Carlisle's POV:

Today is the day that we are moving back to Forks. We had to move away because we all thought it was time. But Alice said we needed to go back. She didn't tell us why, but after a while of not trusting her visions, she was always right. So now I trust her visions with no question. Me and my wife Esme have been dreading this day since last year. Today is September 13th, 2016. Today would've been our baby's birthday. She'd be 166 years old today. We know our baby's gone and we'll never see her again. This day causes me and Esme so much pain. Our children don't know about her, but they know to leave us alone on this day. Maybe the move will distract us. I hope so. I just miss my baby girl.

"Carlisle?" My mate asks

She's crying. She remembered, of course she did. I grab her and sit her in my lap. She sobs uncontrollably into my chest. She misses her daughter too. We would give our lives just to see our baby girl one more time. I couldn't protect her from those vampires. I was just a weak human, but I still let my baby girl down, I let my wife down.

"I'm sorry" she apologizes

What!?! Why was she apologizing?

"you have nothing to apologize for honey" I assure

"I know that this hurts you too and I just came in here sobbing, I'm sorry" she cries, but she's right. My baby girl is gone, and because of that, there will always be a hole in my chest

"hey, it's okay. We need each other today. I would rather have you come to me than suffer in silence. I know you miss her, so do I, we just have to think that she's in a better place" I try to reassure

"I miss her so much" she continued

"I know, and I do too" I said truthfully

(starts to sob again) "I miss our baby"

I hug her tighter. This is so hard on this day. I know nothing I can say will help her. This is better than what she usually does. If she's having a flashback, she will curl up into a ball and sob. I'm the only one that knows why and I'm the only one that can calm her down. A few times she stayed like that for days, and I knew that only Bella herself could break her out of it. But Bella was dead. She couldn't help her, so she stayed like that for a few days until she broke herself out of it. After a few minutes of me rocking her on my lap, she finally started to calm down

"feeling better?" I ask and she nods "why don't we go help the kids pack? We have to leave soon" I continue

"okay" she responds and puts a small smile on her face

I help her off my lap and we walk downstairs to see the children packing boxes. We both knew that they had heard the conversation upstairs, and they know we're talking about a girl that was very close with us. That's the most information that they've ever gotten.

"we're ready to go!" Alice exclaims

"already?" I ask impressed

"yes already! Let's go!!!" She says and shoves us out the door

We all laugh and me and Esme walk hand in hand to our car. We and Esme ride in my Mercedes and the kids ride in Emmett's Jeep. The ride wasn't that long only a few hours. Everyone ran into the home and started unpacking.

"dear, don't you have to go to work?" Esme asks

"oh, yes, are you sure you'll be okay until I get back, I can just go tomorrow if you want" I offer, knowing the impact of today

"no honey, it's fine, I'll be okay, you need to make that hospital trust you again, shoo, go get ready" she says to me. God Bless her, she is so amazing. I couldn't ask for a better soul mate.

"Okay, I'm going" I say and get ready, after a kiss from Esme and a goodbye to the kids I head off to work.