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CHAPTER 36- LEXIE

"Hi Mom..." Alexandra Nora Allen aka Lexie said looking into Kara's eyes. Kara burst into tears.

"Lexie..." Kara dragged Lexie in to a hug and started crying on her shoulder.

"It's okay mom..." Lexie started patting Kara's back.

"You... You're my daughter... Mine and Barry's daughter..." Kara trembled with happiness. She came apart and took Lexie's cheek in her hands.

"I am Mom..." Lexie said and slowly tears came to her as well.

"What is this place?" Kara asked looking around. Everything around was white and looked like some other realm "Luke Park?...22nd street 43rd avenue?..." Kara could see some sign boards and shops but there were no one except for Lexie and her.

"This was yours and dad's special place"

"Sorry... But I don't recognise this place at all"

"Not yet... Because this place hasn't been opened in your present time" Lexie said.

"Do you know why this was our special place?"

"Yeah, I do... This was the place where dad proposed to you to marry him..." Lexie said and Kara cried at that. She could imagine Barry proposing to her. That thought made her cry with happiness. "You used to come here... to this park every time you felt low or you had any problem to think about... and you said that this place gave you answers or the strength you needed...I think that's why Oliver wanted us to meet here..."

"Oliver did this?..." Kara asked and Lexie nodded.

"You wanted to meet me... Oliver did it for you.."

"And I will be always grateful to him for this..." Kara cupped Lexie and kissed on her forehead "I...I can see a lot of Barry in you"

"I know... A lot of them say the same thing" Lexie said with sadness and Kara noticed it.

"What happened?... Do you feel bad that you...you resemble Barry?" Kara asked.

"No...No" Lexie shook her head immediately. "It's just that... every time someone tells me that... I feel bad that..."

"What is it Lexie?" Kara asked.

"I wish I knew... I wish I knew dad..." Lexie said and tears dropped.

"I..I don't understand.. You never met Barry?" Kara asked and Lexie shook her head slowly.

"I don't remember seeing him..." Lexie said weakly and Kara looked at her. "After Aunt Cait died..."

"Caitlin di...died?" Kara trembled.

"She sacrificed herself to save dad" Lexie said "You said that... from that moment Dad lost the thing which made him what he was...his heart (soul)... that was the moment, he realised how much he loved Aunt Caitlin... He couldn't deal with that pain and left all of us... You guys searched every place for him but no one could find him... Until dad came back years later to help you guys fight against Steppenwolf...where he sacrificed himself to save us... He saved us all Mom!!" Lexie cried over that and rushed to her mom's arms. Kara's heart broke at what her daughter said. She couldn't imagine the amount of pain her daughter had gone through. The mere thought of what happened in the future with Barry was the dipping point in Kara's mind.

"I... I'm sorry... that you had to go through so... so much pain...I just wish you had a great life" Kara tried holding her tears trying to be strong for her daughter.

"I did... I had a very good life... because of you..." Lexie said "I was very angry at dad thinking that he left us because he didn't love us... But...but... We found a letter after he died... he left us because he couldn't bear losing anyone that he cared about... He loved you mom... He loved me too... He came back to fight against Steppenwolf for us... He didn't want you to die... He didn't want me to lose you as well... He died for us mom!" Kara couldn't control her emotions anymore and started crying at it.

After a few minutes Kara asked, "What happened after that?"

"You quit being Supergirl..." Lexie said. Kara remained silent. "You said you can't give people 'Hope' when you don't have it..." Kara bowed down at that. She couldn't imagine that pain which her future self went through to lose all the hope. "That shouldn't happen mom!... You... Cannot lose hope... So shouldn't dad die!!" Kara looked at her. "Things are changing in the past...so should the future..."

"What do you mean?"

"Things are changing mom... Steppenwolf was supposed to attack after four years... After I was born... I don't know why things are changing, but you can't win this war, how your future selves won... Dad shouldn't die... No matter what changes... The world needs hope..." Lexie said.

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STAR Labs

Central City:

Barry walked in to see Felicity at the cortex

"Hey..." Barry said

"Hey... How are you?"

"G..Good..." Barry said weakly "You?"

"I'm good... I'm just trying to find..." Felicity was cut

"Sorry...I'm in no mood to think about those..." Barry said and Felicity nodded understanding Barry's position "...have you heard about Cait in recent times..?!" He was wondering where Caitlin was. He knew that she would not stay away from Central City for a very long time.

"What do you mean I heard? Haven't you been stalking her all this time.." Felicity questioned Barry in return. Barry looked at Felicity in shock. No one knew, except Jess, that he checked on Caitlin when she was in Nevada.

"What do you mean I am stalking her...I don't do that. Besides, stalking is not my job. It seems more like your section of expertise…" Barry retorted back.

"Ok...chill...you don't have to pull my leg on that. Sorry to say.. but I don't know where Caitlin is. She particularly asked me not to stalk her location. Hence, I, being a sincere friend, did not stalk her." Felicity explained. " I am sorry about that!"

Barry's face went sad and he simply nodded. She genuinely felt sad for Barry. But she could not risk giving away the fact that Caitlin is in Central City.

"Good night Fel..." He silently left the lab and Felicity responded back

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"Maybe I'm not good enough to lead this war..." Kara said.

"You are..."

"Maybe I'm not..."

"Yes you are..."

"No... Maybe I'm not..." Kara cried.

"Yes you are Mom!..."

"How are you so sure?... I don't know how both you and Oliver have so much faith in me"

"Because I know you Mom... I believe in you... So does everyone from where I come from... so does Oliver... and you do know that Oliver is never wrong about these kinds of things... Be their Hope Mom..." Lexie said.

"I will make sure that Barry... Your dad lives..." Kara said, smiling weakly.

"I know you will..." Lexie said with tears and hugged her

"Can.. can you tell me about your life?" Kara asked

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Caitlin's Apartment:

Felicity entered the apartment to find Caitlin cooking in the kitchen. She smelled delicious casserole from the oven.

"Hey!" Caitlin said.

"Hey! How was your day..you know what..Nevermind I am not going to ask that question." Felicity said.

"Why!!?" Caitlin asked.

"Well, the delicious casserole smell kinda defines your mood" Felicity said. She wanted to bring in Barry's topic slowly so as to not to make Caitlin feel sad.

"Well thanks for that!" Caitlin said.

"So…" Felicity started… "Barry was asking about you today...He sounded sad and was genuinely concerned about you. Why don't you just tell him you're here...in Central City.. It's been a while since you left..." Felicity said

"You know why Felicity. I don't think I have the strength to face him yet. Please, let's not talk about that. Come on...let's eat this casserole and watch a movie.." Caitlin finished.

"So what?... You need another world ending disaster to get back?... You can't always wait for the perfect time... Sometimes you have to dare to do it... Because life is too short to wonder what could have been..." Felicity finished

"Can we Please...not talk about this... Come on...let's eat this casserole and watch some movie.." Caitlin asked and Felicity did not feel like urging her anymore. Together they finished their food and started watching a movie.

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... "I.. I work as CSI in central city police department" Lexie said and that brought a smile to Kara's face

"Just like Barry..." Kara said and Lexie gave a weak smile

Suddenly a black light started appearing and everything started to turn into ashes

"What's going on...?" Kara asked

"It's time mom..." Lexie said

"No...No..." Kara cried and caught Lexie's hand tightly in fear. "I...I just met you..."

"... and you will meet me soon... when I...I will be born..." Lexie said and Kara jumped to hug her.

"I Love you... Please don't go..." Kara cried on Lexie's shoulder

"I...I love you too Mom..." Lexie cried as well. They both came apart "I'll always be there with you mom...in here" Lexie said pointing to Kara's heart and everything went black.

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