Chapter 4: Nightmares.

Disclaimer: (I forgot to put this last chapter.) I don't own Inuyasha!

Kagome was standing back in her parents house. "How did I get back here?" She wondered out loud. She heard a noise behind her and turned around.

"Why are we going to the bathroom, daddy?" A four-year-old Kagome said.

"You'll see, and if you be a good little girl and don't tell mommy you'll get a new toy."

Four-year-old Kagome perked up at that "Okay!"

"That's the first time dad ever touched me." Kagome whispered staring at the closed bathroom door.

Everything around Kagome melts and changes into the next scene.

A ten-year-old Kagome just started her period when her dad saw the blood stain on her pants.

"Well, look here! My little girl is all grown up I see." Ten-year-old Kagome turns to see the sickening smile spread across her father's face. "Now it's time for the real fun." He laughed and grabbed her by her arm, dragging her to her room. "Your mother's not here so we'll have to make this quick before she gets back."

"That's the first time dad ever raped me." Kagome sighed looking at her bedroom door.

The scene changes again.

An eleven-year-old Kagome was standing in front of her mother with the pregnancy test her father bought her.

"H-how are you pregnant!?" Kagome's mother shouted.

"Umm," the eleven-year-old mumbled.

Her mother grabbed her arm. "How!?" She yelled.

Little Kagome started crying, her mother was hurting her arm. "Daddy did it!"

Shocked her mother let go of her arm. "What do you mean 'daddy did it'?

Little Kagome stood with her head bowed. "Daddy raped me."

Kagome's mother slapped her. Kagome stood there with her hand on her cheek shocked.

"You just had to go and be a husband thief didn't you!?" Her mother yelled at her.

"Husband thief!? I don't want him! He forced himself on me!" Little Kagome shouted back.

Her mother slapped her again. "Don't you lie to me! I've seen the way you look at him!"

Kagome stood there shocked. "Are you crazy!?"

Her mother then started to beat her.

"That's the first time mom had ever beat me." Kagome whispered as she watched her mother kick little Kagome in the stomach.

The scene changes again.

It was the day after Kagome's mother had beaten her. Eleven-year-old Kagome was found on the bathroom floor in a pool of her own blood doubled over from the horrible cramps she was having.

She had never felt this kind of pain before and was scared that she was dying. She could hear her mother and father talking and laughing in the next room. Then she heard footsteps coming her way.

"That's what you get for being a husband thief, whore. Oh, and from now on, you'll only be allowed to ear gruel twice a day and you'll have to make your father's and my meals before you eat!" Her mother sneered at her.

Little Kagome looked up with tears in her eyes but didn't say anything.

"That's the first time mother called me a whore and the first miscarriage I suffered." Kagome whispered watching as her younger self tried to stand up only to slip and fall face first on the cold unforgiving bathroom floor.

The scene changes again.

A twelve-year-old Kagome is holding yet another pregnancy test with the little plus sign on it.

When her mother found out she was about to beat her again when her father stopped her. Kagome looked at him and saw his sick smile on his face and she knew it wasn't going to be good.

"Let's let her keep this one and watch her wallow in the fact of who the father is."

Her mother started to laugh evilly. "What a fantastic idea, honey."

The next nine months went by fast with no beatings and no visits from her father.

"That's the first time I was ever just left alone. No beating and no rapes." Kagome sighed.

The scene changed again.

A fourteen-year-old Kagome was sitting on her porch step watching her almost two-year-old play. She sighed and rubbed her rounded belly.

She didn't want another baby with her father. She didn't even want the first one! That didn't mean she didn't love her son, she just wished it wasn't so soon and her father wasn't his father! Is that so much to ask for!?

"That's the second time I was left alone." Kagome said.

The scene changed again.

She saw herself running through the woods trying to get away she didn't want this anymore-she never wanted this! Every punch, every kick, every slap, every time her dad snuck into her room at night flashed before her eyes and she just wanted it to stop-to end. She heard him shouting behind her but she didn't dare look or stop, no she pushed herself to go faster.

Then she fell and the scene changed.

Now she was looking down the barrel of a gun. She didn't want to die by the hand of her father! Then she heard the gun go off.

Kagome shot up in bed, breathing hard and in a cold sweat. She franticly looked around but didn't see any sign of her parents around. She willed her beating heart and breath to go back to normal. She felt a tear go down her cheek and she sat there and cried. Cried for her innocents, cried for her kids, cried for herself.

"Nobody is going to want me. I've been used tainted, I'm a whore." She sobbed to herself.

She laid back down, knowing she wouldn't be able to sleep, turned to look at the clock. "four in the morning." She whispered then turned her head to stare at the ceiling.

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