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CHAPTER 29- A BAD DAY

"You are Caitlin's home Barry…. And she is yours" Jessie said patting him.

"I hope she does" Barry says hoping what Jessie says turns out true.

"She will!" Jessie assured him and he nodded and cleared his tears hoping she will comeback.

"I will wait for her… just like she did for me… all this time" Barry said. Jessie patted his back in approval.

"Kara… she needs to know" Jessie said

"I…I can't" Barry said imagining how Kara's reaction would be. "It's going to break her heart… all this time, I thought…." Barry was breaking, so Jessie rubbed his back signaling she understood what he meant

"It's okay Barry… we all make mistakes"

"But, why Kara?... She's one of the best person I have ever known. How can I face her?" Barry asked.

"I know it's not easy Barry… but it's the right thing to do… you need to do it" Jessie said. Barry shook his head.

"I can't Jessie… I cannot face her.. I played with her feelings"

"She's going to understand Barry!... Please do it… don't be late for another minute, go right now!" Jessie said and Barry reluctantly agreed.

Barry ran to Kara's apartment. He waited outside to knock the door, but he saw it was unlocked. So he pushed it and entered.

"Kara?.." Barry asked as he walked past into the loft.

"I'm here Barry" Kara shouted from the kitchen. Barry turned around to see Kara walking towards him. She started kissing him passionately and they both fell on the couch. Kara was getting on the top of him.

"Kara… please… listen…to me" Barry said in-between kisses. Kara was in no mood to stop. So Barry pushed her over.

"What happened?" Kara asked.

"I'm sorry.." Barry said. Kara moved to him again and held his hands.

"It's okay Barr.. I just rushed in" she said.

"Kara..." Barry closed his eyes and took a deep breath

"Barry.. what is going on?" Kara asked.

"I need to tell you something" Barry said. But Kara could see Barry's hesitation.

"Barr… you can tell me what ever it is.. you know that I love you and I understand that" Kara said looking in to his eyes to give some confidence. She saw his face was tired, probably due to lack of sleep or crying. 'Why was he crying?' Kara thought.

"Kara… I'm sorry" came out of Barry and he started to cry. Kara quickly moved forward and took his face in her hands.

"Hey..what happened… tell me!" Kara asked desperately.

"I don't want to break your heart Kara…but" Barry was shaking. Kara didn't seem to understand what Barry was trying to tell her.

"Barr… Barr" She made him to look at her. "What ever it is...you can tell me!"

"We… I can't continue this" He said slowly. Kara didn't understand what he was saying.

"I..I don't understand Barry.. we can't continue what?"

"This!... Us being together" Barry said weakly and looked into her eyes. So that she could understand his intention. Kara stared at him.

"I'm sorry Kara…" Barry tried but it was already too late as tears have already started to come down from her as well. She just silently stared at him with tears.

"Kara.. please" Barry tried to make her speak something. "I didn't want to hurt you"

"It's because of Caitlin… isn't it?" She asked after a while. Barry who was lying his head low looked at her for that. He remained silent. Kara got the answer she wanted.

"I didn't realize it before" Barry said.

"I knew it…" She mumbled.

"You knew?" Barry asked surprisingly.

"Barry… please leave me alone" Kara said moving.

"Kara.." Barry tried but Kara told him to leave and started dragging him towards the door "Kara, please…. I know I made a wrong thing"

"Who decides what is wrong and what is right Barry" Kara asked. "You breaking up with me is wrong to me…. But it is a right thing for you…for Caitlin" Barry remained silent and listened to her with tears.

"Right and wrong is only a perception Barry" She said and kissed him on the lips. "Bye Barry!" She opened the door, pushed him out and closed the door. She turned her back to the door and started crying.

"Kara…please" Barry started knocking the door but Kara wasn't opening it.

"Please leave me alone Barry!!!" She yelled and Barry stopped.

"I'm so sorry Kara!" He said lying his head low and feeling guilty for what happened. He started walking down the stairs instead of running back. He kept his head low and started walking on the road.

His thoughts went to two people.. One whom he just realized that he was in love with and one whom he didn't love. As he kept walking someone was shouting Barry's name but he was so indulged in his thoughts to hear that.

"Barry…Barry" Lena came panting. Barry finally came out of trance and looked back at her. "What happened?..." She asked.

"Umm… Hi Lena!" Barry said weakly.

"Barry what happened? I saw you over there when I was exiting my office… you look tired and most importantly you weren't running" She said and noticed Barry's face which was cleansed with tears.

"Can you do me a favor Lena?" He asked. Lena nodded. She wanted to know what's wrong with Barry's behavior "Can you please go to Kara's loft…. she might need someone… please look out for her"

"What?... What happened to Kara?" Lena asked immediately. Barry started walking off again "Barry .. Barry.. wait" But Barry had already walked off.

Lena immediately called for her car and started for Kara's loft.

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Nevada:

"Cait…" Mike came near her but that call of her nickname made her give him a death glare.There was only one person alive who's allowed to call her that and that's the person she loves more than her life… Barry Allen!

"Caitlin" He corrected himself "You can share with me"

"Mike… please leave me alone" She said holding her emotions.

"Please let me " He tried but Caitlin suddenly stood and started to walk out and got in to her car. She was about to start her car when Mike stood across the car blocking it's way.

"Mike.. please let me go" She cried. Mike saw in to her eyes and moved off. She started the car and moved ahead. But she heard Mike's last words.

"It was nice meeting you Dr. Snow…..I hope you find what you were searching for. To whomever you love, I hope they realize it soon what they are missing…. Because you are one hell of a person and he's stupid to lose you!" He shouted.

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National city:

Lena reached Kara's apartment and started knocking the door. "Kara… it's me Lena" but Kara refused to open the door. "Kara! Open the door"

"Lena… please leave me alone" Lena heard a small sound coming.

"No.. I won't Kara" Lena yelled and started banging the door.

"Lena… if you care for me, please leave"

"No Kara, I care for you… that is why I'm not leaving" Lena continued banging. After a while, Kara opened the door. Lena saw a tired face with full of tears. Kara immediately dropped on to the floor after Lena entered and closed the floor.

"Kara… Kara" Lena took Kara and put in couch and sat beside her "What happened?" She asked and she rubbed Kara's tears.

"Barry…" Kara continued crying. Lena started rubbing Kara's back "He broke up with me!"

"Oh.. Kara!" Lena said and hugged her. "I knew something was wrong when I saw Barry" Kara looked at her for that.

"Barry sent you here?" Kara asked and Lena winced.

"He didn't tell me what it was… I saw him sulking walking on the road" Lena answered "He asked me to look out for you... what happened?"

"Caitlin…" Kara struggled and Lena saw the pain in her eyes "He loves Caitlin" Lena understood everything and took Kara into her arms and started consoling her "Why is it always happening to me?...Don't I deserve happiness?"

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Central City:

After walking for a while, Barry ran back to the Central City. He entered his home to find Jessie sleeping on the couch and with a note beside her. He picked it up to read.

'Wake me up when you comeback'. He was about to threw it off when he saw there was something written in the back as well.

'I mean it… wake me up!' Barry slowly shook Jessie She slowly woke up.

"Barry.." She saw his tired face.

"I feel terrible… I'm selfish"

"No… you were not selfish… you did the right thing by being honest with her" Jessie said.

"Kara… she's broken" Barry crashed down on the floor and cried.

"I know it hurts at this moment now Barr, but look at it this way. You are still in the starting stage of relationship with Kara. I guess it's better to breakup now rather than after going deep into the relationship. You did the right thing by doing it now. It would hurt less now compared to later in the future." Jessie said

"I miss her…. I miss Cait" Barry said sadly thinking about Caitlin

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Nevada:

After traveling for a distance, Caitlin stopped the car in a closed drive-in. She took the photo frame which was on the back seat of her car. A picture of Barry and her on the karaoke stage. A photo no one had ever seen. Taken by Linda Park.

"I miss you Barry!!" She mumbled crying.

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