As I stand here being held hostage against my will, by a really big guy holding my arm, I'm looking at the man I just told I love him. Not even two hours ago. The man I almost had hot sex with tonight. And now we are standing in a dark alley that he just kills someone! I don't know if I should be scare or pissed for handing this. OR I might be mad because Kim and Miss. Sleepy were right.
I keep looking him up and down. He still had the gun in his hand and there was some blood on his shirt, the same one that had been on my bedroom floor tonight. Holy fuck! Fuck! Fuck! FUCK! Why is this happen to me? Why the entire good guys turn out to be gay or killer?
I see his lips moving and the other moving there but I don't hear anything. And I think I pee myself a little. I see Emmett take step closer to me and I move back but I hit into the guy that was still holding me. Then his moved his hand by my face and I move my head. I could see the hurt in his eyes. I don't know why I move I just did.
I still can't hear much but I do hear Emmett calling my name and begging me to say something. But every time I try nothing came out. Then I saw Emmett turn to Blondie and tell him something. The next thing I know a car pulls up and I was put in it.
There was a guy I never saw before driving. Beside me were Blondie and Mr. Tan. I look at Mr. Tan and I finally could move my mouth to make words. "Whe….where …..ar..are…you ….taking…me?" I ask
He just smiles at me he had warm smile. "We are taking you to Emmett's place." He said
"Yo….your…no…not..go..Going..to..kill….me…right?" As I ask that everyone in the car start laughing.
"No, if we did Emmett would kill all of us." Blondie said.
"So wh..What are …..You guys?"
"What do you think we are?" ask Mr. Tan
"Hit men?" I ask low
They all laugh again at me. I guess I'm really funny to night.
"No, but I think Emmett want to tell himself." Said Blondie
After that we didn't talk any more. We pull up to a nice house that was outside the city. It looks like it was three or four bed home. It' had a big black steel fence around it. We pull up to the front of the fence and the driver put a pass code in to open it up. God I feel like I'm in a batman movie. As we drive up the drive way,Blondie's cell phone went off.
"Hey Boss" I guess Emmett is calling.
"Yea, She is safe….Just pulled up now ….I'll make sure she is keeping safe….. Okay later."
The car came to a stop in front the doors. They got out, and then helped me out. We walk in side, but it doesn't look like a man lives here. Then it hit me it is mother work. As we walk into the living room there was a really big TV. Okay now I feel like I'm in a man house.
I sat down in the living room just looking around and thinking what the hell is still going on. One: I know Emmett killed a man tonight. Two: He is the boss of whatever they do. Three: I still love him and maybe want to stay with him. Four: I still want some ice cream.
Mr. Tan and Blondie left the room and just left the drive guy in the room with me.
I look up at the guy. "What your name?"
He looks like at me like I had some thing on my face. "Embry."
"Hi Embry, I'm Bella and I want some ice cream. SO where is the kitchen?" I ask.
He just laughs and nodded his head and walked out of the room, with me following him. As we walk in the kitchen, I realized it was big and had a lot of room. I walk over to the freezer. I open it and I hit gold there was rocky road. "Get two bowls" I told Embry. He just cocks his head and look at me like I was insane. "Hey! It not fun to eat ice cream by yourself."
After we get our ice cream, we sat at the table eating. I look at Embry "So how did you get in still line of work? You seem not like the killing type."
"I've never killed anyone. I'm more like a body guard. Really I been yours for the past two months. Well only when Emmett couldn't walk you home."
"Fuck I knew someone was following me after work." I said putting a big bite of rocky road in my mouth. Oh Emmett going to hear about it!
He laughs at me. "He really dose love you. You know that?"
"He does?" I said in a small voice
"Yea, we haven't seen him like this ever. Then when he had me following you we knew he was in love."
I felt my heart beat little fast. I really do love him but I don't know if I can be with him. I mean I still don't know what the fuck he does.
Embry and I just talk about our family and other things. Then I heard someone yelling that made me jump.
"WHERE IS SHE?"
"Emmett dude she was in living room. Maybe she's just walking around the house." Someone said. Then they walk in the kitchen and saw Embry and me still eating. "OR she's just is eating your food."
"Hi" I said with ice cream in my mouth
"Well it looks like she made herself at home." Mr. Tan laugh
Emmett just looks at them and they shut up and walk out the room. Wow I really need to know how he does that.
He just stands on other side of the kitchen still. He just looks at me with the hurt still in his eyes like in the alley. I had to say he looks really sexy all dirty and messed up.
"Bella, why did you follow me tonight?" he asked
"I didn't, I want wanted some ice cream. And on my way to Red's, I heard that poor man yelling for help."
He cocks his head at me. "So let me get this right. You know I don't like you walking around by yourself at night but you went out late at night for ice cream anyway? Then thought you were going to save a guy from ten guys with guns?"
"Well the ice cream part is right. I wasn't going…Wait this is not about me! Emmett what the hell is going on!? And why did you kill that guy? Why is everyone calling you boss?!" I yelled as I stand up.
He let out a sad sigh. "My family is in the mafia and I'm head of it."
"Emmett this not a joke!"
"I'm not joking. I took over for my dad about three years ago. But I've been in it all my life."
"SO you kill people for money and drugs?"
"What... No I only kill the people I need to. I mean yes there are drugs but there a lot more to it than that Bella! Not everything you've seen in movies and TV is real. My family does more than killing. We help this city and other things."
"Then why kill that man tonight? If you're not like the movies and shit!"
"Damn it Bella! That man almost killed one of my men….a friend. Because he didn't want to pay us back what he owed."
I just look at him then to the ground. I can understand why he did but it's still not right. Maybe this was the result living with a cop most of my life. But no one has the right to kill some else. "How many people have you killed?"
"Do you really want to know?" He asks as he walks close to me.
"No…wait yes…..no" I said as I put my hand out to stop him from getting any closer.
"Bella" He whispered
I look up into his eyes and the pain in them. I bet I have the same in my own. Why does this have to happen now? Everything was going so good. I thought he was the one for me. But now I don't know if I can live with this. It felt so wrong but I can't stop myself from loving him.
"Please don't leave me because of this. "He begged
"How do you know I was going to leave you?"
"Well one you won't let me hold you. Two the look in your eyes. Please I love you and there's no way I'm letting you go that easy."
With that he pushes my hand out the way and pulls me into a passions kiss. I just let myself melt into him and warp my arms around his neck. I felt his hands on my ass as his picked me up and put me on the kitchen countertop. He starts kissing down my neck. I know this is wrong because we didn't talk about it but I couldn't bring myself to stop.
His hands move up inside my shirt. He found my boobs and ran his hands over them. God this feel so good. He pulls my shirt over my head. Then I felt he mouth making its way down to them. I felt his one hand undo my bra and through it across the room. He kissed down to my breasts, pulling one nipple into his mouth and covering the other with his hand.
"Emmett!" I moaned out
While his mouth was still on my breasts, his hands moved their way to the top of my jeans. I felt my bottoms and the zipper coming undone. I pick up my ass little to get them off. Emmett moved his lip to mine again in another hot kiss. His fingers tips were dancing around the top of my underwear. Then they found their way in. I move my head back as I feel them going in and out of me.
"Bella you feel so good." He groans
I lay down on the counter top as I feel myself coming undone. I yelled Emmett's name as I did. I look at him and I can tell he's not done yet. I sit back up and start kissing him again. I pull his shirt over his head. And I move my hands to undo his pants.
"No, I need to be inside of you now!" he told me.
He pulls off pants and boxers. He moved closer to me and helped my get my underwear off. He moves me little closer to edge of the countertop. I lie down again and felt him going in me slowly. I let out a small moan. He went slowly as I wrapped my leg around his hip and going deeper inside me. He picked up his pace quickly, hitting the right spot inside me with every stroke.
"Oh fuck Em."
"That right baby nice and loud" he moan
He started to go harder and deeper. I couldn't fight it anymore, and I came apart with a shout of his name. A few thrusts later, he came too and gently smothered me with his body, panting hard.
"I love you Bells." He said
"I love you too"
As I lay in his bed after we had the best sex of my life. I look over to Emmett who was fast asleep. We never talked about him being mafia boss. I don't think that I can do this. I do love him with everything I have but this life's not for me. Maybe I'm scared shitless and just need time. Then all these question pop into my head. What if someone that doesn't like him comes after me or worst the people I love? What if something happens to Emmett? I don't think I can live without him, but I think it's the best thing for me and everyone.
I got up being careful that I don't wake him up. I walk and grab my stuff. I pull out my cell and text Kim to come pick me up. I find a note pad and write Emmett note. Saying I'm really sorry how I'm leaving things and that I do love him but I need time to think everything over. And that I will give him a call when I get back from my dad's.
I walk out and start walking down the drive way. As I get to the main road I saw Kim's car. Before I get in the car, I turned around to look at Emmett's house one time as I wipe the tears from my eyes. I think that this might be the last time I would ever see Emmett again….or I think…
Hey guys
Okay I know how I end it wasn't best. I best I know what your thinking. Bella is a bitch for having sex with Emmett. Then leaving guys review please let me know what you think about it.
Thanks everyone for review last week. And everyone who following its.
Allie
