Chapter 12
A little later, Tig calls and him and Happy have her at the cabin. Getting on the back of Jax's bike, we head up with Clay and the rest of the club. Walking into the cabin, I stop Jax. He looks at me concerned. "Can I get a minute guys?" I ask and they all head inside. "You okay?" Jax asks. I kiss him softly and say "Are you okay with this? Her dying?" I ask and he looks down. "Jax, if you're not okay with this we can figure something else out. We can just remove the crow and we can hold off on things if that's what…." I ramble and his lips softly touch mine. "I'm good with it. I don't love her anymore. I thought I loved her then but the way I feel about you is so much more intense. You're the one that I can't live without. Not her." he tells me. I kiss him and ask "Are you sure?" He nods and says "Let's go get you my crow and handle this whore." he tells me before we walk into the cabin, hand in hand.
Walking into the cabin, Bobby walks over and asks "You good?" I look at Jax and he kisses my cheek and I say "I think so." before we head into the room where she's being held. When we walk into the bedroom, she is tied to a chair and sees us walk in, hand in hand. Walking over to a chair and small table, I put my arm on the table and Jax looks at Tara and says "You were supposed to get rid of my crow when you left. Why didn't you?" He asks. Tig removes the gag and she says "Because you belong to me. We were meant to be together and I knew that I was going to eventually come home to you." she says. "You left me. You left and didn't even say goodbye. You wanted me to leave my club, my family, who I was to be what you wanted me to be. When you left, it fucked me up. I didn't think I would ever find someone that I loved more than you. But then Eva came along. A one night stand that ended up with us married. And, fuck, I love her more than I ever fucking loved you. I realized that I could move on from you. But her. Eva. I can't fucking breathe without her. I can't function without her. She's my wife, my Old Lady, will be Abel's mom, the mother to all of our kids." he says, looking back at me. "You and I will never be together." he says. He gets down in her face and says "I don't fucking love you." and you see the tears in her eyes.
Jax walks back over to me and kisses me deeply and Tara starts to sob. Happy takes my arm and starts to put Jax's crow on my arm and Tara speaks up. "She can't have your crow. I still have it." Jax looks at her and says "You are going to watch my Old Lady get my crow and then yours won't be a problem." She looks at him shocked and asks "You really don't love me?" He glares at he and says "Fuck no." before turning back to me. Kissing me softly he says "I love you Mrs Teller." I smile and say "I love you too Teller."
Once I have Jax's crow, Jax asks everyone to leave the room but me and him. "You need to truly see that he's mine." I tell her. I turn to Jax and kiss him deeply. He picks me up and puts me on the table. Stepping between my legs, I whisper against his lips "Fuck me Jackson." He starts pulling down my leggings before pulling out his hard member and enters me slowly. "Fuck." I moan. "Fuck me Teller." I moan and he starts to fuck me hard and fast. We both find our release and after getting redressed, he lets everyone back into the room and I walk over to her. "You like the show? He really is hot when he's fucking, isn't he?" I ask and all the guys eyes go wide before they start smirking. "He's sexy as hell and he's all mine." I tell her. I step back and kiss Jax softly. "Can I do the honors baby?" I ask. He nods and I turn to Tara. "Looks like I get to handle you. Jax will always be mine. My Old Man. My husband. My everything." I say as I look back at him and he winks at me. I look back at Tara and say "I love him so fucking much. Abel too. And his club, they've taken me in as family. They love me and I love them. But you will never feel that. You will never again know what it feels like to fall asleep with your head on his chest or wake up to him kissing you good morning. You won't know what it's like to lay in bed with him rubbing your belly that's carrying his child. But I will. I will spend the rest of my life knowing that I am the only one that will have those things." I say before I feel Jax put his hand on my hip. I turn my head towards him. He kisses my lips softly before handing me his gun. I point it at her and say "Goodbye Tara." before pulling the trigger and watching her head snap back and the light leave her eyes.
