Here I am, standing next to the devil himself. After three days of contemplating my decision, I chose to agree. It's the only way to keep the people I love safe. At one point, I was ready to tell him to fuck off, but then I wouldn't have any one to go back to if I did that.

The more I think about it, the more I make myself believe that I'm doing the right thing. It might not be the best thing for me, but at least my family will be safe. I could live with that decision.

I looked around the room. Stefan was throwing a birthday party for himself tonight, and it's the first time. People will see both of us together. I was told to put up a good act. So in other words, act like I don't want to rip his head off.

As I walked into the room, holding his hand, I put on my best fake smile and hoped that no one could see past my façade. Stefan said after tonight, everyone in the city will know that we are together. That means that Emmett will know, too.

Every time I think about Emmett, my heart broke all over again. It hurt that he couldn't save me. What if he actually thinks that I left him? After tonight, that's not going to help either. I glanced up at Stefan and proceeded to the middle of the room. He had this shitty-ass smile on his face. Doesn't he know that this little plan of his won't last forever?

If Emmett won't help me, then I'll fucking save myself. There was no way in hell that he's going to be the father of my little bug. My little bug is the only one keeping me sane. I'm pretty sure that I'm having a little boy and I really hope he'll have Emmett's blue eyes and dimples.

"Bella, could you please look like you're happy to be here?" He hissed impolitely, despite the false courtesy of 'please'. He then dragged me, not literally, to his brother and friends.

After Stefan, Vladimir is the one I hate as well. Vladimir is a huge ass hole and lucky me, he's also my body guard. With him and I in the same room, it's my own personal hell. And I'm forcing myself to not do anything dumb around him.

As we reached the little group of people, I smiled widely, and hated it.

"Bella, you look beautiful." Vladimir commented genuinely, taking my hand and kissing it. That was the first time I've heard a compliment from him. It's probably my last one from him, too.

"Thank you, Vladimir. I have to say that your brother has good taste." I smiled up at Stefan.

"Vladimir, is everything going as planned?" Stefan asked, ignoring me.

I noticed Vladimir's eyes twinkle evilly. "Yes, brother." He replied.

I felt sick in the pit of my stomach, like something bad was going to happen. I looked past us as they turned around and stared at the door. I saw Edward and Alice arrive.

"I can't believe you'd do this..." I sneered at Stefan and tried to pry my hand away from his. But he pulled me back and forcing me to stand closer to him.

"Don't do anything dumb, or they'll be dead in a heartbeat, dear." He cruelly stated.

"Why are you doing this? I agreed to be with you. Why this?!"

"I need the word out, that you and I are together. I shall be able to be successful with that because of them. It would be rude if I didn't invite them." He smirked, making me feel sicker than I already felt. "Vladimir, why don't you take Bella to get some food? Make sure she eats. I don't want anything to happen to her baby because she's malnourished."

I tightened my jaw and reluctantly followed Vladimir to the food table.

"You do know the more you fight him, the more he'll push you around, right?" Vladimir stated.

"How can I pretend to be okay when all of this is going on? I'm only here to keep my family alive."

He laughed. "Keep telling yourself that. I know you know. You're only doing this to keep you and your family alive. If he suddenly decided it was either you or your family, you'd choose yourself because you're carrying a child."

I felt the back of my eyes burn with tears. "How dare you think you know me! There are people out there that would stay alive just for their families."

He smiled, like he didn't care and brought me to the food. I looked at the food; I wasn't feeling hungry but I knew I better eat something or else I'd be in trouble. I looked over the selection again and heard someone yell my name. I knew who it was, but when I turned to see who it was, Vladimir kept me put.

"Don't do anything stupid, or my brother will harm you. "

I sighed deeply and turned around. There, stood a pissed off Alice.

"So it is true! You did leave Emmett for him. When I first found out, I didn't believe it. But now I know."

"Hello, Alice." I replied, fighting the urge to cry and roll my eyes because how oblivious could she be?

"Don't greet me! How could you do this to Emmett? You know he loves you and you go right ahead and do this."

I really wanted to scream for help, but I knew they would die if I did.

"So," She continued. "do you have anything to say for yourself?"

I stared at her blankly and noticed Edward coming up behind her. I couldn't not tell them the truth. So, I turned to walk away. Suddenly, two hands pulled my hair back but it didn't hurt. I fell backwards, and Alice was on top of me and I felt her cold hands go up my dress and tuck something on the hip-side of my underwear. It felt like paper.

Then she was off of me, Edward had her in his arms and Vladimir picked me up and took me away. The next thing I knew, I was back in my room.

"Are you okay, Bella?" He asked, coldly.

"Yeah, just fine." I muttered back, my voice a bit squeaky.

Without another word, he left my room and locked the door. I was alone, so I pulled out the paper she had tucked. It was a letter. And as I opened it, it was written in Emmett's handwriting. This was the first time in a long time since I heard from him.

Damn it, Bella. What the fuck did you get yourself into now? Why didn't you just stay home where it was safe? Bella, I'm sorry I didn't tell you what was going on, I thought it was going to be over soon. I knew it was Stefan and we had a plan to end it all, but now everything's a mess. I have men on the inside, yes, people in the same building as you. I know what he's doing to you and what his plan is. Babe, no matter what happens, I will never believe that you left me for someone else.

I love you so much, Bella. Even more now. I always knew you had a big heart, but giving up everything for your family and myself? That shows me that you're meant for me. Please, just do whatever he says. I can't let you get hurt. Keep yourself and our baby alive and healthy. Both of you will be here with me soon.

I love you both so, so much.

Emmett

At this point, I was crying. Everything that I was worried about didn't even matter. He really did know that I loved him and wanted to be with him. And now I know he's coming for me and our little bug. I can't believe I had so little hope in him. God, I wished I could hear his voice or see his face again. How can one small letter make me so happy and give me so much hope in a room that held so much sorrow, darkness and hate?

I read the letter over and over before hiding it in a secret spot where I know no one will find it. I laid down, thinking about the people who worked here, and wanting to know who's telling Emmett all this. If I could find out who they are, I want them to give him a letter from me.

I wanted to tell Emmett about our little bug and how big he's getting and how I think he's a boy. There was so much I wanted to tell him. Over this past month, today was the only day I felt this happy again.

As I was about to fall asleep, I heard a knock on the door. Then it swung open, and it was Stefan with a piece of cake.

"Hello, sweetie. You missed out on the cake, and I thought you'd like some."

I took the plate from him. "Thanks."

"Anything for my future wife."

My eyes widened. "What?!"

"Oh yes, you were taken away before I told everyone that we're going to be married in a month."

I swallowed hard. Oh, god.

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