrily
" you need to stop lying to yourself and putting up walls because you think I'm going to hurt you, I'm nothing like those guys." Derek says a little more seriously
" you don't know what your talking about." Casey says crossing her arms and looking out of the window.
"I know you casey, you aren't that hard to read. Your afraid to be with me because of what people might say or think, your afraid to take a chance or go after something you desire. I seen it in your eyes when you were checking me out in bed. I see that look every time you look at me, yet your so afraid of taking a chance because you don't wanna get hurt. I'm not Truman, no matter how much you thought you could substitute him for me. I'm not those other jerks either, I'm me...you never have to worry about being hurt by me." Derek says sincerely and soft.
" your my brother!" casey shouts ' I don't feel anything towards you but hatred!" Casey shouts
"step brother, you always forget to say that." Derek adds
" and like I always say, same difference! Casey adds
" its really not but I don't wanna talk logistics now, I just want you to know that this is real. That when I close my eyes at night I dream of you, its always been you. I think about you all of the time, so much so that it drives me crazy...the one thing that I always wanted was you, you can't tell me that you never knew that. Why would you deny us of our happiness because your afraid...you can't run away from faith, it will catch up with you eventually. " Derek says
" Derek."casey says trying to hold back tears
" can you really be with Sam, without knowing if you love me?" Derek says hurt
" I don't need to figure it out, I know that I love you. Your all I think about and dream about too. Its scares me how much I need and want you. I try to bury it but it only makes me want you more, I don't wanna hurt you and I don't want to hurt him. Please don't make this harder for me, its hard enough as it is, pretending that I don't love you let alone like you, to pretend that I don't think about you everyday and night. I have to stop myself, we can't! Casey says panicked and in tears
Derek lifts up Casey's chin and looks into her eyes " why do we have to deny what we want, why do we have to control our impulsive? We are teenagers, our impulsive are out of control... It talks all my strength not to grab you and kiss you, I'm tired of fighting that urge...aren't you?" Derek says
Derek leans in to kiss casey and she leans in too and they kiss passionately, Derek cups Casey's face in his palm and slips in tongue. They both moan as they speed up the kiss, casey puts her hands up against Derek's chest for support. Derek grabs casey and pulls her to his lap, casey straddles Derek's lap and Derek moves the seat back to give them space, they both lean back and continue kissing.
" I love you." Derek says
"I love you too, now shut up!" Casey says and Derek chuckles
" someone's feisty." Derek says laughing
Casey continues kissing Derek , she runs her hands up Derek's shirt. She kisses his neck and then trials kisses down his chest. Casey smiles against Derek's lips as she removes his belt and Derek stops her.
" what? I want this, I want you. I need you" Casey says
" don't say stuff like that, your making this harder on me." Derek says
" your already hard." Casey says smiling
Derek groans " seriously casey, I'm trying to be a gentleman here." Derek says
" the one time I need you to be bad, you decide to be a gentleman. " don't you ever just, wanna be bad?" Casey says continue the kiss and They moan together and Derek uses all of his strength to pull away.
" I want your first time to be special, you deserve that." Derek says
" that only makes me want you more." Casey says
" we don't wanna be late for school." Derek says
" I don't care!" Casey says and Derek is shocked
" we have to go!" Derek says sitting up and she gets off of him rolling her eyes
" what?" Derek says chuckling
" why do you have to be so perfect?" Casey says
" you bring out the best in me I guess." Derek says
" you've always been perfect to me." Casey says
Derek just smiles and continues driving " you were always perfect to me too." Derek says
Casey hears a loud knock at her bedroom door and her eyes snaps open. No! She screams internally, she did not just have a dream about confessing her love to Derek and wanting to sleep with him. What the he'll did that come from?!
Derek continued knocking at the door " casey! Nora wants you downstairs! " Derek shouts behind the door.
This was not happening! She was not dreaming of Derek again! Why had they resurfaced? Was it because of the kiss, she had never felt more out of control then in that moment or in her dream. She had buried those feelings deep down many times, once when they meet, another when they got locked in the bathroom and every other time. Ok! She buried her feelings for him everyday.
This meant that she had to double down so she didn't slip up. Which meant no more rides from Derek, avoiding him at all cost, no more fighting because that leads to things. No more being alone together period!
" casey! Nora wants you! Derek yells at the door.
" ok! Ill be down! Casey yells behind the door
" hurry up! She keeps bugging me to come get you." Derek yells
"fine!" Casey says
She takes a shower and gets dress and then goes down stairs
Casey gets a text from her phone, she looks down and sees that its Sam.
" I'm on my way." Sam texted
" ok, I'm ready." 😘Casey texts back
😍😘 Sam text back
When Casey gets downstairs Nora and George are s
Waiting downstairs.
" hey, what's going on. Casey says
" we need you and Derek to babysit tonight, George and I have plans." Nora says
"What no! I have plans." Casey shouts
" I said the same thing but they insisted, see you tonight...case." Derek says smugly
She hated him with every fiber of his being, Derek came in the house to pick up casey and they left for school.
Today was off to a bad start, how was she gonna get through this. Especially with Derek being all smug like he already had plans second make out session. She loathe him!
