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Just Talking
I hate to say it again but shit.
"Liana," I say and I somehow manage to pull a smile onto my face. I hear Zach fall silent behind me. He knows the name Liana. I've mentioned her before and how she makes me uneasy, that I don't care for her all that much. He's obviously interested in finally getting a picture of the girl.
Liana placed one of her charming (almost enchanting) smiles on her face and took a couple steps my way. I had to purposefully try to not take a step back.
"Fancy seeing you here, Cammie." She chirpily, but her gaze wasn't quite steady on me. It wavered over my shoulder to where Zach stood.
"It's a small town, not that hard to believe." I replied nicely, but there was a nervous bite to my words.
I was getting a bad feeling.
Liana had just scene Zach and I in a very intimate position.
Not that we are intimate in anyway because I have Austen.
Oh damn.
Shit.
Austen. She could tell Austen what she saw and he would get angry, ask questions, and probably, mostly likely, leave me.
This situation was bad.
Very bad.
I heard Zach snort behind me at my comment and Liana's brown eyes darted to him, they narrowed slightly and Zach covered his amusement with a cough. She pursed her lips and then her face softened. The look in her eye turned for annoyance to intrigue. She had seen his eyes then. She thought he was attractive.
Possible new meat.
At that thought and unfamiliar fire burned through me. It was hot and heavy and I didn't like it.
Not on my watch.
I snapped in my head, surprised by my own lack of patience of sheer annoyance at the thought of her checking Zach out, which was crazy because I had Austen and Zach was hot as hell. It was only natural for girls to check him out.
"Yes well it's still surprising," Liana said after she had finished studying Zach and she looked back it me, obviously unaware of the awkward silence we had all been in. She smiled a little cheekily, but there was an edge to that smile that made me want to wince "in some ways." And she raised an eyebrow and her meaning was clear. She was telling me she had seen what Zach and I had been doing.
Correction.
What she thought we had been doing because honestly we weren't doing anything.
My cheeks still burned slightly.
"I don't know why, Zach and I were just talking."
"Just talking," she nodded "Is that what its called now? I didn't get that memo." I was embarrassed and angry and nervous. Her smile only brightened as noticed.
"Liana-" I didn't get to even start my sentence before I felt an arm drap over my shoulders in a casual manner. I stiffened under it. The warmth of the person's limb was comforting and I longed for my jacket inside the café, but Liana's eyes only sparkled with interest at Zach's gesture. I didn't know what she was thinking, but whatever it was it wasn't anything good.
"Just some talking between just some friends." Zach's voice was deep and sexy and I wasn't the only one who noticed. I looked up at Zach, surprised he was joining the conversation. I was a little relieved because now I didn't have to do all the talking. I wasn't much one for confrontation, but on the other hand I was begging him to shut up and stay quite. I didn't need him to give Liana the wrong idea about us. Zach didn't know I was seeing Austen. He still thought I was single from the last time he asked because since the art trip he hadn't asked again and I hadn't brought it up. Like the name thing it had never seemed like the right time to do so, but now here I was almost being forced into telling him the same way I was with my name. I had to come clean because he was going to be at school with me and now I was thinking I might have to tell him about Austen before Liana beat me to it.
Then to my horror Zach smirked and winked at me. He was obviously referencing what he had just been talking about. He was teasing me like he had been before about us being just friends, but the pleased laugh that Liana gave out was nerve racking. It made me want to be sick and my eye twitched.
"Oh this is great!" she said and then shook her head as though she had been talking to herself. "I'm Liana Davis by the way, I go to school with Cammie." She said, her smile charming and less menacing as she put a hand out for Zach to shake.
He did shaking, it have been just my imagination, but it looked as though he shook it a little rougher the necessary. Liana didn't mention it though, didn't react so it must have been my imagination.
"Zach. Friend of Cammie's." he said. I noticed how he only gave her his first name and not his last, perhaps he didn't want her to recognize him.
"Funny, didn't know Cammie had any friends outside of school. Have we met before? You do look a little familiar."
"Never scene you in my life," Zach said easily "I've just got one of those faces I guess." Liana looked unconvinced.
She did recognize him. I mean he was Zachary Goode for christ's sake. What girl our age hadn't seen him before at some point? As of right now thought she didn't know where she knew him from and is attractive looks were distracting her from looking any deeper than his appearance.
"I guess." She echoed.
"Well Cameron and I are going to head back inside. We left our coats and it's a little chilly out."
A little? I thought to myself. It was freaking freezing!
Zach's arm dropped from my shoulders, but his hand took mine instead before I could identify the lump of disappointment at his body not touching mine. Just as we were about to pass her, Liana grabbed my other hand.
"Wait." She said and Zach stopped, turning his head over his shoulder, but not facing her fully. "I just want to talk to Cammie for a moment, if that's alright?" she asked and I tried to not to wince. I didn't want to talk to her. I didn't want to talk to her alone.
Last time we had done that she had told me that she didn't want Austen and I together. She basically threatened me. Since then she had been a little off with me. Not ignoring me or being outright rude, but bordering on the two. Of course she was rude in a way that most people didn't pick up on such as a compliment that could be taken as an insult too or something like that.
I gulped and Zach looked to me for confirmation. He knew I didn't like her and wasn't going to leave me alone with her if I dind't say it was okay. I gave a subtle nod knowing that if I refused things could get worse and perhaps I could use this as an opportunity to ask her not to tell Austen what she had seen. Then again Zach and I hadn't been doing anything wrong and trying to get her to cover it up could make her think she had something serious on me. I knew she was after Austen in some shape or form, not that they had really been together before Austen and I started dating.
Heck, Liana was the one who was seeing other guys right in front of Austen's nose. I know she had a thing for Donny Mathews. I even remember her saying that Austen was just there when she wanted him, or something like that.
She took Austen for granted and then she tried to make him look like the bad guy and me look like a stupid girl for falling for him.
"Sure." I said and was proud of how calm I sounded. Zach let go of my hand and I shivered. He turned and headed back into the café while Liana and I faced off again. She wasn't smiling anymore. She had a thoughtful look on her face, the kind of face you have while trying to determine your strategy during a game, and I kept my face as unreadable as possible. That was my safest bet at the moment.
"I want to apologize, Cameron. For what I said at the club and since then I've been a bit callous." She smiled a little wickedly "I don't know if you noticed." I shrugged, though I was shocked too.
Liana was apologizing to me? Even if she was faking it, it was a bit odd to hear.
"I didn't." I said.
There, no she would think what she did didn't affect me and I noticed her face a little when I said that. She was disappointed.
Cammie: 1 Liana: 0
"Well I have been and I'm sorry. I was just trying to help you out with Austen."
"Austen and I don't need help, we're happy as we are."
"You looked a little cozy with Emeralds over there." She said casually and my stomach flipped. It was like she was talking about the weather.
"Zach and I are just friends. He's from out of town."
"Interesting. Anyway it's up to you what you do with Austen, I mean I know you don't think that highly of me-"
I went to say that wasn't true, but she waved a hand dismissively
"Please I can see it every time you have to talk to me it's fine I don't care what you think of me. Truth is, Austen and I well… we haven't dated, but there's a lot of history," she paused and she actually seemed serious, all anterior, calculated motives gone for now. "You know? I know how he is."
I watched her carefully. She wasn't as crazed and spiteful as she had been at JINX. Probably because she wasn't drunk. I wasn't Not sure what to make of that sincere expression on her face. As though she actually cared. Not about me. I was sure she didn't care about me, but perhaps about herself. Perhaps she was thinking about how she had felt with Austen and something that had happened between them. Despite not ever being exclusive most of the school had just assumed they were together for most of our high school life.
"Thanks, I guess." I said and Liana nodded her head.
"I'm not one to judge Cammie. I've done my fair share of sneaking around." She said and I shook my head.
Where is she going with this? I was hoping we were done.
"But if I see you with Emeralds in such a compromising position again, my tongue my just slip," she made a face of innocence as my face crumpled "for your own good." She said at last before blowing two kisses and brushing past me.
Cammie: 1 Liana: 100
What the hell.
I feel so uncomfortable.
I feel sick.
Sick to my freaking stomach.
AS I mad my way back into the café I tried to look as sick as I felt.
Liana's words were heavy and sour and I wasn't sure how to handle them.
Was she going to ell Austen what she saw?
She was warming me to stay away from Zach?
And what was with that stupid name she was calling him, Emeralds.
The thought made my teeth grind together.
"Hey, you alright?" Zach asked snapping me out of my daze and poking my coffee closer to me. I nodded dumbly and picked it, taking a sip. I was surprised it was still warm. It felt like we had been outside for hours.
"I can see why you don't like that chick. She just screams passive aggressive."
"The worst kind of aggressive if you ask me." I mumbled and it was true. I could deal with straight aggressive, like John. He never bothered to hide from anyone he didn't like me and even though he had made me cry a couple times I preferred his straightforward ways to Liana's hot and cold, or rather constant lukewarm.
"Well I guess my surprise got kind of shot down when she arrived, but it was a hit before that, eh?" he said trying to lift the mood. He smiled at me and I felt one tug at my own lips.
"You coming to Gallagher… is definitely a surprise. I would have never guessed."
"Now I get to meet all your friends." He said, seemingly excited.
"Mhmm." I replied, he and Finn would get on swimmingly. I still had to talk to Liz and sort things out.
"Oh and I wanted to ask you," he said "this is my important question." He said and I nodded remembering he had something he wanted to ask me last time we spoke on the phone "I wanted to know if you would be in a video? With me? I thought I could introduce everyone to the Jenny Stew-" he gut himself off and the excited light in his eyes a dimmed a bit. The guilt hit me.
"Zach I… I'm really sorry about lying to you. I know it was wrong and honestly I don't even understand why you're talking to me right now. You have every right to hate me."
"I don't hate you Gallagher Girl, how could I hate that face?" he said and my cheeks blushed. I was always blushing it seemed.
"Well I am sorry and I would…" I bit my lip as butterflies took off in my stomach "I would love to be in a video with you."
I sat in the beanbag chair in Bex's basement and clutched a can of Sprite in my hand, the condensation dribbling down the sides and yet I didn't make a move to put it down or to drink from it. It was stuck midair. I had planned on taking a sip when I picked it up, but then I got sidetracked thinking about my conversation with Liz. I had called her as soon as I had gotten home yesterday from my coffee with Zach. I had apologized for ignoring her and she had apologized again for the way she had acted that night when she picked me up.
The conversation had been going to well. I had told her about Zach and how I had met up with him at The Bean and that he was going to be coming to school on Monday. I mentioned how I had bumped into Liana and what a mess that had been. It was like nothing had ever happened and then I shifted the conversation onto her about I had missed while we weren't talking.
"How are you and Jonas?" I had asked and she had gone silent for a moment.
"We're good." She had replied and I could hear the false sense of calm in her voice.
"Just good? Are you okay Lizzie? You've been acting strange recently. You know you can tell me anything don't you?" I prompted trying to see if she would let anything spill about what was wrong with her.
I was determined to find out.
I wasn't letting it go anymore. I wanted to help my friend, that's what best friends as for.
"I'm fine." She snapped back defensively, then a little more calmly "We're fine. I've just been a little stressed with PREP and stuff that's all." I felt the sting at her tone of voice. I was only trying to help.
"Whatever I was only trying to be nice, Liz." She sighed.
"I'm sorry Cammie, I didn't mean to yell it's just…" I thought I heard her sniff on the other end of the line and when she spoke again her voice sounded thick "I've just been so tired and I might be getting sick or something. I better go, see you on Monday."
And with that she had hung up on me. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye back.
The defensiveness to her reply when I asked about her and Jonas was weird, almost like I had accused her of something and the it sounded like she was trying not to cry when I had been hurt at her being so cold to me. It didn't make sense.
I let out a sigh.
I would see her tomorrow in school. It was Sunday and I was at Bex's house with Macey and Liana. Bex had called me over to hang out and I liked Bex so I said I would. I had nothing else to do since despite patching up our argument, Liz and I still didn't seem right.
Honestly though after doing our nails and putting on a movie, I had kind of zoned out of the conversation Bex, Macey and Liana were having. I wasn't interested in the latest fad that they found amusing and I was distracted.
Liz and Zach and Austen.
When I arrived Liana acted like nothing had happened yesterday. She pretended as though she hadn't threatened me and I did the same because I didn't know what else would take her side. They had been friends with Liana a lot longer than they had been friends with me.
"Hey Cams?" Bex called and I blinked, realizing I had been staring blankly at the TV screen where Mean Girls was playing, but I hadn't been picking up a single thing. I looked over at Bex. Her shiny, sleek hair up in a neat ponytail and her face devoid of makeup, yet she looked flawless anyway in her yoga pants and singlet. A bright orange sports bra underneath. It was a girl's day, no need to get fancy, we were all in similar attire.
"Hmm?" I hummed in reply and Bex smiled.
"You might want to hear this," she said and then she elbowed Macey "Go on, repeat what you just said." I shifted my eyes to Macey and shrugged
"I just said that I saw your friend, Jessie?"
"Lizzie." Bex and I corrected and Macey nodded, her perfectly messy bun bouncing "Lizzie, that's right, well I thought I saw her kissing Finn." She said casually and my eyes nearly bugged right out of my head.
"What!" the word left my lips in a shriek, not even as a question just an exclamation of completely and utter disbelief.
No.
There was no way!
Macey only nodded again and continued while I had a heart palpitation "Yeah, at a party a while back-" she continued
"Yeah, Cams you remember? The party that I invited Liz to? I didn't see you there, but Li did, and the guys. You remember, right?" she prompted.
Oh I remembered.
That party.
That stupid party.
That was the party, Liana asked me to sit at her table.
The party where Austen had ben caged in against the counter.
I had thought it was a miracle when we left.
How did we leave again?
"I remember." Liana quipped, but stayed mute. I didn't know what to say.
Surely there was a mistake. Liz wouldn't have kissed Finn. She wouldn't have done that to Jonas. Those two, man they were going to get married one day. They were perfect for each other, Liz would never hurt him. She would never put that at risk.
"Yeah well, I'm pretty sure it was her I saw Finn kissing."
"You're wrong." I said finally. The words came out harsher than I intended, but I needed to defend Liz here. I was her friend and I wasn't going to let this rumor spread. If it got back to Jonas it could break them apart. Macey's eyebrows rose at that.
"I'm wrong?"
"It couldn't have been Liz, she has a boyfriend. She wouldn't do that."
"Look, Cammie I'm just telling you what I saw."
"You said you were pretty sure, which means you're not one hundred percent sure, and I'm saying you're wrong."
"Cam," Bex started "when Mace says she's 'pretty sure' she's just being modest. It means she's positive. Macey doesn't forget anything related to boy-girl drama. Its her specialty, she's never wrong."
I shook my head.
"There's a first time for everything. I know Liz and I'm telling you there's no way she would have done that to Jonas. And if she had she would have told me." I stated firmly.
Liz would tell me if something like this had happened. She wouldn't keep something so major from her best friend. Would she?
I mean we hadn't been the best recently ever since… ever since… no.
It wasn't possible, but… ever since the party.
It was just a coincidence.
There was no way.
I tried to raid my memory for that night.
It was filled Austen's smell and flashing images of his golden eyes, dilated from drinking and Liana's chirpy voice asking to eat with them. Then John's scowl and certain distaste for me, and Liz's… Liz's flushed face as she asked me if we could leave.
I hadn't even questioned her then. I had been so relieved to get out of there I didn't even stop to think about why she was so eager to do the same.
Liz and I had gotten separated shortly after entering the party… what if she had… no. No. There was no way.
When I came back to the conversation they had already drifted off topic.
"You want to come here to get ready for the Snowball?" Bex asked.
That's right, I thought distractedly, the Snowball was on Wednesday night since that was our last day of school before Christmas break. I couldn't believe it was already that time in the school year.
"Um…" I started distractedly "Yeah sure."
"Don't sound too thrilled." Bex teased with a slight smirk and Is hook my head.
She was right I was being rude.
"No, I'd love to, really. Thanks, Bex." I said and she laughed
"Hey, I was only messing with you, Cams. It's fine." I nodded.
My face must have still seemed troubled because Macey butt in,
"Maybe I was wrong Cammie," she said and Liana and Bex looked at her baffled "Maybe it wasn't your friend I saw. I mean Finn would have probably mentioned it to you now anyway right?" she said.
Would he? Would Liz?I shook my head and shoved the thoughts aside.
There was no way.
Liz may have kept it from me, but she would never do that to Jonas.
"You guys have your dresses for the dance?" I asked, trying to throw out of this mood slump and the girls feel for it hook, line and sinker.
Monday Zach would be coming to Gallagher Academy. He had asked to come with me so he was going to pick me up from my house.
We only had three days left before Christmas break, a strange time to start a new school, but I guess it gave him time to try it out without being too overwhelmed.
The there was the Snowball to which Austen was taking me.
"The after party is gonna be at Macey's." Liana sais "because her house is the biggest out of all of us."
"Out of the whole school more like." Bex cut in and she rolled her eyes jokingly at me as though we had some inside joke. I smiled back at her.
"Whatever, the point is, it's gonna be awesome." Liana finished
I thought she looked at me when she said that, I thought I saw the glint in her eyes I saw the other day when we were fighting with Zach, but then it was gone and I thought I had been mistaken.
A/N- UNEDITED.
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