A Word From The Author

I'd like to thank all of you for reading this mess, I hope you enjoyed it, or at least found it readable.
Writing it was a real journey, and throughout it I have grown to despise this work, but I have always hated abandoned fics that had no endings, so instead of abandoning it I decided to give it an ending.
Some day if I feel like it I may write an epilogue, some day I may even write another fic, but this was most likely first and last work of this type. I have an original story and several music projects that keep me busy, and I have always struggled with severe writer's block.
The creation of this fic was a real rollercoaster, I started work on it because I found the depiction of suicide and depression in some fic appalling so I decided to write my own that would address it better, I think I failed at that task.
I have a policy of trying to only write things I have lived experience of, and I have been living with depression for a long time and have made a half-arsed attempted at my life, but I have no knowledge of real love or romance or redemption, so I had a way of only addressing one part of the story while failing at the others. This was also my first real writing project, and I think it's quite visible through the progression of the train wreck that is this story that my writing skills have developed over time, although they're still crap and I have a lot to learn.
If anyone has any interest in contacting me they can do so through the AsuShin discord server which can be accessed through r/asushin on Reddit (I think), although I'm no longer an AsuShin fan and I personally dislike Asuka as a character, but my relationship with Evangelion is practically dead and I have moved on to other things.

Thank you, sincerely - Afghanka