Note: Back to Edward's point of view!
This one is very naughty!
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The first month of Bella and I taking things slowly, passes surprisingly fast.
The first week she began to eat lunch with me, Jasper, and Emmett; and now Alice and Rosalie joined us as well. They'd been Bella's almost constant companions since the start of this school year. I guess Bella had been getting closer to Rosalie, unknown to me. Apparently they a had class together.
Alice was the only one of us who was a Junior, and she hated it. Huffing about how we'd all abandon her next year for college. I rolled my eyes and focused my attention back on Bella, she sat between Rosalie and Alice, across from me. She listened to Alice and nodded along as she ate her sandwich staring off. I loved watching her.
She seemed to suddenly notice I was staring at at her, and quickly looked up and said, "you know it's creepy to watch a girl eat, Edward." Blushing as she quipped it.
Everyone at the table burst into laughter, and I felt my own cheeks blush deeply as I looked down, embarrassed.
By the second week, she started texting me again.It would just be little things, asking random questions. Or texting me Goodnight. I did my best to let her make all the moves.
We would take this as slowly as she needed.
The start of the third week, she let me walk her to class in the morning, so I made a habit of waiting for her every morning after that so I could walk her to her homeroom.
That was also the first weekend she invited me to hangout, Jacob was there, so I was bit sulky. Though I did my best to smile anytime Bella looked over at me, we watched some dumb movie Jacob had brought over. Jacob was indeed a friend from Bella's childhood, when she used to spend her summers here with Charlie, before she stopped coming when she was 12 yrs old. They had rekindled their friendship this summer.
I can't say I liked it. Jacob may be a year younger than us, but he didn't look it, and he looked at Bella like a lovesick puppy and it drove me mad. But I grinned and bared it. He made her happy, so I could behave myself. At least he went to school on the reservation, so I only had to stomach him when he hung around on the weekend.
By the forth week she took me up on my offer to drive her to school. It made my mornings to see her first thing everyday. She always smelt so good, and looked so cute with sleep still in her eyes.
She'd often yawn and fold into my passenger seat, dozing off a bit as I drove us to school.
I began to think she only accepted my offer to drive her so she could get more sleep.
It made me chuckle quietly.
Now it's the start of the sixth week since we've been taking things slow, it's 7:30AM and I'm sitting in my car, in her driveway, waiting to take her to school.
Charlie's already left, as he works early on Monday's.
Bella is blushing when she gets into the car, and doesn't meet my eyes as she mumbles a quiet "Good morning." I notice it's the first time she's wearing her knitted white cardigan since Spring. I missed it.
There's a chill in the air now that it's the start of October. Bella of course only covers up with that little cardigan, as she always seems hopelessly underdressed for the cold. She's actually wearing blue jeans today, but the knees are of course torn open from her constant clumsiness. She's wearing an old band shirt that hugs her chest tightly. Her shiny straight brown hair is down around her shoulders, and she has a bit of mascara on her lashes today.
She looks gorgeous, per usual.
"Everything okay?" I ask.
Trying to get her eyes to meet mine.
I'm so scared that I've done something wrong.
We'd hung out again this weekend, on Saturday, and once again Jacob was there. We had went to the movies in Port Angeles, and had some pizza after. I did a much better job at not sulking this time. Mostly because Bella had held my hand through the entire movie, as she sat between Jacob and me. The electricity that flowed between us when I touched her brought a strange calm over me. She dropped it as soon as the lights in the theater came back on, which caused a small stabbing feeling in my gut. But I was letting her set the pace.
Now I'm pulled back into the present, in my car, waiting for her to respond to me. She nods and slowly looks up at me through her long, curled lashes. Her big brown eyes are so soulful, and her cheeks are blushing a soft pink. She's biting her lip in the most seductive way, and there's that little worried crease between her brows again. She looks torn about something.
I can't resist, as I slowly reach forward and pull her bottom lip out from in between her teeth.
She was driving me crazy with that.
She lets out a soft gasp as I drop my hand, and before I know what's happening her soft body is pressed against mine, she's thrown herself over the center console of my car, both her legs now straddling me, her lips are molded to mine. I return her kiss eagerly, and my hands tangle in her hair as I hold her face to mine, she deepens the kiss and pushes her tongue into my mouth, finding my own.
She taste like orange juice and pure Bella, it's delicious.
Her familiar freesia and strawberry scent fills my car, and I moan into her mouth as I move my hands down to her lower back, pressing her to me more firmly.
She softly moans into my mouth and we both break for air, leaning our foreheads together, panting.
"Everything is okay, now." She says with a little smirk and she quickly shifts off of me, back into the passenger seat.
I awkwardly adjust the now very hard situation in my pants, and clear my throat. I then began to back us out of the driveway.
She's quiet as we drive to school and I glance at her to see a soft smile on hers lips, as she looks out the window, watching the trees pass in a blur.
As we're pulling into the school parking lot I casually ask her,
"May I ask what prompted that greeting? Not that I minded it, at all." I mumble the last part a bit.
Bella let's out a melodic little laugh and I glance at her and see that's she's blushing a deeper shade of pink now, as she shyly looks at me. All the confidence of that kiss now replaced with her usual disposition.
"I had a dream about you. About us... you know... having sex."
She almost whispers it and I accidentally hit the brakes and jerk into the parking spot I was pulling into.
She lets out a little giggle at my fumbling.
I finish parking and turn off the car, now turning to look at her.
She's looking down at her hands, twisting them, her checks now red.
I reach forward and take one of her hands in my own. Bringing it up to press against my cheek, as she turns and looks up at me.
Meeting my eyes finally.
"Bella, all I dream about is you, so don't ever feel embarrassed about dreaming about me. I assure you, I've dreamed far more embarrassing things about you."
Bella giggles as she pulls her hand away from my face and playfully smacks my arm, and then opens her door to get out. I do the same, and walk her to her homeroom.
I lean towards her once we're in front of her propped open home room door, I'm ready to claim my usual hug, the most contact I have instigated since the party.
If Jacob can hug her, I can hug her. At least that was the conclusion I had come to.
But today Bella has other ideas, as she wraps her arms around my neck, pulling me down to her and planting a big kiss on my lips. She then quickly pulls away, a soft blush coloring her cheeks, and the most innocent little smile on her lips, as she turns and walks into her classroom.
I spot Mike Newton sitting in the classroom already, gaping at the display he's just witnessed.
Yeah she's mine Newton, suck it.
I smirk at him and turn to walk to my own homeroom.
The rest of my classes before lunch seem to drag on, as I think only of Bella.
She has kissed me twice today, and it wasn't even noon.
I felt like I was flying.
I liked this far more than the hugs I'd been getting the last six weeks. Not that any touch from Bella wasn't memorable.
I can still feel her lips against mine. God, I hoped I'd get to kiss her again today.
As soon as the bell rang and it was time for lunch, I sprinted to where I knew Bella's math class was letting out.
She looked surprised to see my nervously standing outside her classroom , waiting, as people awkwardly brushed past me standing in the way.
My favorite smile spreads across her face when she spots me, she walks up to me and takes my hand and begins to pull me towards the schools back exit.
I'm confused, but let her lead.
She leads me over to my car, and stops and tilts her head towards it once we're standing next to it.
A little smirk on her lips.
"Wanna make-out?"
I'm on fire, and can't fight the huge grin that over takes my face as I nod eagerly and unlock the back door.
Bella gets in first and throws her backpack on the floor. I toss mine on the floor as well, and then get in next to her, shutting the door behind me.
The instant I turn back to her, her lips are on mine.
Her body now pressed against my own.
I wrap my arms around her and eagerly return her kiss.
I let her set the pace as she deepens the kiss, and pushes her tongue into my mouth.
I moan at the taste of her, and her hands roam over my chest, and mine move up and down her back.
Bella's hands find their way under my shirt, as her hands ghost over my abs and slowly drift up my chest.
I let my hands ride up under her loose cardigan, and then under the tight little band shirt she's wearing.
My hands roam across her stomach and then up across the thin cotton bra covering her beautiful breast.
Her nipples are hard against my palms and I groan as I unintentionally buck my hips into Bella's hips on top of mine.
She gasp in response, and grinds her hips into mine.
I moan loudly as her lips travel up my neck.
This was too much. I wasn't going to make love to Bella for the first time, again, in the back seat of my car at lunch.
I pull my hands out from under her shirt and gently push on her shoulders.
Bella pulls back and sits up, now straddling me.
She looks hurt. She's blushing deeply, and won't meet my eyes.
"Do you not want me like that, anymore?" She asks quietly.
I unintentionally let out a short laugh, and she looks me in the eyes, confusion coloring her features. I gesture to my very hard dick pressing into her thigh as she straddles me.
"Clearly, I very much want you like that Bella! But I'm not going to make love to you for the first time, again, hurriedly in the back seat of my car at lunch.
I want it to be perfect, Bella. Trust me, there will never be a time when I don't want you like that."
I say as I reach up and caress her cheek.
She blushes my favorite shade of red and looks away again.
"Okay. Well this Saturday night then, at my house."
I can't help the giant grin that over takes my face, and I nod eagerly.
"Just tell me when and I'm there."
Bella throws her head back as she laughs and climbs off me falling into the seat next to me.
I adjust my situation and glance towards the school.
Lunch is probably ending soon.
We should hear the bell any minute.
I look back to Bella as she's adjusting her shirt, and straightening her knitted white cardigan.
I was so fucking lucky she forgave me. So fucking lucky she wanted me as much as I wanted her.
I can't even believe how lucky I am to have her.
The days until Saturday past agonizingly slow, and Bella and I couldn't keep our hands to ourselves.
We spent every lunch in the backseat of my car, our hands and lips roaming and exploring each other.
Today was Friday, and we were both more eager than ever.
Bella wore a that little denim skirt today, despite the chill of the fall air.
That little denim skirt was now hiked up to her waist, her creamy white thighs on full display, her little pink cotton underwear pulled down enough so she can ride my hand. She's positioned on my lap, I can feel her every shudder.
God it was so hot. I pick up the pace of my fingers inside her and my thumb rubbing against her clit, and she comes undone around my fingers, and moans into my mouth that's now glued to hers.
I can not wait to be inside her tomorrow night.
It was all I can think about.
I pull my fingers out of her, and she pulls up her underwear, and fixes her skirt as she slides off of me.
Both of us still panting.
I adjust my throbbing dick in my pants.
"I'm pretty sure I heard the bell, we should get to class." I say in an unintentionally husky voice.
Bella smiles at me and nods.
We both get out, and I walk her to her next class.
She suddenly turns to me, when we're at the doorway to her class.
"I forgot to tell you, Rosalie is driving me after school today. She's sleeping over. So I won't see you until tomorrow night." She blushes as she says the last part, and I know she's thinking of what we're planning on doing tomorrow night.
I feel a little knot in my stomach at the idea I won't see her again until then, but I smile at her and lean down to kiss her goodbye.
"I'll be at your house at 7 o'clock, on the dot." I say and wink as I turn and walk away.
It's now much later, and I'm sitting in Jaspers basement, watching him and Emmett play Mortal Combat.
I'm of course distracted with thoughts of Bella.
We haven't made love since the end of May, and neither of us had labeled it as love then, so I wonder if it will be different now. It feels like it will be different. Every time I touch her all I can think about is how I want her to be mine forever.
I know it's a bit intense to say though. So I can only think it.
I'm pulled out of my thoughts when Jasper tosses his controller at me and it smacks my chest.
"Fuck!" I yell out as I rub the spot on my chest where it hit.
"What the hell are you so spaced out about man?" Jasper asks with a smirk on his face.
Emmett is staring at me now too.
"Nothing." I grumble back, grabbing the controller and tossing it back at Jasper.
He catches it easily.
"Clearly he's pmsing." Emmett chimes in.
I groan and run my fingers through my hair. I still needed to get it cut, but I loved the way Bella pulled on it when she got really turned on.
"I'm leaving."
I pull myself off the couch and head up the stairs to leave.
I can hear Emmett and Jasper's bellowing laughter below.
I slam the door behind me.
I'm pent up and frustrated, and more than ready for it to be tomorrow night already.
I sleep poorly, and Saturday morning passes miserably slow.
I finally cave and text Bella, asking her what she was doing.
EDWARD 2:10PM- Hey, what are you up to?
She responds quickly.
BELLA 2:11PM - Just finishing homework. Excited for tonight ;)
I feel my stomach flip.
She was as impatient as me.
EDWARD 2:12PM - Me too, I'll be at your door the second Charlie leaves.
She takes a few moments before she answers me again.
BELLA 2:15PM - Haha I bet you will be.
She had no idea.
I skated to her house a bit too earlier, and arrived at 6:45PM.
I hid behind the front of Bella's old red truck that was now always parked in front of her house since she no longer drove it to school.
I watch Charlie pull out of the driveway and as soon as his lights disappeared around the corner, I sprint to the front door.
I knock and Bella whips the door open, like she's been waiting by it for me.
A big smile on her face.
Her beautiful brown eyes dancing with excitement.
Her long beautiful mahogany hair is pulled back into a ponytail and she is wearing one of her old white vintage band t-shirts and these little black cotton shorts that were dangerously too short, two little white strips running up the sides of them. I scoop her up the second I'm inside and my hands quickly find her soft bottom peeking out of the shorts.
I kiss her passionately and she returns it equally and fervently.
"I like these shorts." I mumble against her mouth.
Bella pulls her mouth away and starts laughing.
I pinch the bottom of one her mostly exposed butt cheeks as I set her down, and she yelps and playfully smacks my arm.
"They're my house shorts." She chimes as she begins to ascend the stairs to her room.
I follow her as I reply,
"Good, those are not fit for public."
Bella laughs again as we walk into her room.
She shuts the door behind us and turns to me.
Blushing slightly. Her eyes look a little nervous now.
I step towards her and gently cup her cheek.
"We don't have to do anything you don't want to do ." I say gently.
Bella blushes deeply and pulls away from me and lifts her shirt over her head, revealing a dark blue and black lace bra that cups her pale beautiful breast perfectly. Pushing them together slightly, accentuating them.
I groan at the sight of her.
She reaches down and slides off her little black shorts, to reveal a matching set of blue lace panties.
No longer able to resist, I pull her to me and passionately kiss her. My tongue immediately finding hers. My hands roam down to her perfect bottom and I squeeze it. Bella moans into my mouth in response and surprises me by pushing me back onto her bed.
She crawls on top of me, pulling up my t-shirt until I help her pull it over my head.
She goes back to aggressively kissing me and my hands continue their exploration of her beautiful body as her hands explore my bare chest as well.
I find the clasp on her bra and pop it open. It falls away and she pulls it the rest of the way off, tossing it aside.
Her perfect little perky breast are now right in front of my face, I lean forward sucking one of her little pink nipples into my mouth.
She bucks her chest towards me, grinding her hips deliciously into my very hard boner. Her hands are now in my hair, pulling it. I can tell she's very turned on.
I reach down to open my jeans and Bella pulls back and helps me pull them off, as I kick off my shoes.
Now we're both just in thin underwear. Barely anything between us.
Bella turns from me and reaches over to her nightstand pulling out a little box of condoms.
I stand up and slide my underwear down and take the box from her. Opening it and pulling out a little packet.
She watches me intently with deep red cheeks as I slide the condom down my hard shaft. She's biting her lip, and it's driving me mad. I push her back, now laying over her.
I slide her panties down with the hand I'm not supporting myself with, and she kicks them off the rest of the way.
I reach down and push two fingers into her wet pink folds.
She moans and bucks her hips.
"Please, Edward. I want you inside me." She says breathily. Her nails clawing into my shoulders.
That's all the encouragement I need as I pull my fingers out of her, and position myself at her entrance.
I push into her as my lips find her mouth and we both let out a loud moan into each other's mouths.
Bella folds her legs up, her heels now digging into my lower back.
This new angle allows me to push into her impossibly deeper, and I can't help it as I cry out her name and increase my pace, pumping in and out of her quickly.
"Belllll-aa!"
She moans loudly and little gasps escape her lips as her hips buck up to match my rhythm.
She feels so tight around me, she throws her head back and cries out again.
"Right there, Edward! Right there!"
I pump faster hitting the spot that's making her cry out and buck against me.
"Say you're mine, Bella!" I pant out against her neck.
"I'm yours, Edwarddd!" She pants in response.
I feel her come undone around me, and I quickly follow suit after one last thrust. Spilling fully into the condom inside her.
That was incredible.
I slowly pull out of her and flop onto my back next to her.
We're both panting heavily and Bella turns to me and breathily says,
"That was incredible."
I smile thinking how funny it is we are thinking the same thing, I nod in response, still unable to fully form sentences. I get up and quickly dispose of the condom and pull on my underwear.
When I turn back to Bella she has pulled on my t-shirt. I smile at her as I return to her small bed and pull her warm body against my own, her back now pressed against my chest as I bury my face in her hair. The sweet smell of strawberries surrounding me.
"I love you." I mumble against her hair.
"I love you, Edward."
Bella whispers back.
Hearing Bella say she loves me, as I hold her in my arms, feels like my own perfect piece of heaven.
