Chapter 11
After telling me the plan, Jax and I head home. Walking into the house, I head to the shower and once inside, I feel Jax's arms wrap around me. He places a soft kiss to my shoulder and I lean back into him. "I love you Mrs Teller." he says. I turn in his arms and kiss him softly, still not saying anything. He deepens the kiss and I melt into him. When we separate, he cups my face and says "I love you. Never doubt that babe." he says and I kiss his chest softly. He tilts my chin to look at him and says "Say something. Please." and I see concern in his eyes. "Just processing it all. You'd think I'd be used to this shit by now." I say. "What should you be used to?" he asks. "This. Just, knowing that there will always be someone out there trying to tear us apart. What happens one day when you find someone better?" I ask. "Darlin, that will never happen. There's no one better than you." he tells me. Looking into his eyes, I see he's being honest with how he feels. "I love you Teller." I tell him. Kissing me softly, we finish showering before getting into bed.
The next morning, we head to the clubhouse and before we walk in, I tell Jax "I want to be there." He looks at me for a minute and then nods his okay. I kiss him softly and say "She needs to see that you will always be mine." He smiles softly and says "Anything you want Darlin." I kiss him one more time before we head into the clubhouse.
Walking inside, he calls church. I move to the bar with Gemma and she asks "How are you doing with everything?" I hug her and say "I'm okay with it. Took some time to process last night and spent some time with Jax talking shit out." I tell her and she looks at me worried. "I'm not going anywhere. I told him I want to be there. She needs to see that he will always be mine." I tell her and she pulls me into another hug and says "Now you're talking like a Teller." and I can't help but smile a little.
After the guys come out of church, we all are hanging out when Happy and Tig walk over. "We'll call when we have shit ready." Tig says and Jax nods. "Thank you guys." I say and they just nod before heading out the door. Jax pulls me to him and kisses me softly. Clay walks over and asks "How you holding up?" I look up at him, still snuggled into Jax and say "I'm okay. I told Jax I want to be there." I tell him. "He told us. You get to say what you want and then Happy is covering her tattoo." he says. I shake my head and he looks at me confused. "Can we talk?" I ask. He nods and the three of us head into the chapel.
Walking into the chapel, we all take a seat. "What's on your mind sweetheart?" Clay asks. "I know how shit works. We can cover her tattoo but that's not going to stop her from coming after Jax and I don't want to deal with that stress." I tell him. "What are you saying Eva?" Jax asks me. "Don't hate me. Please?" I ask softly and he looks at me concerned. "I know how shit works in your world. She's not going to stop and I don't want to have to constantly fight for the man that I already have. I want to be able to just enjoy being your wife and Abel's mom. I don't want to cover her tattoo. I want her gone. For good." I tell them and they look at me shocked. "Look, I've struggled for a long time and I finally found someone that's shown me that I am more than good enough. Someone that's shown me love and giving me a beautiful little boy. I'm not giving that up and if her being dead is what will ensure I don't have to deal with her bitch ass anymore then so be it." I say and they both smirk at me. "If that's what my Old Lady wants, that's what my Old Lady gets." Jax tells me. "I want her to see Happy give me your crow before we end her. Is that okay?" I ask. "Fuck yeah." Jax says before kissing me hard and when we separate, Clay pats my shoulder and says "You are definitely an Old Lady." before we walk out of the chapel, smiles on all of our faces.
